1 review. Ouch. Lol. Thanks for reviewing. I'm hoping to get at least 3 reviews. Last chapter was more of a filler then anything. The Next chapter I write is going to be very important and a lot of drama Involved. I think you'll love it! That chapter plays a big role in the story. Something extremely bad happens. Unfortunately can't say what. Though I wish I could. And I'm not feeling to well. So I'm not sure when the next update will be :(

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Previously:

"I understand; I know what you mean. You can do whatever you want sweetheart. And I will always be here if you need me. For the both of you. If you need me to babysit I'm here. Usually. Have you talked to Paul about it yet?" Shaking my head I kissed her on the cheek, telling her I was going to put Clarabelle to bed. It's been a long 4 days for the kids. Walking up the stairs I saw Paul smiling down at them, as he caressed her their tiny little heads. "Paul" I whispered, tip-toeing to him as I placed Clarabelle down next to the boys. "Can we talk for a for a few minutes?" I asked taking his hand in mine as we trailed out of the room, closing the door gently behind us. He looked worried at me, looking down at his hands. Looking up his eye's met mine. "Am I in trouble for something? Like-" I cut him off with a small laugh as I shook my head. "Then what?" he mumbled tightening his grasp on my hand. He was worried..
"No. I want to ask you something. You can say no if you want to. You don't have to say yes. Do you want to get our own place. Paul?" I was worried, what if Paul got angry, afterall he is a huge momma'sboy. But the smile on his face told me everything I needed to know. He nodded, taking my face in his hands and bringing me to his lips. "I love you Liz." Smiling I said an I love you to before kissing him with so much passion. "Oh god. Stop it. I have already got 3 grandkids from something like that. I don't need anymore right now." Alex muttered covering her eyes. "I've got to go to the toilet then I'm going to pick up Sarah and Nick. 'Scuse me kids"


6 Month's Later...


"Isn't it pretty" I smiled cradlinga sleeping Clarabelle. Me and Paul had finally moved in; our own house finally! 2 months ago we went furniture shopping with Alex when we found the perfect house. The house overlooked the ocean; and at night, if you listened softly, you could hear the waves crashing to the shore; the best part, it's right next to Emily's!. The house two story like some in La Push. "It's it" Paul agreed nodding his head at me, "But your more beautiful" That's when I smiled at him, Leaning Clarabelle on my right side gently and opening the finally furnished house. All our stuff placed in here. It was so good to be able to call this our own place.

Me and Paul decided 5 months ago that we would have our wedding on the 6th of June, that was 2 weeks away. Saturday was my Bachelorette party, in two days. I am excited for that. "I need some sleep" I yawned. Last night was a big night for not only me, but for Clarabelle and the boys Mathew and Leo. That's when Paul nodded kissing me on the cheek. "I'm going to put Clara to bed then I'm going to bed. Watch them for me?" That's when Paul rolled his eye's at me, shaking his head in a 'yes' motion, his voice barely above a small whisper.
"I am their parent to you know. Have a good sleep baby" He mumbled, kissing the very top of my head, the place where he kissed seemed to tingle on my skin. "I love you" He whispered. Smiling I nodded in agreement. "And you know I love you." Smiling I kissed the smiling, Squirming Mathew and Leo.

"I love you to my special little boys" I cooed, nuzzling them with my nose. Before I started walking up the stairs Clarabelle started wailing, kicking her arms and legs. "Okay, okay. Shh" I mumbled, placing her gently on the floor. "Is that what you want?" Sometimes, this parenting thing is hard. When they cry, you don't know what they're crying for. They could be hungry, they could be tired, they could be sore. That's the confusing part. You don't know. But as I placed her on the floor her cries stop as she gently went on all fours, pulling herself; she was crawling. For the first time ever. "Quick, get the camera Paul. Give me the boys. Move werewolf, move" I joked slightly taking the boys off of him while he dashed out into kitchen to go through my bag to retrieve the camera I bought for moments just like this. "Kodak moment" Paul laughed taking a picture of Clara; a proud look lingered on his face as he watched his so-far only daughter walking. Smiling I propped the growing boys on the ground next to Clara, a smile on my face as I ran out of the lounge room. "Lizzie, where are you going?" Paul called out, his voice loud enough to travel to me. I grabbed the phone out of it's cradle. "I'm ringing your mother; she will want to know about th-" I was cut off by the doorbell ringing. "Okay, take more pictures and ring Ale- I mean your mom. I will go answer that door" Kissing his cheek I picked a crying Leo off of the floor, putting a dummy in his mouth; his crying easing to an erupt stop. Opening the door I saw an old lady, a slight scowl on his face. "Um" I said my eyebrows pulling together. "Hi, how can I help you?" I asked, my arms around Leo, comforting him as squirmed. "Is Paul here?" She muttered snidely, her face welcoming an angry, stuck up scowl. I repressed the urge to tell that snide bitch to get the fuck away from me; but being the good little girl I am; I didn't. "Paul, honey. Someone's here for you."And like that I walked away, leaving the stuck up bitch at the door. "Yeah I will take care of them Paul." I smiled, answering his silent question. I guess sleep is going to have to hold on for awhile longer. I sat on the ground, my legs crossed as I watched the kids play with their stuffed toys. Over the past 6 months they've groan so much; their starting to understand. And finally, my little girl started crawling today! Finally.

