Author's Note: Well it's official! I'm not a high school student anymore; I'll be in college by mid-August! A lot is going on with work and with seeing friends, but I've been enjoying summer, reading FanFiction and writing FanFiction, so it's good to be back on schedule and boy do I have a chapter for all of you! I've been working on this practically every day and I'm really happy with how it turned out! And best of all, it's over 5,000 words! A great chapter for all the lovely people who are so patient and take the time to read my work :)

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Allen Blaster: The anticipation is over! Get ready for more angst and more fighting and, of course, more drama between our two lovers! I'm super-duper proud of this chapter so I hope you enjoy it :) Keep up the good work Allen! Your stories are just so amazing so it means so much to have you read mine and give feedback. Thanks again!

JasonVUK: As much as I was Raven and Beast Boy to "do the do" I don't think I could get too graphic in here XD But I did give a few hints so I'm glad you caught on! They were close (hella close) but we gotta keep this PG for the kids! (that's me… I'm the kid here) I hope you enjoy this chapter too!

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And that should be it! Time to get into one of the proudest chapter I've written yet :) Please enjoy!

A Previous Summary: Raven and Beast Boy take the time to talk about the trial. Raven is still upset that they're hiding things from her, but Beast Boy argues that it was necessary, especially since Raven hasn't been feeling well lately. When Raven comes to terms with herself, Beast Boy tells her to talk with Rage and give her what she wants, but Raven refuses. She believes there's another solution to suppressing Rage so she does a little more research, only to be plagued by the problems in Nevermore. Unable to ignore it, she goes to Beast Boy's room in the middle of the night, hoping they could talk about it. She's furious with herself, furious that she can't sleep and furious that she can't defeat Rage, so she finds comfort when Beast Boy kisses her. However, just as they're getting intimate, Raven received another massive headache.


Amnesia

Chapter 53: Headaches and Heartaches

I was keeled over and impaired in a matter of seconds. The pressure inside my skull took me beyond my breaking point and I cried out in pain, cradling my head in my hands. I had fallen onto my side, curled into a fetal position, and Beast Boy was kneeling over me. I wasn't responding to anything. The pain drowned out my senses; I momentarily forgot where I was, what I had been doing, who I was with. The only sensation I could feel was the inexplicable writhing emotion that dwelled in my head.

Beast Boy had tried to get my attention. He kept calling my name, asking me all of these questions, panicking about the situation. I couldn't focus very well on him because the pain was relentless, as if some force was attempting to escape from within my mind. Beast Boy didn't know what to do. He debated whether or not he should leave and get help for me, but he knew leaving me alone in this state was dangerous. I became a threat to not only him and my surroundings, but to myself as well.

I covered my ears, clawed at my eyes, beat the mattress, and grabbed onto Beast Boy's arms. I continued to twist around in bed, hurting anything that was in a close proximity, as if these motions could combat my inner turmoil. I've had a headache like this before. I didn't realize it at the time, but the pain was similar, my reaction was similar, the cause of this imbalance was similar. I just couldn't remember the time I had experienced it. I was blinded by darkness, deaf to my own voice. I couldn't do anything except beg for mercy and my plea wasn't answered immediately.

The one who caused my pain wanted me to suffer until I could understand.

Gradually, I became conscious again. The headache faded and my senses returned to normal, although I was still trembling from fright. I opened my eyes and the first thing I saw was Beast Boy's face.

"Oh God. Raven…"

He choked on his words as he helped me sit up. I was awake again, but still faintly disoriented. I looked around and felt my surroundings, trying to make sense of myself. Pillows were on the floor, the blankets were wrinkled, and tears were in Beast Boy's eyes. The pain in my head was gone at last and all that remained from the episode was confusion. At least, Beast Boy was confused. I, however, realized that I knew more about what happened than I thought I did.

"Raven!"

"Huh?"

"Are you okay? Can you hear me?"

I was so lost in thought that I didn't realize that Beast Boy was addressing me. He had to hold my face and peer into my eyes in order to get my attention.

"Yeah," I said, pulling away from him. "I'm sorry. I'm okay now. I'm okay."

Beast Boy sat back in disbelief. One minute, I'm incapacitated and crying out for help, and the next, I'm completely aware and forgiving for what I had gone through. It didn't make any sense to the green changeling.

