Seth and Phil were talking about wedding plans when they suddenly got startled by the door being swung open.
"Babe, what's wrong?" Seth looked at his husband in worry.
Dean cracked his neck and took a deep breath. "Can I talk you in private for a minute?"
"Yeah."
"Let me get out of here. We'll take more later Seth." Phil stood up and walked out of the office. Whatever Dean wanted to talk to Seth about seemed really important. He had a certain look in his eye.
Dean closed and locked the door before slicking his hair back all the way with his fingers.
Seth bit his bottom lip. Dean was obviously upset about something and it worried him. He stood up and walked to stand in front of him. "Baby, what's the matter?"
Dean gently cupped Seth's face and kissed him urgently.
Seth kissed back, even though he was still unsure of what was going on.
Dean deepened the kiss and plunged his tongue inside Seth's mouth. "I really need you Seth." He gasped out and pulled him closer to his body; still being careful with Seth's bump though.
Rollins knew something was bothering Dean but decided to question him later, when they got home. He grabbed the hem of Dean's shirt and pulled it up completely off of him. The older man moaned as Seth began to kiss down his chest. He teased his nipples and reached down to grope his erection through his jeans.
"Damn it Seth." Dean groaned. He stepped back and helped Seth strip down. "Lay back on the desk baby." He lifted Seth with ease and sat him on the edge of the desk. Seth cleared the stuff behind him and slowly laid down. He only lifted his head to see Dean pulling down his pants and briefs; his hard cock springing out.
Seth bent his knees and planted his feet flat on the desk when his husband instructed him to do so.
A gasp escaped Seth's mouth when he felt Dean's tongue at his entrance. He reached for his cock and began to stroke it as Dean continued to relax his puckered hole with that tongue of his. "Mmm that feels so good Dean." Seth moaned and stroked his cock faster.
Dean pulled Seth's ass cheeks further apart and thrusted his tongue even deeper. He felt Seth continue to writhe on the desk. Wanting to tease him a bit further, he coated a finger with his saliva and slowly entered it inside his lover.
"Oh my god, Dean!'' Rollins exclaimed. The teasing wouldn't stop and he just wanted Dean inside him now. His arousal at an all time high because of the pregnancy. He could feel himself getting annoyed easily when it came to the teasing. "Fuck! C'mon Dean. I want you inside me." he groaned.
Ambrose smirked as he stood back up. All that worry and anxiety was washing away quickly. Thoughts about drugs and everything they had going on in their lives were long gone. The only thing he felt was guilt for having to use Seth to release his stress. He knew that Seth would understand though. He was a good person like that.
He slapped Seth's hand away from his cock and immediately took him into his mouth. Seth threw his head back and tugged on Dean's messy hair. Dean sucked him a few more time before releasing him with a loud pop. He wouldn't want to upset the pretty boy any further. The hard cock fell flat against Seth's stomach once he released it.
Since they had no lube in hand, Dean spat on the palm of his hand and coated his cock. He guided the tip to Seth's entrance and pushed in slowly.
"Oh fuck" Seth whispered as he was finally getting filled up. He closed his eyes and allowed the feeling to sink in. His walls clenched Dean's cock perfectly; just like every single time.
"Does that feel good?" Dean leaned forward to whisper against Seth's lips. He was making sure not to put pressure against Seth's bump.
Seth nodded in response. "So good babe. Go faster please."
Dean increased his thrusts and the couple let out shaky breaths. He grabbed the back of Seth's knees and pushed them back just a bit further. It caused his thrusts to go deeper and stab at he bundle of nerves. The new angle was doing wonders to Seth.
"Oh, like that Dean!'' Seth's free hand grabbed the back of his neck and clashed their lips together in a hot kiss. "I love you" he mumbled against his lips.
"I love you too Sethie." Ambrose licked at every corner of Seth's mouth before slithering it inside his pretty mouth.. They both felt themselves getting closer. A groan formed deep in his throat when Seth clenched his dick tighter. They didn't last long but that was fine by them They just needed a release.
