Hey guys... sorry, this is severally over do, i know. i am so sorry! i hit a bit of a rough patch and i had major writers block for the longest time, then i had finals to study for, a graduation party to plan. i did not think a graduation would be that stressful! but i got to relax a bit when i went to Germany! but never the less, here is the next chapter, i gave you guys a little surprise at the end. i hope you like it (:
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Chapter 50
Jake's POV
"I'm basically intrusting you with my life here." I said as I handed the scissors over to Pixie. "Please don't kill me." I grimaced as the scissors connected with her cold hard hand.
"Oh, stop with the dramatics. Why would I kill the groom before the wedding?" she smiled devilishly. "That ruins the fun!" She motioned for me to turn around and sit in the seat facing the giant mirror in her bathroom.
"You aren't going to use those on my hair are you?" I pointed to the hair products that were on display across the bottom of the counter. I slowly sat down in the chair.
"I might." She stood behind me, staring intently on the back of my head (which in fact came just to the top of her head, with me sitting in a chair might I add.).
"Ok, you little pixie. Do your magic." And with that she went to town on my hair. I closed my eyes, trying to imagine my life with Nessie after tonight. Brief scenes flashed on the lids of my eyes, almost as if they were projection screens. I saw Nessie walking around our new house with a swollen belly, much like Rachel's or Brooke's. In the next scene, I would come home from work to find her cooking me dinner, and then we would make hot passionate love on the kitchen table. Maybe even put that whipped cream to use.
"Okay, if I'm going to do this, mutt, you can't keep day dreaming about my niece. Inappropriate." Alice hissed.
My eyes shot open, looking at her through the mirror on the wall. Sorry I muttered.
"Besides, I'm done. You're just lucky Edward's with Carlisle at the hospital. He is the one you really have to worry about." She smirked, gently brushing off my shoulders. I moved my eyes from hers, to my hair. While I was in my little dream world, Alice had cut and styled my hair. Not to sound conceded or anything but I looked good. I just hope that Nessie would like it. I went to touch my hair to, 'touch it up' maybe. Big mistake on my part. Alice just about broke my hand for it.
"Don't do that." She scolded. I felt like I was about 3 years old and was caught with my hand in the cookie jar. Then she smiled and put her freezing hand on my shoulder, then her chin on her hand that was on my shoulder. "Go make me proud, young padawan." Our own personal joke from when Nessie was little and going through her movie phase.
'Please Alice! Pretty please with sugar and lion blood on top!' Nessie pleaded with her aunt.
'Now how can I say no to that face and those eyes?' she grabbed her niece's chin and pressed her frozen lips to the child's forehead.
'Yes!' she raised her hands into the air and spun in a circle. 'Jedi Alice and Jedi Jacob will race in the Boonta Eve Classic with Anakin Skywalker. Mom, who do you think will win?' she called to the porch where her mother and father were sitting on their new porch swing.
'I don't know honey. Who trained them, they're jedi right?'
'yeah!' she turned towards Jake. 'Aunt Alice trained Jacob. And Anakin hasn't had any training because Qui Gon Jinn hasn't come to Tatooine yet!' she turned looking seriously at her mother and father.
'Well with that information, I believe Jedi Alice will win.' Bella laughed when Jacob scoffed, appalled at her lack of faith in him. Once again.
'But mom, Jedi Alice is old.'
'Hey!' Alice said while Jake almost doubled over in his fit of laughter.
'And Jedi Jacob is taller and can run faster.' Nessie piped over Jacob's laughter.
'Well Nessie, we will just have to see. I say Alice wins.' Bella called to her daughter from Edwards arms.
'Fine.' Nessie stuck her nose up in the air and walked over to Jacob. He lent down so that they were face to face. 'Promise me you'll win.'
'I promise.' He smiled, and then lent down to kiss her for head. He stood up and headed to the starting line where alice stood with Jasper.
'Bring it on my young padawon!' she snickered.
'Any thing you say, master.' He nodded to Alice as he retreated. 'You're going down.'
