Everyone has so many questions and I love it. I love them all, but sadly some of them might not be answered soon. Hmmm. But I know one will be, like in this chapter.
Melanie's point of view;
"Melanie, you look perfect." Jared said as he gently and softly touched my hand. I couldn't help but look down at the dress he got me, it really was lovely. I then looked back up to my hand, the one Jared was holding. My ring sparkled against the light, as the flame in his eyes grew. He was magnetic, charming, and perfect. He was that character in the movie that ended up getting killed because he was so loyal and strong minded,everyone wanted to be him. Although, I could see us surviving if any thing like zombies or aliens happened. I gently laughed to my self, as I seen him take a sip of wine. I met his gaze, as he licked the wine off of his lips, they were now lightly stained red. I couldn't help but desire the way his lips always had a red tone to them. The kind of tone that grew into your deepest inner fantasies.
"You know, all these girls would kill to be me right now." I gentle whispered as my eyes looked towards some of the girls staring at Jared. I could see him gently laugh, and meet my eyes.
"Your the only girl I have eyes for." He said as he laced our fingers together. I couldn't help but let my heart fall deeper and deeper into this down ward spiral, I was falling deeper and deeper for him. I was losing touch with reality because he a dream. He was my inner fantasies all wrapped up in one. I sat in awe as he took my fingers and kissed each one of them. I could feel my body turn inside itself, this was pure bliss. We stayed in awe of each other until our food came. We quickly ate and paid , and now we were on our way home. I looked down at his hand which was on the shifter between us. I rested my hand ontop of his, and he shot me a warm smile. I couldn't help but think that this was all too perfect. This is all a girl could want, I was waiting to wake up. We pulled into our house, and I didn't want to step out into the cold weather. He came and opened the door for me, pulling my body into his. He pushed the door shut, and grabbed me. I wanted to object, but my body was tired. He carried me into the house, and I couldn't help but laugh at him.
"Your too sweet did you know that?" I asked him as I kissed him on the cheek. I needed to know all the truth of his past, and tonight was the night. I can't be angry at Wanda if what she said was true. I ran upstairs and quickly got changes into pajamas and made my way back downstairs to him. He was sitting in the couch, with the fake fire lit. The heat was already radiating into the air, but the weather still called for a blanket. He laid so his back was all the way against the back of the couch. He pulled me down beside him, and I happily snuggled into his neck.
"Jared can I ask you a question?" I asked as I kept my face in his chest.
"Of course you can, and I'll be 100% honest." The kid clearly read my mind.
"Can you tell me the truth about Lacey. Do you have a child? Did you really cheat on her with a hooker in Vegas?" All the questions were coming out like word vomit. I couldn't stop them, I'm guessing this could be a long conversation. I heard him sigh.
"Yes, she has a child, but it's not mine. She ran off on me and cheated on me with one of her ex's and thought I would never find out. Well I did, and so I did go to Vegas as get with someone. We were broken up by then though, I walked out on her, and my parents happily agreed with my decision." He said while he brushed the price of hair away from my face.
"But that was my stupid, young, past. This is the present and the future, I wouldn't take a single thing back if it meant being here with you now. Even if it was a heart break, my hearts completely fine now, it's actually taken away. I can't wait to have a child, with you. To be able to wake up beside you every morning an watch you quietly sleep, and to able to know I can do it all over again every day. That's what I wake up for. I want to be able to know that we can create something that's the output of our love. Our screwed up little set up marriage, that I wouldn't take back for the world." I could feel tears brim my eyes as I wrapped my arms around his neck.
"So none of that's true?" I knew I shouldn't even ask, but I lifted my eyes up to see his eyes looking at me. The look in them told me he didn't even have to say a word. He began to speak but I put my finger to his lips.
"I shouldn't have even asked, I know it's not." I said, and he kissed my forehead.
With Wanda and Ian;
"Wanda what the hell has gotten into you?" I heard Ian yell at me across the house. I know him and Jared aren't on good terms, because of me. The only thing is, I didn't know what to tell him. I don't know what's wrong with me, at least I don't think so.
"I don't know." I could feel the tears come as I yelled back at him. I could tell I screwed up, but I'm not sure why something would even posses me to do that to my best friend. All I know is I've been taking this new medicine that the doctors been giving me for my anxiety, and I don't think that would do anything.
