AN - Sorry its been a while but life has had a habit of getting in the way of everything I do at the moment but hopefully I will be able to get round to updating more often again. I hope I still have all my amazing follows to back me! Please enjoy a long awaited Chapter.
(Toms POV)
Ever since Sammy has come back to work time seems to be flying past and somehow its been a month since she went back to work the boys are five months old believe it or not! I know I don't I still remember holding them for the first time and having there tiny little bodies passed into mine and Sammy's care but they have come on in leaps and bounds since that first day when they came early and scared everyone. William can sit up by him self and can shuffle around the place so you need to watch out for him and hes an eating machine he never seems to stop!, Oliver not so much he sits up by himself but doesn't seem to move around much he just wants Sammy told carry him around 24/7 he isn't happier then when he is in her arms, a right mummy's boy and Amelia only has 2 months of nursery left and then its the summer holidays and before you know it she will be turning 5 and going to reception at school. Everything seems well in the Kent household but its not all as perfect as it seems, Me and Sammy don't really talk much at the moment, I have been having problems at work even since I misdiagnosed a little girl I can't seem to get anything right and the worst part is I can't even talk to my wife to be and I know she needs me now but I just can't seem to find the time I would rather sit in the pub and drown my sorrows, She's scared of me and I can't blame her, she was married to a drunk before and then her mum as well. I wish I could help her but I just don't know how. I don't even sleep in the same bed as her and I just can't keep pretending at work that everything is alright and there's nothing wrong in the Kent house hold but yer here I am Sat in a pub on my 4th pint while she's working the night shift to get away from me.
I miss her so much but she's giving up on me and well I can't blame her.
(End of POV)
"Sam, you needed in rhesus" Cal shouted over to me and I turned and ran towards rhesus and found the team all trying to get a young girl to calm down and nothing they did was working. I wasn't sure why I was needed but then it all became clear on why, it wasn't just any little girl it was Amelia. I was so shocked then noticed Jack standing in the corner of the room and he just looked at me and whispered that he was sorry. I had no idea why they where in here but Jack's covered in cuts and hes bleeding. I couldn't see Amelia as there was so many people around her but I knew it was her I could hear her calling for me and her Dad... Tom I haven't spoken to him or seen him in days, I kicked him out after all I am not having a drunk look after my children, I am working all kinds of hours and my children Amelia, Oliver, William they are always with Sarah and Jack at the moment. I only ever saw them these days when they where asleep but I can't stand to be in that big house alone and Tom doesn't even see it.
"Sam we need you to talk to your daughter!" Lilly said with a lot of emotion in it for her, I could hear how distressed my little girl was and I felt powerless, how can I help her.
"Samantha, please talk to her, she has been asking for you since the crash" Jack added he must of picked up that I wanted to run.
"Crash?" I looked at him questioning what he just said.
"I took Amelia with me to go shopping and some idiotic drunk driver crashed his car into the side of mine, Amelia was sat on the other side but she has been panicking so much and her asthma Sammy, they need her to calm down, I'm so sorry, Sarah doesn't even know what has happened and she has the boys at home with her." Jack explained and the first thought that crossed my mind was Tom, he could of caused that crash, hes a drunk at the moment but I need to get the thought out of my head and help my little girl. I decided to go over and see my little girl, she needs me.
"It's okay baby girl, mummy's here and she's not going anywhere I promise" I said stroking and kissing her hair. I was in tears but I couldn't let her see.
"I'm scared Mummy" She said while wheezing.
"I know you are baby girl, but you know these people they are mummy's friends and they are going to help you get better you just need to let them" I said trying to stay calm my self.
"I want Uno" She said in tears.
"I don't know where he is baby girl, did you have him in uncle jacks car?" I asked her trying to get her to thing and in doing so she stopped fighting with Lilly and Cal and they began to check her over.
"I had him in the car but I don't know where he is now, I remember Jeff and Dixie taking me in the Ambulance" Amelia said.
"She passed out in the ambulance, we believe its just the shock but we need to calm her down before we can send her for a CT Scan" Lilly explained.
