KPOV-
''When I said I'd write a song for teir wedding, I didn't plan on it being so hard,'' I groan as i lie my head on te pillow.
I am lying on our bedm surrounded by a pencil and dozens of crumpled up
''Honey, you can do thi,'' he tells me from his spot at our desk.
I roll on my side and support my head with my hand so I can look at him. He looks so amazing, wearing a white t-shirt and blue jeans. Simple and amazing.
''Like what you see,'' he asks as he smirks at me.
''I like it very much,'' I tell him.
''He smirks, turns off the lamp on the desk and sits next to me.''
''I like this one.''
I look over his shoulder at a ssong called ,''Your Love.''
''I did, too. But it's more our relationship, not there's.''
He smiles and presses his lips to my head.
''Do you have any idea how beautiful and sexy you look?''
I loook at what I am wearing: blue jeans, an old white shirt, and my hair is in a messy ponytail.
''Hardly,'' I tell him rolling my eyes.
''I'm serious,'' he tells me as he uncrumples one of the pieced of paper.
I sigh and close my eyes as I try to think of the lyrics to a song that describes the relationship between Micha and Seth; the chaotic love story of those two is quite hard to put into words.
I don't have time to think before the music starts. My eyes spring open, and I look to see Jared standing in ffront of me.
Jared-You were working as a waitress in a cocktail bar
When I met you
I picked you out, I shook you up, and turned you around
Turned you into someone new
Now five years later on you've got the world at your feet
Success has been so easy for you
He spins me in a circle after pulling me off of the bed gently.
But don't forget it's me who put you where you are now
And I can put you back down too
Chorus :
Don't, don't you want me?
You know I can't believe it when I hear that you won't see me
Don't, don't you want me?
You know I don't believe you when you say that you don't need me
I laugh, roll my eyes, and decide to join in.
Both-It's much too late to find
You think you've changed your mind
You'd better change it back or we will both be sorry
Don't you want me baby? Don't you want me oh
Don't you want me baby? Don't you want me oh
Me-I was working as a waitress in a cocktail bar
That much is true
But even then I knew I'd find a much better place
Either with or without you
The five years we have had have been such good times
I still love you
But now I think it's time I lived my life on my own
I guess it's just what I must do
Both-It's much too late to find
You think you've changed your mind
You'd better change it back or we will both be sorry
Don't you want me baby? Don't you want me oh
Don't you want me baby? Don't you want me oh
Don't you want me baby? Don't you want me oh
Don't you want me baby? Don't you want me oh
Don't you want me baby? Don't you want me oh
Don't you want me baby? Don't you want me oh
Don't you want me baby? Don't you want me oh
Don't you want me baby? Don't you want me oh
Don't you want me baby? Don't you want me oh
Don't you want me baby? Don't you want me oh
Don't you want me baby? Don't you want me oh
Don't you want me baby? Don't you want me oh
Don't you want me baby? Don't you want me oh
Don't you want me baby? Don't you want me oh
He pulls me into a kiss the moment the song ends, and I smile against his lips.
Don't you want me baby? Don't you want me oh
I want you, Jared. I do.
SPOV-
We argue all of the time. And we kiss and makeup all of the time.
But this is no argument. It's the worst fight we've ever had.
''Seth, he's just a friend!''
''You and Kyle are all over eachother!''
''Seth, I went to out to see a movie with him one damn time! Nothing happened damn it!''
''Micha, can't you see the way he looks at you? He's not thinking you two are just friends!''
''Seth, I cheated on you once!,'' she yells again ,''And I am never doing it again!''
''How can you not notice the way he looks at you?''
''Seth! nothing's going one, if that's what your thinking!''
''Well I wasn't thinking that until now!''
''Why are you so jealous? It's not like I'm sleepng with the boy!''
''What?''
''Why are you so jealous? I'm not sleeping with him!''
''Nobody ever said you were, Micha!''
''And I don't have feelingf for him!''
''I never said that!''
''And don't you think I feel the same way with Miranda!''
Miranda Newton is my co-worker at the restaraunt I work at in Seattle. She has red hair, green eyes and pale skin. ut she is nothing compared to Micha.
''What the hell is that supposed to mean?''
''Like you wouldn't cheat on me with her? She practically throws herself at you!''
''She does not!''
''Yeah, defend her!,'' Micha says, ,'' 'Oh, Seth, this tray is sooo heavy. Can you take it to table three for me?' and 'Oh, Seth, you're just so cute!'. And here is my favorite: 'Seth, I wish I had a boyfriend like you!'!''
''Nothing is going on with us, Micha.''
She rolls her eyes and takes off her shoes and sits on the bed.
''Nothing is happening, damnit!''
''Seth, you always accuse me of being with Kyle! Wh wouldn't I accuse you of being with Lydia?''
''What the hell am I supposed to think when my fiance' comes home at two thirty in the morning when she got off at eight?''
''I needed time to think Seth!''
''Like I never do? I get off at seven, I come straight home! And what the hell where you thinking about that you couldn't think of here?''
''How jealous I am that my best friend is having a baby, and I might never be able to! How my fiance' is so insanley jealous! How far behind we are on our bills! And how disgusting and ugly I feel!''
''You don't think I think of all of those things, Micha? To ave a baby with you, catch up on our bills. and not be worried yo'rre gonna run off with Kyle? But you wouldn't know that because you're never home!''
''Because I have to go to work Seth! And half of my money pays for our bills! ''
''I've barely seen you in the last three week! When I do, your always fighting with me or sleeping!''
''You're just pissed because that means you haven't gotten laid in the past three weeks!''
''Shut up!''
''Not until you tell me why you're so jealous!''