"Liz" Said a voice behind me, husky and hesitant voice. When I turned around I saw the bitch standing next to me; glaring hard. "This is my grandma" The glare from her was really freaking me out. "Oh yeah, the 666 lady" I smirked, making Paul shake his head furiously; eyes wide, his grandmother glared harder at me. "I mean, your grandmother. Yay" This was my first time meeting her, and already I was hating it. "Ah Liz.. She's going to be staying here for a week." That's when he bit his lip, as his eyes evaluated what I would do; what I'd say. My mouth was wide open. This bitch? She is going to be staying here for a week? It's not just his house, it's mine too! He can't say that some bitch is going to be sleeping here. What about my Bachelorette party? If it was Alex, and he just 'Mom's staying over for the week' I'd be happy, in fact I'd be ecstatic. But her, I've heard stories about her. And the way she is glaring at me makes me feel shitty. "Sure Paul" I said smiling, my teeth clenched; my smile forced. "She can stay" That's when I grabbed the phone out of his hands, walking upstairs with it. I think I need Alex.

"Hello; please leave a message after the beep" It said; a voice said. Groaning I hung up. Who else can I ring? It's better then going downstairs. Kim? Leah? Emily? Belle? Jacob- nuh, Jacob will just laugh at me. Leah seems like a good go. How many times have I heard her vent? I didn't mind. Dialing her number I heard her speak, a moan mixed in. "He-hello" She said between breaths. "Leah?" I asked confused, why was she so breathless? Like.. "What are you doing, you sound really breathless" I laughed, my breath spirling out as a laugh that went into the phone. "Grease 2" That's when I heard giggling and a 'Elan, stop.. (Moan) I am on the (giggle) phone.." That's when my eyes grew wide when I realised what they were up to. Oh. "Oh, I am so sorry. I had no idea that. Ew. I am just going to.. Yeah." Flinching I hung up the phone, rolling onto the bed with a groan. I'm pretty sure Sam's got patrol with Jared. Emily. Getting the phone I dialed her number. "Hello?" Said a yawn. "Oh, hey Liz. Sorry, just checked the caller I.D. How are you doing with the kids, Paul and the house. Everything okay?" Frowning into the phone "No" I said in a whisper. Trying to keep my voice low so Paul wouldn't be able to hear. "Paul and the kids are fine. Oh my god, but you'll never guess what!" I laughed in an excited voice, causing Emily to laugh into the phone. "Probably not. So.. What did happen that got you all excited. Hmm?" She laughed out once again; I could hear munching into the phone. "Are you eating something. Because if you are I will come next door and steal some muffins; and just because I haven't got that pregnant excuse I will still come over there."

"Actually, you'd be stealing brownies mixed with mnms. But if you want come over and help me eat some. So; is that why you rung? To see what I am eating?" She said jokingly into the phone. "No. Clarabelle just started crawling, seriously. Paul took a picture of it. She is the first to crawl so far. It was so adorable, she was concentrating so hard" That's when Emily laughed. "Bring the picture over soon; when you come over for brownies. And I have some news of my own. That you will be the first to know." Oooh, a secrete! Now I want to know.
"And whats that Emily. I'm going to guess. Are you have twins? Or are you.. Nuh, I give up. What's the news Emmikens?" I asked, thoroughly excited for her. "Wait. Let's 3 way Kim" I heard her say 'yes' in agreement. "Hello?" Kim asked after 3 rings. "Hey" Me and Emily said in perfect unison, our voices almost seemed as one. "Oh hey girls. Let me get Belle on the line. Hold" And after a minute of silence it was the four of us. "So what were you guys talking about before we rung each other?" Kim asked, wonder in her voice.