"Do you want me to shave you too?" she laughed bringing me out of my stupor.
"Nah, I gotta get to my beautiful fiancé-to-be." I smiled, leaning back to give her a peck on the cheek. "Thanks." I got up and walked out of her huge bathroom to go down stairs.
Bella was sitting on the couch, of course, who would expect any different? She was reading a leather bound book, old by the looks of it.
"Eh, hey Bells." I ran my hands through my hair. Awkward.
"Jacob." She said with out looking up.
"Eh, how are you?" I shifted my weight from one foot to the other like a preteen getting yelled at. I have no reason to be nervous, hell I've known Bella for my entire life. Maybe it was the fact that not 10 hours ago, I was humping her daughter. Definitely, not something I should be thinking about right now…
"I'm good Jake; you're done distributing you're letters?"
"Yep," I smiled. I pulled my cell phone out of my pocket, seeing that I had a text from Embry.
We're at the garage.
"Um, I gotta go, they're at the last stop, so I gotta get to the house." She finally looked up.
"You're finally going to be apart of the family." She closed her book and placed it on the coffee table in front of her. "I know you'll make her so happy. And I have to admit, I'm kinda jealous that you're stealing her away."
"Bells, I'm-"
"No, that came out wrong," she back tracked. "I know you're not stealing her, but you have to understand, I've only had her for 13 years. Compared to the 18 I should have had. But I guess you could have taken her when she was seven." She smiled.
"It was her decision." I shrugged. "And she took however long she needed too."
"I have to admit, when you showed up at her party, I thought you were going to tell her."
"So did Edward. He actually talked me out of it. She was still in high school and she was with all of her friends and he told me that she wasn't thinking about me like that yet. So I waited."
Five years, five long ass years of me watching her flaunt her perfect ass around La Push Beach; five long years that I had to endure guys staring at her beautiful perfect ass in the mall.
"And I'm so thankful for that, Jacob. I'm glad she chose you. I'm glad you'll be taking care of her, even if it is in that big house, alone."
"Don't worry; hopefully it won't be empty for long." I laughed. Imagining just how much fun we would have filling all of the empty rooms with kids.
"Now, don't get too carried away." She pulled me back from my dream. "We still haven't talked to Carlisle, and I don't want you two to get you're hopes up until then."
"Yeah, I know. But we gotta get today out of the way, then tomorrow we'll deal with that."
"Well, go get her champ!" she punched me in arm lightly. "Go make my daughter happy."
"I can only try." I leaned down and kissed her on the cheek.
"Don't forget the condoms." She laughed. I froze. "Yes. I know."
"Um. I-I" I stuttered.
"Jake, how could you be so stupid?" she released me from her hug.
"I-I" still stunned from her resent news barring.
"Tell me, did you forget them on purpose, or did you relapse in your idiotic ways?"
"What? I would never force Nessie into anything."
"Renesmee is freaking out because she doesn't know how you'll take it. You know if you guys are pregnant."
"What." More of a statement of shock than a question. "She-she thinks that I- that I don't?" I reached behind me for a chair.
"Jake?" Bella helped me into a seat. "You look like you're going to be sick."
"She thinks I'd be mad? If she got pregnant, I'd be happy, fucking ecstatic!" I looked up to her. "I gotta go tell her-"
"No, you're not going to ruin this. You've been working so hard so that she'd be surprised. This is romantic and you're not going to make her cry."
"I'm not gonna make her cry-"
"Yeah, you will. She's going to cry if you bring it up. So just don't. Not until after you propose and she says yes and you guys are happy and-"
"But that defeats the purpose doesn't it?" God damn it! "She thinks I would be mad if we got pregnant." My head fell in my hands.
"Listen. She's just freaking out, because she hasn't talked to you yet, okay? She doesn't even know if you two can get pregnant and I think that is playing into the freaking out as well. I mean, she is Edward's daughter you know. After you two talk it all out everything will be fine. Carlisle already talked to her, and she's planning on coming in next week, I'm sure she'll tell you. You two will be fine. You've made it through psycho vampires and lack of communication and you still love her despite the fact that she is still a teensy bit immature. You two were made for each other."
