Never Forgotten Past
Last Time: Puck was excited for Quinn's return and Sarah was happy to see her friend again. Puck and Sarah fought over how to raise their baby. Sarah tried to convince her baby daddy that he won't screw up his expected baby's life. Puck told Sarah that he needs to move to L.A. for the summer in order to fully be able to support them. Sarah wasn't happy and begged Puck to stay. Sarah offered comfort and advice to Blaine when she realized that maybe they're more alike with their families than they thought. Blaine and Puck fought over how much they should help Sarah and her pregnancy until Sarah stopped them. She had to assure each's help was needed, but she needed Puck the most. Puck and Sarah agreed they needed to spend a day away from everything just the two of them. And that's what you missed on Never Forgotten Past.
Disclaimer: I don't own Glee or any songs that I may put in here.
Right Now
Puck's Point of View
"Get up! Noah get up!"
I opened my eyes to see Sarah bending over me, shaking my shoulder.
"What? What's wrong?" I sat up and wiped the sleep from my eyes, "Is there something wrong with the baby? Are you ok?"
A soft smile spread across Sarah's face and she sat next to me, "Everything's fine, I just wanted you to get up and get in the shower so we could start our date early."
I chuckled and brushed her hair back from her face, "Ok, I'll get in the shower and then we can go out to breakfast or lunch or whatever."
Sarah nodded, "Breakfast."
I stood up, "Alright, I'll get ready," I glanced at the clock, 8:30 in the morning. I shot a glare at Sarah while she made our bed.
"Sorry," Sarah muttered.
I rolled my eyes and walked from the room and up the stairs to get ready for our day.
~~~~~GLEE~~~~~
Sarah sang along to one of the new Katy Perry songs on the radio as we drove towards The Lima Bean for a short breakfast. She then wanted to go to the mall and walk around before going out for bowling then lunch.
Sarah's phone rang and she answered it, "Hello?...Oh, hi! How are you?...Yeah, me too...Actually Noah and I are going out right now...Haha, yeah, but then we're gonna go around town, go bowling, that kind of stuff...Well, we just need some time alone...We should, just not today...We can't tomorrow...We have something...It's important...Thanks...Yes, I promise...Ok, bye...Talk to you later."
"Rachel?" I asked.
Sarah shook her head, "Liz."
I nodded, "Mind telling me what we're doing tomorrow?"
"It's important," Sarah mumbled.
I pulled into a parking spot and stopped my truck, "You're not leaving until you tell me what we're doing."
Sarah sighed, "Going to the doctor."
I nodded and unlocked the doors, "That's not bad."
"What if they hurt me?" Sarah asked softly.
I stopped from jumping down, closed my door, then turned to look at her, "They won't hurt you, I won't let them."
Sarah nodded and placed a soft kiss on my lips, "Thanks, sorry that was stupid," she opened her door and jumped down.
I did the same and met her at the front of the truck, "It wasn't stupid at all, trust me," I grabbed her hand and we walked into the cafe together.
"Would you stop saying you're stupid? Or implying it? Cause you're not," Sarah scolded and stood in line.
I rolled my eyes, but stayed quiet. It was a fight that I knew I wouldn't win, "Ok, fine. What are you getting?"
"Blueberry scone, cinnamon roll, pumpkin muffin, and a hot chocolate," Sarah rattled off while looking at the menu.
"Alright," I said quietly, confused at her sudden, large appetite.
Sarah looked up at me, "What are you getting?"
I shrugged, "Probably just a coffee and a salt bagel."
She gasped, "That sounds good," she whispered.
I rolled my eyes, "My kid's gonna be fat," I muttered.
Sarah hit my arm, "Shut up."
I smirked before ordering our food. After getting it, we found a table near the back to eat. Sarah automatically started eating her food as if she was going to die any second.
"You're going to choke," I warned after she ate half her bagel in under a minute.
Sarah wiped her mouth and took a sip of her hot chocolate, "I'm fine. Do you know the Heimlich?"
"No, so slow down," I told her before taking a bite of my own bagel.
Sarah rolled her eyes, but did stop eating for a second, "You're ok with going to the mall and bowling right?"
I smiled, "Of course, why wouldn't I?"
She shrugged and tore off a piece of her cinnamon roll, "Just wondering."
"Do you need to buy anything?" I asked.
