(So we're a little off track I didn't want it to get this long but you gotta do what you gotta do. This is the last chapter before the epilogue, nobody seems to be opposed to the idea so I'm going to post one once this is all over. For the fans of "Have you ever" just be patient Im working on it. "Maybe" is hard to write but I'm also working on that. Please PM me if you have ideas, I know who the mom is though lol. Enjoy people, it's long but savour it, there's only the epilogue after this)
XOXOXOXOX
(If you could only see)
If you could only see the way she loves me,
then maybe you would understand, how I feel about our love and what I must do.
If you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she says
when she says she loves me.
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
"Hey, how are you?" Serena quickly sat beside her mom. Sitting in her penthouse with a cup of tea, Lily Van der Woodsen looked as though she didn't have a care in the world. For a woman with a serious illness she looked like the epitome of heath.
"I'm okay" she smiled setting down her teacup. "I've decided to see your father, he's been contacting me lately and talked me into going to see him in" she almost rolled her eyes knowing it sounded ridiculous, she hadn't seen the man since Serena's wedding.
"really?" she was surprised they were speaking.
"Serena, I was wondering if..., can you do me a favour? it's a lot to ask" she got straight to the point.
"Mom,...of course" she looked concerned.
"Will you come with me to see him?" she saw the look on Serena's face. "I don't want to inconvenience you, I just haven't talked to him in years and I would feel so much better if you came with me"
"Um...Yeah, I'll come,...I just have to call Dan" she said quietly thinking about if she could really leave New York at a time like this. She needed to talk things out with her husband and putting that off could have consequences.
"You're on speaking terms?, last I heard you were avoiding each other and getting Brooke and Julia to send messages between you" Serena bit her lip and smiled slightly, hoping Lily wasn't becoming wise to what may or may not be happening.
"We're on speaking terms" was all she said before she walked into the hallway and called him.
"Hey" she smiled into the phone happy to hear his voice. "Listen, I know we were suppose to talk and everything but my mom needs me to go with her to see my dad."
"yeah okay" Dan spoke easily into the phone. "We can always..." she cut him off, he missed that.
"he wants to take her on as his patient but she's afraid and really needs someone to go with her"
"You don't have to explain"
"Well, I do...because I'm going to be gone for awhile" she said regretfully.
"Oh,...yeah that's fine, we can always talk when you get back" Serena was so thankful Dan was as easy going as he was. She must have taken him for James at this point, obviously Dan wouldn't have a problem with it.
"I know this is a really bad time but I just can't let her do this alone, I'm really..."
"Serena, it's okay. Honestly, I wouldn't want you to stay here when she needs you" He interrupted her. We've made it this long without talking I think we can hold off another week" he laughed lightly putting Serena at ease.
"I only need a few days" she spoke urgently. "I'll be home on the nineteenth" she let him know.
"And I'll be here on the twenty first" Dan looked at his appointment book.
"Oh..." she sighed.
"I have a meeting in Texas" he explained sadly. She always hated Texas. "Nate and I switched so I don't have to go to LA anymore"
"Well, maybe we can spend Christmas together?" she suggested with a smile.
"Umm,...Serena we already made a big mistake this morning, are you sure you want them to get their hopes up?, I would love to spend Christmas with you..., I just don't want to start something we can't finish"
"...I think you're right" she sighed knowing it was better to take things slow.
"They've been through a lot"
"I know, I just don't want to spend Christmas without you" she said sadly.
"We'll figure something out, Can we just talk about it when I get home from Texas?" Dan asked.
"Yeah, okay." she took a breath knowing he was considering it. "So, did you talk to Kelly yet?"
"She's still at her mom's, I think she'll be back in a few days, I should probably tell her in person right?" he asked.
"yeah, that's probably for the best"
"Yeah, I'll break up with her as soon as I see her"
"I hope it goes well" she said sincerely.
"Thanks"
"Okay, I'll talk to you later" she smiled into the phone.
"Sounds good" there was a silence on the line as the wondered how they should end this phonecall.
"Umm...Dan?" she took a deep breath.
"Serena, I love you"
"Oh, I love you too, I love you so much"
XOXOX
Dan hadn't told Kelly about yet Serena, he figured it was best to wait until she was back from her mother's. He knew something like this needed to be handled in person.
"Anyone home?"Kelly called from the foyer, Dan got up from the chair in his office and took a deep breath. This was going to be difficult.
