T'Slash: Well it's been a busy week and since I cannot update tomorrow because I will be at the Giants game I decided to update tonight! Also I have a test next Thursday so I will try and update before that biology test and lets just hope I finish my lab report before I leave for the game so that I can write a one-shot idea I have…or work on Tarsus…whatever one I feel like!

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Well I killed this song ages ago. Honesty I don't even remember when this song was killed but I remember hearing the song and thinking OMG this is perfect and putting it on the block. So it must have been one of the first and after reviewing it I still love it and hope you all do as well!

Songs of a Bonded Pair

Chapter 44: If I Never Met You

"Well I would ask if you all are having fun but I think we all know the answer to that," Jim said, smiling as the crew laughed, nodding their heads, everyone having a huge smile on their face, the command crew relaxing at the table. "As you all know we have hand some close scrapes these past five years-"

"Close scrapes don't even begin to cover it!" McCoy yelled, interrupting Jim.

"Okay so maybe near death experiences sums it up more. In fact you all would probably have been better off if none of you were assigned to the Enterprise or had never met me," Jim stated, a strained smile on his face.

"Oh lord not this again," Scotty said, his head slamming into this hand.

"Ah no what ya mean," Montgomery said, rolling his eyes at Jim.

"Spock better say something soon or I will have to intervene," Nyota and Uhura stated, glaring up at Jim.

"Jim, my T'hy'la, look at me. I have died with Vulcan than live even a second of my life without you," Spock said, gently turning Jim's fact towards his own. Brown eyes filled with emotion that only those close to him would see.

If I never met you

If I never felt this love

Then I would have no inkling of

How wondrous this feeling could be

"You drugged Spock didn't you," James accused, glaring over at Kallista still in her bloody red uniform. "There is no way that Spock would admit to this without having had chocolate or being drugged and my bet is on the second one."

"Why does everyone blame me? I didn't do anything, I'm innocent," Kallista claimed, puppy dog pout out. "Everyone always blames me for everything."

"You're the one behind it always," McCoy said, glaring at her, remembering the incident where Jim and Spock finally got together and their part in it. He shuttered, remembering the nightmare he had as a result.

"That so wasn't me! That was Aki's idea!"

"Sure it was," Sulu said, laughing.

Spock…I'm sorry I was an idiot I don't know what I would do without you, Jim thought, smiling gently as Spock pulled him closer, ignoring the crew around them.

I forgive thee, T'hy'la, yet look after yourself, you are precious to me, Spock replied, moving back slightly.

And if we never melded

I would have no idea

How I would finally find

Half of my Katra

"You are half of who I am, James," T'Pock stated, brushing his fingers against James', eyes sparkling as he looked into his bondmates eyes, thankful once again that he had James in his life with him. That he hadn't lost him to the Nexus or death as of yet.

"As are you," James responded, eyes laughing as he leaned forwards, brushing his lips against T'Pock's quickly before turning back to face the stage. This universes Spock had Jim still in his arms, their bodies gently swaying to the beat.

In this universe so full of fear

Full of rage and lies

I can see the truth so clear

In your eyes

Your bright blue eyes

Spock was the only one who could see though my bullshit to who I truly was. He is all I need in this life, Jim thought, smiling brightly as his bright blue eyes locked with the half-Vulcan's dark brown eyes.

And I'm so grateful for you

I would have lived my entire life

Lost forever

If I never met you

"The world is ending again, Spock admitting he is grateful for something that isn't logic!" McCoy announced the command crew laughing as Andie lightly punched his arm before joining in the laughter.

The two on stage ignored their friends, happily lost in each others eyes, promising to never be parted and to find each other no matter how far they have to go. Even if death stood in their way they would fight for each other.

Jim stepped back, smiling as he picked up his Microphone from where he dropped it earlier, looking up at his Vulcan he smiled, his hand resting against Spock's heart.

If I never met you

I'd be broken though and through

Never knowing how it would feel

Being safe and whole

And probably dead by now as well. You have saved me from some pretty dangerous shit, Jim thought, smiling as Spock reached up, his hand resting over Jim's heart.