"Raven, what happened back there? You were just out of it all of a sudden, like you couldn't hear me. You gave me a heart attack. I thought you were gonna die or something!"

"I know, I'm sorry. I got so caught up in it that I forgot to tell you."

"What? What the hell does that mean? What's going on?"

"Beast Boy, please. It was Rage," I explained quietly.

"Wait, Rage did that to you?"

I nodded in confirmation. "I get it now," I gasped. "I understand."

"What are you talking about?"

"Beast Boy, it all makes sense! I finally understand now! Lust and Calm were separated from me because I had no reason to feel any of those things. It was natural for them to not be a part of me and when we weren't dating, Lust disappeared. I had no interest in anyone, none of those thoughts, so it was like she became nothing!

"Don't you get it? That's why Lust and Calm were separated from me! I wasn't feeling those emotions back then and so they began to disappear because I wasn't experiencing them. But the more I learned about my Emoticlones, the more I realized I had feelings for you, they came back. They rejoined Nevermore again once they were strong enough, and that's what needs to happen with Rage. I just don't think she wasn't separated from me by the same reasons."

"How did you get all that from a headache?" Beast Boy asked, skeptical of this information. "You know what? Nevermind that. Maybe you should just rest now. You shouldn't be using your brain too much anyway. We gotta get you to Cy-"

"No! I'm fine, Beast Boy!"

"No, you're not fine, Raven! Don't you understand what just happened to you? Don't you understand how much pain you were in a few minutes ago?!"

"I understand more than you!" I shot back. "Honestly, I'm not sure how I understand all of this now, or how I figured this out just now‒believe me, I don't‒but I remember seeing Rage when my eyes were closed, feeling her inside of me when I got that headache. She was really angry, Beast Boy. She was so mad…"

"She is rage, Raven. She is your anger, what makes you angry. When is she ever not mad?"

"No! I mean, she wasn't mad at me. She's still not happy with me, but I don't think the reason why she's rebelling is because of me. Somehow, I get the feeling it's because of something else. It's like… She's in pain, she's afraid of something, just like how I felt with all of these headaches lately…"

"Maybe Rage is just mad that you're still not letting her out," he reasoned. "She said she wanted power, remember? What if this is one of her tricks?"

"But what if it isn't?" I countered. "What if she's in real danger and she needs help?"

"She's separated from you, Raven. That seems pretty dangerous already."

"Look, something happened after the incident. Something happened that caused my amnesia and caused Rage to become separated from Nevermore. She's been lurking in there ever since, hiding from my Emoticlones, avoiding suppression, but still trying to make contact with me. Now, she's on the loose and she's rebelling like crazy. This isn't a coincidence! She's trying to get my attention and I don't know why, but it's important for me to find out."

"I thought you didn't want Rage anymore," Beast Boy argued. "You were the one that wanted her to be suppressed forever. Hell, you were seriously thinking about getting rid of her completely. Why are you so determined to get her back now? Even after everything she's done to you, even after she's made a point to avoid being suppressed."

"...because I realized that I'd be incomplete without her," I answered. "I need her, just like how I need Happy and Rude and Lust and Sloth and everyone else, regardless of who they represent in me, and she needs me. Rage needs me. She is one of the many parts of me, and although she's not exactly the best part of me, she's what makes me me. I'll never be balanced without her, Beast Boy, and I'll never get peace if I ignore her too. She won't stop until we face each other, so I better do it before she takes me by surprise. Please, Beast Boy. Please understand…"

I could sense the uncertainty in him, the hesitation to speak with me. Beast Boy had a hard time understanding my motive to pursue Rage, despite the personal crimes she had committed in Nevermore, but I could also sense his hope. Beast Boy only had one desire: he wanted me to get better and he was willing to do anything to fulfill this desire. Beast Boy had lied to me, kept secrets from me, betrayed his friends for me, and now he felt conflicted again. He had his own idea on how to solve this problem, but I had another idea as well. The trouble came from his own worry that he'd regret betraying himself.

"Alright," he said finally. "Alright. I still think this is crazy and I don't understand half of what's going on, but I trust your judgement, Rae. I'll go through with it for you if this means you'll get better."

