I looked at the time you have got to be kidding me little girl. I got up and went to the clubhouse, I was going to teach her a lesson she thinks I won't send the guys and drag her back to the house.

"What's going on?" asked Clay as I sat next to him.

"Jess didn't call even call"

"Why did you even let her move out?" If I could I probably would have her there till Hap got out, but then I thought of it and Jess having her own apartment meant she might want to stay here rather than going back to Tacoma.

"Hap was the one that said Yes."

"You know why Hap is letting her do all this shit"

"Yeah what I'm worried about is he is going to come back to someone that isn't that depended on him now that she has her own things and with the new job from Rosen" I said.

"She has not changed, stay here we will bring Jess. Let's go." said Clay as he called the guys.

"Alright" said the guys as they all headed outside. I just hope Clay is right, but Jess was changing and it was for the good. I grabbed my things and decided to go home, let her decided where she want to stay.

Lorca

We realized something was going on when Jess didn't open the door and we heard someone inside call out for help as we also heard things crashing.

"Was that Jess" asked Kozik as Bully began kicking in the door. Bully kicked in the door Kozik ran in gun drawn

Jess and the bitch were still fighting as Kozik grabbed the gun on the floor as Bully moved forward to get the bitch off Jess. He was going to handle her while I was going to help out Jess.

Jess

"A kick to the head Bully" yelled out Lorca as he picked me up and helped me stand next to them. I have no idea how many hits to the head I took but I was getting very dizzy as I leaned into Lorca.

"Hey she was attacking Jess what did you want me to do." he yelled back as I stared at the bitch that was unconscious on the floor when Tig and Clay barged into the apartment. Oh shit this is not going to go well.

"What the hell is going on here?" asked Clay as the other guys came in after them. Jax and Chibs rushed to my side as Jax helped me sit down. As I process this how the fuck did she know about the incident with Aaron. When the hell was this shit going to be laid to rest, it's like every time this shit was buried someone dug it up and shoved it in my face. I had to figure a way to try and cover this shit up again.

"Apparently Jess had a stalker" said Lorca as I just stared at them how did they know. The only person that knew was Ada.

"Yeah Ada told Hap said Bully as he looked down at me. I knew he was going to start going at me as if I was a child. Ever since Hap has been locked up every one took turn in telling me off over my decisions.

"Damn Ada" I said as Chibs began cleaning the cut I had gotten above my eyebrow.

"Where the hell was your gun?" Tig yelled at me as Bully was going to start but took a step back. Tig was the one that taking on a big responsibility with me. I loved the man but he always went a little to far.

"In my purse, can't visit Hap with it" I said as I avoided his stare, if he could hit me he would probably not hesitate. "Is it alright will it leave a scar." I asked as Chibs said no. All the guys turned around to glare at me.

"Really Jess" said Clay as he just glared at me too. I just didn't say anything as Chibs finished with me. We were back to step number one and everyone was going to watch me as a hawk. Wait till Hap finds out.

"So what do we do about crazy over here?" asked Opie as they all turned their attention to Valerie. She did take a hard blow to the head. I really wished she would never wake up but I'm known to have terrible luck.

"Well take care of her." said Tig as Jax was about to oppose with this club doesn't kill women. She could probably had shot me and Jax would still be confused of what to do.

"Your mother is waiting for you at the clubhouse." said Clay as I just nodded. I wanted to stay here and process everything. Lorca was my chance I doubt Hap ever told him why they took care of Aaron but he was my chance of not making a big deal. I stood up and almost went sideways if it wasn't for Clay who caught me before I fell.

"Why can't I just stay here." I said as Clay helped me sit back down and Chibs began explaining I couldn't go to sleep until at least two hours. I had not thought about sleep till Chibs mentioned it.

"Don't even start" said Clay as they helped me stand up and walk to the door as Tig finally let Killer out and he came running toward me. I grabbed Lorca as he helped me get outside as Chibs went back to get his things.

"I'll let Hap know" he said as we reached the end of the steps. I noticed it was just one of the new club's prospects and this was probably my only chance to talk to Lorca alone. The prospect opened the door as Killer got in the van. I sent him for Midnight another one that could not be trusted alone in the apartment, he just nodded and rushed upstairs.

"She can't talk" I said as I leaned into Lorca. He looked at me with confusion.

"What" said Lorca. What happened to the guy that never asked questions. Fuck Happy I needed you right now, he probably would of killed the bitch as she was kicking my ass. If Happy was out I really doubt I would be in Charming right. Oh enough with the damn what if's Jessica. I snapped out of whatever was crossing my mind right now and went back to the problem that was blowing up again.

