Chapter 52
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"I'm glad you could come." Manny said to Nick as he came into the hotel bar and sat down. It had been a long time since the two brothers were able to be in each other's presence, peacefully and be able to talk. And Manny, and Nick were both thankful that the other would give it a chance. It was long overdue.
"Yeah? We'll you said you wanted to talk, so... Talk." Nick said, still not exactly comfortable with being here.
"Can I get you anything?" The waitress asked as she stood in front of Nick and Manny's table with her note pad and pen.
"Just water, please. Thank you." Nick smiled as the waitress walked off, and he turned back to Manny. "So…"
Manny sat, nervously looking down, cracking his knuckles before he took a deep breath and looked up at Nick. "We can't keep going like this, Nick. We're killing mom, Olivia's a mess, and I miss you!"
Nick dipped his head, then lifted it to look Manny in the eye. After all that had happened, he missed Manny too. It was the one thing that was hardest for him. Even harder for him than the fact that Olivia had slept with him to begin with, and it surprised him to hear Manny admit it first. His baby brother; to say he was choked up... "I've missed you to, if I'm being honest." He said with tears in his eyes, leading Manny to cry too.
"I think you're right. Hell, I'm sorry I overreacted the way I did. You didn't deserve it!"
"I should never have tried to cut you out of the picture. I would've reacted the same way. Nick, can we start over, put this behind us? I've been thinking, and why should we be at each other's throats? We can share Olivia!"
"We can…"
"Share her! Maybe even have her together. Can you picture it? Both of us on her; in her. My god Nick, with what we know how to do to women, she'll be so whipped, she won't know if she's coming or going!"
"You think she'll agree to it?"
"Oh yeah!" He grinned wide, thinking of Olivia. God he couldn't wait to get his hands on-
She woke up with a start, sitting up the second she opened her eyes. Opening them quickly and looked around the room, totally confused by that dream and she reached for Nick, only she found a note on the pillow instead.
Mami,
Got called on a case, and didn't wanna wake you since you were pretty worn out! I'll see you when I get home.
Nick
She smiled, before she sat up, leaning back on her arms on the mattress, and thought back to earlier today.
She'd barely finished sucking him off before he snatched her up, and kissed her hard, so full of lust, and wanting...desperation. And almost as if he couldn't get to it fast enough, he pushed her back against the kitchen wall and lifted her, sinking her down on his cock and loving the sound of her moans as it stretched her and she came, cumming all over his cock within two minutes of him penetrating her!
Later, when he was kissing her while fucking her ass unbelievably savage; she bit down on his tongue when he thrusted and pushed up inside her, almost too deep for her to withstand it. "Holy shiiiiiit!" She cried, it felt like heaven! So unbelievably fucking euphoric! She thought as she bit her lip. He was balls deep in her ass, and though it took some time to get him in due to how big he was, once he was in, and got a rhythm going… She never knew she could love anal so damn much, especially since she got pregnant; it just felt fucking amazing!
She cried out as he rubbed her clit. He had her bent over the arm of the couch, and she was quickly losing it! The delicious pressure in her ass, paired with the sensations in her cunt… Her eyes rolled up while he held her neck and sucked and kissed her there.
"Nick...Baby…Oh god, OH GOD I'M CUMMING!" She squealed. And she did! She came so unbelievably hard; trapping his hand between her legs while she rode out a huge multiple orgasm, squirting uncontrollably and weeping, while he wrapped her in his arms and held her.
She smiled, getting wet just thinking about how intense it was! She knew when he came in the door, from the look in his eyes that he did not want to talk. And when he went straight to making love to her, she knew that whatever happened between he and Manny was a dead issue until he brought it up, which he never did. So instead, they made love until she couldn't take anymore.
She was blessed to have a man with such size and stamina, but Jesus, she was feeling the effects of their lovemaking, everywhere. He nipples were sore from being sucked and bitten, and she was aching wonderfully in her back and between her legs. Hell, she wasn't sure at this rate, how she'd get through this pregnancy, when she couldn't get enough of that man, but was suddenly drawn out of those thoughts when she felt the twins moving about.
"Hey there." She said to the babies, and rubbed her belly. "You guys awake? Sorry about all the rocking; daddy and I… Well, you guys'll probably get a lot of that before you're born!" She laughed and touched the other side of her belly to feel the other baby. God, she loved this movement, although it was still light, so light that only she could feel it. And while she did love that she got to keep this all to herself, she couldn't wait until Nick and Zara were able to experience her joy. But her joy was suddenly impeded upon when she heard Manny's voice in her head.