I am grateful to having you, T'hy'la, we complete each other.

I'm so grateful for you

I'd have lived my entire life

Broken Forever

If I never met you

"That's perfectly true. He would have been broken forever," Pike said, zooming in on Jim and Spock, the love between the two obvious to anyone, even a blind man. How could anyone believe they are only friends?

"Hence why intervention was needed," Kallista stated, appearing at Pike side, an evil smile on her face.

"What are you planning?" Pike asked somewhat fearfully as he looked over at the Andorian.

"Nothing," Kallista said innocently as she smiled up at Archer before disappearing into the crowd again, smiling brightly as she felt Jim and Spock's love wash over her. Just as it should be, she thought happily.

I never thought our love could be so wonderful

Somehow we turned the whole universe bright

"Zat zey did! Zey turned ze whole ship brigt with love," Chekov said, smiling up at his commanding officers, happy that they were together and married now.

"I'm going to throw up on you," McCoy threatened, glaring at the Russian before turning back to the stage. Even if it's the damn truth.

I never imagined that fear and hate could be so powerful

All they did was leave us broken in the night

But still my heart was saying

We are right

We are right. We were always meant to be together. The bond should prove that more then anything else we have encountered. Klingons, Khan, Nero, nothing they did could make me doubt that we belong together, Jim thought, shielding from Spock as they started dancing around each other, eyes remaining locked.

I was incorrect when I surmised that Jim could never love me. I should have listened to my heart, no matter how illogical that is. Without Jim life has no meaning, Spock thought before pausing as they both took a step forwards, their hands pressed against each other as though a glass was separating them.

If I never met you/There is only one moment I regret

If I never felt this love/Since the time that we first met

I would have no idea of/If our love has come to soon

How gracious love could be/At least I have found you…

If you're talking about strangling me on the bridge then forget it. I disserved it and nothing came too soon. It didn't come fast enough, Jim thought, smiling as their hands and eyes remained locked together.

That is not my regret Jim. I regret not giving in to my emotions sooner. So much time was wasted, Spock thought sadly, moving to withdraw his hands.

Nothing was wasted. We both weren't ready but we are together now and that's more then enough, Jim thought, threading their fingers together, a bright smile on his face as Spock stepped closer to him.

Who thought our love could be so wonderful

That we would turn the whole universe bright

I believed our love would be wonderful

We turned our darkness into light

"Are you're Jim and Spock this sappy?" McCoy asked his counterpart as he drained his drink, happy for the two but getting sick of all the sap they kept singing.

"Yes/No" Leonard and James glared at each other before a laughed Uhura glanced at McCoy and nodded.

"They are even worse sometimes. Besides we had to deal with them in denial about their emotions or not acting on them for five whole years. It was painful," she said, smiling at the thought of those old days.

"Great so they are going to get even worse. Wonderful."

And still my heart is saying

We are right

We are right

And if I never met you

I'd have lived my entire lifetime

Empty as space

Never knowing why

Forever lost

If I never met you

Jim and Spock smiled at each other, blushing as the world came rushing back to them before turning around to face the crowd. Everyone was standing, applauding the two, tears in some of the female crewmembers eyes, they could feel the Captains lover for his First Officer. It was strong and powerful. Something nothing could break.

"I will never leave you Spock," Jim promised, cheeks still a rosy pink color.

"No matter what happens, Jim, I will always be with you forever," Spock promised, as well, eyes locked with each other's once more, sharing a light kiss before Jim pushed Spock off the stage.

Jim?

I just want to show my thanks, Jim replied, smiling brightly at Spock before looking out at the crowd, quickly locating James and T'Pock. They disserve it.

T'Slash: Well I have no idea where all the sap came from but I did enjoy writing this chapter! It was so much fun! I will try and work on Tarsus this weekend but we will just have to see how that pans out! Well I hope you all enjoyed this chapter and Please, please, please, review!