A/N: Just a few facts/statements regarding story:
This will not be lemons every other chapter as it seems to be near that, for now. Remember the boys are just getting started and are like any horny teenager; sex on the brain and having what they have desired for so long only drives them on for more.
Emotions these two have are based on past loss and fear (some call insecurity) of having what they love ripped away unexpectedly. They are scared of doing something that will cause the other to leave or so they think. They talk at various times during the trip and begin to understand the other has the same thoughts. They communicate and work on how to be a couple including all the jitters of 'what will he think or do when this happens'. (Me and my spouse had the same fear of being dumped based on past spouses and it took us having a big arguement to voice our fears. When we realized we both feared the other was going to walk out our relationship only got stronger. Yes, we argue now, but neither of us have threatened divorce or just walked away; unlike our previous spouses did.) This story is very unconventional, but things work out even if it seems too soon for the things that happen. They weathered the biggest storms of loosing their parents, finding each other and being bigoted horribly. Now, they start to settle in and open up accepting things are going to happen so they work on letting go of the fear of something splitting them up since they both want to fight for the other. There will be major emotional issues, but it brings them closer and stronger as their honeymoon trip proceeds.
I hope this explains a little so far because I don't want to reveal too much about the future of this story.
Ch 52-Phone call
JPOV
We get back to the house and stepping up on the deck I see an outdoor shower in the corner. I put my towel on the chair and walk over opening the door and step in turning on the shower. I look back at him over the chest high shower wall and he is watching me.
"Shake the towels out good 'cause I want to rinse off out here before we go in, so no sand gets inside."
"J, it's getting dark and we are alone, we don't need towels," he says putting his towel with mine and our shirts on the table.
He walks over and pushes me under the warm water of the shower. I look over and there is soap and shampoo on the side ledge. He runs his hands over my shoulders with the water and it feels good. He pushes my trunks off and I step out of them as he takes his off. He stands up and opens the soap.
"Are we going to shower out here?" I ask watching him.
"That is the reason for an outdoor shower. We can rinse off then go inside and shower if you want."
"No, here is good; no sense in wasting water."
"True, now turn around and let me wash your back," he says pulling on my shoulder.
I laugh as he chuckles washing my back, running his hands all over my back and ass. He kneels down washing my legs and I turn around for him to do the front. He rubs the soap and his hands all over my torso as he stands. I kiss him and he washes my dick with his soapy hands causing me to moan in his mouth.
He pulls away smiling as he pushes me under the shower head to rinse. I rinse off watching him soap up then turn him around to do his back. I run my hand over his puckered hole as I wash his ass and he hisses. I jerk away and he drops his head.
"Ed," is all I get out, "Love, I'm fine."
"No, you just hissed when I washed you," I state.
He turns around to me and brings his eyes to mine. I see pain, hurt, and concern in them.
"Jasper, just listen ok?" I nod and watch his face for any false expression on it. "I'm sore yes, but you have to realize how big you are. I wanted you to make love to me and I knew it was going to hurt. I wanted the other two rounds today because I have fantasied about you inside me for so long that when I did have you there once wasn't enough."
"But…"
"No, no buts listen. I have to make sure I use the bathroom regularly so I don't have problems. If I go to long between it hurts when I do. But the first time we had sex I had used the bathroom and you stretched me. The second time wasn't long after that so it didn't bother me. I caught you off guard and wasn't stretched the third time even though we had sex hours earlier. I may have to be stretched before each time, but we don't know that for sure. I was so in the moment that I had to have you inside me. The video, you, everything, just had me wound up and I took advantage of you being relaxed that I literally jumped you. I wanted it; I like the feeling of you inside me. Please don't be mad; it was my fault for not preparing me or letting you do it."
I watch him as he talks and he is worried I won't let him bottom anymore. I seem to be hurting him and don't mean too.
"No Jazz, it isn't your fault. I see the look in your eyes, like you shouldn't top me or oral sex," he says brow arched daring me to deny it.
"I just keep hurting you," I whisper as I drop my chin to my chest as a tear falls.
He pulls me out of the water and I step to the shower wall resting my chin on my arms on it looking at the ocean. He turns the water off and steps behind me putting his forehead against my back. I have tears falling and feel like I screwed up.
"Love, let's go inside and talk before it gets chilly out here," he says like a question.
I sigh and straighten up off the wall as he tightens his arms around me. I'm not sure what to do. He pulls at my arm, but I just keep looking at the ground as he leads us in the house. We walk in our room and he steps into the bathroom. He comes over and dries me off with a clean towel then pulls the covers back for me to lie down. I lie down and close my eyes and listen to the towel being rubbed over his body. The room gets quiet, but I don't open my eyes, I just lay my arm over them.
