So here's the third part to Doubts! I hope you guys enjoy! I want to thank each and everyone of you that have reviewed/voted/favorite and shared my story. it means the world to me. I have many ideas and request that i still have to write so bare with me. I'm also working on non-fanfic story so I may be slacking a bit on posting. I want to thank ss_sofia20 (On Wattpad) for asking for a third part!


Jason stares down at his phone, your name visible as he debates on listening to your voice mail. It's been nine months since he vowed to listen to it and contact you. And four months since you left three others and then radio silence on your end. He's been conflicted on his feelings towards you and the ginger haired Amazon. Sure he taken Artemis on dates and that just twisted his feelings further. Yet here he is. Staring down at the phone, your contact photo was of one Halloween night. Your smile was big and warm as you started up at him with eyes filled with trust and love. Running a callous hand over his face; he clicks on the voicemails. Your voice is filled with sadness and defeat.

'Jay? Do you know what hurts so much? When someone you love make you feel so damn special one second and the next like your nothing...you become yesterday's news? Did you forget about me? Does our relationship mean anything to you? Don't worry Jay... Won't resent you for the truth... I've given you my all. If you ever doubted it... just look into my eyes and see that all my love shines bright in them just for you. I just can't live like this... living in consist doubt that you're off with some other girl... that I never had your love... It hurts like hell to consider it. I've waited long enough for you, Jay." Your voice breaks a little. "I'll leave you alone Jay if you want part from me... It'll break me...I'll resist being a crybaby about it. Most of all I promise to pretend that I never had your love or met you... That it was all a dream that dreamt for some time. I love you, Jay... But you're happy with someone else.' The line cuts off.

He bows his head in regret making you feel so unloved and unwanted. He wasn't a family man or so he likes to tell himself. He can't settle down and give you want you want. He's made excuses to why he does what he does. To be fair he has allowed others that know of his identity to post photos of Artemis draped in his arms. He placed guilt upon you for his actions. Believing you would do the same as he has done. But you weren't like him. You were from a good family. Kind, sweet and loyal to a fault; you saw the good in people. And he took advantage of that for his own twisted desires.

Storing the voicemail he is taken to another.

'Why do you do this Jason?' Your voice is shaky as if you've been crying and drinking. He has no doubt you have been. Not that he blames you honestly. 'Why do you have a hold on me? Why don't you just set me free? We both know you don't love me. I've seen the photos. Just get out of my life... take everything! All the happy memories we shared... The pain I hold in my heart. Why don't you just be a man and end this. I don't have the courage or heart to anymore. Just set me free Jason. Let me get over you... Just like you seem to be finding comfort in Artemis. Please, Let me know if you want anything with me. If you don' want anything let me go so I can find someone else.'He can see you curled on the sofa with your phone clutched in your hand. It breaks his heart that you hear you crying. He never wanted to hurt you and that's all he's done. The phone is shuffled and he can hear a voice.

'Hey dumbass what the hell is your problem? Be a fucking man and tell her the truth.' Helena's voice is filled with bitterness and rage. 'You better reply to her or else you won't like what happens next.' She hangs up.

Jason saves the message and debates on hearing the last two. He releases a sigh and squares his shoulders. Going to the next message. Something in him tells him that he's not going to like what he hears. But goes on to listen to your voice.

'I'm sorry about the last message; I hope your okay... please tell me where we stand, Jay. I can't keep holding on... I'm not strong enough to hold this relationship together if you don't meet me half way. I try to remain strong but... I can't. I just keep thinking about you. I remain hopeful that you're thinking about me. Like I think of you when a song pops up... To tell you the truth, I start balling my eyes out. Helena has called me a little bitch about it. If you have decided on what you want let me know please. Because it's killing me. I-' He can hear someone in the background. 'I have to go. Helena and I are having another girl's night. Call or message me back Jay. Please be careful.'

His heart aches for you. Yet he can't bring himself to call you. Deep inside he wants to believe you would never do what he has done. That you would always be his. But as seconds tick by he knows he's neglected you. Hurt you and brought you down. He warned you from the beginning that he wasn't a good man and you still wanted to be him. He lips twist to a sad smiling remembering your first encounter.

As he clicks on the next messages starts playing his heart drops. All he hears is you crying and Helena comforting her friend. He listens as you mumble his name.

'J-Jason...' You cry as you stutter. It's there that his world crumbles.


Posted on Wattpad and Fanfic on 5-9-19

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