"There you are" she walked closer to him hoping for a hug. "What's wrong?" she backed away and looked into his worried eyes.
"I have to tell you something" his voice was calm, but she knew something wasn't right.
"Oh,...okay" she walked into the living room when Dan guided her in the direction, she sat when he asked if she would.
"Kelly,..."
"What?" her bottom lip fell.
"...I went to see Serena," he stopped because he already saw it in Kelly's eyes, she knew, maybe she always knew. Kelly's shoulders relaxed, she took a deep breath and closed her eyes.
"That night, when I said I was going back to work,...I lied to you" he spoke honestly.
"Did you sleep with her?" she asked in a shallow voice. She already knew the answer. Dan's eyes scanned the floor in front of him, he looked up at her worried face.
"..yeah,...I did" his eyes adverted hers as he admitted it, he felt so terrible. Kelly took a couple deep breaths, exhaling slowly to calm herself, she didn't want to crumble in front of him.
"I went over there and then she showed up over here about an hour later and..."
"Wait, here? you slept with her here?" her eyes pooled with tears. "In your bed?" her lips turned into a frown and the tear fell from her chin.
"Kelly..." he put his hand on hers, feeling like scum.
"I...I sleep in that bed" she wiped her eyes and looked away from him.
"I'm so sorry, I didn't want to hurt you...I just..."
"So?" she looked up at him, her vision still obstructed by a wall of tears. "Are you getting back together?" she asked weakly.
"I don't know" he said honestly. "We still have a lot to work out, maybe not" Kelly took a deep breath.
"..., but what I know is that I can't continue with us, it's not fair to you" he said honestly. Instead of the expected slap in the face or a slam of the door, Kelly wrapped her arms around Dan and hugged him tightly.
"I'm sorry" he whispered in her ear.
"I want you to be happy" she rested her head on his shoulder.
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
It was finally the 21st and Serena knew that Dan would be home from Texas. Serena grabbed her phone and called Dan to see what he was up to. She was still beaming from how happy she was, her mom was looking like she was on her way to a speedy recovery and now she and Dan we're going to talk. They had been having quick phone calls for the last few days, they decided not to discuss anything heavy over the phone, phone calls were strictly about how much they missed each other and always ended in 'I love yous'
"Humphrey Residence" Kelly answered.
"...Hi" Serena said awkwardly. She knew Dan was going to talk to Kelly and tell her what happened but she didn't sound upset, also the fact she was even there to pick up the phone bothered Serena.
"Hello?" Kelly giggled lightly. "anyone there?"
"Yeah, hey...It's Serena."Kelly's stomach tied into a knot, she knew she shouldn't have picked up the phone.
"Serena," she sounded happy to hear her. "Did you want to talk to Dan?"
"Please" she smiled.
"He left for Los Angeles already" she explained looking down at his desk calendar that had flight to LA noon written for the 21st of December.
"What?" Serena was stunned.
"Yeah, Didn't Julia tell you he was going to be gone for a few days before Christmas?" she usually already knew about his travels.
"No" she bit her lip wondering what game he was playing.
"I thought he was getting back from Texas today" Serena said seriously.
"No" Kelly giggled. "It says LA today on his calendar" she looked down at the date again. Serena wondered what Kelly was doing in his office, why she was looking at the calendar she used to draw hearts and little love notes on.
"Umm, Kelly did Dan say anything before he left? like a message or anything?" Kelly wanted to make a remark she wanted to say something about how she was really hurt but instead she lied.
"Just the usual,...'I love you, I'll see you when I get home' , nothing strange, why?" the moment it left her mouth she regretted it. That was too big of a lie.
"umm Serena?"
"..."
XOXOXOXOX
Dan walked into the house and startled Kelly who just got off the phone with Serena.
"Why're you here?" Kelly asked seeing Dan.
"I could ask you the very same question" Dan looked at her, a confused expression played on his face. He hadn't seen her since they broke up.
"I thought you had a meeting in LA" she starred at him.
"No, Nate and I traded, he's doing LA, I did Texas for him. Why're you here again?" he smiled slightly with his confusion.
"I'm just finishing up some work, getting rid of the for sale sign and taking the listing off the internet" she said honestly, that was indeed the reason she was there in the first place, that and to give him back her keys, Serena's keys.
"Oh,..." he nodded. "I'm actually happy you're here, I want to give you something" he went into his breast pocket and handed her a check.
