Title: To Be Loved 51?
Author: Christen but if you want a response back from during the week email me at these characters belong to One Tree Hill except for Margaret or any other characters you don't recognize.
Distribution: Take it, but let me know. If you have any of my other fics, go ahead.
Comments: This is my first One Tree Hill Fic but email me if have any comments please email them to me. Ok someone was a little confused and they couldn't understand how Lucas could have kids but still be in high school. Ok when Lucas, Nathan, Haley etc are in high school in the past and when they have kids that's in the future. Remember how Dan has a date of death that's not current? That's evidence that at the time that was the future. Any
other questions just email me. Ok since we now know Jake's daughter's name is Jenny, I'm changing Grace's name to Jenny.
(To Be Loved by Curtis Stigers)
"But you deserve
to be loved
You deserve something real
Time
to heal
Time to feel"
Margaret's cell phone started to ring. She tired to ignore it but it wouldn't stop.
"You're going to have to answer that". Jake said.
"This better be important."She said annoyed. She hit accept. "Hello?"
"Margaret its mom."
"Hi mom. You make to California alright?"
"Yes. Um... I have a question I was wondering if you can ask Luke if he can give me Keith's number. I need to talk to him."
"Tonight would not be a good night to call. He's proposing to Karen tonight."
"He is?" Deb asked shocked.
"Yeah you ok mom?"
"Yeah I just... I've got to go. Tell Karen and Keith congrats and I hope you and Lucas are having a great honeymoon. I love you." Deb said hanging up.
"Who was that?"Jake asked.
"My mom. Jake... Luke and I need to go and I'm sorry for starting this. I shouldn't have." Margaret said getting up.
"Maybe you're right."
"I just wish I wasn't.."
They headed into Peyton's bedroom but Mags knocked first.
"Come in." Peyton said.
"I just wanted to come and get Lucas. We need to go home. They only reason we came here was to ask Peyton to decorate the nursery if you would."
"I'd love to."
"Maybe that's not the best idea anymore. I think Luke and I need to focus on our family without any outside help. That's if we're ever going to make it as a family."
Lucas sighed. "She's got a point."
"And we need to stay out of the match making business especially when it comes to you two."
"I agree there." Peyton said.
"Ok so I Margaret Debra Jackson Scott promise to stay out of the matching making business."
"And I Lucas Eugene Scott promise to stay out of the matching making business."
"Good but once you two think you can stand some friends again call us. We'll still be here." Peyton said.
"We'll do that."
"Tess you got your cell phone?" Ryan asked
"Can't go long with out calling her can you?"
"Just answer the question."
"Yes but her family is not going to let you talk to her."
"Did I ask for your side comments? No, I just want the cell phone."
"Fine but don't say I didn't warn you." Tess said throwing the phone at him.
He dialed Lori's cell number.
"Hello?"
"Is this Bryan? What are you doing with Lori's cell phone?"
"Let's just say Lori can't get to the phone right now."
"Bryan give me the phone before I..."
"What? Spit on me?" Bryan asked laughing.
"Just give me the phone."
"Ryan here she is but I'm warning you thought she's in a really bad mood." Bryan said giving the phone to her.
"Bryan stay here. I wouldn't want any adults to find me with my cell phone. Oh and hey Ryan."
"Hey how you feeling?"
"Annoyed. My parents made it impossible for me to get out of bed. I can't do anything with out someone's help."
"That sucks. Well my parents are just waiting for met to wake up and be healthy so they can kill me."
"But you are doing better right?"
"Yeah not that Tess or my parent's believe me."
"I'm just mad at you for being so damn stupid!" Tess said.
"Tell Tess you only did it because I asked you to. It's not your fault, it's mine."
"Yeah do you want her to kill you because if I tell her that she will."
"Tell me what?"
"Forget it. But it wasn't your fault. We all decided to do this and we're all to blame."
"Well I know one thing for sure my parents aren't going to let me get my license till I'm twenty at least."
"Yeah well at least you're an only child right now and you don't have to depend on Lee or Moira to get you places; those two drive like they're drunk all the time."
"Well Bryan's telling me he can hear someone coming so I'll talk to you later."
"I'm going to hold you to that."
"I hope you do."
"Ok what's going on? I thought Karen didn't want anything to do with Keith." Nathan asked Haley.
"Well she's changed her mind and she decided to propose to him."
"Well there goes my place to sleep tonight."
"I'd offer my house but my dad would kill you."
Nathan laughed. "He probably would. Well I can stay at Margaret's and Lucas's I guess. They have the room."
"You sure they won't mind? I mean it is their honeymoon."
Nathan sighed. "Don't remind me. I just hope I don't see any parts of it. It could scare me for life."
Haley laughed. "Well good luck then."
