Follow/Fav Might Have Been
By: Mrs.Robward
"Of all sad words of tongue or pen, the saddest are these: 'It might have been'" A fic of few words about that; living, loving, losing, moving on, but always wondering... what might have been. **Complete**
Rated: Fiction M - English - Angst/Romance - Edward, Bella - Chapters: 113 - Words: 43,449 - Reviews: 3,823 - Favs: 416 - Follows: 309 - Updated: 2/14/2012 - Published: 9/14/2011 - Status: Complete - id: 7382179
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i stay in my old bedroom
lonely
scared
disappointed
my body heavy
my heart broke
sad
i hear my mother and bree return from the store
they're trying to be friends
i'm not sure how much it will help
i told my parents bree was my girlfriend
but she's not
she knows she's not
she's just a girl
that's a friend
who's carrying my baby
of course my dad pulled me aside
asked me if i was sure it was mine
i shrugged
i don't know
i don't know anything anymore
but i told him i would handle it
i would make sure
and i will
i guess
/ / /
"edward
we saw your old friend today"
bree says after they put away the groceries
and i join her in the living room
"which one?"
i ask even though i don't really care
"what was her name again esme?"
the room goes silent
her?
my mother steps into the room
her face cold
her eyes determined
as they watch me
my reaction
"it was bella swan"
she says
so harshly
i die in my skin
just enough to feel my soul collapse
"what did you say to her?"
i ask
afraid
so very afraid
"i introduced her to bree
your girlfriend
mother of your child"
her head shakes with each statement
"edward she is still so pretty"
bree speaks
but her voice is muffled
the fear is too busy drowning me
suffocating me
"you didn't?"
i whisper a plea to my mother
"i did
she needed to know edward"
i stand
but she continues to talk
"she ran out of that store like her life depended on it
i wonder why?"
i slam the front door as i leave
/ / /
i drive over to your house as fast as these slick streets will let me
everything is such a blur
i still don't know what to say to you
but
i'm sorry
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