"Well, after that whole thing in the car, I didn't want to talk about this, but I want to get some baby books," Sarah said softly.
"Oh, doesn't your mom have some?" I said while matching her tone.
Sarah shook her head and played with the straw in her cup, "I don't want her to get too suspicious yet."
I nodded, "I read a baby book before Beth and had to hide it underneath all my clothes so my mom wouldn't find out."
"Do you think we're going to win Nationals?" Sarah asked suddenly.
I looked up at her, "What?"
"Nationals? Do you think we're going to win?" Sarah repeated with a smile.
"I don't know, we'll see," I told her honestly.
Sarah sighed, "Fine, fine, we'll just wait and see."
I chuckled, "You are very impatient."
Sarah rolled her eyes, "Always have been, you know that."
I smiled, "I know, it's one of your negative traits."
Sarah's jaw dropped, but I could see a hint of a smile, "One of my negative traits? Oh, Noah David Puckerman, you did not just say that."
I laughed, "I'm sorry."
"Ok, ok, fine, you know what? You're lazy," Sarah stated and leaned back in her chair.
"Lazy?" I repeated with a smirk, "Tell me something I didn't know."
Sarah laughed, "Ok, fine, I hate you."
I leaned forward, "This I want to hear."
"I hate how you can make me forget my name. I hate how you can change my mood with a snap of your fingers. I hate how amazing you're voice is. I hate watching you be the best dad in the world to your daughter, then hear you say you're going to mess her up. I hate when you talk about not having a future. I hate that your eyes are so pretty-"
I cut her off with a snort, "You hate my eyes? What is that?"
Sarah blushed and smirked a little, "They're so perfect, I sort of wish they were mine."
I shook my head, "I like your eyes the way they are."
Sarah smiled, "Thanks, but I just hope that-" she stopped and looked down at her food, "Never mind."
"Hey," I reached across the table and lifted her chin up to look up at me, "What is it?"
"I want the baby to have your eyes," she whispered.
"Sarah, no matter who's eyes the baby has, they're going to be perfect because they're part of you," I said softly.
A tear leaked down Sarah's cheek, "Thank you."
I smiled, "No problem."
Sarah sat back and wiped her eyes, "Ok, now we have to stop."
"Stop with what?" I asked.
"Stop thinking about the future and start thinking about right now," Sarah said softly with a smile.
~~~~~GLEE~~~~~
"Ha! Look at that! A spare and a strike! 137!" Sarah screamed and jumped in my arms.
I hugged her close, "You're amazing."
Sarah laughed and stepped back, "You're not too bad yourself, Mr. Puckerman."
I smirked, "Ok, Ms. Hudson, my turn."
Sarah stuck her tongue out and sat down at our table. I bit my lip to stop from laughing as I grabbed my bowling ball and headed to our lane. I threw the ball and smiled when I saw all ten pins fly through the air.
"Nice job, babe," Sarah said.
I turned and smirked at her, "Thanks, Sars, that's nice of you."
I turned back around to wait for my ball, but not before I could see Sarah's jaw drop, "Aren't you going to say something to me?" she asked.
I glanced behind my shoulder at her and shrugged, "You're pretty?"
Sarah blinked and laughed, "You are terrible!"
I smiled, "I love you too."
Sarah rolled her eyes and smirked, "Yeah, yeah, whatever, just bowl."
Nodding, I rolled down the ball and did a little dance when, once again, all ten pins were knocked down.
Suddenly, a pair of arms wrapped around my waist, "Great job."
I picked up Sarah and carried her back to her seat, "Now sit down and watch Puckzilla win this thing."
Sarah laughed and nodded, "Go ahead."
I eyed her, it was almost like she knew something that I didn't. I fought down the feeling and threw the ball again. It felt like a rush of adrenaline went through my veins as I scored another strike.
"Look at that!" I yelled and turned to face Sarah, "Winner!"
Sarah smirked and slowly walked towards me, "Puckzilla, look at the screen."
"What?" I turned and looked, squinting my eyes to read it correctly, "That can't be right."
"But oh it is," Sarah smiled, "I. Win."
I looked down at her, "I can't believe this. One fricken point."
Sarah's eyes were so bright and her smile was so wide that you wouldn't be able to guess she was pregnant or that she's cried herself to sleep practically every night the past week. "Don't worry, I still love you even though you lost!"
I chuckled and picked her up, "Good, I wouldn't want you to not like me because I lost a game."