''You know what? Maybe this imprint was a mistake!''
She looks at me then.
''We'll never make my parents mistakes, huh?,'' she whispers before running out the of the house.
I let her go once. I'm not doing it again.
''Micha,'' I holler, running out into the rain after her.
She's leaning against a lightpole. Her hair is stuck to her face back, and neck. Her blouse and skirt are soaked.
I reach her try to grab her hand, and she pulls it away from me.
''I should've known I should've kown that love, not even this one, could never last. And I kept telling myself 'This isn't a fairytale'. But you got me with your sweet smile and soulful eyes...and I fell right for it.''
''Micha, please,'' I whisper, holding her hand.
Tis time she doesn't pull away, but she doesn't look at me.
''And up until we started falling alone...I'd sworn to myself that I was content with lonliness. ecause none of it was ever worth the risk. But you were the only exception. When you first asked me out...I refused. But my state of mind finally got the best of me. I need you next to me. The world I see is perfect now, you're all around. With you, I can breathe. Alone inside...I could only hear your voice breaking throgh the noise. I can't even lie to you, honey...my mind kept on going back to you. Always back to you. It was so hard to think of anything else. I kept imagining your hands o me...your lips touching mine...the way you woulld say my name. And I can't believe what you said to me...you popped my heart seams and all my bubbke dreams. And...we made the same mistake that my parents made.''
''Micha...look at me.''
''No.''
I turn her to face me, and she looks at me with hurt in her eyes.
And I caused that same hurt she had when Jhn broke her.
''I love you, Micha. I don't know how else to explain it. I love the way your eyes light up when you smile or laugh. I love how you bite your lip when you're nervou. I love how you roll your eyes. I love it when you play with your hir when you see something you like. I love how your nose scrunches up adorably when you see something that you don't. I love that you're a tomboy at heart. I love how you swallow your pride around me, and how I am the first person that you let see you cry. And I love how, when you dance, there is no one else in the room.''
I place a strand of hair behind her ear.
''I remember the first time I saw you in first grade. You had on jeans and a pink shirt and your hair was in pigtails. IYou dared me to kiss you, and ran when I tried. When we were twelve...I couldn't get you off of my mind. When I first started phasing and had to stay home under Sam's orders, all I could think of was how afraid you would be of me if we ever got together. And when I imprinted on you...you were still with John. I wanted something out of reach, and it was killing me, But you were all I could see. I needed to find a way that I could get to you. Just want to get to youUntil you were mine, I had to find a way to fill tha thold inside. I couldn't survive without you here by my side. Until you were mine, I could not be even close to complete. And I wouldn't rest until you were mine. I waited so long for you. Truth is, I'm scared...no, terrified of coming home one day and finding you packing or finding you kissing another guy or jusy coming home and you're not there. The only thing there is your ring and a noote ssaying yoou left me for Kyle.''
I wipe the tears from her eyes, and shee looks at me with eyes that could pierce right through my heart ad into my sould if I'd let her.
I'd let her.
''I love how strong you are. And i love you...just the tomboy girl who has her head held up high and doesn't put up with my shit. You're afraid of thunderstorms, and I love that. When we watch a movie and you reach for my hand and hold it in yours, it drives me insane. And I love that littlee gap in between your front teeth. I fell in love with a singer and dancer. I fell in love with a tomboy. And I remember, when we were twelve, you asked me questions for a class assignment. You asked me what the best thing I have ever had was, and I said that it was a book I read. I lied''
She looks at me, tears forming again.
''I remember how we felt sitting by the water. And everytime I look at you, I remember our first kiss...our first fight...our first 'I love you'. Everytime I look at you, I see the life I want to have with you. The life I refuse to let go of just like I refuse to let go of you. And, baby...everytime I look at you it's like the first time.''
The tears are running even faster now.
These are the kind of tears I'm supposed to cause: happy tears. Tears of love and acceptance.
''I fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter. She is the best thing that's ever been mine.''
I kiss her then, not caring if she's going to scream or cry or push me away or slap me. All that matters is that my lips are on hers, and they're moving against hers in a way to convey all of the passion and love and lust I have for her that words will never be able to say...
Because there aren't words to describe what she means to me.
Her arms wrapped around my neck, brining me as closer to her as I can get. We're so close now. I can feel her hearbeat.
And it's still not close enough.
I take the engagment ring that she threw to the floor out of my pocket.
''Micha King,'' I ask, getting on knee again ,''Will you please still marry me?''
She laughs, nods, and I slide thr ring on her finger.
I kiss her gently then, and the rest of the world melts away.
''Under one condition'' she says.
She slides my engagment ring off of my finger and smiles at me.
''Seth Clearwater, will you marry me?''
''Yes,'' I whisper, before pulling her until I kiss.
''Still not sure about the imprint,'' she asks in a whisper.
''No. Never again,'' I mutter before her lips meet mine, and we kiss with more passion than we have in the last year.
Lucky I'm in love with my best friend, lucky to have been where we have been, lucky to be coming home someday. Lucky we're in love in every way, lucky to have stayed where we have stayed, lucky to be coming home again.
I have a picture of Kyle and Daisy on my profile.
Question-
If you don't mind...could you tell me what your favorite part in this chpter is and what your favorite chapter is and why? I really want to know because it helps my writing. Thank you!
Disclaimer- Stephanie Meyer owns Twilight, Taylor Swift owns Mine and Mary's Song, Lady Gaga owns Speechless, Demi Lavoto owns Until You're Mine, Jasron Mraz and Cobie Caillat owns Lucky, Beyonce' owns If I Were a Boy, and Human League owns Don't You Want Me, but listen to the Glee version. I do not own Glee
