Authors note- Read on! OOHHH AND Happy Birthday to Edward Cullen! Today (June 20th) was the day he was born as a human! - throws confetti- He is now 111 years old
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BPOV
The last few days have been complete and utter hell. I wake up in the morning, throw up, eat breakfast, throw up. Take a nap, wake up, eat dinner, throw up. It's been three days after the get together at the aparment and I just wanna crawl into a hole.
I crouched over the toliet for the second time today, and threw up. I had my hair in a pony tail now-a-days, so it wasnt in my way. I wretched in the toliet and when I was finished I cleaned my mouth off and brushed my teeth. When I walked into the living room I saw Edward pacing and running a hand through his hair.
" Bella, I dont care what you say. Your going to a doctor." Edward demanded
" Why?" I whined
" You wake up during the night to throw up. Something isn't right and I am starting to really worry about you. I am not going to let this continue." he said.
" I can't control it." I retorted angrily.
He wrapped me up in his arms " I know. But, Love. Something isn't right, we have to take you to a doctor. This isn't healthy and you are so tiny, you cant afford to lose weight."
" I'm not that tiny." I argued.
He lifted me up in his arms " Your a feather, honey."
I rested my head on his shoulder, again, I felt my stupid stomach clench.
" Excuse me a moment." I said before leaping out of his arms and darting to the bathroom, where I yet again vomited. When I finished I rested my head on the wall and groaned very loudly, I knew Edward heard.
" Edward. Please make me a doctors appointment." I told him.
He smirked " Told you."
I heard his footsteps as he walked away, then I heard him speaking on the phone. I brushed my teeth again and swished mouth wash around in my mouth. When I was done I spat it out and padded back into the kitchen.
" Yeah...Okay...That's fine... Alright...Thank you, goodbye," Edward said. He turned the phone off and set it back on the cradle.
" Well the soonest I got you was the eighteenth, unfortunetly I have to go back home because Carlisle was having a early get together for my Birthday, and your supposed to join me." He said
" I can go alone. You can go home and I'll stay here."
" Bella-" he started
I sighed " Edward, I'll go to the appointment, relax at home. If I need you I'll call. Seriously I'll be fine." I interupted.
" You sure honey?"
I nodded.
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" If you need me call me got it. I love you and, just dont hurt yourself when I am gone." He said as he placed a delicate kiss against my lips.
"Get the hell outta here Cullen." I laughed.
He kissed my lips again " I'm gone."
He slid into his shiny silver Volvo and sped off down the street. With a sigh I walked back into the complex and headed towards the elevator. I clicked on the button that took me to our apartment floor and it went up. When I got to the door I unlocked it and stepped in, I locked it up and headed towards the couch, where I sat.
My doctors appointment was in about a hour. It was ten in the morning. Luckily I hadn't thrown up this morning and was able to handle eating a little bit of eggs and toast.
I sat and read my Wuthering Heights for awhile and when it was ten fourty five I decided to get going. I slipped on a thin hoodie and slipped on my converse, after I grabbed my keys and purse from the counter I headed towards the doctors office.
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Luckily, I arrived just on time and only had to wait about five mintues before the wooden door opened, and the doctor called my name.
" Isabella Swan." she said.
I stood up and walked towards the door. She held it open for me and gave me a warm smile, well atleast she wasnt uptight. She lead me towards a door and stepped in. It was a regular room. Table, counter with sink, small desk and rolly stool. The room was a nice powder blue color.
" Hello, I am Dr. Cane. So what brings you here today, Isabella?" she asked nicely
" Well the past three days, I have been vomiting about four times a day. I cant keep anything down." I told her.
" Any dizziness. Fainting?"
I though for a moment " I got dizzy yesterday, I had to lay down for awhile."
She nodded " Are you allergic to anything?"
" Not that I know of."
" Okay, well I am going to take a blood test and see if I can find whats been going on."
I gave her a small smile as she left the room.
NEEDLES!
I groaned loudly. Of course they had to poke me with that evil, silver, thin needle of death. I bit my lips nervously as I awaited her arrival. Soon she came back. Two tubes and a needle, I looked away as she took my blood. I knew if I saw that; I would pass out. When she finished she put a bandaid over it and left yet again.
After about fifteen minutes I started to worry. What if it was bad and she didnt want to face me. I swung my legs nervously over the edge of the table.
I desperatly wished that I had Edward here. He would be able to calm my nervs by just holding my hand. When my leg started bouncing I started to feel impatient, I kept checking the time on my phone. Finally she appeared, holding my chart. When she looked up at me she smiled and sat down in a chair.
" Well we got the results back from the blood test that I took and found that you are not sick, but indeed pregnant. Two months along."
My breathing picked up and I started to feel sweaty. My hand rested against my forehead.
