A/N - I am so happy! This is Chapter 50! I can't believe I have come this far in this story! Thank you pansycakes for supporting me all this way! I love that! Anyway, back to the story, shall we? Enjoy!
Tris POV
Previously
"Okay, now someone must tells us what the hell is going on!?" Uriah says.
"Yeah, what is going on?" Shauna asks.
"You guys remember the mission Al was talking about?" Four says, still having his chin on my shoulder. Some people nod and others don't. "Well the mission was about going out of this city and explore the outside world, well Max have told me that I have to go." He says.
"You are going what?" Uriah asks.
"Uriah, I am not doing this by choice! There is no way in hell that I would ever leave this place with you guys and Tris, and Sky and Nick here!" He says looking at the others, but looking at me when he says this.
"Uriah, he is leaving in two days, lets be annoyed when he leaves, okay?" Zeke says.
"You knew about this?" Uriah asks Zeke, and Zeke nods.
"Yeah, I was the first one to find out..." Zeke says looking at Four.
"Uri, remember the fight we heard when we came in on night, with Nick and Sky?" I ask looking at Uri and he nods. "This is what they were fighting about." I tell him and he narrows his eyes at me.
"How the hell are you okay with this?" He asks.
"Uriah! You think I am freaking okay with him leaving? Do really don't think inside I just want to scream? Uriah, I don't want this! I don't want him to leave me! And I know that is selfless of saying that, but I don't care right now! And I sure of hell don't want him to leave the kids! Uriah, don't think for one second I am okay with this, but I can't do anything about it except just let him go!" I tell him, and I don't care right now that Tobias heard this whole thing, I guess I wished that he didn't, but right now I don't care.
"When are you coming back?" Christina asks.
"I don't know, Max said maximum a year." Tobias says looking at Max.
"Why are you doing this?" Luke.
"Because everyone listens to Four. If he says something, people will listen, and well I couldn't send Eric, because no one practically likes him." Max says. "I am so sorry for doing this, but it was the only choice left, plus Harrison and Al are leaving." Everyone looks at Harrison and Al. I remember Tobias telling me this yesterday, but I guess my brain didn't take in the information, because I don't want to lose one of my friends, let alone my boyfriend. Everyone goes over and hug Al and Harrison, but to my surprise, no one goes to hug Four.
I turn around to find Sky and Nick lying on their stomach watching us. I walk over to him and sit next to them.
"Mommy!" Sky says standing up and comes over to my lap. She sits down and looks at me.
"What going on?" She asks and I smile.
"We can talk about tomorrow, with fewer people here, okay?" I ask her and she nods.
"Okay." She says smiling. Then I see Luke coming over to me and sits next me.
"Hey." I say looking at him and he smiles.
"Hey." He answers.
"What your name?" Sky asks.
"My name is Luke." He replies and Sky looks at him and then at me.
"He is my brother." I tell Sky and she smiles.
"Lue." She says and smiles.
"Uncle Luke." I tell her. "Can you say that Sky? Uncle Luke?"
"Unle Lue." She says smiling.
"Uncle." I say.
"Uncle." She says and both Luke and I clap at her and she joins in.
"Now say Luke." I say.
"Luke." She repeats.
"Now say both, uncle Luke."
"Uncle Luke." She answers clapping and in the end we all do it. I look to my left side, and see the Nick has fallen asleep.
"Do you mind taking her for a minute?" I ask Luke.
"No, of course not." He says.
"Okay Sky, mommy is going to put Nick to bed, but you stay down here okay?" I ask looking at her. She walks over to Luke and sits down and they start talking. I walk over to him and pick him up carefully not to wake him up. Once I have him sleeping on my shoulder, I walk upstairs. I walk into his room and get him changed and put him in his bed. I walk out again and find Christina.
"Hey." I say and she looks at me sadly.
"Hey, are you okay?" She asks and I look at her.
"Let's finish this conversation in two days, okay?" I tell her and she nods. We both walk downstairs and everyone is talking. I walk over to Luke and Sky. They are reading a book. I sit down in front of Luke who is holding Sky, and Christina sits next to me.
"Mommy, Uncle Luke is reading a book to me." She says with a huge smile on her face.