"What is this for?"
"For attempting to sell my house." he chuckled before explaining. "You put in a lot of effort, and it was really unfair of me to take it off the market without any notice" he smiled. Suddenly Kelly felt like someone just stabbed her in the stomach with a hot knife, it was guilt.
"This is way too much" she shook her head not wanting to take it.
"Jamie has to go to school right? when he's seventeen I want him to be able to go anywhere he wants, and there's a little there for you" he smiled again looking at Kelly who couldn't even look at the check. "Just take it, please. I feel so awful for everything and it would make me feel a little better"
"...Dan" she started to cry, how could she do this to him, he was such a good guy and she just started a mess for him to sort through.
"Yeah?" he looked confused at why she was starting up again.
"Call Serena"
"I plan on it" he smiled.
"Now, you have to call her now, no forget it, go over there!, go to the penthouse"
"Okay" he smiled awkwardly.
"Thank you so much for this" she held out the check. "I have to go, just call Serena, talk to her, work it out"
"Okay" he nodded. "I have a question before you leave though"
"Shoot" she looked up at him, wide eyed and curious.
"This house is stunning, it's not hard to see that. There were tons of people that came in and out during open houses. Most of them could easily afford it, why no offers?" Kelly shrugged a little.
"I don't know honestly"
"Any comments? features they didn't like?" he really wanted to know.
"There was one thing that came up over and over again..." she thought for a moment. "...apparently it feels like...it belongs to other people, another family"
"Thanks Kelly"
Xoxoxox
"Hey" he smiled.
"What are you doing here?" Serena was surprised to see him at her door.
"I came over to see you"
"Why?" she put her hands on her hips.
"so we can talk, it's the twenty first, I just got in from Texas..., did you forget about last week?" he cocked an eyebrow. "about our little talk?, you getting busted?" he laughed.
"I didn't forget" she crossed her arms.
"Serena?" he looked confused.
"What's going on with Kelly?" she asked.
"Nothing, I broke up with her"
"Like i'm going to believe that, is this a joke? do you think this is funny?" she put up her defence.
"Whoa, what are you talking about?" his eyebrows squished together.
"Kelly was at the house when I called to see if you were home today"
"Oh" he smiled lightly knowing it was a misunderstanding.
"Dan, she didn't sound like someone broke up with her, in fact she sounded happy and in love, she told me you told her you loved her before you left. So what are you playing? you want to keep her on the side is that it?" she spoked sadly. "So that if we don't work out..., you can go back to her?" her voice cracked.
"No, of course not" he shook his head. "Serena, listen to yourself, does that sound like me?" he smiled slightly.
"I don't know..., I don't think I know you anymore" she turned away from him.
"...,Kelly lied, was was upset and she lied. I broke up with her. You don't give me a lot of credit"
"Why was she at the house then?" she started to cry.
"she was taking your house off the market" he said softly.
"You're not selling it?" she perked up.
"No"
Serena started to smile.
"Maybe I should though" he thought.
"What?"
"You just believed Kelly's word over mine"
"because I didn't know..."
"No, you just shut me out and believed a lie, you were pretty quick to think I'd do something that hurtful to you" his voice was soft, he thought for a moment.
"Dan...,"
"I would never..., never do that to you." he stared at her. "...Are we getting ahead of ourselves?" he asked.
"What do you mean?" she walked closer to him.
"I mean, should we be considering getting back together?"
"What are you saying?" her eyes widened.
"..." he shrugged, Serena didn't like the look of it.
"What are you saying!" she demanded.
"Serena we have amazing memories, I'm just afraid that's all they..." he glanced at the ceiling.
"Shut up" she whispered, she felt her throat tighten.
"I think this was all a bad idea" he looked around.
"Stop talking" she shook her head not wanting to hear anymore.
"I'm going to go and think, I suggest you do the same"
"Dan..." she cried out as he got into the elevator.
This time he left her and she wasn't about to call him back. What Serena didn't know was that Dan waited by the phone all night. He checked his cell over and over hoping for a voicemail to appear but it didn't. He would have been over in a heartbeat but she didn't call.
XOXOX
"So what's going on with you guys?" Brooke asked sitting at the kitchen table in the penthouse. It was Christmas eve morning and Serena realized she hadn't done any decorating.
"Nothing" Serena answered her daughter.
"Umm what? i'm sorry but you creeping out of his bedroom at noon wearing nothing but his shirt three weeks ago is not nothing" she giggled a little.