" I am guessing this wasn't planned?" she asked.
I looked up at her. Panic flowing through me. " I'm nineteen. I-I..."
She smiled at me " Well there are other options. Abortion-"
" NO! No way."
" Well, we have a ultrasound room in back. I would really like to check and make sure the baby is okay. If that's alright."
I nodded. Although I wanted Edward here. I wanted to make sure also.
When she left, I started to panic again.
How would I tell Edward that I was pregnant. I haven't even gone through my second year in highscool! He has pre-med and a whole life ahead of himself. I couldn't ruin his dreams. But I was not aborting this baby. No way in hell, thats not even last on my list to do, it doesnt make the list. I could never kill a life. A life Edward and I created.
Edward and I didnt always use condoms, but I was on birthcontrol. Of course I have to be the .1
Who knew that .1 could really make a huge difference.
When the doctor came in she lead me to a room. She told me lay down on the table and I did as she said. I pulled my shirt up a little and she squirted the cold blue gel on my stomach. She grabbed the small sensor thing and ran it over my stomach. I watched the screen and saw a circle appear on the screen, there we a few things pointing out but it was tiny.. She pointed to it.
" There is your baby."
Tears leaked out of my eyes. God this was going fast. I wiped them and smiled at the moniter. She moved it around a little while and showed me different things. Then she handed me tissue and I wiped the gel off.
" Would you like pictures."
That question then fired in my idea. I nodded quickly and she printed them out and handed them to me.
" You will have to contact an OBGYN as soon as you can." She told me. I nodded
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After I filled out stuff for billing ( I made sure it was my account). I was glad I told Edward not to bind our accounts until we marry.
When I drove home my mind was floating everywhere.
I am having Edward Cullen's baby. I could just picture a little bronze haired green eyed boy running around. A smile came to my face. Then I remembered
My dad
SHIT! He was going to fucking murder Edward. Oh jesus mary lord. Help me. Why did I have to get pregnant now. If I was atleast able to finish college...
How was I going to get a job, when I cant finish college, I would have to stay and take care of my baby. I was happy I didnt have a dorm, I have an apartment with an extra room... Maybe it was meant to have my child in there.
All these thoughts attacked me. When I arrived at the complex I got out and went to our apartment. When I walked in I went straight for bed. I threw off my jeans and shirt and laid down in my bed, only wearing my dark blue lacey bra and panties, my hand resting on my stomach. A few tears fell from my face as I looked down at my stomach.
" I love you, my baby." I whispered as I rubbed my stomach.
My eyes fluttered closed and I fell into a deep sleep, my hand on my stomach.
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I woke up to the feeling of the dipping downwards.
" Edward." I rasped.
I felt his soft hand run over my cheek " It's me sweetie. What did the doctor say?"
" Uhh. I just got the stomach flu. She said it was already going away and I didnt need to be medicated." I lied.
He stared at me a minute before nodding and laying down.
" How was the get together?" I asked sleepily
" It was good. But I missed you." he whispered.
I smiled and curled up in his arms. I felt bad for lying but I had an idea and I wasnt about to ruin it.
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June 20th
Edwards
Birthday
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Yesterday I drove out to a store to get Edward a card. It wasnt spactacular but it was good for my surprise. In red elegant letters it read ' Happy Birthday' and on the inside held the surprise.
Also I had made another stop, to a place I thought that I would never enter but I did and it's done and I just hope that he will like it. It was worth the small amount of pain.
Today, Carlisle, Esme, Alice, Rose, Jasper and Emmett were coming over to celebrate Edward's Birthday. Edward had begged Esme to make his favorite fried chicken to bring for dinner. It was pretty funny to hear him plead to her over the phone.
Edward and I straightened up the house, cleaned ourselfs up and got dressed.
"So your no longer a teenager." I told him.
A smile brightened up his features " Kinda hard to believe."
I placed a chaste kiss on his lips. Looks like he is getting a baby for his Birthday.
Edward and I just sat around the house until they arrived. Presents and all; which were set on the table. Everyone gave him a tight hug and wished him a happy birthday. I had already bought a cake for him. It was white cake with chocolate frosting, which was his cake weakness. He wanted that every single year and I was happy to get it for him.
The girls all gave me hugs and Emmett literally hugged the life out of me. Let's just hope little baby didn't mind getting squished for a moment. Everyone sat around sharing easy conversatin with eachother.
I was a little nervous for when he opened up the card. Little was actually understatment of the year. But I held it good. I tried not to stress about it because I knew Edward wouldnt walk out on me. He would never do that because he isn't that kind of guy to just leave me pregnant with his child.
When dinner came around, I put the chicken in the oven for a little while to let it heat up. I made some gravy and green beans to go with, and when it was done I set it on the table and took my seat.