Sarah's arms went around my neck and she kissed me softly, "I deserved it."
I smiled, "Yeah, you did."
Sarah hopped down and sat on one of the chairs where she started undoing her shoes, "I had a lot of fun today, Puck."
I sat next to her, "Me too."
"Do we have to go home?" Sarah asked with a smile.
I chuckled, "We can do whatever you want."
"Well, there's something that I kinda want to do," Sarah said softly.
"What's that?" I asked and stood to get ready to leave.
"You know the pet store?" Sarah asked with a smile.
I nodded, "Yeah, I used to take Grace there to-" it hit me what she wanted to do.
Sarah smiled, "Please."
"Fine," I muttered, "But we might have to call Grace because she really likes going there."
Sarah's smile widened and she wrapped her arms around my waist, "Thank you, I'll call her and tell her."
I led the way to the parking lot, barely paying attention to Sarah's conversation with my sister. This wasn't going to be good, Sarah had no idea yet, I'm not sure how she doesn't know, but it'll be interesting when she finds out.
~~~~~GLEE~~~~~
I leaned against the small wall and watched Sarah and Grace play with a golden retriever puppy. I smiled when it jumped on Grace and pushed her back slightly.
"Noah! Look!" she laughed.
"I see," I nodded, "How soft is he?"
"It's a she Noah. Her name is Daisy," Grace rolled her eyes.
Sarah looked up at me and smiled, "You sure you don't want to come in here with us?"
I shook my head, "Nah, I'm good."
"He's allergic," Grace said simply without looking up from the dog.
I groaned and ran a hand over my face, "Grace."
"You're allergic to dogs?" Sarah asked.
"No," I looked at her, "I'm allergic to cats, but...I don't know...things with fur, just playing it safe."
"Oh, I can't believe I didn't know that," Sarah said softly then reached for the puppy, "Hi there Daisy, you're so perfect."
"She's really pretty," Grace observed.
One of the workers walked up with another pet in their arms, "You girls want another one to play with?"
Sarah and Grace nodded. Sarah passed over the golden retriever and put her hands out for the new one. I involuntarily stepped back when I realized the animal was a cat.
Sarah stared down at it, "Maybe we should get a different one."
"No! She's really soft!" Grace argued and grabbed the cat from Sarah.
"It's fine, Sars, just play with the cat and maybe change clothes or take a shower when you get home," I told her, adding a smile to show that it was ok.
Sarah nodded, "Alright."
"Yay!" Grace smiled and tickled the kitten, "Noah, I wish you weren't allergic."
"Me too," Sarah added and smiled at me.
I shrugged, "Don't worry, I'll survive."
Sarah and Grace continued playing with the cat until Sarah said it was time to go home. The three of us got in the truck and I was halfway out of the parking lot when I first sneezed.
"Puck," Sarah whispered, "Do I need to drive?"
I shook my head and sneezed again, "I'm fine."
"No your not," Grace stated while looking out the window.
I glared at her through the rearview mirror, "I'm fine Grace."
Sarah put her hand on top of mine, "I'll drive."
"I'm fine," I sneezed again.
Sarah sat back in her seat and crossed her arms. Grace's soft voice was singing along to the radio, not that I could hear it over my sneezes.
I pulled up to the house and quickly went in to take something.
"What's wrong with your face?" Finn asked while following me to the kitchen.
"Nothing," I muttered through a sneeze.
"It's all red and splotchy," Finn observed.
"Me and Sarah were petting a cat then when we got in the car, his allergies started working," Grace said and sat at the table.
I glared at her over my shoulder, "Would you just be quiet?"
I went through the bin of medicine in the cabinet to try and find something.
Sarah's arm went through mine, "This might work," she pointed towards a bottle.
I picked it up, "Yeah," sneeze, "I guess."
"Who is sneezing so loudly?" Kurt asked and walked in.
"Noah's sick," Grace smiled.
Kurt nodded, but stopped a few feet away from me, "You have a rash on your neck."
"I know," I groaned.
"What's going on?" Ms. Carole walked in with Burt.
"Noah's allergic to cats," Grace told her.
"Thank you, Grace," I sneezed.
"When did you see a cat?" Burt questioned and sat next to Grace.
"We went to the pet store," Sarah said, "I am so sorry Puck, I had no idea."
"It's fine," I sneezed again.