"Taking good care of my babies I see."
"They're not your babies."
She quickly shook off that thought just as fast as it had come. She wouldn't allow him to ruin this for her. And even though she'd told herself this so many times, this time she meant it. She hated that Nick had done what he had to do with Manny, but what was done was done. She was happy. They were happy. They had a beautiful family and tomorrow, they were moving into their dream home, and then in a few months, welcoming their babies that they had truly been blessed with. She still couldn't believe this was her life and she especially couldn't believe that she'd almost ruined it over something so trivial. As of this moment, Manny was in the back of her mind, and he would stay there.
In a bar on the lower east side. Fin walked in, stopping to look around, then finally seeing Nick, sitting in a back booth, nursing a club soda. And he made his way over.
"Why did you have me meet you at a bar if we ain't gon drink?" Fin said as he took a seat in the booth.
"I was waiting for you to get here. Can't stand drinking alone."
"So how come you're here and not at home? Tomorrow is the big day. Two beers, please." He said to the waitress.
"I had to get out of there… I told Liv that I got called on a case."
"You lied?"
"Not exactly...I'm going in a little bit, I just, I had to get out and get some air."
"You and Liv having problems?" But Nick just sat there, turning his glass in his hands. "Nick?"
The waitress came back with their beers, and Fin thanked her. And after a minute in which Nick spoke with regret. "Today, I went up to Riker's, and I beat my baby brother until I broke his bones. And right now, I feel like-" He took a deep breath. "Fin, what did I do?"
All day he was in his cell, lying down except when the pain became too much, then he'd get up and walk the 6x10 enclosure until he couldn't, and he'd lie back down again. And except for when it was mandatory for him to go to dinner. The Warden thought it would be best if he was in protective custody from this point on. She didn't want him to end up dead before his trial, so he didn't have much of a choice.
Now however, he sat alone in the confines of the cell, and listening to the sounds of the prison and all he could do was think.
He was wrong to put Zara in the middle of this. He'd known that even before Nick paid him a visit, and now, he was just sorry. He deserved that beating for what he did. But now, he was thinking about the rest of what had transpired this day, and he just… His darling Olivia was angry at him, and rightfully so. Plus, he was sure that Amanda hated his guts, but whatever; she was stupid and he could get her to come back, it's not as if her admitted to anything incriminating. He'd just told her that she was a useless dick rest...and I called her a pathetic whore... but he could easily blame that on his emotions running high. The important thing was to get Olivia to come back. Because now, he was ever more determined that Nick would not be raising what he believed to be his babies.
"Fucking bastard!" He almost shouted to no one. He deserved that beating, but that didn't stop him from being pissed about so much of it. "Fuck it! The important thing is to get the dumb blonde back on my side. She's the key!" He said and couldn't wait until the morning when he could make a phone call.
Deciding that she was hungry, and would have a small snack before her Chinese food arrived, she went fumbling through the refrigerator and when she didn't find anything, she opened the freezer and nearly squealed in delight when she found the last fudgesicle and quickly unwrapped it after having a moment where she recalled Nick fucking her to climax with one. God, she wanted him right now! Taking a long lick of the huge, dark-chocolate, phallus-shaped treat, and sucking the tip when she pulled it out of her mouth, she imagined it was him just as the doorbell rang.
"It can't be my food already?" She said as she headed to the door and opened it to find Casey. "I couldn't be wrong, just this once?" She asked as she moved out of the way.
"What?"
"Thought you were my food. What are you doing here? I thought you had a date tonight."
"Yeah, me too! My date got canceled, so I thought I'd come hang out with you." Casey said as she took off her coat.
"Nice dress."
"Oh, I know!" Casey said, giving an impromptu spin. "You should see my lingerie. So where's the liquor?"
"Uh, it's in one of the boxes in the kitchen. So you got all dressed up-"
"And he bails. Damn heart surgeon!"
"And you thought to come hang out with me? I'm honored." Liv joked as she took a bite of her fudgesicle.
"Well, Amanda's too depressing, so… What do you have to eat around here?"
"Yes, my food that I thought you were. So wait, why is Amanda depressing? What did I miss?"
Casey gave a satisfying smile when she found the vodka and quickly got a plastic cup from the counter to pour a drink. "Oh that's right, you don't know!"
"Don't know what?"
"I forgot that I told her I'd talk to you…" She said as she came to the living room to sit down. "I literally slapped some sense into her last night, which made her go and see Manny, and he dumped her."