" Thanks Esme." Edward said
She smiled " Anything for you sweetheart."
Everyone rolled their eyes and dug in. While eating the food I found that Esme makes the best fried chicken ever. I made sure to eat slow, and stay away from gravy because throwing up was not going to happen during dinner. Everyone would be too suspicious as to why I am still vomiting.
When we finished dinner, I took as long as I could to procrastinate, I cleaned the dishes and everything and finally I sat down at the table. I let everyone else go first to buy myself more time. But then it was my turn and everyone looked at me. I stood up and motioned for Edward to do the same. I grabbed the pony tail from my wrist and started to put my hair up, everyone was looking at me; confusion written all over their faces.
I put it up high and turned around. I put my ponytail to the side and heard everyone gasp or squeel. On the lower part of my neck in black elegant letters it had EC on my skin. I had gone into a tatto parlor to get it done. It was just above the beginning of my spine above the bone. I felt his fingers trail over it.
" I know its not a gift I can hand to you but I wanted to do this." I said.
He spun me around and hugged me tightly. " I love it. I love you."
" I love you, too." I answered.
We sat down and I handed him the card. He took it and opened it slowly, he took the card out and opened it.
I took deep breaths.
" Read it outloud." Alice said.
Tears welled up in his eyes and everyone stared at him, wondering why. Taped to the side of the card. was the ultrasound picture and on the other side it read...
" I-It says. H-Happy B-Birthday...Daddy." He choked out.
Everyones mouths dropped open. Edward looked up at me " Your pregnant?"
I nodded " I know this is horrible timing, but..."
He leaned forward and put his arms around me, he sat me in his lap and buried his face in my hair. I felt his warm tears on my neck, running down my skin.
" I-Im going to be a dad." he cried softly, clutching me to him.
" Oh my god." Everyone said at the same time.
I ran my hand up and down his arm and rested my forehead on his shoulder.
" I love you." He whispered.
" I know." I replied
" Can I be grandma instead of Aunt Esme. I mean I adopted you, thats okay right? But I'm to young to be a grandma." Esme said.
" Esme!" Rose scolded " They are having a moment." she whispered
Edward's tears still ran down my neck as he quietly cried. I wondered what he really thought, he was crying before I knew that he thought.
" Is this okay?" I whispered to him.
He lifted his face up, tears streaming down his face. I lifted my hands to wipe them away.
" It's more then okay Bella. I know the timing is messed up but I will love this baby anyways." He told me. I wrapped my arms around him tightly and he rested on of his hands on my stomach and looked down.
"We have a baby in there." He whispered
" Our baby."
He smiled " Our baby." he whispered to himself
" You know my dad is going to kill you." I said.
I looked up at me " He wouldn't leave your baby fatherless."
After Edward and I stood, everyone ran to me and hugged me.
When Esme came towards me, we embraced eachother in a tight hug.
" You can be grandma if you want." I whispered in her ear.
After getting hugged from everyone, we all took our seats back at the table. Carlisle then spoke up.
" What's going to be done about school?" he asked seriously
I sighed " I'll have to take a break. Maybe in a few years I can finish. But I dont want to be a half mother, I refuse to get a baby sitter" I answered
He smiled " That's very selfless Bella. What about your father? Does he know of this?" He asked
I looked down at my lap and fumbled with my fingers " I dont know how to tell him." I whispered.
" Your going to have to, Love. And I will be right by your side."
I glanced up at Edward " You dont understand Edward. All my life he has held high expectations for me. I'm a pregnant teenager, he's going to be dissapointed and so angry." I murmured.
Edward took one of my hands and held it in his. " Bella. He is just going to have to understand, that what's done, is done. It's not like we would ever get rid of our child." He said.
Then his head snapped up to look at me " You dont..."
" God, Edward. Do you really think I would kill our baby."
He immediatly started up " No. I know you wouldn't do that, I just wanted to make sure that it would cross your mind if an-. I am rambling aren't I?"
I nodded.
"Were all here for you Bella. No matter what; we'll love this baby." Alice said.
I looked up at her, she had a big smile on her face " Thank you. That means alot to me."
They all smiled warmly at me, it made me feel happy that they are all okay with this. I dont know what I would do if I didnt have them behind me. Of course I had Edward, but having them also made me feel like it was okay.
After a little while they decided to head home, Esme insisted we come over tomorrow to swim and grill, Edward and I agreed with a smile. Edward and I each gave them a hug and bid them goodbye. It was around eight and I was completely exhausted. I went into the bedroom and reached down to the hem of my shirt. I slipped it off and threw it to the floor. After unbuttoning my jeans I slid them off and put them by my shirt. I took my pony tail out and let my hair cascade down my back. I crawled into bed and relaxed into the soft matress. I didn't want to change into pajama's so I didnt bother to get up.