Finn passed me a glass of water, "Here."
I nodded and downed the pills, "Thanks."
"Sarah, Grace, how about you two go take a shower and change your clothes?" Ms. Carole suggested.
The girls nodded and left. I sat down at the table and finished the water. Kurt left to call Blaine or something. Burt said something about having to finish up some bills at the tire shop. Which left me, Finn, and Ms. Carole alone.
"Do you need anything?" Ms. Carole asked softly and ran a hand over my head.
I shook my head, "No."
"You're allergic to cats? How come you never told us?" Finn asked from where he was leaning against the sink.
"It never came up," I muttered before sneezing again.
"Is it in your car?" Ms. Carole asked.
"Probably," I groaned, "I'll go clean it."
I stood to leave, but Ms. Carole pushed me back down, "I'll take it to the tire shop and maybe someone can clean it there."
"Thanks," I said quietly and watched Ms. Carole leave.
"What'd you and Sarah do?" Finn sat across from me.
I shrugged, "Got breakfast, went to the mall, bowling, picked up Grace and went to the pet store."
Finn glanced at the clock, "Did you eat lunch?"
I shook my head, "We were going to, but then I figured we should come home so it wouldn't hit me too bad."
"I think Kurt put some leftover salad in the fridge," Finn said absentmindedly. I raised my eyebrows and Finn laughed, "I know, I figured I'd at least offer it up."
I laughed and stood to go through the cupboards to find something, "Did you guys do anything?"
"No, just stayed here," Finn told me.
I nodded, "Call Rachel," I grabbed the bread and headed towards the fridge to pull out some stuff to make a sandwich.
"I probably should," Finn muttered.
"She doesn't want you to move to L.A., does she?" I asked.
"Nope, she wants Broadway," Finn said quietly.
"Yeah, Sarah doesn't want me to move to L.A. either," I said as I finished my sandwich.
Finn looked up, "Why? She's not going to college for another two years."
"That's not the point, she doesn't want me to leave her," I tried to tell him as much as possible without saying the full reason why Sarah didn't want me to go.
Finn stared at me and I knew the wheels were spinning in his head, "I wonder why."
I shrugged and took a bite of my sandwich, "Maybe she's afraid I won't come back."
"Will you?" Finn asked.
"Of course, it would just be for the summer," I said.
Finn nodded and looked down at the table, "Don't hurt her."
"What?" I asked.
"Don't hurt Sarah," Finn repeated and looked up at me.
"I would never dare, you know that," I told him.
"Just beware, don't hurt her," Finn said for a third time.
I was about to defend myself another time when Sarah herself walked in, "Hey guys," she kissed the side of my head, "What're you talking about?"
"Nothing," Finn smiled.
I stared at him, he was just practically threatening to kill me and now he's all happy. What the heck?
Sarah started spreading peanut butter on some bread, "Really? Because before I walked in, I heard what sounded like a threat." I chuckled at Finn's red face. Sarah turned around and grinned, "Don't worry, he knows that if he hurts me, he's a dead man," she came with her sandwich and sat next to me.
Now was my turn to turn red because I knew it was true.
Finn reached over and grabbed a chip off of Sarah's plate, "Just standing up for you, sis."
Sarah snatched her food back, "I can take care of myself, Finn, you know that."
"Both of you, don't worry, I'm not letting go anytime soon," I said.
Sarah smiled and leaned her head on my shoulder, "Good, cause I'm not ready to let you."
Finn stood up, "Ok, I'm guessing this is going to get a little gross."
Sarah and I laughed, "Whatever, just call your girlfriend," I told him.
Finn chuckled and waved his hand, "See you guys later."
Sarah stood too, "Come on," she put her hand out.
I stared at it, "Where are we going?"
"My room, come on," Sarah smiled and grabbed my hand, urging me to my feet.
I laughed, but followed her down the hall into her room.
Sarah automatically closed the door behind me and locked it before pushing me onto her bed, "Ready?"
"For what?" I laughed.
Sarah sat gently on my stomach with a leg on each side, "I don't think we've made out in a really long time."
I chuckled, "And you want to?"
Sarah slid down my chest, "Maybe we could do some other stuff too."
I flipped her over, "Let's start off slow, your family's in the house."
"Didn't you see me lock my door? It's not like anyone is going to walk in on anything," her hands went to unbutton my shirt.
I groaned, "Sarah, slow down."