"Oh no!"
"Yep. So now she's depressed, big time and crying because she doesn't know how she's gonna tell you she's sorry."
"Me?"
"Well, she figures that what we've all been telling her must be true, and she's devastated that you and she had that falling out. Yadda, ya, ya!
"Only time will tell if she's serious. But I don't know if I'm ready to let it go just yet."
"Well, I tried." Casey said then took another sip and crossed her legs. "God, I was so looking forward to getting laid tonight!" Olivia shook her head as she ate her fudgesicle. "He's Jamaican and I saw the print through his pants...oh my god!" She laughed, wanting to cry. "Liv, it's so big!"
"You'll have other chances, I'm sure."
"And that and a metrocard will get me a subway ride…"She said and took a sip. "I'm so incredibly randy right now…"
Olivia laughed. "Watching Austin Powers again?"
"Shut up!" She smiled. "Hey, remember that time when we were in Acapulco, and we got so wasted, and so horny…" They laughed at the memory; well the partial memory of them being thoroughly drunk and kissing each other. They could remember a bit of what happened. Them on the floor, making out like crazy, then waking up naked the following afternoon in Casey's hotel room. But what happened in between is a blur, even ten years later. Not that either of them ever gave it much thought since they never have and still don't think of each other that way, but man…!
"...and the tequila bottle!"
"Good times, even if I can't remember it all, but I will NEVER forget that bottle!" Casey grinned. "Gosh, when did we grow up?"
"Correction, I grew up. You're still the reminder of my days past." She laughed and took the last bite out of her fudgesicle.
Casey took a sip of her vodka before she asked. "That is true. You miss it?"
"Honestly? I think; no, I know I'm living the life that I was meant to. I have a daughter now, and a husband who's so incredible, and probably way more understanding than I deserve."
"He is pretty great."
"I don't know that I could've forgiven him if the shoe had been on the other foot. You know, I think back, and I was so… fucking stupid! I love him so much and I almost lost him! I just thank god every day that he saw it in his heart to forgive me. I tell you, never again!"
"You my friend, are better than I am. I could never settle down; too many beautiful cocks in the world!" Casey laughed as she got up to refill her cup.
"You just haven't found the right one." The doorbell rang just as Casey put her hand on the vodka bottle at the counter.
"I don't know, but if that's not be the food, I'm suing!" Casey said as she hurried off to the door.
"I never wanted it to escalate; I never wanted it to get to that point; you know?" Nick said. "He's my little brother. I never… even after I found out about the affair, I thought that maybe, somehow, someday we'd be able to fix what what was broken. Ya know? But then he raped-" He squeezed his beer bottle, wanting to throw it but getting a grip on his temper."I wanted to kill him then. I wanted to kill him when I found out all the things he'd done to her since she ended the affair."
"You can't be so hard on yourself, man." Fin said as he and Nick drank their 4th bottles of beer. This had been just what Nick needed, even if he couldn't put it out of his head. But being able to talk to someone who wasn't their therapist, who would professionalize the matter. Or Olivia, who would either A) blame herself for all of it. Or B) ...well, there was no B. She would just blame herself for everything that Nick was feeling, and that's the last thing he wanted.
"You know; I know what people are saying behind my back. Even people in my own family… Hell, probably even you!"
"Come on man. You know me enough to know that I'm gonna tell you to your face what I think."
"I know; and I'm sorry. It's just… Fin, do you think I'm crazy for standing by my wife?"
"I think it takes a lot of conviction to do what you're doing. A lot of men wouldn't have the balls; hell, I don't know if I would to be honest. But this ain't about me or anybody else, you dig? It's about you, and Liv and what's best for y'all. And I know she loves you if I don't know anything else."
"I know. She shows me how much, every single day! And I don't mean the sex; though it is seriously off the chain!" He said, getting excited just thinking about it.
"You are seriously gonna make me knock myself unconscious!"
"Okay..." He got up, laughing, and drank the last of his beer, emptying the bottle. "I'm gonna catch a cab..." Then he peeled off some money and tossed it onto the table. "...I'm gonna head home, and- well, I won't say what I'm gonna do when I get there!" He laughed again while he put on his coat.
"Bless you!" Fin said as Nick exited the bar. He then took his last sip, before he got up, and took his jacket from the back of the chair, dialing a number on his phone on the way out. "You busy?"
"So, ready to go back to work?" Casey asked Olivia as they say on the couch eating.