Grasping Seth's cock, Dean began to stroke him faster. "Cum baby. Let go."
Seth whimpered and whined as his cock released spurts of cum onto his belly. He moaned loudly when Dean squeezed the head, trying to get it all out. As Seth's cock continued to pulse in orgasm, his walls clenched Dean again and that sent him over the edge.
Dean buried his face in Seth's neck as he came deep inside him. "Oh shit" he mumbled against the smaller man's skin. Both men stayed in their positions as they panted, trying to regain their senses. Rollins trailed the hand rested in Dean's neck down his spine and the way back up again in a soothing manner.
"Are you okay now?"
Dean just nodded and lifted himself back up; pulling out slowly.
"Wanna tell me what go you so upset?" Seth asked as he grabbed some tissue to clean his stomach.
"Not right now. I just wanna go home." Dean sighed and got fully dressed before helping Seth do the same. Seth nodded and grabbed Dean's hand. They walked out of the office and met up with Phil who was going to give then a ride. Since the gym was lonely, they decided to close a bit early. When they got to the house, Dean exited the car without a word. Seth apologized to Phil before saying bye to him.
When the couple entered the house, they found Roman and Leah in the living room. High pitched giggles could be heard by Leah as Roman tickled her. "Hey, you're home." Roman smiled but it quickly turned into a frown. Dean walked over to them a placed a kiss to their foreheads before going upstairs; not muttering a single word. "What's wrong with him?"
Seth shrugged. He was trying really hard not to cry but his hormones were all out of wack; he couldn't help it. "He doesn't want to talk about what's bothering him." he sniffled and rubbed his eyes.
"Don't cry baby." Roman place a kiss to Seth's temple. "Let's put Leah down to bed, then go see if we can get him to talk. Alright?"
Seth nodded. "Okay, let's go."
After putting Leah to bed, Seth and Roman went over to their bedroom and found Dean sitting on the center of the bed, legs crossed. He was fiddling with his hands, the tears from his eyes collapsing on his arms.
"Dean Ambrose...you better tell us what's wrong with you right now." Roman said sternly as they went to sit on either side of him. Roman took the left side while Seth went to sit on the right. Roman reached to wipe Dean's tears away while Seth soothed his back.
"You're...You're going to be so disappointed in me." Dean breathed in deeply and nearly choke on a sob. He felt so bad for using Seth. For even thinking about ever going back to that shit that nearly killed him all those years ago. He nearly relapsed and felt like he was failing his lovers in some way. What if one day Seth nor Roman are around and he decides to take them? It would be the worst mistake of his life. He was just terrified of knowing that it could be a possibility.
"That won't happen. Now go on, speak." Seth encouraged him. "You seemed fine when Rome dropped us off at the gym. What happened that got you upset."
"Did the fucker from the other day touch you again? I'll kill him." Roman groaned. "Did he force you to do something? Where were you Seth?" Roman asked him accusingly. Seth pouted but Dean spoke before he could say anything.
"It wasn't anything like that. Seth and Phil were in the office discussing Phil's wedding plans and I was at the front desk. I just got to thinking about everything that we have going on. Roman, you don't know when you're going back to playing, we're waiting to see when Pam is getting discharged, the wedding plans, Leah will soon be going to college and I just freaked out!" he exclaimed as more tears fell.
Roman smiled in amusement. "Did you just say Leah going to college?" Seth couldn't help but let out a small giggle.
Dean glared at both of them. "You know what I mean! My baby is growing up too fast. So much is going on and it's so much stress...I just got to thinking about some things.'' Dean buried his face in Roman's neck, feeling completely embarrassed.
"What things Dean? What did you think about?"
"About ways so that I could calm down.''
"That's why you came into the office the way you did?" Seth understood now.
"What are you talking about?" Roman furrowed his eyebrows.
Seth couldn't help the blush that formed on his cheeks. "We had sex in the office.''