"Bells, when did you get so insightful?"
"Since my daughter made me see that love knows no bounds. I mean she loves my natural enemy." She laughed.
"God forbid." I smiled.
"I'm happy that you're happy." She grabbed my hand. "Now go propose to my daughter. You're late."
I looked down at my phone. I sent a quick message to Embry basically saying to stall, hopefully he'd get creative.
"Thanks bells, you know for planting that seed." I said as I walked towards the front door of the main house. "Now, that's all I'm gonna be able to think about."
Renesmee's POV
"I'm gonna kill him. No, I'm gonna kill you." I punched Embry in the arm after I got into the jeep.
"Why are you gonna kill me?" he asked raising his hands defending himself against further attacks. "I didn't do anything!" he laughed.
"Exactly!" I tried to punch him again. "You didn't do anything! What the hell is going on!" I asked it in the form of a question, but I really meant it as a demand.
"Just calm down. We're here." I hadn't noticed that we were driving, let alone that we had stopped.
"Where's here?" I looked out the window. There was a giant house…with green shutters. "Embry is this?" I looked at the house again, it was gorgeous.
"Just go." He flicked the car into park.
I looked back at him. For a second I was terrified. He's sending me into an empty house, completely unprepared. I took a deep breath, opened the door. All of my fears were gone when I smelled his woodsy sent faintly in the air.
"Go." I turned and leaned back into to the car.
"Thank you." I whispered into his ear. I gave him a quick hug before exiting the car.
How could I have butterflies right now? I mean, I'm standing in front of this gorgeous house, with a picket fence. Did I mention that? Yeah there is one. I laughed to myself as I opened the little gate, running my fingers over the little latch and over the individual slits. My feet took me along the stone path towards the giant wrap around porch.
The little lights in the garden added to the ambiance of the sunset. I stood on the top step of the porch and looked out over the front yard of the house. I could see a little boy playing in the mud to my left; covered head to toe with it, driving around his dump trucks. His long raven hair would fall into his face and he run his muddy fingers through it, looking up at me with a toothless grin.
To my left, in the garden, I saw a little girl picking the roses in her little yellow sundress, with her curls pinned on top of her head. Her long eyelashes gently touched her cheeks as she stuck the rose to her nose. She gently plucked all of the thorns off, gently tucking it into her pinned curls. She looked up at me with her beautiful black eyes, smiling showing all of her beautiful with teeth.
My hand was resting upon my now flat stomach, where I hoped a small life form was growing. I didn't care if it was a boy or a girl, granted I thought it would be a boy, only because of Jacob, but I would be perfectly content with a healthy baby girl.
I sighed. Smiling to myself, I turned around assuming I was supposed to go into the house. I ran my hand across the, what looked like, antique door knob. This place is perfect!
I gently opened the door, the squeak from the hinges echoed through out the enormous house.
"Jake?" I called down the corridor to my left. "Jacob?" I whispered again. "This isn't funny!" Nothing. I was met by silence. I turned back towards the door, with every intention of leaving, before I heard a noise behind me.
I walked down the hallway to my left; it opened in to a huge room that was covered with candles and vases with flowers.
"Wow." I whispered. I leaned in to smell the sunflowers in the vase closet to me. "He remembered." I smiled. The table was filled with them. In the middle of all of the flowers was another envelope.
Nessie,
I hope that you like the set up. I wanted everything to be perfect, so I got some sunflowers like you told me once. Now, onto why you're here, like every other letter.
I want to wake up next to you, eat breakfast with you, watch movies with you in bed, hold your hand and watch TV, send you cute text messages, buy you gifts all of the time, nap together, I want you to always wear my clothes, I want to watch the sunset and rise with you, I want to walk in the rain with you, I want to snuggle in bed with you, look into your eyes, mess up your hair and kiss you good night. Every single night.