Alexis logged on to her website: http/ . "Well behaved women rarely make history" and "I used to have superhuman powers but my therapist took them away" were drawn out on her webpage. Those were two of her favorite quotes. She looked at her latest drawing and put it in the scanner. "My sister is in the nuthouse and I envy her" was the title of her next post. The drawing fit it. It showed Mags with people who didn't judge her and with tons of friends and Alexis banding on the door to get in. "I know people who read this site expect the crazy things and ideas from me. This one is no expectation. You ever feel like every where's you go people are judging you? Well welcome to my life. I've tried being nice and got only hatred in return. I tried being hatful and got hatred and was ignored. My sister though has been treated horrible by our step-father, ignored by our mother and yet she never gave up being nice. She never seem to give up or so it seemed and everyone loves her, just ask. Hell even I do. but she recently found her breaking point, her son died. This as it turns out is her second son to die but the first one she never told us about. She's been living in a fantasy world apparently and now that her son is dead, her fantasy world is gone. She was locked in a mental hospital till she gets better. And if I was her I'd never leave. Why you ask? Because no one in there can judge you. You don't have to put on appreances, you just get to be you no matter how crazy you are. And to be living in a world like that would be my dream. Anyone ever feel like that? Please tell me." She clicked post and then went to She typed in the search "Sophie McFadden." And clicked search. Nothing really came up. She backspaced and typed in "Tess McFadden" and clicked search. That did produce some more things. "Tess "the mouth" McFaddon on Alexis clicked on that. It brought her to Turns out Tess ran this page ever since her dad stopped running it. Alexis checked out the site and then clicked on the guest book. "Great site, Tess. Come check out mine: the crazy mind" She clicked post and existed the site.
"Did you mean what you said to Peyton?" Lucas asked Margaret as they pulled in the driveway.
"Yeah. I mean I know we're no model family but I think if we try we can become one that our son can be proud of."
"I hope you're right." Lucas said as he opened the door.
"Luke man you're finally home!" Skills said.
"We were beginning to think you were never coming home." Fergee said.
"How exactly did you guys get in?" Lucas asked.
"You guys left the door unlocked." Junk said.
"Well I'm glad to see you guys feel like this is your house." Margaret said sarcastically.
"Look guys ummm... we're glad you stopped by but I think we need to be alone." Lucas said.
"No, Lucas. Why don't you guys visit? I'm too tired to stay up much longer anyway. So have fun."
"Good night. I'll try not to wake you when I come to bed."
"Thanks."
"Oh Margaret some girls called I think their names were Levernine and Shirley."
Margaret laughed. "It's Lorraine and Simone but thanks for the message." Margaret said leaving.
"So where were you guys?"
"At Peyton's."
"Want you cake and eat it to, man?"
"It's not like that." Lucas said defensively.
"Lucas Scott has become a major player. He has a wife and a girlfriend."
"Keeps this up and I'll kick you guys out!"
"Ok try man but it's three against one."
Deb finally got to Larry's door and knocked. She just hoped no one had noticed her leave. She wasn't ready to tell anyone about him. Hell she wasn't sure what was really going on with Larry.
"Debra? What are you doing here?" Larry asked confused.
"Can I come in?" Deb asked.
"Sure. Come in." Larry said. "Want something to drink?"
"Yeah anything that's really strong."
Larry laughed. "Of course wouldn't dare give you anything else." Larry said pouring her something and handing it to her. "So what's going on?"
"Well my x-husband has moved in to my house with his son and grand kids."
"Well I know Dan's dead so who the hell are you talking about?"
Deb laughed. "And he better stay dead. I'm actually talking about Margaret's dad."
"Andrew right?"
"Yeah."
"What's he doing living with you?"
"He came here for Margaret and he brought his son. Adrienne and his two children."
"And this is upsetting you?"
"Everything and anything involving Andrew bothers me but he's here for Margaret an I can't really tell him not to be there for her. Can I ?"
"I guess not but you shouldn't have to suffer anymore than you already are."
"Well with Alexis around that's all I'll ever do."
Larry laughed. "She's quite the spitfire isn't she?"
"Spitfire? That's a huge understatement."
Margaret hung up her cell phone and put it next to her bed. It was nice to talk to Lorraine, Simone and Carrie. She decided to go see if the River Court guys were still here. She walked towards the stairs but stopped when she came to the nursery. She took a deep breath and walked in.
"You've got to abort the child, Margaret. I'm not giving you a choice."Dan said.
"You think you'll ever have a normal family?" Dan asked laughing. "You'll never be normal and you'll never find someone who loves you the way I do. And you'll never have kids. I'll make sure of that."
"Are you sure about this? Do you want to abort your child?"The doctor asked.
"Yes she is! Now stop delaying this and get it over with!"Dan said mad.
"I don't know how to tell you this sweetheart but you baby's dead."the doctor said.
"I… he can't be dead."
"I'm sorry well your young so that means you can get your life back. Have a normal life again."
"Normal?" Margaret had accepted that she didn't ever have a chance at normal. She picked up one of the stuff animals.