"I can't put into words now much! It's been great being home and having family time, and time to sort things out-"
"...and fuck your husband."
"You really have no filter, do you?"
"And that's why you love me!" She smiled and Olivia rolled her eyes, playfully.
Olivia put the chinese food carton down, reaching for the water that sat on the table while rubbing her stomach with her other hand. "I think they're finally asleep." She said while Casey smiled, and let her hand join Olivia's on her belly.
"Four and a half months."
"I know, I can't wait until they're born so I can find out what they are."
"Neither can I, I have no idea what color I'm buying for my godchildren and I hate yellow."
"I'm not finding out." Olivia said laughing as Casey phone rang.
"I'll remember this, Benson. Casey Novak… Oh hey. Uh, I already ate but we can meet for drinks... Okay, I'll see you there." She said and hung up. "So that was Marcus…" She said getting up, and fixing her dress.
"Look at that."
"I'm gonna catch a cab to meet him. But I will see you tomorrow...probably late tomorrow!" She coyly implied. Just then, Nick walked into the apartment. "Looks like we're both gettin some tonight! Bye Nick." She smiled on her way out he door.
"What was-" Nick started as he turned to Olivia.
"Casey being Casey. Hi." She said and kissed him on the lips. "Beer?" She asked, tasting it on his breath.
"Yeah." He told her, obviously busted. "I had a few with Fin."
"Oh?" She said, somewhat angered as she went about cleaning up the cartoons from the living room table. But he stopped her by gently grabbing her hands, extra careful of the arm that was in a cast. And he wrapped them across her chest, with his on top, holding her from behind.
"I wasn't honest with you, and I'm sorry. I just, I needed to talk to someone and get out of this headspace I've been in and that's where I was; at a bar with Fin. I'm sorry."
"And you couldn't talk to me?" She asked as he turned her around to face him.
"No."
She stood and looked him in the eyes for a long moment before she asked him: "Is there someone else?" He was completely thrown by the question. There could be nobody else for him and he laughed at the thought. He had everything he wanted, right here. And the fact that she could ask him, though part of him understood why; it angered him. "Did I say something fun-"
He shut her up with a searing, angry, but lustful kiss. A kiss that she could feel his answer in. One that shouted "How fucking dare you?!" as he grabbed her neck and slammed her against the column, tearing at her lips, and pushing his tongue into her mouth to claim it, while she tore at his clothes. Quickly getting his shirt undone, even with that damn cumbersome cast.
"¡¿No sabes que eres todo lo que necesito?!" It came as a harsh whisper as he bit her neck, soothing it with his tongue as he caressed her body over her clothes before he continued kissing his way down to her stomach and planted sensual kisses all over it. "Te amo Olivia! ¡Así que maldita sea!"
He bunched her shirt up over her breasts as he kissed and licked her chest all over before he took an already-hardened nipple in his mouth through her ultra-thin lace bralette. Her nipples were already wonderfully sore from earlier, but still, he sucked, drawing out a little bit of milk, and his other hand went in her leggings and straight to her slit. She was a literal moaning mess, already soaked down there as he continued.
Struggling with the feeling of his mouth on her nipples and his fingers that were dancing- that's the only word to describe what they were doing to her; dancing over her clit, and entrance. She tried with every bit of concentration she could muster to whisper: "Nick.. Oh god, baby, I'm sorry… I'm…"
He pulled away from her nipple. Drawing it out slow, so that it popped from his front teeth. "Shhhh!" He voiced in a husky whisper as his hand continued on her pussy, and he kissed her neck.
This man!
...
Later, when they were lying in bed, covered in sweat and both of them breathing heavy from having just finished making love.
"Oh my god!" Olivia panted heavily as she rolled off of him and onto her back.
"You alright?" Nick asked, knowing that once again, they'd ignored the doctor and her advice and went hard. Even though Olivia promised that she knew her body, but still, he worried.
"I'm goo-" She panted and shook, as her orgasm got its last licks in, and she curled into Nick while she clenched her hands and he laughed. "You bastard!" She said as she began laughing at her body's inability to stop cummng! It was like she was on fire from head to toe! "God I love you."
"And I love you, mami!" He said as he stroked her hair and kissed the top of her head as she lay on his chest, coming down again. "And to answer your question from earlier. There's no one else, and there never could be; you've got my heart, Olivia Benson; and there will never be another you!"
TBC… I wanted this chapter kind of dirty and fluffy, but next chapter, the crazy is back. But in the meantime, it would be lovely if you left a review.