"What? That was it?" I turned it over in my hands, the flimsy piece of paper.
Turn around.
I slowly turned to look out the bay windows. However, there before me, in a white button up shirt and dark jeans was the man I was in love with, kneeling down on one knee.
"Oh my god." My hands flew over my mouth.
"Nessie, for the rest of eternity, I want to hold you in my arms and tell you I love you. I want you to be my wife. Will you marry me?"
"Is this a dream?" I said into my hands. I could feel the wetness on my cheeks.
"No," Jake laughed, pulling out a velvet box from his pocket, he opened it slowly, revealing the ring inside. I remember seeing it in many of the old photographs in Jacob's room. "Will you do me the great honor and be my wife?"
All I could do was nod. My throat was dry and I didn't trust my self to talk. I wanted to scream to the heavens yes! But something kept it within me, well at least until he pushed the ring onto my left ring finger. I jumped into his arms whispering "yes, yes, a thousand times yes!"
He twirled me around in his arms. I just giggled.
"This is definitely a better story than the tub." I laughed kissing him gently on the lips. "So much better." I smiled looking into his eyes. He tilted my head back, kissing me deeply. "Mmmm" I gripped the back of his head. "Where are we?" I asked breathlessly.
"Well, my beautiful bride to be, we are at our house." He put me down.
"No." my jaw was literally on the floor. "It's too big!"
"No, its not." He laughed. "Let's take a tour, shall we?" I squealed with joy as I grabbed his hand. He intertwined his fingers in mine; pulling me along with him down the hall towards the stairs I passed on the way in.
"We'll start upstairs." He gave me this adorable boyish smile. We started climbing the stairs; I was looking up at the chandelier looking light on the ceiling.
"Wow." We got to the top of the stairs and he pulled me to the left around the corner.
"This is one of the five bedrooms in the house." He opened the door.
"Wow." The walls were an off white, with a deep green accent. All of the furniture was green and white. The twin bed had a matching comforter and pillow set.
"Esme did all of the decorating as you can see."
"It's beautiful!"
"Let's go to the other rooms huh?"
"You said there are five?"
"Well five bedrooms."
"Wait, what?" he smirked and walked out of the room.
"Just come on Ness."
I watched as he walked towards the next room. I felt myself melt at the thought of it. One of the rooms that one of our kids might live in. I couldn't help but smile.
"Now, all of these rooms can be redecorated if you want them too." Jake said as he rubbed my back gently. I looked into his eyes; suddenly I didn't care much for looking at rooms. His innate ability to care about me was amazing. I bit my lip, keeping my moan from leaving my lips.
"I'm just interested in seeing, our, room." I said, hoping it came across as seductive.
"Are you sure?" he searched my face for anything that would clue to him that I was lying. I ran my hand down his chest.
"Positive." I whispered, tracing the line between his abs. In the back of my mind, I knew that I had to talk to him about what happened last night. But for right now, I was satisfied with making love to my fiancé.
"O-okay. It's right through here." He grabbed my hand and intertwined his fingers in mine.
"This way?" I started to pull him towards me. He simply nodded, the corner of lip turned upwards. "Can we see it?" I bit my lip unconsciously.
"yeah." He grabbed my hips and pushed his body into me so I was walking backwards. I hit the door. "Do you really wanna see it?" he so close to my face that I could taste his breath.
"Yes." I breathed looking at his lips. He let go of my hip and I could feel the door opening behind me. I turned around and was greeted by an amazing sight.
The room was huge first of all. But that wasn't what drew my eye, the candles were. There had to be about one hundred of them.
"Jake." I whispered, mostly in awe, but a little in utter disbelief. "You did all of this?"
"Well. Believe it or not, rose helped with the candles. Freaky I know. But hey, she wanted something to do so I told her that I need the house set up." He wrapped his hands around my waist.
"And you gave her the only thing other than werewolf teeth that could kill her?" I laughed turning around in his arms. "How thoughtful."
