Meredith watched Derek leave before turning back to look at Addie.
Addie frowned slightly as she tried to read Meredith's face.
"So" Meredith sighed.
"So" Addie repeated.
"Babies." Meredith reminded her.
"Hmmm... what about it?" Addie asked as she had forgotten to tell Meredith that she had made an appointment with Naomi.
"Well since Mom passed away you haven't mentioned it." Meredith said quietly. She bit her lip nervously.
"Sweetie" Addie said searching Meredith's face.
"It's just... are we going to do this?" Meredith asked. "I mean we were going to and i want to more now than ever before and you haven't mentioned anything and i'm slowly beginning to freak out and i'm ready now and i never ever thought that i could possibly be ready and it's just i don't know whether you still want this because it is big and there is still so much we need to discuss..."
Addie reached over and took Meredith's hand. She then leaned over to give her a kiss in efforts to silence her.
Meredith went quiet and kissed Addie back. "Hmmmm..." she sighed.
Addie smiled when she pulled back. "That was quite the ramble." She noted.
Meredith sighed again.
"So you've been thinking about this?" Addie commented.
Meredith nodded.
"I'm all ears sweetie." Addie replied.
Meredith tilted her head to study Addie.
"You walked out on more on-call room love to discuss this Mer. Let me hear it." Addie encouraged.
Meredith bit her bottom lip at first and Addie had to resist the want to kiss her again. "ok" Meredith all but whispered.
Addie kept hold of her hand and ran a thumb over her palm. Meredith reached for her drink and took a sip before turning to look at Addie again.
"I want to carry your baby." Meredith said with as much courage as she could muster.