I hugged Beast Boy and thanked him tremendously. He chuckled and assured me that it was okay and that he'd do this for me any day. However, Beast Boy wanted to know more about my idea to deal with Rage.

"So how do we do it? What's the plan?"

"I need to go into Nevermore. I'll meet her in there and figure out what's going on," I declared and this provoked a worried response from Beast Boy.

"Ohhh, no."

"What?"

"You really wanna go in there? Into Nevermore?" he repeated. "Raven, she'll be expecting us!"

"She's already expecting us, Beast Boy!" I exclaimed. "I've made up my mind. I'm going into Nevermore and I want you to be there with me."

"Right now? Raven-"

"I know I know. I need the rest, but this can't wait anymore. I can rest when I'm done!"

"But will you be strong enough to suppress her?"

"No." Beast Boy started to protest my firm statement but I finished it before he could speak. "I won't need to suppress her, Beast Boy. In fact, I'll be doing just the opposite. Now are you coming with me or not?"


We worked quickly to prepare for the mission into Nevermore. Beast Boy and I dressed ourselves into fresh uniforms and headed to my bedroom, locking the door behind us. He gathered the materials for the ritual while I assembled them together, ensuring the design was accurate according to the instructions: only precision could guarantee success.

As I was lighting the wax candles, Beast Boy mentioned his worry about the mission. He wondered if we should notify the others first, just in case the situation went awry, but I dismissed his precaution. If we had told the Titans our plan, they wouldn't have been able to help me. In fact, Beast Boy wouldn't be doing very much for me either. This was strictly between Rage and I, and I didn't want anyone else to be involved anyway, although I knew having Beast Boy there would make me feel a little more confident. At least then I'd have an asset: moral support from the best moral-supporter I know.

I gripped my mirror in a white-knuckled fist and plopped into the ring of fulgurating candles, Beast Boy following my lead. He watched me as I centered the demonic relic on the floor and began to chant my mantra. It wasn't long before I could feel the pull into Nevermore, the transition into the ethereal realm beginning to take place, but before I could be whisked away, Beast Boy got my attention.

"Wait, what should I do?" he asked.

"You're going to stay here."

"What? I thought I was gonna be there with you."

"You are here with me."

"I meant go into Nevermore with you," he clarified quite angrily. "What am I supposed to do while you're meditating?"

"You're going to stay inside the circle and wait," I instructed him. "Watch me carefully. My goal is to get in and out of Nevermore as quickly as possible, but something could always happen. So if I start squirming or anything like that, you need to snap me out of it and wake me up."

"Wake you up? How do I do that?"

"Just call out to me. I'll hear you. And no matter what you see in the mirror, don't look into it. Sometimes, the mirror can be a window into Nevermore, a two-way mirror. You may be able to see what's going on, but there's also a chance that you could enter it, or be dragged into it, so it's best you sit and wait for me."

As I was explaining all of this, Beast Boy shook his head in denial. He felt very excluded from this endeavor and I felt like I didn't have any time to elaborate to reasoning behind this.

"I don't get why you hafta face Rage all by yourself," he told me. "You know I can help you, right?"

"You are helping me," I encouraged him. "You'll be here to make sure that if something goes wrong, you can tell me when to leave. Hearing your voice will give me the motivation I need to escape if necessary, but I'm not running away from Rage anymore. This time, things will go differently between us."

"You can't go in there alone. Not like this."

"And I can't have you in danger, Beast Boy. Not after what happened last time."

"You'll be in danger if you go in there alone!"

"This is about me, Beast Boy! This is my fight. This is my problem to solve. I'm going to face Rage and put an end to this, once and for all, and I won't have you in there!"

"Why not?"

"Because you're my weakness," I said, my voice falling to a whisper. "Everyone knows you're my weakness. Everyone. If anything happened to you, I'd lose it. I'd never forgive myself if you got hurt and I don't know what will happen when I face Rage again. She could attack me, and I'm prepared to fend her off, but I won't have you there to get in the way. I need you to be here. I need you to make sure you're safe and that I can get back home safely to you."

That's what it took to get Beast Boy to finally comply. He agreed to my specifications, although his worry was still present. I assured him that I knew what I was doing, even though secretly I was worried myself, and I told him that I wouldn't let him wait for me very long. I would come back to him as soon as I was able.