"My best friend Wanda, the man who helped me meet you. You went and met Lacey, hell if I would have known that before I would have yelled at you. Do you not see what that physco has done to him? She says he had a child, he has no child." I could feel the words basically start to stab into me, as tears began to run down my cheeks. Lacey was so sure though, she was almost positive that it was his. I couldnt help but feel a little stupid, but now I do. I looked up at Ian, to see he had no guilt for yelling at me. He was truly mad at me, when I didn't reply, he stormed away. I heard the door slam shut.
With Melanie and Jared;
I was about to nod off to sleep when I heard the doorbell ring. I could feel myself get a little nervous, who comes at this time of night? I looked over to see a sleeping Jared. I heard the doorbell again, and I shook him awake.
"Yeeeeeaaah?" I would normally laugh at his silliness, but this time I wasn't.
"Jared, someone's out there." I whined as I made sure he was up. I heard the doorbell again, which was a sign that they were still out there. Jared rolled over me and made his way to the door, telling me to stay there. I couldn't break the curiosity in me though, so I quietly followed. When I got out to the door I seem Jared holding Ian up against the wall by he collar. I could see Ian clearly looked scared. First, he woke Jared up and then he tried to talk about their argument.
"Jared, let him speak." I said as I walked up behind them getting closer.
"Melanie, I told you to stay there." He growled as he turned and tried to glare at me. Normally, any girl would back off and say sorry.
"Hey grumpass, I told you to let him speak." I said, slightly raising my voice. I seen Jared's hand lighten his grip a little, and Ian gave me a thankful look.
I knew I wasn't ready to talk to Wanda, unless she wanted to have a full blown out argument or fight.
"Jared, what their problem is, isn't ours. Trust me, me and Wanda already got into it." He tried to say, and Jared stepped away from him for a little bit.
"Your girl friends a fucking physco." Jared said as Ian now gave him a dirty look.
"I can say a few things about Melanie." He said, clearly getting a little angry now.
"Hey! I was the one who told him to let you speak, don't let me regret it." Now I was getting upset at his rudeness. Yes Jared shouldn't have called Wanda a physco, but she wasnt acting like her normal self.
"I'm sorry princess, I'll make sure to not step on your thrown." Jared pushed Ian back up against the wall now.
"Watch it O'shea." He growled.
"Listen, when I'm ready ill work things out with Wanda. But for now, I'm leaving this to you two idiots, I'll be in bed Jared." I said as I turned away from them and began to walk back to the living room. I guess you could say, that was my way of hinting for Jared to kind of hurry up. It was late, and I could tell how tired he was. I shut the lights off in the living room, and anywhere else, making my way upstairs. I heard the door shut when I walked into Jared's room and got comfortable. It wasnt five minutes later I heard him come in.
"You know I'm not that grumpy." He said, and I couldn't help but laugh.
He climbed onto the bed and laid beside me, as I lightly still laughed.
"Yes you are, you would have stayed sleeping if it wasnt for me being a pain in your ass." I said as I cuddled up to him, putting my face into his chest.
"But that's why you love me right?" He said as he began to kiss my forehead.
"Is that why? I thought it was your looks." I joked, as I hid my face in his chest. Anyone could tell I was joking, I'm pretty sure even Jared could.
"I'm so hurt." He playfully whined as he wrapped his arms around me tighter.
"Your going to squish me." I said as I lightly kissed his neck.
"Then you won't be able to talk, and I won't mind that." I couldn't help but laugh, and playfully hit his chest.
"I could be like one of those wives that kills her husband." I joked. I could feel him lighten his grip as I kissed him.
I was tired now, and I needed to go to sleep. I wanted to go finish getting Christmas gifts, considering the fact that it was like two weeks away.
"Love you." I said as I could feel myself going to sleep.
"Love you too." He said as he kissed me forehead, and we both drifted off to sleep. I still couldn't get over what happened last time or what Wanda did.
But for now, right here, life was going pretty good.

Oh Wanda, poor Wanda. What on earth is going on inside your little head. And what was said between Ian and Jared?
Will Melanie mend things with Wanda?