Chapter 52

I didn't want to talk or even look at Sam but I also didn't want to cause a scene so I had no choice but to look at him

" Leah" he said. I stood up

" Sam no, just don't" I said shaking my head and my hands to stop him from apologizing

" Am sorry" he said sounding regretful

" Just don't" I said still shaking my head, I ding want him to apologize

" Please" he said moving to grab my hand

" No" I took a few steps backwards felling my eyes filling with tears.

" Leah" I turned and saw that Jacob was a couple of feet away

" Hey Jacob" I walked up to him trying to get as far away as possible from Sam

" Hey so what do you think?" he asked waving his hand around the tents and all the decoration he had worked on

" It look good I cant believe you did all of this" I said

" Whats wrong with your voice?" he asked

" Nothing, I think am getting sick" I lied clearing my throat " why aren't you helping Bella serve?" I asked noticing Bella having trouble caring a plate full of food to Seth. Jacob turn to see what I was looking at and smiled

" I don't want to push her" he said following every small moment of hers with his eyes ready to help if she needed him

" What?" I asked

" I don't want to push her, first with the party and I don't want to be shadowing her all night" Bella was about to trip, Jacob jumped into action by running to her and catching her in his arm. I laughed knowing that he would be be following Bella like a little lost puppy

I walked around the party for about an hour, trying to avoid anyone that wanted to talk to me, only waving when people tried to greet me. Right now I was ready to go hide in my room, I was only a few feet away from the back door to go inside when some one called my name

" Leah" I turned to see that Bella was standing a few feet away from me

" Hey Bella" I said waving. Bella walked up to me

" Hey I have barely seen you but a couple of times" she said

" You know am so popular " I said trying to joke

" Yeah, yeah" I laughed knowing she had picked that up from Jacob

" So wheres your mom I don't think I have seen her" I said trying to remember if I had seen her even though I hadn't really paid attention the last hour

" No, after the graduation she left" she said looking down at the floor

" Oh why?" I asked

" She had to go back with Phil since he had a game tomorrow "

" Oh am sorry" I said remembering how exited she was from seeing Renee earlier

" Its OK" she said " She does that you know" she told me

" What?" I asked

" She leaves" she said

" OK am confused" I told her

" I don't want you to feel like you have to compete for Charlie"

" Am not" I lied

" If you say so" she smiled " he likes it here, while she wouldn't never return" she said

" She came today" I pointed out

" Yeah but she left"

" Why didn't you ask her to stay?" I asked Bella

" You cant force her to stay, she stays when she want and when not she just leaves"

" I am sorry Bella" I said to her. She shook her head like trying to shake away her tears

" Its OK, I got use to it" she said " You should go talk to Charlie" she said pointing to where Charlie and Billy were sitting down drinking a couple of beers and talking

" Maybe" I said walking towards them. I was a few feet away from them before Sam suddenly appeared in front of me making me jump a little

" Sorry I didn't mean to scare you" he said

" Yeah OK" I said trying to walk pass him and go anywhere, but he kept blocking me

" Leah you need to talk to me" he pleaded

" Sam I don't want to" I said taking a a few steps back and walking away. I thought that was it but Sam pulled me to the side of my house where no one was near and couldn't hear us.

" Sam" I pleaded with him to let me go

" Leah you need to know how sorry I am" I pushed his arm away from me

" OK just let me go" I pleaded again. He dropped his arm

" Am not going to hurt you" he said getting angry which just made me more scared

" I know " I said as calmly as I could which unfortunately wasn't much. He waved his hands in the air making me flinch

" I wouldn't hurt you" he said noticing me flinch.

" How can you say that?" I yelled " you kissed me and when I fucking tried to push you off me you fucking hit me" I yelled close to tears

" WHAT?" Sam and I both turn to see that Jacob was the one who was yelling. Jacob ran towards Sam and pushed him to the side of the house

" Jake! No!" I yelled pushing Jacob off Sam

" What?" Jacob asked looking at me as if I was crazy for defending Sam

" Jake" I said " we cant do this to Bella this is her party and I don't want to make a scene and ruin it for her" I said pleading with Jacob

" He. Fucking. Hit. You" he practically growled. I place my hand in both his cheeks hoping to calm him down

" I know but we cant deal with it right now" I said. He nodded his head reluctantly. We started to walk away but before we left Jacob turned around to look at Sam who was in the floor and where there was a huge dent where Jacob had trowing him in the side of the house

" We will fucking talk about if tomorrow " he growled practically in an alpha tone. Sam's eyes pop out realizing like me that Jacob was in an alpha mode, Sam only nodded his head stupidly

Jacob and I walked out with the rest of the party

" Are you OK?" asked Jacob sounding very concern

" Yeah am OK" the words sounded unrealistic even to my own ears. Jacob nodded his head knowing that I was right before about not being the right place to talk about it.

" I'll come tomorrow to cheek on you" he said

" you don't-" he cut me off

" Leah I am coming" he said authoritative

" OK" I said. Jacob wrapped his arm around me giving me a hug

" Am sorry I wasn't there to help you but am here when ever you need me" he whispered into my hair. It took every once of my power not to break

down and just starting to cry instead I nodded my head. Jacob unwrapped his hands from around me

" I am going to cheek on Bella, are you going to be OK?" he asked me. I nodded my head. Jacob walked towards the inside of the house where Bella was probably inside

" Leah" said Embry walking up to me

" Whats wrong?" I asked noticing how confused, angry and lost he looked

" I think I just imprinted..on a guy.. on your friend Justin" he said in a daze