"It's definitely not nothing" Julia piped up while chewing.
"Nothing has changed let's leave it at that, you can stay with him or me, I don't care" she put a few pancakes on her plate.
"I just thought something was going on" Brooke said quietly.
"Well, you weren't suppose to see that, so..., i'm sorry"
"So you guys just...?"
"Brooklyn..." she was silenced, her mom never called her that. Julia sat uncomfortably eating her breakfast and hoping someone would say something. They both watch their mom fight with her urge to cry for a moment. They had watched her do this many times over the last year, her eyes adverted theirs as the filled with water, she'd blink a few times, she then would mask it all with a smile, a broken one.
"Do either of you want half my grapefruit?" she asked them with a sweet smile.
"Oh i'll take it" Julia put it on her plate and sprinkled it with sugar.
"Adam and Dad are like buddies now" Brooke looked at her sister.
"What do you mean?"
"They were talking like old friends last night, Adam was showing him something" she explained.
"They have a lot in common" Serena piped up grabbing a shaker and sprinkling her grapefruit. Brooke watched her mom and laughed.
"Mom, that's salt, you crazy?" Brooke watched Serena sprinkle it on her grapefruit. Serena dropped the salt shaker back down on to the table with a loud bang.
"Umm..." she swallowed, getting up from the table as if she spilled hot coffee in her lap or something.
"What?" Brooke looked at her weird expression. Julia looked up, her eyebrows squinting at her mom's wacky behaviour.
"Did you see a spider or something?" Brooke questioned her sudden jump up from the table, not to mention the way she practically threw the salt shaker.
"Nothing" she eased up out of her seat and quickly walked into the bathroom. Serena stood in front of the mirror and shook her head over and over.
"No...no...no" she rested her hands on the sink.
XOXOXOX
Serena knocked frantically on Blair's door. When Blair answered she didn't seem to concerned with the solemn look on Serena's face that usually spelled trouble.
"S!, I was just thinking about you, I'm putting up family pictures for tomorrow and...wait, why are you here? shouldn't you be decorating?, Christmas is your favourite holiday,...you're usually at home baking cookies in cute aprons, what's wrong?" Blair invited her in, Dorota was sweeping up Christmas bulbs that had shattered on the floor with a dustpan.
"Just watch the glass, the boys broke some bulbs by accident with their lacrosse sticks, hockey sticks?...I don't know,... with some kind of sticks" she smiled at her friend. "What's up?"
"I'm in trouble"
"What do you mean?" Serena riffled through her purse and held up a pregnancy test.
"What?" Blair shrieked frightening Dorota. Serena threw it back into her purse quickly so no one would see. "Dorota would you make Serena and I some tea?, we'll be in my room" Blair said calmly before heading up the stairs with her best friend.
"Are you stupid?" Blair said immediately when the door was shut.
"Blair!" Serena was offended. "I know it's not necessarily smart, I thought you were my best friend. I came over here so you could help me" she said sadly.
"I'm sorry S but this is too much, this is wrong. You can't do this!"
"What do you mean?"
"You can't have a baby, do you know what this means?" Serena was stunned. "You will never have a chance to get back with Dan, you'll always be tied to that bastard..."
"Dan is not a bastard" Serena defended him.
"What?" Blair looked at her confused. "I was talking about James...OH!...OH! good, oh good" she wiped her forehead. "I didn't know you and Dan were back together"
"We're not..."
"But you...?"
"A few weeks ago" she said in a panic.
"Well just go take the test, you might have nothing to worry about" When Serena came out of the bathroom she flopped herself on to Blair's bed with a sigh.
"S, it's okay...you're probably worrying for nothing" They sat in a worried silence for a few minutes.
"You can go check now" Blair touched Serena's hand tenderly.
"I already know" Serena closed her eyes tightly, she spoke painfully. Her cravings never lied. Blair got up and walked into the bathroom to check, she walked out immediately.
"Come here" Blair hugged her tightly.
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
Dan walked into Serena's building quickly "Is Serena in?" Dan asked Wesley, the doorman. He had been working their since they first moved in. He watched as their family change over sixteen years.
"I believe she headed out about three hours ago" Wesley answered.
"and Brooke and Julia?"
"they said they were going to see you" the man laughed. "Christmas eve with Dad and boxing day with Mom, I'm a good listener" he chuckled.
