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Ages-

Katherine of Aragon-33

King Henry VIII-26

Princess Mary Tudor-2

Princess Elizabeth-1

Sir Thomas More-41

Sir Francis Bryan-28

Thomas Boleyn-41

Anne Boleyn- 17

Mary Boleyn-20

George Boleyn-6

Cordelia Tudor-7 months

Isabella Boleyn-1

Tom Boleyn-1

Lady Jane Howard-15

Ambassador Eustace Chapuy's-29

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December, 5 1518

4 days had passed since Thomas had found me teaching Tom and Isabella the Catholic faith and since then little has been said. Anne was now 7 months pregnant and everything seemed to be going perfectly I prayed to God every night she gave Henry, and England a Prince.

It was about 2 in the morning when I woke from a nightmare, I had not woken Thomas for he lay on the other side of the bed his back facing me. I placed a gentle hand on my tiny rounded belly looking over to him "Thomas" I called weakly, but he did not wake.

The nightmare from moments before played in my mind.

I must have been eight or nine months the room around me was cold and deserted I was wearing a white gown my hair flowing freely around me shoulders "he does not want you" a voice whispered from behind me. I jumped turning to see the notorious face of Charles Brandon.

"What are you talking about?" I said fearfully stepping away from me.

"Your husband, do you really think he wants you now that he watched me have you in the dirt?" tears fell from my eyes.

"N-No, Thomas is not like that he loves me" I said weakly "he loves me, he loves our children" I said my voice stronger.

"Of course he loves the children, but that is all you are for, to have his children" I took another step away. "Once you can no longer do that he will send you away, just like Henry did"

"Liar" I hissed.

"Too bad really" he said with a vicious smile I looked down to the white skirts of my gown to see blood staining from between my legs. "I wonder if he will visit your bed as much when you lose this child and can no longer bare anymore?" He said with a smirk.

"N-N-No" I said falling to the ground as more blood soaked around me.

I lost the baby. I lost our baby.

I looked back up not to see Brandon, but rather Thomas I laid my hands over my bloodied skirts as he just glared down at me.

"You lost it" he said coldly before walking away.

He would not want me after this, his cold chilling mood towards me these last days proved it

I pushed the memory reaching out across the bed touching his arm with my fingertips "Thomas" I said a little louder and he woke.

"Katherine…" he groaned opening his eyes slowly, he suddenly jumped up "Katherine what is it!" he said and I crawled across the bed to his side. I buried my face in his chest as he brought me into his lap holding me tightly.

"I-I had a n-nightmare" I whimpered he rubbed my back tipping my chin up.

"What was it about?" he asked softly and I wrapped my arms around my stomach "was it about the baby?" he asked laying his large hand on my stomach I pulled mine away laying them on his hand.

"Yes" I answered sniffling.

"What happened?" he sighed sleep still evident in his voice.

"I-I lost it" I whimpered "but B-Brandon was there" his body stiffened as I forced his name out of my mouth.

"Shh, do not cry I have you" he said kissing the crown of my head.

"H-He said you only wanted me to have children by a-and that you do not want me" I whimpered burying my face in his chest.

"Then what" he said sounding more awake, I looked back up to him my eyes shinning with unshed tears.

"He said you would get rid of me and I-I looked down and there was b-blood all over my skirts, when I looked you accused me of losing it and just walked away" I said sobbing at the end.

"I will not leave you, Katherine" he said tipping my face up to his kissing me lightly "and the child is safe within you, there is nothing to fear" he unwrapped his arms kissing my arms returning me to my old spot.

"Please" I whimpered grabbing onto his shoulder before he could turn his back to me "just…just hold me" I said with pleading eyes and he stared at me a moment before pulling me against him laying down.

I lay my head on his chest his strong arms wrapped around my waist mine resting on his chest "look at me" he said softly and I did meeting his eyes. "I promise I will not leave you" he said softly leaning down and kissing my lips gently.

"What if I lose it?" I said in worry.

"You will not, you have nothing to fear" he said kissing my forehead pulling me closer "sleep now" he said his voice already filling with much wanted sleep.

Queen Anne Boleyn

"Oh my Elizabeth" I said in delight seeing my daughter run into the room.

"Mama!" she said hugging me tightly oh how I wished to hold her, but the child within me makes that next to impossible.

"How are you my sweet?" I asked taking a seat and letting her climb into my lap.

"Good, where Mary, Bella and Tom?" she asked turning her head slightly.

"They are with their mother" I answered kissing her head "never fear my love, they will be visiting soon" I promised her.

"Mama" she asked again cautiously "where's Cordy?" my blood boiled in mention of the child Henry created with Katherine.

"She is also with her mother, do not think of her" I said setting her down on her feet "mama must leave now, but be a good girl for your governance" she nodded and I left quickly.

"Anne!" my sister Mary said running to my side.

"Mary! You must address me by my rightful title in public" I hissed at her and she frowned slightly before perking up once again.

"I have such good news, I cannot contain it!" her blue eyes sparkled and she looked positively glowing with happiness.