She lifted her head and caught my mouth in hers, "Please," she whispered against my lips.
I groaned again, "Maybe."
"That's all I need," Sarah smiled.
~~~~~GLEE~~~~~
I woke with a start from a dreamless sleep to Sarah's fist hitting my bare stomach. I glanced at the clock to see it was half past midnight. I groaned and rolled away from Sarah's thrashing arms.
"Noah...help," Sarah whimpered in her sleep.
I turned back to face her, "Sarah."
"No, no, no...please," Sarah was rolling around with her legs and arms going everywhere.
"Sarah!" I sat up and grabbed her arms, keeping them at her sides, "Wake up!"
"Stop!" Sarah screamed, "Noah! Help!"
"Sarah! Wake up!" I yelled over her screams.
The door flew open and the lights flicked on. Ms. Carole and Burt came running in, "What's going on?" Ms. Carole asked.
"I don't know!" I exclaimed and held tighter onto Sarah's arms, only to let go when one of her legs found its way between my own, "Sarah," I breathed out in pain.
"Make it stop!" Sarah screamed.
"I'll go get her some water," Burt said and left the room.
"Sarah, sweetie, wake up," Ms. Carole encouraged and sat next to me.
Sarah yelled again before her bright blue eyes popped open, "Noah, where are you?"
"I'm right here," I helped her sit up, "It's ok, I'm right here," I held her against my chest to calm her whimpers.
Ms. Carole ran her hand up her daughter's back, "Shh, Sarah we're right here."
Burt came back in with the water, "Here, drink this."
Sarah turned away from me and grabbed the water, "Thanks," she croaked.
"Do you need anything else?" Ms. Carole asked.
Sarah shook her head, "Can we all just go back to sleep?"
"Sure," Ms. Carole stood and her and Burt left the room, closing the door and shutting off the lights.
Sarah and I stayed sitting up in the bed, "Are you ok?" I asked softly.
"They were going to hurt me," Sarah cried against my chest.
"Who?"
"The doctor."
I sighed and leaned back with Sarah still in my arms, "I'm going to be right there, I promise they won't hurt you."
"But what if they have to in order to see the baby?" Sarah asked.
I didn't know the answer to that. I never went with Quinn. Quinn. She could talk to Sarah, but that would mean telling Quinn and I didn't know who Sarah wanted to tell. I ran my hand up Sarah's back, "What if you hold my hand and I promise not to complain about how hard you squeeze?"
Sarah laughed and I smiled at the sound, "You promise?" Sarah giggled.
"Yeah, I promise," I chuckled.
Sarah adjusted so she was more comfortable on top of me, "I'm still scared."
"I know," I whispered, "But it's all for that amazing little baby inside you."
Sarah sighed and wiped the tears from her face and my chest, "Ok, but you have to be right there the whole time and we can get some sort of food after."
I laughed, "Deal."
We stayed quiet for a little while and I was convinced Sarah was asleep when her hand trailed up my arm and started doodling imaginary pictures on it.
"Noah?" she asked.
"Yeah?"
"Thank you."
I curled my hand in her hair, "It's no problem, just doing my job."
I felt Sarah smile against me. Her eyelashes brushed against my skin as her eyes closed. I carefully moved into a more comfortable position and closed my own eyes to go to sleep. Sarah's breathing slowed and her grip on my stomach loosened along with her hand on my arm falling to the side. I tightened my hold around Sarah's waist before falling asleep myself.
~~~~~GLEE~~~~~
A/N: What'd you think? I don't know where like half of this stuff came from, it just happened. I'm running low on ideas and could use some more. I can't believe Glee's done this week! This season was amazing! I was seriously in tears on Tuesday during Props. The fight and just everything after it was so, so, so good! PLEASE REVIEW with any questions, comments, concerns, or suggestions! I love reading them!
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Ace5492 - Thank you!
TheAwkwardTurtle13 - Thanks! And I don't know if I'll do that, I might, but I'm not sure.
raem9898 - That might be her name, I haven't fully decided yet. And I can't wait either for when she comes!
KurtHummelChrisColferlover - Thank you! And thanks for all the alerts you set! My email inbox was full of messages saying everything you did!
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Sneak Peak: I suddenly felt like I shouldn't have heard that. I was so confused on what they were talking about, but it seemed like they were talking about having a baby.
Someone else may or may not find out about the baby!
