Clary braided her hair over her shoulder quickly and threw on a black dress. Long sleeves and not showing any cleavage. She couldn't help feeling dirty. Clary walked out of the room 10 minutes later and met Isabelle and Aline in the kitchen. They gave her a knowing look and clary narrowed her eyes and growled "if that ever comes up in a conversation I'll kill you" Isabelle pressed her lips together while Aline looked at her phone and said "let's call it even" clary narrowed her eyes and said "you were in the kitchen in my parents house, that's on you"

Jace joined them and snapped "let's go" clary walked out the door annoyed. Jace looked up and held her waist as they stood in the elevator. Isabelle looked at them and smirked. Clary walked a little slower as her legs cramped. She usually didn't move after doing what she'd just down. She gripped his arm tightly.

Jace wrapped his arm around her and asked "you good" clary shook her head and her legs shook. "Izzy, come help me" clary clung on to Jace as her legs went numb. Isabelle steadied her and asked "what, what's wrong" clary winced and said "nothing" Aline came to her side and asked "how hard did you go" clary blushed and sank onto the ground "shut up" Jace pulled her shoes off and asked "can you walk" clary shook her head and said "my thighs are cramping" Jace tossed his keys at Isabelle and. Said "you drive" clary hung her head and said "ow" Aline rubbed her back and asked "have you eaten today" clary blushed and Aline scowled at Jace and said "you have to remind her" Jace picked her up getting into the back to his car and clary massaged her legs and said "stupid food" Jace kissed her head whispered "it's not just the food"

Isabelle connected her phone to the car and suddenly Aline was on the phone. Clary hugged Jace around his neck the entire ride letting him knead her legs. Isabelle went thru a drive thru and gave her some chips and a soda. Clary grumbled as she ate. Clary tested her weak legs and Jace said "I'll carry you to the door" clary nodded her head wrapping her arm around his shoulder as he cried her. Isabelle laughed at them and said "you look like your getting married" clary sipped her soda and said "one day" Jace grinned kissing her cheek.

Getting in and walking carefully clary opened her father's office doors. Jace waited by the door nodding at her father and clary grabbed the envelope with her name on it. She turned around and said "I'll be in the living room" her father nodded looking at her confused. "Where are your shoes" clary looked down at her bare feet and said "in the car" Jace smirked and said "her leg cramped up in the car" her father nodded returning to his work.

The office doors closed and clary walked into the living room sitting down. Jace took a seat by the baby that slept quietly in her crib. Clary peeled open the envelope and pulled out the pictures.

She was usually got sent them if she needed to find out who caused whatever was caught on camera. Clary looked thru them. The pictures were of a couple in the dark. Clary frowned. It was too dark to make anything out. Clary sighed and went thru them. A couple in the dark making out. Jace walked over and asked "who are they" clary shrugged and said "no clue, it's too dark"

Aline walked in and tossed her a bottle of water. Clary caught it and said "don't treat me like a child" Aline rolled her eyes and said "if that's what I wanted to do then I'd tell you to use a condom" Jace chuckled not bothered at all.

Clary looked thru the pictures trying to make out something. There were dates on the backs but nothing else. She looked at the envelope again and found a note. Thinking it was probably instructions on who to contact.

Clary pulled it out and frowned as it read "I'm watching, I know something you don't" clary couldn't help but laugh. A treat to her, no one had ever been so stupid. Aline looked over and asked "what's funny" clary showed her the note and said "this is a first" Aline nodded and asked "who are the love birds" clary shrugged and asked "it's too dark to see"

Her mother walked in and said "honey you okay your father said something about your leg cramping" Aline bit her lip as clary shrugged and said "it's nothing" Jace rubbed her shoulders also trying to not laugh or crack up. Her mother ignored her sitting beside her and said "no, did you hurt yourself" clary shook her head covering her face for the second time in less than two hours. She wanted nothing more then to just melt into the couch.

Aline laughed covering her mouth. Her mother looked at her confused "what am I missing" Aline shook her head laughing. Jace forced her hands away from her face and whispered "don't be upset" clary huffed and tossed a pillow at Aline.

Her mother scolded her and said "you could have hit baby Sofia" clary stood up and started picking up the pictures. Her flustered state made her hands shake. Aline recovered and said "lighten up, it happens everyone" clary shook her head trying to get the pictures back in the envelope. Her mother grabbed her hands stopping her and said "what happened" clary hated how warm her cheeks felt. Her mother put everything in the envelope and waited.

Clary shook her head and attempted to run off. Jace blocked her and didn't let her pass. He was a little hurt that she couldn't even say it. "You can't even admit it" clary looked up at him and asked "you'd tell your mom that" Jace shrugged and said "rewind to 2 hours ago and instead of them and you it's been my parents, more than once" clary stepped away from him. Her mother wasn't impressed and asked "Clarissa in the middle of the day?" Clary looked at her mother and snapped "don't look at me like that I've herd literally everyone in this house at all times of the day"

Her mother raised her eyebrow and defended herself and said "I'm married" clary clenched her fists and ground her teeth. Her mother crossed her arms over her chest and clary snapped "is there some weird version that you believe I haven't had sex yet" Jace grabbed her hands and said "don't fight" clary ripped her hand out of his and growled "and you how much sex have you had, if you've been caught more than once" Jace closed his eyes and shook his head.