"I brought this for you." Dan said handing it to her. "Don't ever say I never got you anything."
She threw it up against the wall. "No this baby is going to be normal and safe and you won't ruin it's life!" She screamed.
Dan laughed. "No matter where you go or what you do, you'll never get rid of me. When you're asleep,. I'll be in your dreams. When you're awake, I'll be in the back of your mind. You can't get rid of me Margaret not now or ever."
"Yes I can and I will!" She screamed. That's when she first noticed that she was shaking and sweating. She reached for the glass on the rim of the window. Lucas must of left it here. As she picked it up and tired to hold on to it, it broke. Some pieces of glass went into her hands. But it didn't hurt. Nothing seemed to hurt anymore. But the blood would stain the carpet so she went to the bathroom to wash her hands off. But she never made it. She passed out halfway across the room.
"Lucas?" Margaret asked.
"Hey you don't look as bad as I thought you would."
"Thanks I think. So if you're here then Jake's wrong we are married."
"Not any more we used to be."
"Why aren't we anymore?"
"The reasons we got married weren't there anymore..."
"I never thought when I married you I'd fall in love like I did. Love wasn't a reason I got married. But I see now we can still give Chad a good life with out being married. But I'll always love you, Margaret. Don't forget that."
Margaret remember Luke saying that.
"Hey where'd you go?"
"No where's. So how's Renee? Jake said you went to see her."
"She's pregnant. Who'd of guessed? She sees it as a blessing though..." Luke said.
"You're pregnant? On my God! This is such a blessing!" Jake said happily.
"You don't seem that shocked. Did you know Chad and her were sleeping together?"
"Mom I swear I'm not having sex. Those condoms belong to a friend who was worried his mother would go postal if she found them. I should of know you would too." Chad said sadly.
"I... um no I didn't know."
"Me either. Well apparently he got his sneaking around skills from me."
"He did?"
"Yeah but he'd of done the right thing I know."
"The right thing? But Margaret I could get kicked out of school if they find out I cheated." Jenny said panicked.
"Well maybe he got them from you Jake's his father."
"Luke don't say that."
Luke sighed. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to bring that up. Maybe I should go."
"Maybe I should go. I... just didn't expect you to move in so soon, Peyton." Margaret said nervously.
"No don't go yet."
"I have to. I've got a lot of stuff to do." He could tell that was upsetting her so he walked over to her. "I've know since the day I met you that you can over come anything. Don't make me wrong about that." He said giving her a kiss on the forehead and leaving.
Nathan decided he should give Keith and Karen the night to be alone so he dropped Halley off at home and headed to Mag and Luke's. Hopefully they wouldn't mind. He was half-way there when his cell phone went off. He looked at the caller id. It was his mom. He pressed answer. "Hi mom."
"Hey. Are you driving some where's? Because if you are, you shouldn't be on the phone."
"You'd prefer if I purposely ignored your call? Mom you'd be furious with me if I did that."
Deb sighed. "Ok true. So why are you driving this late?"
"Well Karen and Keith just got engaged so I thought I'd give them the house alone so I'm going to Margaret and Lucas's for the night."
"So they did get engaged?"
"Yeah even though dad tried to stop them."
"Well I'm happy for them."
"Me too. Well I've got to go, Mom so I'll talk to you later."
"Bye Nate. I love you."
"I love you too."
Deb put her cell phone back on the bed. So Karen and Keith had gotten engaged and he didn't even do it because she's pregnant. Deb put her hands on her stomach. Could she really go back to Tree Hill and tell Keith she was pregnant and with his child? How badly would that hurt Karen? She knew it would kill her. Could she do that to Karen again? She had taken Dan away from her years ago because she was pregnant and she couldn't do that again. She was just going to have to keep her pregnancy and who the father was a secret for now.
Peyton knocked on Kendall's door.
"I'm busy!" Kendall yelled.
Peyton opened the door. "Doing what exactly?" Peyton asked as she came in.
Kendall minimized the webpage she was on. "Nothing that you should worry yourself with." Kendall said sarcastically.
"Keep that tone and I'll take your computer away." Peyton warned.
Kendall laughed. "My brother would never allow you to do that, Peyton so don't waste your breath with empty threats."
"Ok. Kendall would you mind explain something to me?"
"I'd say not but that may be too big of a word for you to understand." Kendall said sarcastically.
"Why do you have me so much?" Peyton asked.
Kendall sighed. "I don't hate you Peyton."
"Really? You don't act like you like me that much."
"No offense Peyton but I don't know you well enough to like you or hate you."
"When you were a baby..."
"I'm not a baby anymore."
"Well with the way you're acting I can't tell the difference." Peyton said sarcastically.
"Why don't you just leave because this isn't pleasant for either one of us."
"Fine but I'm going to talk to Lucas about this."
"Go ahead. He hasn't believe you yet and I doubt all the sudden he's going to start."