"Okay," he said. "Okay."

I gave him a small smile and this only provoked more tears to swell in his eyes. I managed to hear him say, "Please be safe, Rae," before I closed my eyes, inhaled deeply, and was transported into the world of Nevermore.


No time was wasted in getting to where I needed to go. Once I had arrived in Nevermore, I stood up and made my way across a pathway of floating rocks, suspended like asteroids among a backdrop of blood-red stars and dark space. They led me to another path, this one solid and well-formed, and I followed it to a grand arch made of rock. By passing through it, I was brought to a landscape of pink grass, yellow skies, and purple trees‒more familiarly known as Happy's Domain.

I marched straight through the girly territory with no regard to the path. I was determined to find Rage because I knew she wouldn't reveal herself right away. It's like a game to her, a cat-and-mouse game that she enjoyed, so I had to play along if I would ever find her.

As I walked along a rose-colored pasture, passing through the shadows of violet foliage, Happy appeared to my right. She was obviously excited to see me, but I could sense her confusion. Happy knows that I wouldn't visit Nevermore for fun so being there at that moment meant nothing good for anybody.

"Raven!" she said. "You're here!"

"Yup," I replied in a monotonic voice. "You found me."

Happy struggled to keep up with my pace so she resorted to levitating. Even then, I continued to walk faster.

"Where are ya going? Slow down!"

"I can't," I apologized. "I'm not here to play and hang out, Happy. This is important, okay?"

"You're looking for her, aren't you?" she said. "You're looking for Rage."

"Well that's a smart idea!" chimed in another Emoticlone. I turned my head to the left to see Rude, who had decided to join the conversation. Her arms were crossed over her chest as she levitated after us and she didn't feel obligated to keep to my pace. "It's not like we haven't tried this before!"

"Things are different now," I called over my shoulder. "I think I'll be able to help her since now I know the problem."

"The problem is her, thank you very much! As soon as you get rid of her, I'll actually get to relax for once."

"Yeah, well keep dreaming."

"I don't know if you should be looking for her," Happy told me nervously.

"Is she still hiding from you guys too?"

"Well, sorta… She, uh-"

"We know what she did to you," Affection, who had just materialized, finished for Happy. She approached my side and walked stressfully to match my speed. "Isn't this a little dangerous? Don't you know what you're doing?"

"I know what I'm doing," I assured them. Rude chuckled in response but I ignored her. "For some reason, I've been the only one she could talk to for a long time. She is a part of me, remember? But she needs to be a part of everybody if we ever want this to end."

I looked up to see Sloth, who I hadn't realized until then that she was here. She was floating leisurely on her back, her arms folded behind her head, and her shadow passed over me without a care. The brown-cloaked Emoticlone didn't seem very concerned about what was happening beneath her.

"She can take my place," Sloth sighed. "I'd be happy to be in her shoes being away from all this drama…"

"Well I wouldn't be," I grunted. "And I'm not the one causing the drama. So thanks…"

"Raven, wait!"

I had a herd of Emoticlones trailing behind me now. There was Happy and Affection and Timid and Rude and Brave and Sloth, either running or flying to keep up. They were all calling after me but I refused to slow down. I marched onward, deeper and deeper into Happy's Domain. I was on my way to the summit of a pink hill when three more cloaked figures rose from the ground and obstructed my path. I had no choice but to finally stop.

"Wisdom, Lust, Calm," I said.

The respective Emoticlones stepped forward.

"I hope that whatever it is that you are doing, you are aware of the dangers," said my wise Emoticlone.

"I am. I know exactly what I'm doing."

"Then how come we don't know?" asked Lust. "Why are you looking for Rage after what she just did to you?"

"Because I understand it now," I exclaimed. "I know what I have to do to stop this and I'm not waiting around for her anymore. I'm hoping to see her again before this gets any worse."

"She will come," Calm said to me. "She will come for you, so you must be prepared for what you may encounter."

"Then I hope Rage is prepared too."

I clenched my fists, shut my eyes, and inhaled sharply. My Emoticlones watched me nervously, but then, their attention shifted to an apparition that began to take shape at the top of the hill we were on. When I heard them gasp, I knew what it meant. I opened my eyes and looked up to a red-cloaked Emoticlone, standing as still as a statue. Under the heavy hood that darkened her face, I could perfectly make out her four illuminated eyes and the strange insignia that burned on her forehead. It was noticeably dimmer than I had remembered.