The bed dips on my right and I know he is in bed with me, but I can't look at him. I try to keep my breathing calm though I know he isn't fooled. I hear the sheet being wrestled then feel his head on my chest. He isn't curled against me, but the back of his head is on me like he is lying sideways.
"Peter we have a few questions, but I'm not sure if you can answer them," he says and I finally move my arm looking down at him.
He has the phone to his ear then says, "Let me put it on speaker." He pulls it in front of him and turns the speakerphone on.
"Ed, Jazz, how's it going?" Peter asks.
"It's going good; we need to ask something and not sure if we should ask you or my dad," Ed tells him.
"Ok, shoot."
"We both bottom and um, well, shit ok, J is bigger than I am and I'm sore from bottoming," I lift my head more to look at him shocked he is telling our friend this.
"How many times have you bottomed?"
"Three, all today. Um, another thing is I have IBS and had to use a kit to go this morning, god this is embarrassing," he says closing his eyes moving to get up, but I pull him to me and hold the phone.
"Jasper, you aren't saying anything, I take it one, you're shocked at this call and two, scared of hurting him," Peter gets right to the point.
"Yes on both."
"Ok, listen and answer for me honestly ok?"
"Yeah," we both answer.
"Last night who bottomed?"
"I did, he wasn't feeling like he could so we decided I would," I say rubbing Ed's back.
"How did you feel this morning?"
"Sore; more so when I used the bathroom after we got up, but after a while it went away."
"Sizes and don't get embarrassed, I have bottomed for the Dom who is training me because it is something every Dom should experience."
"J is ten inches long and right at five inches around, I'm over nine and half about four and a half."
"Good sizes, ok now I am sure that you either prepared yourself or he did it for you last night and vice versa today. Being a virgin, guy or girl, with dicks of those sizes entering you they will hurt. Preparation needs to been done each time. Ed may need to use the plug we got you guys beforehand. Let's say no more than thirty minutes at a time each day for a few days then longer if he wants. He doesn't have to use it every day, but it will help stretch him. Now, I know you didn't call for this talk, but let me explain a few things to you ok?"
Eddie looks up at me and I nod with a smile letting him know I'm not mad.
"Yeah, we're listening."
"Alright, don't have sex more than once a day as a bottom for a while, you will get over the soreness as you do bottom, but don't rush it. As for Edward's issue, I assume he is on a diet and knows how to use an enema kit," Ed grunts in agreement and Peter goes on, "ok, keep to your diet and make sure to go before you have sex it doesn't have to be immediately just within the last 24 hours."
"Dad said to use the kit every time before we have sex," Ed tells him.
"Not necessary, if you use the bathroom daily then it isn't necessary, however it can be used if you want to every time. Next question and be honest, when you prepare how many fingers do you use?"
"Oh God! Christ on a cracker, Peter, do you need to know this or just trying to embarrass us more?" I groan out as Eddie buries his face in my neck.
"Listen you little fucker, I am trying to help here. You all called me and not his dad, so don't get bitchy with me or I will hang up on your ass."
"FINE! Two," I say red faced.
"Ok, do you scissor them or not?"
We look at each other and both shrug.
"It seems you don't since you didn't answer, so if after say three more times when Ed bottoms you prepare him by moving your fingers in an open scissor motion as you pull out and back together as you push in and try to use the plug it will help. He will be able to tell you when he is ready doing that. If that seems to help then you found your solution, if not you may need to buy the next bigger plug. The plug will feel a little odd at first, as you use it you will be more accustomed to it. Make sure to wash it really good after each use and you can share toys as long as they are cleaned between uses."
"Thanks, sorry I got upset," I say as Ed settles against me.
"I understand; now any more questions or is that all for now?"
We look at each other and Ed says, "I think that's all for now, thanks again."
"Anytime, I'll see you all when you get home. Bye."
"Bye," we say together and I hang up tossing the phone on the nightstand.
"I didn't mean to embarrass you or us. I figured talking with him would be easier than with dad. If dad knew he might try and make us come home or for me to see a doctor here and I don't want that," he says looking at me then bites his lip.
"I would rather talk to someone who has bottomed than not, even if it is our friend. I think he gave us some good advice, but I am worried about you," I tell him rubbing his cheek.
"Love, I'm fine, seriously. We agreed earlier to slow do and we will. I might not be as sore as I am if I prepared myself like I should have. I didn't think about it though, I just wanted my husband's big hot dick in me and all other thoughts were lost."