Clary waited for him to answer. To snap back. But he just turned around and left the room. Clary stared after him her anger disappeared. How many conversations had they not had with her conniving him she didn't care about what he'd done in the passed. Him crying feeling ashamed of what he'd done. Clary stared at the door suddenly crying. Clary threw a punch at the wall shouting out "dammit"

Her mother placed a hand on her shoulder but clary stepped away and hurried to the door. Jace stood at the top of the stairs looking down at her. Clary jogged after him and he waited patiently for her. Clary grabbed his hand shaking her head and said "I'm sorry I didn't mean it like that. I was just mad" Jace looked down at her hands and slid his thumb over her ring. Clary pulled him to her room closing the door and locking it.

She sat him down on her bed and said "I was just angry and embarrassed, I don't like talking about sex with anyone. You know I can barely even do that with you and we've had sex" Jace nodded looking down at her hands. Clary wiped the tears off his cheeks leaning her forehead against his whispering "I'm sorry, so so so sorry. I forget that you were my first but I wasn't yours. I forget and I didn't mean for it to sound like it affects how I see you"

Jace opened his eyes and said "but it does, it bothers you that I've slept with other women" clary sniffled and hung her head ashamed of what she implied and said "not how you're thinking"

Jace pulled her hands from his face and asked "then how" clary closed her eyes and said "you've slept with women and it makes me nervous to think" Jace growled and said "if your about to hint that your afraid I'd cheat I'll leave now" clary shook her head quickly and said "you have experience…." Jace nodded and clary wiped her cheeks and said "and I don't and it's embarrassing to talk about it and it makes me shy" Jace sighed and said "so" clary huffed and dropped her hands to her lap and said "so you've tried things, with different people to see what you like and don't like" Jace frowned not sure where she was going with this. Because it didn't sound promising.

Clary wiped her cheeks and said "everyone had their first thing and they're inexperienced and they get caught and mess up and then they move along to the next" clary grabbed his shoulders and said "but your my first anything, my first boyfriend, first crush, first love and the only guy I've done things with" Jace frowned and said "what about all the 'I've done other things' you kept telling me" clary laughed and said "I lied, I was just hoping you'd take me to be because I was to attracted to you" Jace scoffed and said "so I'm the only guy so far" clary frowned and asked "so far. There will never be another guy Jace" clary shook her head at him smiling sadly and said "how could I ever be with someone else" jace pressed his lips to hers.

Clary held his neck as they kissed. Jace pulled away and said "I understand that it bothers you but if you want to do something ask me clary, talk to me I've been inside you. you can't be embarrassed about this with me" clary flushed and said "I know, I just really don't feel comfortable with it" jace smirked and said "so there's never been any action in this bed" clary shook her head already knowing that was probably about to change.

Clary pressed her lips together as Jace kissed her neck. Clary huffed and said "I don't think I can take it, my thighs hurt" Jace nodded kissing her lips and he slid his hand under her skirt and asked "since you lied and about trying the basics we doing this now. Clary gasped as he grabbed her thighs. Clary squirmed on the spot and Jace sighed and wrapped his arms around her waist picking her up.

Jace drew her curtains making the room dark. The twinkly lights casting shadows over them. Jace sat them down in the arm chair and whispered "this is what every teenager with a girl does" Jace pushed her dress up aground her hips. Clary straddled his hips forehead leaned against his. Clary wanted so bad to cross her legs and say no.

Jace pulled her underwear down but couldn't see anything. Clary didn't say anything and closed her eyes in the already dark room. Jace ran his hands over her body. He didn't take her dress off but his hands slipped under it. Slipping under her bra. Jace massaged her and whispered "I already know you like this" clary nodded her head her breathing picking up a bit. Jace slipped a hand between her legs and said "don't be loud" clary grabbed her shoulder tighter and felt like banging her head against the wall for not doing this before. Clary moaned and whimpered against his shoulder.

Jace covered her mouth as she finished cursing and moaning. Jace rubbed her thighs and said "did you like it" clary kissed him hungrily and said "I've been missing out" Jace kissed her and said "wanna try oral" clary shrugged and said "maybe not now" Jace chuckled and said "your right we don't want anyone hearing to scream my name" clary blushed and said "I love you, please don't walk away from me" Jace hugged her waist and said "never, I was just going to let you cool off I would be right here waiting to hug you" clary nodded and said "did your parents seriously walk in on you" Jace nodded chuckling "hadn't even done anything yet we were just making out and rubbing each other"

clary giggled hugging his shoulders and whispered in the dark "wanna know something I'm not insecure about" Jace nodded and clary kissed his cheek whispering "no one will ever touch you the way I touch you again, your mine. Only mine" Jace pressed her hips against his and whispered "and your mine" clary nodded her breathing turning laboured as she said "get your pants off now" Jace stood up and said "take the damn dress off I hate it" clary giggled and stripped down in the dark grabbing a condom from her bedside table. Jace sat down pulling her on top and said "don't take your mouth of mine" clary nodded handing him the condom and said "I think keeping quiet will be more of a struggle for you" Jace chuckled knowing it was true buts he'd try his best and said "shut up"