"Only the best for my girl." He grinned.
"And I love that." I wrapped my arms around his neck. "I love you." I'm not gonna lie, I'm grinning like an idiot.
"I love you too." He leaned down and kissed my lips gently.
I broke the kiss gently, still smiling like an idiot.
"We're getting married." I ran my hands down his shoulders, his arms, and right to his hands, where I intertwined my fingers with his. "You're marring me."
"No, no. you're marring me." He laughed, swinging my hands back and forth.
"We're marring each other." I squealed and jumped up and down. "I can't wait to tell everyone. I can't wait to tell Brooke. My mom!" I jumped into his arms to kiss him. "I'm so happy!"
"I can see that." He laughed wrapping his arms around my waist. "I'm glad your happy." I could feel his chest swell as he breathed in my scent. "Ness, can I ask you something?"
"Yeah, sure?" I said as he placed my back on the ground.
"I was just wondering" he stuttered a little. "I was wondering if you know…"
"Jake, spit it out!" he paced around the room, our room, and finally found himself on the end of the bed.
"You're not mad at me for last night right?"
"Why would I be mad?" I went over to stand between his legs. "Why would you think that?"
"Well we weren't exactly safe and I wasn't exactly… you know."
"I don't care." I smiled. "If we get pregnant it will only make it better. And I'm pretty fond of make up sex." I grabbed his face in my hands. "It was fun." I cocked my eyebrow.
"You're not mad?" he asked again. "Because if you're mad I-" I kissed him on the lips to stop him from talking. "Completely understand-" I kissed him again. "And I don't mind if you-" and again. "Want some time off."
"Jake, shut up and kiss me." I pulled his face towards mine. I felt him pull the back of knees. As the kiss deepened, I felt him harden even more under me. "Let's get married tomorrow."
"I just proposed!" He laughed. "You're killing me woman!" He kissed my lips again.
"I just want to marry you now!" I whined.
"Two weeks."
"Friday."
"One week." He pressed.
"Why!" I whined again.
"Because!" he whined back.
"Fine. If you're not gonna marry me… I'm not gonna love you." I got up from the place I found my self in earlier on his lap.
"Just because I'm not gonna rush into a wedding ceremony, you're gonna with hold sex?" he laughed.
"Yes, I am." I put my hands on hips. "From now on, my legs are closed until you marry me."
"Ness, come on." He got up.
"Nope."
"Well." He came up to me and moved a strand of hair behind my ear. He leaned in and kissed my neck sweetly. I basically melted when I felt his hot breath on my ear. "Game on, Cullen." He pulled back and looked at me square in the eye.
"Fine. Game. On." I cocked my eye brow. "You won't last a week."
"Babe, I waited twelve years, what's two more weeks?"
"But that was before you saw me naked." I ran my hand down his chest.
"Yeah, well now I have a picture to dream about." He smirked.
"We'll see." I lingered my hand on his pants.
"We will." He smirked. God he was killing me already.
5 days later…
"Ness! Hurry up!" Jacob called from the bedroom. After that night, we went back to his father's house got all of our stuff and moved in to our new house.
I looked in the mirror. Our game was still going strong. But I was dying. That night he stripped down to his boxers and strutted into the bedroom like a sex lollipop. I don't even know what that is but he's making me crazy. Why I was doing this was getting less and less clear every time he'd come home shirtless or sweaty from playing football with the guys. So tonight I was firing back. I was being nice for the past four days. Well I can honestly say that I am done with playing fair.
I let my hair drop over the new lingerie I ordered from La Perla. The vintage plisse baby doll nightgown was going to do the trick. I will get him to loose this bet.
"Ness!"
"Oh my god, I'm coming!" I yelled back. I could hear him chuckle. I opened the door after I turned off the light. He had his hands behind his head while he watched TV. He didn't even look up. Well played. I walked over in front of the TV to the dresser where I took out the earrings that he gave me for my last birthday.