I told my Emoticlones to leave at once. They obeyed without question and after a small gust a wind, only Rage and I remained in the vicinity. I walked the rest of the way of the pink hill, Rage's eyes trained on me the entire time. They threatened me, preyed on me, although I noticed that Rage wasn't considering to attack. She was merely observing me, like how a cat observes a mouse. I could sense the danger in her demeanor, the risk of setting her off on an outrage, but at the moment, she was willing to listen. Rage just didn't have the patience to listen for very long.

"I understand what you've been going through, Rage," I told her. "I know what this is all about."

"Do you really?" she said, almost tauntingly.

"Yes. I understand now. It's what you've been trying to tell me all along, isn't it? That you need help, that you need my help, but you couldn't just tell me that directly, right? You couldn't explain what you were feeling because you were too enraged to communicate very well with me, too influential to the other Emoticlones, too dangerous to us and yourself. You still need my help because without it, nothing would change. You've been going after one thing ever since I got amnesia and I know very well what it is that you need to change."

Rage revealed a sinister snarl beneath the shadows of her hood. I knew exactly what she was thinking. There truly was only one thing she ever hoped to acquire, but I knew better than to fulfill her expectation.

"No. It's not just my anger you need: it's to be united with Nevermore again and I can help you achieve that. I can make things right for us again."

Rage didn't take this news lightly. On top of that pink hill, the wind had been blowing into the opposite direction that I was facing, spilling my hair and my cloak behind me. Rage's cloak danced in the wind in front of her, but she ignored it. Her brilliant eyes targeted me as the enemy.

"I need your anger," she reiterated in a guttural voice. "Anger is the only way to stop this, to stop me. It's the only way I can be changed."

"No! It's not! Anger is not the only answer!"

"Then what will you do for me?" Rage took a step forward, preparing for a confrontation, but I stood my ground. "How will you stop me if you don't give me your anger? You can't suppress me, Raven. I'm unstoppable."

"But you want me to stop you," I told her quietly. "I know you do, and I know what it takes to stop you. You've been telling me this the whole time."

"Then what are you waiting for?!" she exploded. "If you've come here to do it then DO IT!"

Rage stressfully ran her hands through her hair, removing her hood in the process. I could see it clearly now; I could see all the pain and the frustration she had been feeling for such a long time. It was her pain that upset her, the pain of being separated from Nevermore, and she didn't understand a good way to vent this anger, especially since she couldn't be suppressed. She couldn't be experienced either, not unless she attempted to contact me, and by doing so, Rage hoped this would get my attention, that this would alert me to her distress and the help she needed.

I had tried to ignore her for so long. I had feared her, thought she was inferior to the other Emoticlones, and even believed my problems would be solved if she was expelled from Nevermore. Only now, long after this has occurred, do I realize just how wrong I was, how inconsiderate I had been.

Rage and I have been on the same side all along; we were just so far apart that we thought we were enemies instead of companions.

Rage watched me warily, trembling from anger, as I closed my eyes once again. I regulated my breathing and concentrated very hard on the red-cloaked Emoticlone that stood a few paces away from me. I knew that I was doing was risky, but the shock of contacting Rage myself was unbearable. I cringed as I reached for her anger, focused on her anger, and embraced her anger. Rage began to give off a faint red aura, a sign that I was doing everything in my power to fuel the furious inferno in her heart, and in return, I received Rage's influence.

Another pair of eyes opened on my forehead and then I was blinded by a searing red light. Overwhelmed by this transformation, I gasped for air and dropped to my knees. I gripped onto the pink grass with my hands as I pushed forward, continuing to focus on Rage. While I was in pain, she was feeling lighter, freer, and more powerful than she could've imagined. Rage looked down at herself and grinned, the insignia on her forehead burning brighter as I consumed more and more her anger. She was finally being expressed, her intense emotions and dark intentions vanishing from within her, but the problem was that these didn't just disappear. They were being transferred into me and I was having a difficult time coping with it.