Edward came in the room a moment later. I heard soft music coming on and a smile came to my face. He stripped down to his boxers and hopped into bed next to me. His body hovered over mine, his arms resting on either side of me.
He pressed a sweet kiss to my lips and I responded back the same. When he applied more pressure my head started to spin. I pressed closer to him and that's when he let out a surprised noise. He pulled away and looked down, slowly he dragged the comforter down, then looked up at me.
" No clothes." he said, quirking a brow.
" Too tired." I mumbled before kissing his lips again.
He brought the comforter off of me and set it over his body, so it draped on the sides of me. I tangled my legs with his and pressed on his back to bring us closer. A small groan escaped his lips and I smiled into the kiss. Edward moved one arm and let his hand tangle in my hair. I pushed on his shoulder and flipped him over. When I leaned down to kiss him, my hair fell into a cloak around us, covering us.
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The next morning I woke up to the sun shining directly in my eyes. I peeked an eye open and immediatly shut it.
" Someone turn down the sun." I groaned as I rolled over.
My body was now laying on Edward's. I looked down at him and saw that he was awake and smiling. I caressed his cheek with my hand and smiled. I set my hand down at my side and rolled back over to my side of the bed. My pillow was next to me I curled up to it and closed my eyes. My hands went to the comforter and I pulled it up to my chest.
The bed moved a little and I felt Edward coming closer. His arm locked around my waist to pull me to him. I felt my bare back hit his bare chest and sighed. He rested his hand on my stomach and rubbed it soothingly.
" How's mommy?" he asked
I let out a small sleepy laugh " Thats going to take some getting used to."
He sweeped my hair over my shoulder and nuzzled the back of my neck, I felt his lips press to my tattoo for a moment.
" I love this tattoo." He whispered.
" Yeah?" I asked
" Yes, very much so. Maybe someday I will do the same."
I rested my hand over his, that lie on my stomach, and laughed " You dont have to. I just ran out of idea's."
He trailed kisses up and down my neck " Music."
" You have too much music, baby."
" You can never have too much."
" Can't argue with that.
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After we talked we went back to sleep again. Well I did, he got out of bed to shower. Around twelve I finally got up. But I was still tired. Being pregnant is tiring. I showered and dressed in a pair of shorts and a white racerback with my bathing suit under it, there was a slight bumb in my stomach, but it wasnt really noticable when I had my shirt on. When I was finished I walked into the kitchen to eat a bowl of cereal.
" I was thinking that we should tell your dad today. We can pay him a visit then head over to Carlisle and Esme's." Edward said.
I almost choked on my cereal " Seriously."
" We cant hide this until you actually have the baby."
" Fine."
He kissed my pout and rested his head on my shoulder " You'll be fine, Angel."
" It's not me I am worried about." I muttered
" I'll be fine. You'll protect me."
" Damn straight."
After eating my breakfast, Edward insisted that we leave. So I grabbed my wallet and cell and shoved them both in my pocket. Edward opened the car door of the Volvo for me and I slid in, he shut it and jogged over to the other side. When he got in and started the car I plugged my ipod into the car adaptor and put some Linkin Park on.
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Music seemed to make the car ride go faster. Which made me nervous. I didn't want to tell him that I was pregnant. He would seriously beat Edward to a pulp and I knew that I would have to stick up for him. Not that I minded.
When Edward parked the car on the curb and got out I stayed in the car. Edward came around but I didnt get out.
" Bella, come on."
" I-I cant do it Edward. Do it for me."
He knelt down and held both of my hands, his eyes looking straight into mine.
" Bella, we have to. The longer we wait the more angry he will be." Edward said.
And he was correct. If I just put this off to the side then my dad would be completely and utterly pissed off at me for waiting. So with a sigh and stepped out of the car very slowly. Edward held my hand tightly in his, trying to ease some of my nervousness. Didnt really work.
We walked up the cement stairs and I got my key out. I unlocked the front door and pushed, it opened and Edward and I both stepped through. His car was in the garage so he was most definately home.
" Dad." I called out.
Then I saw him appear in the hallway, a surprised look on his face. He gave me a wide smile and came forward to hug me.
" What's with the surprise visit?" he asked
" We would like to talk to you about something." I said shakily.
He noticed the expression on my face and motioned for us to sit down at the dining room table. My hands started to sweat and my heart pounded so hard I bet they could here It. I glanced over nervously at Edward. Who looked pretty nervous also. I wasn't the only one, We were both in this together, no matter what.
" Dad." I whispered " I-I'm pregnant."
Authors note- There you go. Sooooo bring on the hateness, got any. Just kidding!! Soo everyone go buy a cake and sing Happy Birthday to Edward Cullen!! REVIEW!