"We will prepare you from now on. I don't want to cause any more pain than necessary. I was sore this morning when I used the bathroom; it stung, but once I finished and moved around it wasn't so bad."
"Ok, now you know that we both will be in some sort of discomfort as we learn new things. Can we make out a little before bed or would you rather not?" he asks rubbing my chest playing with my nipples.
I push him over onto his back as I lay on top of him. I lick up his neck to his ear and whisper, "I do believe I have the hottest fucking husband in the world and I'm glad he married me."
His breath hitches as I nip his ear lobe then kiss along his jaw.
"I'm sorry, don't argue just accept it so we can be over this," I say kissing his lips.
"Forgiven," he says pulling me down by the back of my neck kissing me.
We kiss, grind, rub and pull at hair and bodies as we devour each other. We both get hard and I don't think either of us should bottom.
EPOV
I rub his ass cheeks as we grind, I pull his cheeks apart enough to rub my middle finger over his puckered skin. He's nipping my neck and shoulder as he grunts. I bring my finger to my mouth and coat it in my saliva. I put my hand back on his ass and rub my wet finger over his hole tapping a few times.
I push in up to the first knuckle making him moan. I wiggle my finger and he gasps.
"Fuck, that feels good," he says kissing my neck.
I pull my finger out and rub it over his hole. I lightly rub and tap him as I ask, "What are you up for?"
"I first thought we didn't need to have sex, but now I want you," he licks and sucks on my nipples.
"We need lube."
He sits up straddling my waist leaning over with his hand on my chest to reach the lube. I stroke his cock as it slides on my chest as he moves. He sits back and pours lube in my hand lifting up for me to finger him. I run my fingers over him then push one in hitting his sweet spot and he jumps slightly and moans.
"Fuck!"
"Sorry," I start pulling my finger out until he rocks back pushing it back in.
"No, don't stop; get me ready, I want you, please."
I keep my finger straight as I finger him then ease out to push in two. He hisses, but rocks on my fingers so I figure the hiss was a good sign. I look up at him and he is smiling.
"You hissed," I arch my brow at him.
"Fuck yeah, all good," is all he can get out as he rocks harder on my hand.
I let him ride my fingers a few minutes then I stop him with my hand on his hip keeping him still. I look up into his eyes as I slowly open my fingers pulling out to the first knuckle then back in together. He pants as he drops his head looking at me. He mouths 'yes' and I do it a few more times. He puts his hand on my wrist and I stop. I look from our hands to his eyes that have darkened.
"Enough, I'm ready," he says as he rests on his hand in the center of my chest popping the lube open. He pours it in my hand and I stroke my dick, he tosses the bottle on the bed as he lowers down on me.
I wrap my lubed hand around his dick and he sighs. I can't keep my eyes in one place; I look at his face, dick and my dick as it slides in him, moving between all three trying to watch everything. He rocks on my dick then sits up pulling his feet up flat next to my ribs. I start to question him until he puts his hands on my ribs and starts to lift his hips. I put my hands on his hips to steady him as he moves. He rides me a few times slowly as he looks me in the eyes. He lifts up slow and has a wicked gleam in his eyes.
He drops hard on me and not expecting it I grunt, "FUCK!"
He does it again with a laugh and I hold him down to keep him from moving.
"You want fucked, is that what you're trying to tell me?" I ask pushing up into him as far as I can get.
"If you're man enough," he chuckles as he wiggles.
I grab his hair pulling him close, "Do not fuck with me. What do you want?"
He lowers his head until his lips brush mine with a light kiss and says, "Fuck me hard, I want you."
I look back and forth in his eyes and see he is telling the truth. I scratch his scalp lightly as I kiss him. I break the kiss whispering in his ear, "any certain position?"
He looks at me saying, "Um, not sure; you have anything in mind?"
I smile and give an evil little laugh, "Stand up."
We look at each other and he lifts off me slowly. He stands up next to me watching as I put more lube on my dick. I stand up and turn him around pushing him to the dresser.
"Lean over," I say as I push his shoulder.
He looks back at me as he bends over. I push until he is bent completely at the waist and rub the lube on my hand over him. I push into him and he moans.
"You may need to hold on," I say as I rock into him moving him against the dresser.
"Yes!" he shouts as he holds himself steady as I push in harder.
I thrust into him hard a few times and stay in him as I pull him by the hair to stand up.
"This, what you want," I ask and he moans in response, "Answer me!"
"Yes, please yes!"
