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Upon a hill across a blue lake
that's where I had my first heart break
I still remember how it all changed,
My father said,
Dont you worry child,
see heaven has a plan for you
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Ben Speaks

Everything was moving in slow motion; even the sound of my heart pounding in my ears was calmed as I watched demons and creatures alike drop to the ground dead.
My body was screaming in pain; bruises here and cuts there but luckily I was still alive and I could feel my father moving beside me.

It was hard to fight something that didnt injure easily; and my latin was giving my tongue cramps but we were still here. At least the rain had stopped, dark strands of my hair uncomfortable as it stuck to my forehead and eyes but I didnt have time to move it, watching as Jesse and Claire battle Zeno, who was screaming. Castiel appeared in front of us suddenly, eyes bright and voice demanding.
'Get close.'
We did just that, stepping closer to him as he held his arms around us. I kept my eyes on Claire and Jesse, watching even as a bright bolt of lightning shot down from the sky and hit Zeno.

It was like a nuke had been dropped; the air rushed around us strongly, Castiel grunting as he shielding us from the debry and wind. It moved around us quickly, as if it was desperate to leave the area and I gasped as it seemed to change colour; black like a demons.
It was over quickly and Castiel sighed, Dean supporting him but my eyes were locked on the other three as they all dropped, Claire the last to fall.

I rushed over, leaping over the bodies strewned from here to God knows where, not caring that I dropped my guns. Eyes shut, Claire looked as though she was sleeping as I lifted her head off the ground, shifting blonde hair from her face.
'Hey, hey come on, dont give up yet.'
Blue eyes flew open and I tried not to jump in suprise; it was still Nisroc.
'Check Jesse Turner.'
I wanted to argue, my hand trailing down to the large hole in her blood covered shirt, but her belly was intact, so I shifted my attention to Jesse, who groaned and rolled onto his hands and knees.
'How you feelin' bud? How many fingers am I holding up?'
Jesse scoffed, taking a deep breath and grabbing my shoulder, helping each other to our feet.
'None, I'm fine.'

I smiled, everyone was still in one piece but my eyes dropped onto Zeno who was moaning on the ground.
'He will have no power, he is no threat now.' Claire moved to stand beside me, Castiel and Dean not far as we all peered down at Zeno who was glaring back up at us. It took everything I had to not kick him in the ribs while he was down.
'What have you done?' Zeno spat, 'You have destroyed your chance for peace!'
'Shut up.' Dean groaned and I stepped on Zenos hand as he moved to grab Jesse.
'So what do we do with him now? Kill him?' I asked and Claire- Niroc shook her head.
Castiel left Deans side, touching Zenos forehead and he stilled, seemingly asleep before Castiel lifted Zeno off the ground and wrapped an arm over his shoulder to carry him.
'We will deal with him.'

Just like that Nisroc moved to stand next to Castiel; an odd sight to see Claire standing beside her father, not being themselves.
'Wait, what about Claire? You dont need her anymore...'
Nisroc didnt answer, only stared at me and Castiel tilted his head at her.
'Can I at least speak to her?' I asked, growing angry. I took a step forward but Dean held my arm, Jesse moving to get between me and the angels.
Claires face softened and I thought for a moment that she was back again but then Nisroc angled its head and hardened its eyes, vanishing in a blink of an eye, taking Claire with it.
'No!' I screamed, running forward but there was nothing there; they were gone.

'You have got to be kidding me,' I growled, shoving Jesse away from me as I stared up at the sky, 'fuck all of you! Give her back to me! What sort of God are you? What sort of bastard angels have you got working for you? Why make me wait, give her back!'
I fell to my knees, groaning as my bones ached and head throbbed with pain. I was furious; why couldnt we have Claire back now? Why couldnt I have her now?

Dean knelt beside me, his hand on the back of my head and I looked up at him, nodding slowly as he suggested they head back. I could barely stand as Jesse held our shoulders, zapping us back to Adams, the Impala already outside waiting for Dean.
Dean was congratulating Jesse for a job well done and said something about whiskey, needle and thread as they made their way into the house but I couldnt, I had to wait for Claire.
I wasnt heartbroken, the angel was just holding her longer than what was needed, she would be back soon, all I had to do was wait.

The sun rose slowly, but I didnt feel its warmth. That whole day nothing happend; Pearl licked my face, my father stitched me up and Adam brought me some food but Claire didnt return. The world was saved, Zeno was stopped and heaven was still intact; everything should be great, he should be celebrating with the others and waiting for Claire, he should be feeling a little happier than what he was but the more time that went passed, I couldnt shake this feeling that settled over me.
The sun was setting again and I sighed, walking up the steps to head inside, my heart hurting as I forced it to stay together.
She could always walk through that door tomorrow.

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There was a time
I met a girl of a different kind,
We ruled the world
thought I'd never lose her out of sight
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