I ran out of the kitchen and literally climbed the stairs just so I could get to Spencer room fast, when I got to the door I
wasn't surprise to find it locked.
I sighed while knocking and saying "Come on Spence let me in."
Spencer yelled 'Go away."
I smiled and said "You know I can't do that Spence, I'm not letting you run this time." I heard moving around in the room and I heard
the lock open and Spencer opening the door.
She replied "I am not running."
I nodded and said "Yes you are Spence, now we both know I know you better than you do, so tell me what's really bothering you." Spencer
walked into her room and I followed but also shutting door; Spencer was sitting on her bed so I decided to sit next to her.
She then replied with "I'm just scared, like what if she hate's me, what if she stops being friends with because of it and what if she never
wants to see me or any of us again. I would rather have her as a friend then nothing at all."
I nodded and said "I get that your scared I really do but those are all negative what if's have you thought of the
positive what if's, like what if she likes you back and wants you, what if you stay together forever and ever. Spencer in my mind
you and Aria are endgame, so why do you have all those, what if in your head?"
Spencer answered with "I don't know maybe it's the sacredness in me coming out, I want to tell her I really do I'm just so sacredness
of getting rejected."
I nodded and said "You can't be scared of rejection because sometimes it happens but I don't think it will happen with you and Aria."
I then spoke again "Spencer I'm not saying tell her right now but you need to start thinking about it because you and I both know Aria
is a catch and someone is bond to find that out soon."
I thought Spencer was going to say something but she didn't she got up and run away from me again;
which I was getting really sick and tired of. I ran off after her shouting her name trying to get her to stop but she wouldn't,
I made it to the front door before she could leave out of it.
I slammed the door shut and said "No Spencer you are not running again."
She replied with "Emily would you please move."
I answered "No because you are in no state to drive and you are not walking in the dark by yourself." Spencer started walking
in the direction of the kitchen with me again shouting her name trying to get her to stop.
I then said when we got to the kitchen "Spencer why can't you see what's right in front of you."
Spencer turned around with tears in her eyes and replied "Have you thought maybe I don't want."
I sighed and said "Spencer I know you want this, because no one is that happy on a Tuesday morning like you were."
Spencer replied with "Emily I just, I just can't." Spencer walked out of the kitchen before I could say anything.
I sighed and said "She can be so frustrating sometimes."
Melissa stepped forward and hugged me while asking "What was that about Em?"
I answered "I can't tell you, I promised her I wouldn't."
Melissa nodded and said "Maybe I should go talk to her."
I replied with "I don't think that such a good idea, she'll come around once she relies I'm right and it's just her being scared."
Aria then said "Emily do you want me to go talk to her."
I answered "If she doesn't want to talk or listen to me you are defiantly the last person she'll talk to, she needs to sort this one out
by herself without me."
Melissa then said "But you two always figure stuff out together."
I sighed and replied "This time is different, the fact that she isn't listening to me proves she need to work it out by herself." I didn't
want to say any of that I want to be there to help her but she needs space to find out what she really wants.
Melissa then asked "Dinner is ready do you want to get Spencer or shall i?"
I answered "Nah leave her, w I'll set a plate a side for her she needs all the thinking time she can get." Melissa nodded and walked off to
go get her parents so we could all eat.
Hanna then asked me "Em is Spencer going to be okay?"
I replied with "I hope so Han, she just some space."
Aria asked "How do you know your right about all of what you two are talking about, you could be wrong?"
I looked up at Aria and saw I wasn't wrong and replied "Trust me this time I am not wrong and she just can't handle that right now."
We all sat done to have Dinner without Spencer, I did as I said I set a plate a side for Spencer later.
During Dinner I knew that Mr H had told Mrs H because she kept looking at me with sadness in her eyes.
Mr H then asked "So how was everyone day?"
I replied with "Spencer and I told a teacher where to go."
Aria replied "Fine thank-you."
Hanna replied "It was alright thanks."
Melissa answered "It was good Dad thanks."
Mrs H then said "Emily what do you mean by you told a teacher where to go" I smiled and started to explain what happened in English
and what Spencer told me she did; but I left out the part about the army.
Mr H said "That's my girl always sticking up for others." We all started to laugh until Mrs H glared at us all the laughter soon stopped.
I then said "I forgot to tell you Melissa and you two Aria and Hanna, when Spencer and I were sitting out of the class Jenna came by and
told us that Toby coming down here tomorrow. She said he left straight when he could and is arriving tomorrow."
Mr H smiled and asked "That's wonderful, is he staying for the funeral?"
I replied with "Yeah that's kind of why his coming down."
Mr H nodded and said "You must be happy to see him again though."
I answered "Hell yeah am I, I've really missed him." We went into talking about anything and everything and once we had
all finished, we all help clean up the table. Mr H and I were drying, Mrs H was washing, Melissa was putting the things we dried away
and Hanna and Aria were cleaning up the table, we all made a pretty good team.
It soon became time for Hanna and Aria to go home, so with hugs goodbye from me and some see you from the other, the two of them
walked themselves out. The four of us went and sat down and watch TV not that anything good was on.