"You like me pounding your ass?" I whisper in his ear. He nods and I go on, "I have thought about taking you in the weight room at school just like this, bending you over the bench fucking you."
"Please!"
I loosen my grip in his hair and push him down again. I hold his hip and fist his hair as I rock into him. I keep a steady rhythm as I move getting him worked up as much as possible.
"I have wanted to slam in to you for so long," I groan as I slide in and out of him. "Watching you on the field, bending over desks, and working out was all teasing and I had to jack off daily thinking of you, looking at your pictures. I wanted to strip and join you in the shower that day I took pictures of you."
"Damn! Move, just move; fuck me please!" he growls out trying to push back on me.
I slam into him a few times then pull him up to me with my hands on his chest. I stand him up with my dick still inside him and he puts his hands on my hips holding us together.
"I love you," I tell him in his ear. "I changed my mind, I want to sit down," I say holding him to me as I take a step back. He moves with me and I back us to the bed and sit down pulling him down on my lap.
I spread my legs to have his inside mine and hold him. I kiss his neck and rub his chest. I slow us down a little wanting to worship his body like it should be. He puts his head back on my shoulder as he shifts his hips side to side.
I run my hand over his right side down his scar pinching his left nipple with my left hand. He puts his hands on my hips and moves up and down my hard shaft slowly. I kiss and lick every inch of him I can reach. He moves on me trying to go faster until I wrap my arms around his chest pulling him back with me as I lie down. He moans as I push up into him holding him to me.
"You feel so fucking good inside me," he pants as he brings his hands back over our heads to fist my hair.
I keep us moving slowly as he turns his head to kiss me. Running my hands over his body as we kiss I run my fingers in his happy trail making him jerk in surprise. I keep kissing him as I rub my fingertips over his dick lightly.
"Please, just please," he moans at me barely moving inside him.
"Lay down on your back," I tell him as I sit us up.
He moves to the middle of the bed and I turn and crawl up his body licking his dick when I get close. I know that if I blow him he will cum and I don't want that. I lick the slit tasting pre-cum and hum. He fists the sheets so I move up lifting his legs as I do. I lean down and kiss his scar then his tat as I move closer to push inside him. He holds his legs but I move his hands as I put my hands behind his knees. I slide in him and we both hiss.
We both bite our bottom lip as he pushes against the headboard. He wiggles getting into position better and I take long slow strokes. I won't last long in this position and watch his face as I snap my hips giving him a hard thrust.
"Ohhhh," he gets out as I really start pounding into him.
It doesn't take long with me fucking him as hard as I can and he cums all over his chest. Feeling his ass clamp down as he cums pushes me over the edge causing me to cum pushing into him hard. As I cum I slowly pump in and out of him causing us both to moan.
I lower his legs and lay down on him staying inside him. I push my forehead into his neck as we both pant trying to calm down. I move to lift off him and he holds me tighter. He combs his fingers in my hair with one hand and rubs my back with the other.
"If you keep this up I will fall asleep like this," I quietly tell him not wanting to break the silence in the room.
"Wouldn't be the first time," he chuckles lightly. "Ok, let's clean up and get in bed right."
I look up at him smiling and he gives me a stern look saying, "To sleep nothing else."
"Ok," I say kissing his cheek.
He lets me go and I lift off him sliding out of his ass we both groan. I get off the bed and head to the bathroom to get us something to clean up. I turn on the bathroom light and feel his arms enclose me.
I look over my shoulder at him and he smiles.
"I was going to get something to clean us up."
"I know, but I had to piss anyway," he kisses my shoulder.
I turn on the sink getting a rag wetting it and clean myself off as he uses the toilet. I clean up and rinse the rag out for him. I hand it to him and take a piss as he cleans up. I finish and turn around to see him leaning against the counter watching me. I walk over and wash my hands and dry them as he watches me.
"Come on, I want to get in bed and sleep," he says taking my hand pulling me to bed.
I turn off the bathroom light as we exit. He walks me to the bed and lets me get in as he turns off the bedroom light. I settle in on the right side as he climbs in on the left. He snuggles into me with his leg over mine, his arm over my waist with his head on my shoulder.
"Love you," he says kissing my tat.
"Love you," I tell him pulling his chin up to get a kiss.
He kisses me and slides his tongue over the seam of my lips and I part for him. He slides his tongue against mine in my mouth and I push against his to move in his mouth. We tongue wrestle a few minutes then he chuckles putting his head back down and I wrap my arms around him.
"Night, love."
"Night, babe."
We settle in and are asleep in no time.