Rage had every reason to be upset. I could feel everything she was feeling, everything she had felt, and I was horrified to experience what she had gone through. Alone in the dark, isolated from her sisters, unable to alleviate the stress of her emotions. She was so scared and this frustrated her, it made her angry beyond control, but as I looked deeper, I learned that something had caused Rage's pain. It was foreign to me, unnatural to Rage, unknown to the both of us. I couldn't quite figure it out because as I was taking Rage's influence, it began to take effect on me too.

I breathed harshly through gritted teeth, trying to gather my own senses. Beast Boy was calling to me now. Surely he had seen how uncomfortable I was and he wanted me to shake out of it. However, I knew I couldn't leave yet. I needed to rid myself of Rage's anger in order to help her, but the problem with the emotions in Nevermore is that they can never truly disappear. I had thought that I would be spared a great deal of trauma if a certain Emoticlone could be removed from Nevermore, but after seeing how much damage a separated Emoticlone could do, the damage of losing one entirely would be tremendous, maybe even absolute.

I couldn't just erase what Rage had been feeling for these many months: I would have to accept it. It would have to become a part of me, just like Rage, if we ever wanted to move on to different ordeals, and that's exactly what I did.

Inspired to finish what I had started, I shifted my focus to other topics. I began to think about my other Emoticlones: Happy, Wisdom, Brave, Timid, Affection, Rude, Sloth, Calm, Lust. I thought about every single emotion that I could recall, every single sensation that I could pinpoint, and I connected them to each of me Emoticlones. The things that made me happy, like freshly brewed herbal tea and playing Stink Ball with the Titans; the things that made me wise, like reading my Book of Azar and casting spells; the things that made me brave, like going on missions and being the first to speak at the dinner table; things that made me timid, like talking about my feelings to my friends and leaving the Tower with the Titans…

On and on and on it went. I did this for every emotion, for every Emoticlone. For Affection, I thought about my first true kiss with Beast Boy on the roof. For Rude, I thought about the time I left my surprise party early for some privacy. For Sloth, I thought about spending time alone in my bedroom. For Calm, I thought about meditating with Starfire. When I came to Lust, I realized that there were only a few instances that I could use to connect to that particular Emoticlone, but I didn't have a problem deciding which one was best. The first one that came to mind was kissing Beast Boy in his bed, when the both of us felt more than ready to take it a step farther, and it suited me perfectly.

Everything I was thinking about at that time‒happiness, rudeness, laziness, any other emotion I could think of‒it summoned my Emoticlones to the top of the hill. At first, they simply circled me, but as I expressed their emotion through these memories, they began to glow. They rose from the ground and began to swirl around me, creating a channel of wind and I was at its eye. They were rotating faster and faster around me, the winds whipping my hair and my indigo cloak in all directions. Rage had been on the outskirts of this the entire time‒watching and observing‒until the demonic symbol on her forehead blinked out all at once. She assimilated into the formation, in the exact spot that had been reserved for her all along, and then, all I could see was a pure, seamless white light.

The next thing I knew, I was in my bedroom again. Beast Boy had me bundled in his arms and he was talking to me rather quickly, but I was too weak to understand very much. He kept saying how worried he had been and how I wasn't answering him while I was meditating and how he thought he was going to lose me. I laughed softly at this.

That was it. Everything was okay now because I was finally whole again. All of the pieces of me were finally united, just as they were before my amnesia. Every single one of my Emoticlones, including Rage, was now a part of me and I was able to balance everything I was feeling onto them, meaning everything was stable in Nevermore. I had done it. I had finally done it, and the feeling was complete and utter euphoria.

"You won't lose me," I murmured into him. "I'm here, Beast Boy. I'm okay now. We're okay. Everything's okay…"

Beast Boy started to cry so I let him sit there and hold me for a while longer. I curled into his lap and smiled under my breath. Somewhere deep in Nevermore, an Emoticlone hesitantly thanked me and then allowed herself to become suppressed. I was at peace with myself at last.


Author's Note: Yup! This was a longer chapter than I usually write now, I'm super proud of this and I'm really happy that I got to post it today! Now, this is a big checkpoint in Amnesia, but they are still chapters to come. It's about time I start wrapping up this story, but we gotta get through some more explanation…

I'll be back in two weeks with the next update! Stay tuned everybody! Thanks again and I hope your summer is going great too! :)