"We'll talking about how Clara is finally walking. Paul took a picture, I will show you guys later. And Emily was just about to tell me something. So speak me pretty" I laughed, the four of us laughing together in my witch like voice. "Well I finally had that ultrasound. It turns out that it's a boy. And when the women showed me the picture, he was sucking his thumb." She said, and I could hear the excitement in her voice, the passion of being a mother. "Awe" Kim said in awe. "That's adorable. I don't exactly want a kid just yet. No offence Emily, Liz" Laughing me and Emily said 'none taken'. "So, hows it all Liz? Any problems yet, you know with the whole you and Paul living together thing. You're lucky." Kim sighed, it seemed it was far off. "Ugh" I said, with a roll of my eyes as I slumped onto the bed, my back pressed against the sheets. "Goodness me. Don't even talk about that subject. Please." I huffed in anger, turning back toward the door as I looked out at the window and the picturesque view of the sun that was setting. "Aww.. Why, what happened? Are you an Paul fighting already?" Belle asked, her voice sympathetic. "No, not yet. But as soon as I see him we frickin will be. I can tell you that now. I mean far out" I could hear the silence in the phone. They were probably thinking 'what the hell is she talking about?'. "Okay then. So whats the problem? I mean.. What'd he do? Was he being a jerk about.. I'm not sure. What's up?" Emily asked "Oh- hey Sam. I'm talking to Belle, Kim and Liz. Yep, at the same time. Liz, sorry. I will ring you back. Don't forget to come over. In about 2 hours. Maybe 3. Bye." That's when the remaining of us choroused 'ewe'. "So what were you going to say- Hey Jared. Sorry, got to go. But talk to you later?" Laughing slightly, she hung up. With a sigh I nodded, even if she couldn't hear me. "Sorry. I've got to go too. Talk to you tomorrow? I love you" Sighing, I said 'I love you too Belle'. And that's when I sighed, the only sound was the beeping...

There was a tap on the door as it opened. "Liz? I have to go. Will you be okay here?" he asked walking up to me, bare handed. Gently I nodded, my eyes looking out at the window; gently he sighed, sitting down next to me. "Liz. I'm sorry I didn't tell you. I can make it up to you" He said in a seductive voice, his eyebrows waggling, a smirk on his face as he got the reaction that he wanted out of me. That's when I got angry at him, shoving him away with the palms of my hand. "Go away. Goto work, and take.. Never mind" I grumbled getting up and walking out of the room, leaving Paul in the room. "And you're sleeping on the couch tonight!" I growled. And that's when I saw his bitch face grandmother smirking at me. 'Don't let her get to you Liz. You're strong. And you've got kids now. You can't just swear at people who bother you!' I didn't even give her a second glance before sweeping across the room and into the kitchen. "Liz..." Paul sighed, walking into the kitchen after me. "What are you doing?" Turning around I glared at him, going on my tiptoes to reach the glasses, getting a glass of juice.
"Why are you angry at me? What the hell did I do?" His voice was harsh as he started shaking. "I didn't do anything at all! I mean so what if my grandmothers here, you'd do the same" Turning around I shook my head. "That's so easy for you to say Paul. I don't even have grandparents. Or a mother, how would you know if I would've done the same thing or not? You don't!" Seriously Paul has had it so easy; before the kids were born he was upset that his birth parents were alive. But far out, how upset would he be if he didn't have a fucking mother or grandparents. And like that he stormed out of the kitchen, slamming the front door. The babies crying at his depart. Fucking asshole. Breathing in I walked into the loungeroom, bending down to comfort them. "It's okay. You're all okay. Mommy loves you!" I beamed as their cries stopped, smiles on their faces.

"Momma!" Leo called, clapping his hands. The voice was so child like, so sweet and so cute! I honestly burst into tears, wrapping my arms around them gently, a triumphant smile on my face as I stared at Leo. "Oh my god, you just said your very first word! Oh my god I need my camera!" I smiled leaning down on the floor to retrieve it. And like that I snapped a picture of the 3 smiling babies on the floor. "Big deal, they said their first word. Trust me, it won't be their last. And lets get started on the whole you and my grandson" Raising an eyebrow I looked at her, the camera in my pocket. "Excuse me? How dare you talk to me like that, and in my and Paul's house. You have no right to treat me like that, you have absolutely no right to be here if you're going to be rude, insulting and conniving. What is your problem? Ever since you got here you've been treating me like s-h-i-t." That's when she glared at me even harder. If looks could kill... "You're the slut who is going out with my grandson. What you couldn't keep it in your pants for two minutes could you, you're a slut. A worthless slut. Good for nothing. And you always will be. I have no idea why he is still here with you. I would've left you the moment I found out you were pregnant with those devil spawns." And like that I snapped, my eye's glaring at her with as much force as I could muster. "Get the fuck out of my house before I forcebly remove you. And how dare you call my children devil spawns." And like that my hand went up, slapping her on the cheek. And automatically a red hand print imprinted on her face. The mark of my hand on her face. "Get out. NOW!" I yelled storming to the door and pointing to the outside of it. And like that she took her bags and left. Closing my eyes I let the tears stream down. How dare she say my children are devils spawns? And saying I am a slut. I slammed it shut, the kids screaming. "It's okay. I'm so sorry. It's okay. Mommy's here." Gently I picked them up, all three of them. Holding them to me I walked slowly up the stairs, putting them in their cot.