"And I didn't get to see..that's nice." Roman said sounding dejected.
Dean just shook his head. "That wasn't the only thing I had in mind though. I thought about doing other stuff."
"What other stuff? Just spill it Dean" Roman could sense that he was stalling, too afraid to admit the truth. He swallowed hard when Dean locked eyes with him. He had seen that look in his eye before. It wasn't a good thing. He came to the realization and felt the anger building. He forced himself to keep cool though. "Dean...you didn't."
"No! I thought about it but I didn't. That's why I went to Seth as fast as I could." Dean sniffled.
"I'm confused." Seth felt left out of the conversation. He had no idea what they were talking about. Dean turned to face him and his bottom lip quivered.
"I was thinking about taking Xanax. That's the piece of shit that I was addicted to years ago. I almost had a relapse Sethie."
"Oh Dean." Seth wrapped his arms around him and continued to sooth his back. He had no idea how serious the situation was. Just thinking about Dean going back to that crap broke his heart. He couldn't imagine how Dean was feeling right now. "The good thing is that you didn't do it. You were able to control yourself.''
"Yeah that's because you were there. I'm so sorry Seth. I just used you to relax myself. I'm so sorry."
Seth shook his head. "Don't apologize Dean. It's not like you forced me to have sex. I would rather you come to me and Roman when you feel that way. We'll help you out. You don't need that other shit Dean. You don't."
"He's right baby. You've been sober for years. You may think you can fall so easily back into that stuff but it's not the case. You're strong Dean. And like Seth said, you come to us when you need us. You know we would never deny you." Roman spoke softly as he soothed his thigh.
"I guess I just felt guilty for even thinking about."
"Fortunately that's in your past Dean but it's something you can't completely get over...no matter how many years have passed. I think it's kind of normal that you think about it. Whether you do it or not is the different. That's when you have to see how much you've improved." Seth kissed the top of his head.
Seth's kind words were easily soothing Dean into a better mood. He had stopped crying and smiled when Seth or Roman whispered supportive words to him. He was relieved that they didn't get mad at him. Instead, they talked it out with him and it helped a lot. Dean didn't know where he would be without those two.
"I love you guys. I really do."
"We love you too baby" Roman laced their fingers together.
The trio laid back on the bed, in each other's arms and they soon fell into a deep slumber.
The next morning, Dean was in a much better mood. Roman and Seth had brought him breakfast in bed and smothered him with kisses. He felt like a king and he had no complaints. He felt lucky to have two loving husbands. As soon as he finished his breakfast Roman came in with Leah in his arms.
"Hi baby." Dean smiled.
"Are you talking to me or Leah?"
"Both" Ambrose grinned, earning a chuckle from the other man.
Roman handed Leah over to him and kissed her head. "I'm going to the training facility babe. The team doctor is going to check me out and see how much I've healed."
"I really want to go with you." Dean pouted.
"I know, Seth does too but you guys should stay here with Leah. I won't be long okay? I'm coming straight back after I leave."
Dean continued to pout but nodded anyways. "Fine, please be careful. Good luck."
"I will, thanks baby." Roman kissed him passionately. "I love you."
"I love you too." Dean watched as Roman left the room before turning his attention to Leah. "How's my baby this morning? Hungry? Let's go get you some food." Dean smiled when Leah rested her head on his shoulder. Her curly hair was tickling the side of his neck.
They went downstairs and headed for the kitchen where Seth was already making her food.
"I think we should go see your mom after Romie comes back." Dean commented.
"Good idea." Seth smiled and gave him a kiss.
Meanwhile, Roman was nervously driving over to the training facility. It would be a lie if he said he wasn't nervous. He still felt some soreness so what if they told him he couldn't go back yet? He really hoped that wasn't the case. He wanted to play again and so badly. He felt more nerves kicking in and at that point...he wished he would have taken Dean and Seth with him.
They always knew how to calm him. He took a deep breath and continued to drive. He could only hope for the best.
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