"Remember when you and Hap took care of some of the Nords and Hap brought me along." I said as he just nodded.

"Yeah I still have questions about that night" he said.

"This has something to do with that, apparently stalker over there was his girl and if shit gets out well we will be looking at something that we won't be able to control without Hap. This is the last thing Hap needs. " I said as he just processed what I was telling him. I was crossing the line but it had to be done.

"I'll take care of it" he said as he closed the door. I really hoped he did and I wanted this to be the end of it.

"Are you alright?" asked the prospect as I looked out the window as he started the van and headed to the clubhouse.

"I'm fine" I said I already saw it moving back to mom's house, I had to put my foot down Hap could complain all he wanted right now until he could do something when he got out. I was going to stand my ground and not give in to whatever they suggested. When I got back Piney was already waiting for me I was surprised mom was not at the clubhouse, who the hell sent all of Samcro to the apartment. Piney walked me to the couch as I just sat back as he tried to keep me from falling asleep with old war stories which were not helping at all. All I wanted was to be in my bed alone as always. Well not entirely alone Killer still slept on the bed while Midnight had stopped and slept wherever, but all I wanted was my other killer who was probably sleeping on a cheap mattress.

"You can sleep, I'll check you in the morning." said Chibs as he walked by with a crow eater. I got up as Lorca and the guys walked in. All the guys headed to church as Lorca walked over to me, I could feel Tig's eyes on me as he stayed by the bar.

"It's done, I'll let Hap know about it" he said as he stood close to me.

"Jess" called out Tig as I as I moved away from Lorca a little to fast. I walked over to him as he walked me to the rooms. I knew what he was going to say any guy that looked my way even if it was a homeless guy. Did he not know that I wasn't as desperate as them. "Jess you have no prison clause." Hap's words came to mind null and fucking void Jessica and if I find out about anything your ass is mine he said. It wasn't like if sleeping with another guy crossed my mind, I really doubt I would enjoy being with someone else rather than Hap. Lately thanks to Luann and her your man is in Jail kit were doing good by me.

"Goodnight Tig" I said as I closed the door and got in the bed. "I'm alone" I whispered to Killer who whimpered as I finally let myself cry. I was surprised that I still had tears after this damn year. I never thought I would need him this much.

The Next Day

I felt someone looking at me as I awoke, I opened one eye I doubt it was Chibs he would of come in until I was awake. I sat up as I noticed it was mom

"Morning" I said as I rubbed my eyes that were puffy and sore.

"That's all morning" she said as she stood up.

"I have shit to do, I don't have time for this." I said as I removed the covers and stood up. I had a light headache probably still had those strong pain killers in my system.

"You start today?" she asked we had not really talked about this, I was going to work for Rosen in the morning and take over the shop in the afternoon. Something that would distract me of what was going on in my life.

"Yeah" I lied I wasn't going to start till next week but I did not want to spend time with my mother.

"Does Happy know about this job." she asked she already knew the damn answer.

"No" I said as I laid back down on the bed. He was going to be pissed but I knew he was not going to let me so I was going to do it anyway.

"So what are you going to do?"

"I already accepted the job, he needs help might not even last long" I said as I got up and got dressed.

"Things don't work like that" she said as I just stared at her.

"Mom I know but I'm tired of having someone dictate the shit I can do." I said as I grabbed my things would pick up Killer and Midnight later.

"Donna's life is moving on, while you are not even living yours" she said.

"You know what mother just stop" I said as I left. I slammed the door and headed outside I had to clear my mind and I knew the perfect place.

I walked into the house to find Donna and Ellie at the table. This was just the perfect place to come vent or just find some peace away from my mother.

"What's wrong?" asked Donna as I sat at the table.

"She is all like your life is not moving Jess" I said as I wiped away my tears, I was not crying because I was sad it was because I was pissed at my mother what did she expect from me.

"Your mother don't know shit Jess. What about the job something new and distracting" she said. I was agreeing with her then I remembered Hap did not know.

"Hap is going to kill me" I said as I turned on the coffee machine, I needed my addiction.

"Oh please you guys never stay angry at each other all you do is glare at each other in one visit, then the other just look at each other as if no one existed." she said as I grabbed a cup.

"You have a point, but she compared our lives and shit."

"You will be fine, if Hap were here right now what would be different, because I've seen you with Ellie she cries and you hand her right back. So your not ready nor want kids. The only difference would be is that you would be getting laid." she said.

"Where would I be without you Donna" I said as I picked up Ellie.

"In a mental institution"

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