First, I want to say I'm sorry. For being such a shitty writer. My updating schedule is awful and I half ass my chapters and that isn't how I should be doing this.
Second, I'm going to be taking another break. My life is such a pathetic pile of crap and my mental health has gone down hill so fast, and so hard that I feel like I'm drowning and at the same time I feel nothing at all. My girlfriend is doing her best to help me but so far I'm just sinking farther. I've found out some upsetting news concerning my Dad, I have to sit by and watch as my four year old niece whom I raised for the first three years of her life is left with a neglectful abusive drug addict. I'm not related by blood and I live across the country. Nothing I have done has worked. Until her grandmother stands up and fights for her... I don't know what is going to happen. My job is crap and it's not good enough for anyone. I have so much weighing on me and I'm cracking. I'm sorry that my stories are suffering because of this but if I don't start focusing on myself and mental state, I'm afraid of what could happen.
I love you all, you are all so special and important to me and have made my passion come alive and I am so thankful for that. I am sorry that this is happening but I just need to step back and work on my life and happiness before there is nothing left to work on. Thank you all, I love you and hopefully I'll be back to finish these stories.
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