"Can one of you get onto Jeff and get someone to sort out Jack" I said before placing my hands over Amelia's ears "No one phone Tom, I don't want my daughter at risk" I added and I got a few strange looks but they nodded in agreement.
"Where's Daddy" She asked and I had to stay strong for her but to tell you the truth I didn't know where he was and well I didn't care.
"I'm not sure Baby girl but its okay. I'm here and no one is going to hurt you" I told her and she took hold of my hand.
"Has anyone in hear seen Sam, the backed up out there and she seems to of disappeared" Dad said walking in to Rhesus.
"I'm in here Dad, and so is your granddaughter" I told him with Tears in my eyes.
"Oh Sammy whats happened?" He asked.
"Jack and Amelia where in a RTC" I explained and he nodded.
"Don't worry I will get cover" He said smiling. "Now Millie you need to let the doctors do there job as they only want to look after you and make you better like Mummy did the first time you saw her" Dad told Amelia and she nodded before Dad left rhesus.
"Amelia, I need you to take deep breaths into the mask for me" Cal said placing an oxygen mask onto her face and she started to take deep breaths they then took her top off and she has the biggest bruise forming across her chest where the seat belt saved her. They needed to do an MRI to find out if the pressure had caused any internal injuries.
"Sam we need your permission to take her to CT and to have an MRI on her chest, we know she's young but we need to know if there are any internal injuries" Cal explained.
"Can I go with her, I don't want her alone" I asked.
"You know the risks of the radiation in there and why we can't allow relatives to go with them" Cal said.
"I know that but like you said I know the risks and if its my choice to be with her surely I should be allowed" I argued back.
"Sam we can't allow it, I'm sorry but we will take good care of Amelia you go get a cup of tea, get changed out of your scrubs and ring Tom" Cal explained.
"I can't leave her and I'm not phoning him!" I said getting angry. Cal took me to one side away from Amelia.
"Why not, she needs her dad as much as she needs you and you need him" Cal said.
"Because a drunk did this to my little girl and right now thats all Tom is, he's not a father he is a drunk and I'm not letting him near her" I said with a lot more anger in my voice then I meant to.
"Sam, I'm sorry we didn't realize what was going on, no wonder you are so on edge at the moment you should of said we would of helped you, with the kids, with work and with everything" Cal said embracing me into a hug it was the first time someone has shown any interest in me since what has been going on. 2 weeks I have been hiding everything Tom's hasn't come into work for at least a week and I just told everyone he will stuck in bed ill, I wasn't letting my guard down so why have I now?
"Can we take Amelia to be checked over?" Cal asked again as I let go of him.
"Is Jeff around I need to ask him something first" I asked.
"Let me go and see" Cal said "You be with Amelia" He added before leaving rhesus.
I went over and gently hugged my poor little baby girl, she was so scared and unaware of everything going on and I can't even help her as I am not allowed to do anything medically to help my poor little girl.
"Mummy, can we get an ice cream after nursery tomorrow" She asked.
"Baby girl your not going to nursery tomorrow, I'm not going to go to work and I will look after you and the boys and of course we can go for one" I said smiling and she hugged me back.
"Sam" Cal said as he walked in with Jeff behind him and I smiled noticing who was in Jeff's hands.
"Baby girl look what Jeff has, you must of left him in the Ambulance" I said smiling and Amelia did for the first time since I have been here.
"Uno!" She said reaching out for him.
"Here you go Kiddo, I'm going to miss him keeping me company" Jeff joked passing him over to Amelia.
"Thank you Jeff you are a life saver" I said smiling.
"Well that is the job description" He said trying to crack another joke
"Shut up you" I said laughing at his pathetic joke.
"Cal you can take her, she should be fine now but please if she panics come and find me, I will be in my dad's office" I told him and he nodded.
"Thank you Sam, we will take good care of her, she will have the star treatment" Cal said smiling.
I got up off the bed and explained to Amelia where they where taking her and that I wasn't allowed to go but I will be right back here when she is waiting for my little baby girl.