I slowly turned around, but I still say him snap his head back to the TV. I smiled to my self. To drive him completely crazy I walked over to him and climbed up on to the bed, and proceeded to clime over him to get to my side. I could hear him swallow. Mission accomplished.
"Hey Jake, can you turn of the light?" he looked at me, the his eyes trailed down my body and landed on the skin that was peeking out at him on my stomach just above my panties.
"Jake?" I said again when he didn't answer. His eyes locked with mine.
"but its on your side."
"I'm too tired, baby." I rubbed my leg on his. He came undone. I say the tent appear in his boxers.
"fine." He scoffed. He leaned over me locking eyes with me. He moved my legs apart and settled between them. He used his arms to keep him suspended above me. He flipped off the light and came back to me and kissed me on the head. I was so wet it was killing me.
"Night baby." I whispered. I bent my legs up so he couldn't go any where. At this point I was so ready I didn't care if I lost this bet. I grabbed the back of his head and kissed him so hard I thought I would draw blood.
I could feel his arms about to give as I attacked his tongue with mine. He slowly let his body touch mine, and the heat radiating off of his body was going to send me over the edge before he even entered me.
"Ness." He moaned as he ran his hand up my chest. I arched at the touch. My eyes closed involuntarily. I projected one picture. Us both naked. I could feel him get harder as he moaned into my mouth.
"Do you want to?" he said quickly before attacking my mouth again. I moaned as he grinded into me once. My hands went from his face and shoulders, down this chest and into his boxers. I gently grabbed him in my hand and started to rub. He made this little squeak that made me laugh.
His breath was ragged as I started to speed up. He reached up to my breast and started to play with it. I pushed his boxers over his hips. There was no turning back after this point. He let go of my breast and stood up to get rid of the boxers. He motioned for me to get up. I sat up and he kissed me, pulling me to the edge of the bed. He but his hands down the back of my panties and held my ass in both of his hands and gently squeezed. I have come to realize that Jacob Black is a butt guy. He always has to touch my butt. Every single day. Don't get me wrong I have no problem with it, but I have to be careful with what I wear if you know what I mean.
He slid my panties down my legs and traced one finger along my opening.
"baby you are so wet." I gave a shaky laugh. No kidding.
"show me how much you love me, my Jacob." I whispered into his ear. He grunted into my ear and pulled me into him as he kissed me. He picked me up and held me against him as he lowered us down to the bed.
"I've missed you my beautiful fiancé." He told me as he got into position. He pulled my legs together and lifted them up to his shoulder. I could feel him at my center carefully sliding in. I gasped and grabbed the bed sheet.
"fuck baby, you are so tight." He pushed all the way in and let out a deep breath. I could feel him all the way inside of me. It felt like home.
He started to move and I started to come undone. Moaning and writhing in pleasure I started to scream his name.
"Jacob!" I gasped. "I'm cuming"
"Come on, cum for me baby." He started moving faster, bringing me over the edge into what I like to call pleasure valley.
When I finally came he pulled out and motioned for me to stand up.
"Come on baby." He held me as I wobbled. He pushed me against the wall and took me against the wall. I tightened my legs around him as I came again. I could feel him pulse inside of me as he came inside of me. The warmth inside of me spread and I swear I felt it in my toes.
"that was…" he said out of breath. I nodded trying to catch mine.
"amazing."
"Don't ever with hold sex from me, ever again."
"I kind of liked it." I smiled. "Besides you made me cum twice, you haven't done that before." I dragged my nose across his chest. "I loved it."
"good." He laughed. "We can try for three if you want." I looked up to see the huge smirk that was plastered across his face. I laughed.
"I'm looking forward to it." he kissed me sweetly. "why is the bed so far away?" Jake laughed he reached down and hooked his arm around my legs. He picked me up and laid me gently into the huge bed. He climbed over me and laid on his side and stared at me intently.
"What?" I laughed.
"You know what this means right?"
"No?"
"I get to choose the date of the wedding." He smirked.