"Come with me to my chambers, tell me in private" she nodded as I laid my hands on my stomach walking briskly to my rooms. "Tell me" I said once we were alone and her blonde curls bounced in excitement.

"I have married!" I felt the blood drain from my face.

Lady Mary Boleyn Stafford

Anne looked as if she had seen a ghost and my smile faltered just the slightest "Anne, did you not hear me I have married!" I said again.

"Who, Mary tell me who?" she said her voice edging panicky I looked at her in confusion.

"His name is William Stafford he is a gentleman in the King's household" I said and her eyes widened in shock.

"Mary what have you done…." she said stepping away from me a hand on her stomach.

"I have done nothing, Anne I have married the man I love" I said stepping towards her "you of all people should know how hard it is for me to find someone that loves me for me, I am called the Great Whore" I said tears forming in my eyes.

"You should have asked my permission, you are sister to the Queen on England your marriage prospects where gold, and yet you marry a man who is worth near to nothing" she spat and I flinched.

"But he would not love me, William loves me Anne" I said sobs cracking in my throat.

"This had nothing to do with love Mary, wait till father hears of this" she said turning her back to me "I cannot allow my niece and nephew to be raised around your ways, Henry and Catherine shall be sent to Rochford Hall" my eyes widened and I stared at her in shock.

"Anne you cannot do that, these are my children" I said tears falling from my eyes, but she did not look at me.

"Leave, I no longer wish to see you, you are banished from Court" she said coldly.

I bit my lip turning and quickly leaving the room my thoughts raced as fear ran threw me, I had to talk to my stepmother she could get papa to agree with me. Or at least I hoped she could.

Katherine Boleyn

"But Thomas I do not want them to go" I said after he announced that the children shall be leaving to their separate estates.

"I know, but Isabella Tom and Cordelia are going to Hatfield with Princess Elizabeth, Mary must return to Ludlow and George to Grimston" he said wrapping his arms around me. "There is much to do in the coming months that will keep you busy" he promised.

"My Lord" Lady Howard interrupted and Thomas glared at her.

"Yes, Lady Howard" I said quickly.

"The Lady Mary is here to see the Duchess" Thomas sighed and nodded allowing her entrance.

"I shall see you in a bit" he promised kissing my head leaving to get see children off for their journeys.

"Stepmother" she said pushing into the room and throwing her arms around me sobbing.

"Oh my, Mary what is it!" I said in fear "is it Henry or Catherine?" I added quickly.

"No, no they are fine but…but" she did not finish and I sighed the slightest.

"Then tell me, what is it?" I asked leading her to sit down on the couch near me.

"I have…married" she said looking down at her hands.

"Oh" I said "to whom?"

"His name is William Stafford, he is a gentleman to the King" I understood immediately, she married below her rank. "He loves me and I him, tis not because Anne is Queen either, he loves be despite my history" I nodded squeezing her hand.

"Then I am very happy for you, Mary" I said and she looked up at me smiling threw tears.

"I knew you would understand! But Anne, she is taking me children from me she is sending them to Rochford Hall and I cannot see them" my eyes widened having ones children taken from them hurts, but from your own family hurts worse.

"Oh Mary never fear it will be alright" I said hugging her tightly.

"Please, you have to talk with my father he can get Anne to see reason" she said hugging me tightly I closed my eyes.

"I will Mary" I promised and the door was thrown open.

"MARY BOLEYN!" Thomas bellowed his chest heaving in anger I jumped up a hand on my stomach.

"Thomas, calm down" I said quickly going to his side laying a hand on chest.

"What in the hell are you thinking girl, marrying a man of no standing!" he snarled ignoring me taking a step towards Mary and I stumbled holding tightly to him to keep my balanced.

"Papa, I love him and he loves me, do you know how lucky I am for that I am called the Great Whore by everyone" she said her voice weak with tears.

"Thomas, please" I said again pressing harder against his chest looking up into his angry blue eyes my other hand resting on my stomach protectively.

He looked down at me grabbing around my waist and pulling me behind him "you have turned my wife against me" he hissed to her and fear inhabited her innocent blue eyes.

"N-No I d-did not" she stuttered.

"Leave, Lady Stafford I do not want to see you around here again, you are not allowed to see your siblings or stepmother" he said coldly and I gasped.

"Papa…" she said tears falling as she took a step forward.

"I said leave!" he snapped.

"Thomas you cannot-"

"Katherine!" he snapped stopping me, I met Mary's eyes as she left the room I took a deep breath turning back to him.

"Do not do this to her" I said pleadingly up to him.

"What she did was stupid and wrong she did not ask permission to marry that boy" he said simply turning from me, but I grabbed his arm stopping him.

"Because she knew you would say no…you cannot take her children from her and deny her rights to see her own family" I said and he pulled his arm back and I laid my hand on my stomach.

"That was not me, but Anne" he said defensively "there is nothing I can do about it"

"Yes there is, talk to her she listens to you" I said following him as he tried leaving the room.

