Thank you for reviewing Ian lover! Here's to you, so I hope you enjoy! It's a little T-nish, but not hardcore.


Rejection

This was a strange feeling. Thousands of butterflies jostled in my stomach as the new sensation made its appearance.

We kissed each other passionately. His hands roamed though my body while my hands knotted in his hair. He was making me gasp and squeal with his touches and kisses that I was ready to explode.

I was smiling, almost smugly, but it was only a matter of time before it had to end.

"Wanda," he breathed.

I thought he was moaning out my name, but he was calling me, trying to get my attention. He can have more than that.

"Wanda," he removed his lips from my neck, "we can't do this."

My eyes opened with shock. "What?"

"We just can't," he wasn't explaining himself.

"What do you mean?" I felt goose bumps now. Why did he stop?

"I can't do this to you." I didn't understand his reason.

"What can't you do to me? You're not doing anything wrong," I panted.

"I can't…love you in this sense," he said.

"What do you mean that you can't 'love' me?" I was kind of getting angry.

"It wouldn't be fair to you," he said.

"But this is fair," I tried to convince him.

"You don't get it."

"Then explain to me what I don't get."

"I don't think we can make love in a place like this. If you get pregnant, you're the one who will suffer. I don't want that for you."

"But I really want you right now," I said heatedly. I touched my lips to his abruptly, but he pushed me away. He pushed me away!

"No, Wanda." He held my eyes with his, but I couldn't keep focus. I was crying. "I want you too, so much that you won't believe me. But Wanda, think about it. I don't want anything to happen to you."

"But—Ian…" I broke off because I started to let my tears fall and sobs escape my throat.

"Wanda," he breathed deeply, "please. I don't want to hurt you," he said as he hugged me.

I just kept sobbing harder, ignoring his warnings. Then he caught on to why I was crying.

"Oh no," he said as he looked at my face. "No, I hurt you, your feelings. Wanda, I—" He didn't finish. He felt terrible, I knew he did.

"I really want you, Ian," I whimpered.

He searched my face without a real reason and then gave up. "Oh, Wanda!" he cried.

And then he captured my lips with his so passionately that I didn't know what I felt anymore.

I reacted and kissed him back hard. Unfortunately, he recoiled again.

"Wanda, no. We can't. It's not safe," he said.

"Then, when can we?" I croaked giving up.

"When all of this is over. I promise. We can do this whenever you ask, just not right now. Not when we are in danger."

But I understood now. I didn't know what I felt because I was so new to these human emotions, well Pet's anyway. However, I felt slighted. Ian had pushed me away, for a good reason, but he pushed me.

"I understand Ian," I whispered, but kept crying afterwards, eventually falling asleep on his chest. Why did he have to be so considerate?


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