"What the hell!" Paul shouted, slamming our bedroom door open. He was furiously shaking; and I am quiet surprised the babies didn't wake up. Which with a glare I stood up, standing in front of him. "Paul you idiot, you had better stop that screaming. I spent 2 hours just getting them to stop crying" I hissed, my eyes meeting his in a glare, not as forceful as the one before. "Why the hell did you hit my grandma? She was only trying to help you!" That's when I gasped, taking a step back. So what? He agrees? He thinks they're devil spawns? That I'm a slut. That he would've left me earlier? "So what? You agree with her?" I asked, a look of disbelief on my face as I sat down on the bed, my hands on either side of me.
"Yeah, I agree with her!" That's when I gasped, tears streaming down as I got up, my feet lightly banging on the wooden steps. "Elizabeth, get back here. Don't run away from me!" He yelled angrily. "Don't talk to me! I've fucking have had enough. Don't you dare follow me you jerk!" And like that I ran out the door, not stopping until I got to the cliffs. The one place I could think.

Over looking the water I ripped the necklace off of my neck, throwing it into the water. Watching it I turned away, the waves crashing to the rocks. I can't believe he actually agrees with her. I think I need to talk to someone. Leah. Water splashed on me as I ran through it; dropletts hitting my skin as I made my way to Leah and Elan's house. As soon as I got there I bent down, retreiving her keys from under the mat. Most of the lights were flipped off, a few in the house. "Elan" I heard, and automatically I walked towards that sound. "Ahh!" Leah screamed, jumping back; making me jump back. "Oh my god, Liz. You scared the shit out of me. Are you okay; come here" And like that she swept me into her arm's wrapping her arms around me. "What happened?" She asked, soothing me as she rubbed my back gently.

"P-Paul called me a slut; that my babies are devils spawns" That's when Leah stepped back, an angry scowl on her face as she walked to the kitchen, keys in hand as she shoved them into her pocket. "Sleep in the guest room. I am going to your house. Give me your keys now. I'm sorting this shit out" And like that she reached into my pocket, getting out my keys. "Get clothes out of my draw. They'll be a bit to big for you. But that doesn't matter. And if you get hungry you know where the food is. I'm calling Alex over; you need to talk to her. And.. Did Paul actually say those words. Or is it that imagination of yours?" Shaking my head I looked at her.

"It wasn't my imagination. He actually said that. Well his mother did. And he said he agreed with her, that she was right. She told me I was a slut, that I was worthless, that Clarabelle, Mathew and Leo are devil spawns." That's when she shook her head, a glare on her face as she slammed the door shut.


"Liz!" Paul said, running into Leah's guest bedroom. "That's not what she told me. I swear. I would never say that. If I knew that happened I wouldn't of been angry at you. I don't think you're a slut. I don't think you're worthless, and I do absolutely do not think that they're devils spawns. I love them so much." He said all in one breath, the words rushing out in a stampede of words. "Most importantly I love you. I love you because you're you Liz." And like that he took me into his arms wrapping me up tightly as I cried into his chest with great force. My tears streaming down as I grasped onto him. He let me cry into him. "You're so beautiful. And I do not blame you for doing what you did. And I am sorry I yelled at you." He mumbled against my shoulder. "You're the most wonderful girl I've met that isn't my mom." That's when I laughed at little. Leah stood at the doorway, Clarabelle in her arms; a smile on her face as she watched me. It was sympathetic. "Elan has Leo and Mathew. You're welcome to sleep here tonight. No Grease 2 going on tonight" she winked, a laugh arising. Making me laugh as well. "Me and Elan can take care of these 3. Okay."

"Are you okay?" Paul asked, his voice low and husky. "Do you want to go home?" And like that I nodded, his arms winding around my waist as he helped me up off of the bed. "Leah, thanks for looking after the kids. We're going to go home" Smiling lightly she nodded, handing me Clarabelle, Elan handing Paul Matty and Leo. "Thanks" He smiled gently.
"It's fine; any time." And like that we made our way to the car.

"You're still sleeping on the couch tonight Paul" I said, that made him frown as he nodded at me, looking down at his hands. Lifting my hand up I wiped the last stranded tear that seemed to flow down my face. "I will do what ever you want me to as long as you're not sad with me. I swear I didn't mean any of that Liz. I love you. How come you seem to not believe that. The first time we made love... It felt complete. That a spot before that was missing. And now it's filled. I love you. And I wont stop proving it to you." He promised taking my cheeks in his hands as he leaned in kissing me with so much passion..

"I love you" I said looking up.