"Oh damn" Dan forgot they were going over. "I just need to talk to Serena quickly, can you tell her to call me when she gets in?"
"She mentioned she was going to Blair's if that helps"
"You're a good man Wes" Dan ran out the door.
XOXOXOXOXOX
Blair and Serena were looking through photo albums trying to find a picture of Brooke and Julia that Blair could put up for Christmas.
"I have everyone else" she mentioned. "I have my mom and Cyrus from last year, My dad and Roman" she looked down at the picture. "myself and Chuck, I have one with Jacob, Bradley and Holly, I have the Archibalds, I had you and Dan..." she looked down at the photo in her hand, putting it away. That one wasn't going to be put out this year. "I just don't have Brooke and Julia"
"Just keep looking, there's bound to be one" Serena said positively.
"S, sweetie" she hugged her friend. "So, what are you going to do?, you can't wait too long honey" she placed her small hand on top of Serena's.
"I don't know, I can't do it alone but and if I tell him then..." her mind wandered.
"Then what?" Blair asked gently.
"Maybe he'll feel obligated" she starred straight at Blair now.
"Serena...,"
"I want him to want to be with me because he wants to not because he feels like he has to" she explained.
"You think he'll do that?"
"He's Dan" she said simply.
"Then don't tell him. Serena,...I promise you this is just between you and I, I support your decision no matter what you decide. No one will ever know" Serena inhaled loudly not liking what Blair was insinuating even though she knew she had to think about it. Serena flipped to a page in the album that was primarily her family, Blair had an entire page of photos that she had never seen before, she smiled lightly at Brooke and Julia and rubbed her eyes.
"I can't" she decided looking at them. "how could I?" she looked up at Blair her eyes swimming. The page of photos decided for her in that very moment.
"So you want to keep it?" she asked her carefully.
"Why wouldn't I want to?" she smiled at a picture of Brooke and Julia with big smiles on their little faces, taken Christmas day nine or ten years ago, she ran her fingers over the picture.
"Tell him, you know you want to tell him" Blair smiled.
"Like this? he wants me to sign papers getting the penthouse put in my name"
"You don't have to" Serena sighed with Blair's simple suggestion.
"...He said that we're just fooling ourselves again, and we'll just end up in the same spot" she wiped her face.
"Do you believe that?"
"No." she smiled. "He thinks memories are all we have, and that things have changed..." she wiped her nose. "But he's the same guy I married, we haven't changed that much"
"Maybe Dan's wardrobe" Blair made Serena giggle.
"...he proposed to me in Brooklyn, In a tiny little loft apartment, on a dirty wood floor with paint on my elbow" her eyes welled up. "He was wearing ripped jeans and a wife beater..." she made a sound that was like a sob and a giggle,"he was nervous and it took him hours to ask me"
"do you remember when we tried on wedding dresses?" Blair laughed thinking about it.
"Yeah" Serena closed her eyes.
"You came out in the first dress bawling" Blair said with a laugh.
"Because I was so happy" she smiled through her tears remembering. "What's happening?" Serena wiped a tear from her eye.
"You tell me" Blair grabbed both of Serena's hands.
"I love him, I still love him. I don't think I could ever love someone the same way" her eyes were downcast and Blair saw a tear drop from her nose and hit her wrist.
"Then tell him" Blair said simply.
"I can't" she whispered.
"Why not?" Blair asked sympathetically.
"Wh...what if he doesn't feel the same way?" she sighed.
"I'll be right back, keep looking for a good picture" Blair got up and went to the door.
XOXO
"Why are you here?" Blair held the door tightly.
"..." he stood silently, she could tell he was upset.
'Dan…" Blair watched him.
"Where's my wife?" the rain was still pelting him harshly by the strong wind. Again, it still wasn't snowing.
"Umm, I don't think you should come in…" she looked at him apologetically holding on to the door-frame so he couldn't see inside. Serena stepped down the stairs "Hey, Blair I found one…" she looked down and saw him, there was a photo in her hand.
"Hi" he looked up at her wide eyed, it was like he couldn't blink or he'd miss her.
"I don't..." she began upon seeing him, he interrupted her and pushed past Blair.
"I can't...I can't and won't sign those papers" the water from his clothing was making a small pool around his feet on Blair's marble floor. "So you'll have to deal with being married to me because I'm not letting you out, I'm not signing any of those damn papers and I never will, so you'll have to just deal with it" he said sternly.