"NO" he yelled turning to face me "MARY DISOBEYED THE QUEEN AND HER FAMILY I WILL NOT STICK UP FOR HER AND LET HER TEACH THOSE VALUES TO HER CHILDREN!" he screamed into my face I shook in fear staring up at him.

"Please, you do not need to yell" I said weakly looking down.

"Everything has to be a god dam argument with you" he growled to himself.

"No it does not, but what is happening to Mary is wrong" I said finally looking up "but you could not possibly understand how it feels" I said turning my back trying to walk back in the chamber. But he grabbed above my elbow hauling me to him our bodies pressed tightly.

"You think I do not miss the children when they are away from us?" he said softly his voice no longer holding anger. I did not answer him concentrating on my breathing instead "Katherine, it hurts just as much for me as it does for you" I looked up surprised at him.

"But…" I said uncertainly and he cut me off pressing his lips to mine my arms wrapped around his neck pulling him impossibly close to me. My lips parted and he deepened the kiss pressing me against a table in the parlor. "Thomas" I whimpered as picked me up placing me on the table nipping at the pulse point of my neck.

"Shhh" he said and I panted his hand traveling up my gown grabbing under my knee spreading my legs wider.

"Not here" I whimpered and he picked me up from under my thighs bringing me into the bedchamber dropping me in front of the bed. "Thomas we should-" he stopped me with a long passionate kiss bringing me down on the bed.

"I love you, Katherine" he said breaking the kiss looking down upon me.

"I love you too" I said breathing deeply as he pulled my dress up staring lustfully down at me "Thomas, the baby we really should not" I panted as he kissed my neck trailing them down to my chest.

"It will be fine, tis still early in the pregnancy Katherine" he said his hands running down my body.

"I think….oh God" I said as his hands trailed between my legs he stopped his eyes locking with mine "No Thomas stop" I said at last pushing him away.

"What? Why?" he said sound thing thoroughly annoyed.

"I cannot lay with you…..not like this, not when I am thinking of Mary and her children" I said sitting up on the bed pushing my skirts down laying my hands on the small bump that held my child.

"Jesus Christ woman!" he snapped and I flinched keeping my back to him smoothing my skirts "so you are going to deny me the right to your bed because of Mary's stupid decision?" he snarled angrily.

"It was not a stupid decision, she married him out of love and you know very well how hard it is for her to find someone to love" I hissed turning to face him. "Would you, if the King ordered divorce me?" I questioned curiosity to know the answer filling me.

I heard him grind his teeth "the way you are acting right now, yes I would" I gasped laying a hand over my mouth.

"Bastard" I snapped turning my back to him again.

"I can do nothing for Mary and you sure as hell know that" I stood up making my way from the room and into the parlor, he followed catching my elbow and dragging me to him. "I am sorry Katherine, I did not mean what I said" he sighed kissing my forehead.

"Papa, please" I heard and turned to see Mary standing in the doorway tears trailing down her face her dress soaked from the snow that came down from the skies nonstop.

"Mary, I told you to leave" Thomas growled and I pulled away from him grabbing a nearby blanket and wrapping it around her shivering form.

"You are as cold as ice" I said quietly touching her cheek.

"Katherine get back over here this instant!" Thomas said his voice bordering rage.

"You are not going to stand there and let your eldest daughter freeze to death are you?" I snapped at him turning to catch his eye.

"That is her problem" he said coldly and I stared at him is disbelief.

"Thomas Boleyn, I cannot believe you" I said in astonishment holding poor Mary close to me "she is your daughter how can you be so coldhearted? Is this how you are going to treat Isabella when she is older?" I demanded.

"Is this what you wanted Mary? For me and your stepmother to fight she is pregnant for god sakes and you had to drag her into this, do you wish for her to lose this child?" poor Mary looked as if he had been slapped across the face.

"Papa please, I am sorry for the trouble I have caused, but I love William so much and I love my family please do not take them from me" she sobbed pulling from me kneeling in front of her father her head bowed in shame.

"You know that is not her intention" I said laying a hand on my stomach I timidly walked to his side laying a hand on his shoulder "please do not send our children's eldest sister away like this" I said laying his hand on my stomach.

"She may spend the night in her old chambers, I shall think of the rest over night" I nodded looking down to Mary.

"Stand up, Lady Howard help Mary" she nodded leading her away.

"You must be pleased with yourself" he hissed pulling away.

"Thomas please do not start another fight" I said softly "I do not think I can handle it he turned away from me.

"What she did was stupid" he said simply,

"Yes, but she is still your daughter" he turned around slowly wrapping his arms around my waist pulling me to him gently.

"There is not much I can do and you know that" he said and I bit my lip.

"Wait till she has her child, God willing tis a boy and maybe then she will be more reasonable" I said laying my head against his chest.

"She will be sent to Chebsey in Staffordshire where she will live with her…husband till I can speak with Anne" I sighed nodding.

"Very well" he tipped my head up kissing me lightly.

"Only a few more months" he said softly and I nodded in understanding, a few more months till Anne gave birth, if it was a boy our future was secure if it was a girl…..well I did not know.

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