"Oh really? What is he reading to you?" I ask.
"The counting story." She says with a smile.
"So you can count than?" I ask and she nods.
"Mommy?" She says.
"Yeah." I tell her.
"You know I can count." She says with a smile, and Christina, Luke and I laugh.
"Yeah you can, but auntie Chris doesn't know." I tell Sky pointing at Chris.
"It's auntie Christina." Christina answers and Sky smiles.
"Auntie Christina?" Sky asks and looks at Christina.
"Yeah, what is it my angel." Christina says with a smile.
"Should I count for you?" She asks.
"Yes please." Christina replies with a smile.
"1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10." Sky says and we all clap. "Daddy!" She says standing up and running over to Tobias, who suddenly is behind us.
"Hey little girl." He says picking her up.
"I am not little anymore daddy." Sky says laughing.
"What are you then?" He asks.
"I am a big girl!" She says smiling.
"Who's big girl?" He asks and I know what he wants her to say. I stand up and walk over to them, and whisper to Sky to say "Mommy's big girl." I then sit down again, looking at her and nod and she smiles.
"Mommy's big girl." She answers and I smile. Luke and Christina just laugh.
"You made her say this didn't you?" Tobias says looking at me. "Did mommy tell you to say that?"
"No." She answers looking down at the floor, and we all laugh.
"You are supposed to say Daddy's big girl!" Tobias says looking at her and she just shakes her head.
"Why are you shaking your head Sky?" Christina asks looking at her.
"Bcause, Nick is daddy's big boy and me is mommy." She says smiling and I smile.
"Is that so?" Tobias says smiling.
"Ask Nick." Sky answers while nodding. We all laugh and enjoy the night.
Later in the evening, they all leave; it's pretty late, but we put the kids to bed up stairs, so we could have some time alone and enjoy. Everyone has left, and when I remember everyone hugging Al and Harrison and not Four, well I guess they were saving it for when they left. Everyone hugged him, Natalie was almost at tears when she hugged him.
I am now waiting for Tobias to come to bed. Well, we were about to sleep, but then one of them started crying and Tobias went up to get them.
"Who was that?" I ask when he comes back in to our room.
"Nick. When did he go to bed anyway?" He asks lying down next to me.
"I don't remember, before you can and joined us with Sky." I tell him. "So." I say looking at him and he looks at me.
"So." He says.
"What do you want to do tomorrow?" I ask, not sure what I want to do, since tomorrow is his last whole day in Dauntless, and in the city for that matter.
"I don't know. Spend time with you and the kids." He answers and I smile, but I know there is something missing to his sentence.
"But."I say knowing him too well.
"But, I know that is not going to happen." He replies and I don't quite get what he means by that.
"What do you mean?" I ask looking at him. "It could happen."
"Yeah, well most likely Zeke won't let me do that." He answers and I look at him.
"Well, it's late and lets just go to bed, and see what happens tomorrow, okay?" I ask and he nods.
"Do you have to pack?" I ask.
"Yeah, that is something I have to do tomorrow, but I guess we can ask the others to watch them, and then you can help me pack." He says looking at me.
"Or I could just let you pack yourself, and I will watch the kids." I tell him, looking everywhere but him. I guess I don't want to really believe that he is leaving.
"Tris -"
"No, I am sorry okay, but this isn't easy, I simply don't want to help you pack, because I don't want to wake up every morning to find your bed side empty or go to our closet and see that it's half empty. I wish still all was just a dream and that I will wake up and all of this was just a nightmare." I tell feeling the tears coming back to me.
"Tris, we can get through this." He says looking at me. Leaning on his elbow, so that he is over me. I look at the ceiling instead of him though.
"How can you say that, when you are not even going to be here?" I ask.
"Because, you are this beautiful, smart, pretty, brave, selfless, and all the other things' girl, that I feel in love with when I first met you." He answers bringing my chin up to look at him.
"I love you." I tell him and he smiles.
"I love you too." He says bringing his lips to mine, and I don't want to think about how in two days, I won't be kissed by him in more than a year.
"Now get some sleep.'" He says when we break apart.
I end up laying with my head on his chest and listening to his heartbeat, which quickly makes me fall asleep.
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