I helped Charlie unpack the Toyota, then brought my bags up to my room. I closed the door and threw myself face down onto my bed, sobbing. My whole body missed Jacob, and the need to flee to La Push was strong. It seemed an eternity before we would see each other again and my heart felt like it was being torn apart. I laid there for an hour or so, before getting sick of myself and getting up to do something. I checked my emails and noticed I had several from Renee. I had one from Alice too, but I decided to respond to Renee first.

Hey mom

Sorry I haven't written in a few days. I was away since Friday and just got home. Charlie went fishing with Billy Black, so I stayed over at their house with Jacob. Mom, I am totally in love with him, more so than I was with Edward. Sure, Edward will always have a piece of my heart, being my first love and all, but what I feel for Jake is hundreds of times stronger. DON'T say anything to Charlie, but thank you so much for insisting I go on birth control. Please don't freak out. Just trust me on this, ok? I know Jake is the ONE, and he even got me a promise ring! It's so pretty! It has a chocolate diamond surrounded by little white diamonds. Don't worry, we aren't planning on eloping or anything. We both still have to go to college and all. I'm so happy mom, happier than I have ever been. I can't wait for you to meet him! Maybe we will come visit you before the summer is done. I know we only have a month left, but I will try to make it to Florida. I love you mom, and I will talk to you soon.

Love, Bella.

I hit SEND, then went on to Alice's email.

Bella,

I hope the weekend was a success. As you know, I can't see you when your with Wolf boy, but knowing how much you love him, I'm sure you two had a lot of fun. Don't forget, I want DETAILS! Ugh, hang on….Emmett is standing over my shoulder. He is whooping like an idiot over here! He says to tell you he misses his little sister and if the dog does anything to hurt you, to let him know. Don't worry, I already rolled my eyes at him for you. Anyways, Jazz is yelling for me. We are going hunting for a couple days, but when I get back, we need to get together. Maybe over next weekend? OK! Gotta go! Jazz is yanking me away from the computer! Love ya!

Alice

I sat there, cracking up at their antics. Her email was just what I needed to bring me out of my sadness. I wrote her back quickly before shutting down the computer.

Alice,

Give Emmett a smack for me, ok? This weekend was AMAZING! Jacob was so sweet, and he made me feel like a princess. We made love so many times that I lost count! I cant believe how mind blowing it was! Next weekend sounds good to me! Try dragging Jazz with you, if he wants to come. Give everyone a hug and a kiss for me, ok?

Love, Bella

I got up and decided to take a long, hot bath. Even though I had showered before I left Jake's, I wanted to relax and soak. I went into the bathroom and began to fill the tub with hot water. I added some of my favorite bath salts and pinned my hair up. I took off my clothes and sank into the steamy water. I closed my eyes and recalled my weekend with Jacob. I stayed in the water until it started to get cold, so I got out and wrapped a towel around me. I drained the tub and rinsed it, then went into my room and put on pajamas. I went downstairs to the kitchen, and Charlie was sitting there, a huge pizza sitting on the table. I was starving, so I sat down and grabbed a slice. Charlie decided not to bring up the weekend, and took a plate of pizza into the living room and turned on the TV. I was glad he was so quiet. I finished my pizza, put the rest away, washed my plate and went up to bed. It was still early, only about 8pm, but I was exhausted. Bedroom Olympics will do that to you, Bella….

I chuckled to myself as I crawled into bed, pulling the covers over my body. It felt strange not sleeping next to Jacob, but before I could start missing him again, I fell into a deep, dreamless sleep.

I woke up at 2am when I felt warm arms embrace my body. Jacob had phased and snuck into my window while I was sleeping. I turned my body, snuggling up to his warmth.

"I missed you" he said, kissing me gently.

"I missed you too" I replied, kissing him back.

"Go back to sleep. I couldn't sleep without you in my arms, so I decided to come over. I hope you don't mind." he said, his fingers running through my hair.

"Not at all. I missed feeling you holding me" I told him, closing my eyes. We both fell into a deep sleep, happy to be back in each others arms.

We slept through the night and were awoken when Charlie knocked on my door to tell me he was leaving for work. Before I could respond, he opened the door and his face turned purple when he saw Jacob and I together. I felt my heart start to pound and my hands get clammy, knowing we were busted, even though we hadn't done anything but sleep and were fully clothed. Charlie wiped his hand over his face, trying to calm himself down.

"Isabella and Jacob, I want you two downstairs in 5 minutes and not a second longer" he said, trying to keep his voice under control. Ugh, we were so dead.