"Umm" Serena bit her bottom lip.
"so, I just needed to say that...go ahead, say what you we're going to say, but just know...I'm not going to be signing them" Serena blinked and looked up at him.
"I was just going to say that...I don't want to sign the papers" she whispered, her eyes suddenly became glossy. "I don't want the penthouse"
"Okay..." he nodded.
"I'm not signing any papers"
"Well you don't have to" he said unfazed, he nodded lightly and pressed his lips together.
"Good" she crossed her arms.
"I think we should do therapy, I think we should seriously work at this, I don't want to tell anyone until we know for absolute sure we're on good terms and everything is how it should be" he explained his idea. Serena nodded quickly.
"I think that would be the best thing to do" she agreed.
"You can come over to the house and you can take your wedding rings" he stood stoically. "Because you're still married...but It's up to you" he shrugged.
"I'd like that" she looked down at the floor and Dan cracked a smile, just as a tear rolled over Serena's nose.
"Oh don't do that" he said humorously making Serena laugh a little. "That's,...no one needs to see that" he shook his head as if it was the most disgusting thing he'd ever seen.
"Can you please just kiss already?" Blair smiled.
Dan was the first one to move he walked over to where she was standing on the stairs, he lifted his hand and wiped away a tear drop still sitting on her face. "There's nothing in the world I hate more than this" his thumbs pushed the rest of the wetness off her face. Starring at her lips he wanted to make sure this was a good one, the soft touch of his hand taking a light hold of her chin already had her trembling, their lips touching was like sending electricity, they both missed kisses like that.
"Don't cry, we're going to be just fine" he held her tightly and kissed her forehead. Blair smiled lightly with her hands folded softly against her chest.
"Well thats a relief" Blair laughed lightly. Serena wiped her eyes and looked at her best friend. "Tell him" Blair gestured.
"What tell me what?" Dan's face looked worried.
"umm, I'm terrified..." she said slowly, Dan could see the pain in her face, he could hear it in her voice.
"why?" Dan's eyes shifted and looked into each of hers.
"Umm..." she swallowed. "don't be mad" her lip shook, it was like she was freezing and utterly worried about something.
"I won't, I wont" he said as he held lightly to her waist to try and get her to stop.
"...Dan...I'm..."
"What? you're what?" he inhaled loudly.
She could feel her hands shaking, her throat tighten at the thought of the word, that word that scared her so much.
"Pregnant" she whispered.
"Pregnant?" Dan's hands slowly pulled off her waist, his eyes looked into hers, he was hurt. "Oh..." he scratched the back of his neck lightly.
"Yeah,..." she laughed lightly in more of a sob and wiped her eyes again.
"well..." he rubbed his lip. "did you tell..umm James?" he closed his eyes. Serena's eyes widened.
"No, no..."
"You know what? It's fine...umm" he interrupted her, his eyes looked up at the ceiling and around Blair's foyer not knowing what to say at this point.
"Dan," Serena shook her head and smiled slightly as he pressed his lips together not sure what to say.
"What?" he looked deep in thought now.
"you're being silly" she said softly as she put her hands on his face and stoked them down to the corners of his lips. "it's yours" she smiled lightly. Dan's eyes looked confused.
"Oh god, why would I be mad?, you almost gave me a heart attack Serena!" she laughed lightly and Dan sighed with relief while he took a good look at the ceiling thankful he had nothing serious to deal with. He wasn't sure how he'd get over that one.
"Im really scared" she said quietly.
"Oh,...it'll be fine" he kissed her and she rested her head on his shoulder, just comfortable being close to him.
"I can't believe you thought James..." she took a deep breath still resting her head on his shoulder.
"Well what else was I suppose to think" he laughed.
"I never slept with James" she said in a muffled voice still absorbed into his sweater. "I broke up with him on our anniversary and I haven't seen him since"
"...Well, I never slept with Kelly" Dan instantly spoke.
"Oh" she looked up at him and smiled, she really didn't expect that. "Dan...,"
"Yes?" he closed his eyes and continued hugging her.
"Do you think it's a boy?" she looked down at the photo with her two perfect little angels.
"Honestly?" he took the picture out of Serena's hands and looked at it.
"No" he laughed.
XOXOXOXOXOX
( Stay tuned!, there's more. I'm sorry I couldn't squish it all in to one chapter. Review please :) xoxoxox -Faryn Queens.
