CHAPTER 54 - If I Hurt you, then I hate myself!
Previously on wedding crasher:
"I'm so sorry for what happened there. I know what I did was wrong but….I've been thinking Wy, and maybe…" Rachel exhaled before looking into the worried blue eyes. "Maybe my mom was right, maybe we weren't made for each other."
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He felt as if everything was a lie, the laugh, the smile, the love, everything was lie - a fake, just like her. Anger cursing through him, he punched the nearest thing to him, his wooden wardrobe, cracked beneath the impact.
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Wyatt didn't care about the pain that shot through his knuckles, he felt more pain in his heart. Everything around him reminded him of Rachel for some reason, her laughing face appeared in his inner mind as if she was laughing for making a fool out of him. This caused Wyatt to punch the nearest objects, one after another until his roughly bleeding knuckles connected with the mirror, shredding his sore and swollen knuckles more, allowing the blood to flow more freely.
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"No, right now Rachel would be tied and gagged at P3 because of what she was about to do to Wyatt." Chris said as Rachel folded her arms and looked into the emerald eyes with her own matching pair. "Trying to take Wyatt away form me."
"You mean away from us?" Rachel said as gold lights swirled around Rachel to morph her into….Chris.
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"Wy…" Chris said as he tried to open the door, only to find it locked. "Alright, Wy you in there?" Chris shouted as he saw more water leaking its way through. "Wy, open up." Chris shouted trying to wrench the door open when he heard no reply. "You're scaring me now Wy, please open the door." Chris shouted out loud when he heard no movement beyond the door other than the drowning of the water.
Leaning back, he tried to kick open the door, which didn't budge at the first kick but after third try, the lock gave in as the door swung open, revealing the overflowing sink, before his eyes darting towards the bathtub where Wyatt was, drowned beneath the overflowing bathtub.
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"WYATT!" Chris shouted rushing to his brother, whose arm was out of the water, visible for him to see the deep thin red line in his wrist and the blood stained water. At once Chris' heart leaped to his throat. "No, no, no, no." Chris muttered as he tried to heave Wyatt's limp body out of the water, only the water soaked tux made it heavier for him to lift. Knowing he's not going to able to lift Wyatt, he orbed Wyatt and himself to the bed.
The moments his orbs frizzled out, he saw Wyatt's pale and water drenched face, laying there. The unmoving body made Chris' heart sink in. "Why, why, why would you do something like this." Chris muttered, tears blurring his vision as he ran his shaking finger over the crystallized blood on Wyatt's wrist as the twice blessed lightly stirred.
"Aunt Paige." Chris shouted to the ceiling as he saw Wyatt drifting in and out of consciousness. "Wy, can you hear me, Wy look at me, look at me Wy." Chris said smacking Wyatt's face, whose eyes was barely open nor completely shut. "Aunt Paige." He called out again, summoning not just his aunt but the Trio of Charmed ones, who appeared in the mist of the room, completely surprised at their location.
"Chris…" Piper started but stopped when she saw Wyatt. "Wyatt. " she shouted rushing towards her son.
"Heal him." Chris said backing away from Wyatt as Paige rushed to her nephew.
Chris saw his aunt's arm glow over the wrist, yet to his surprise the wound didn't close. "W-Why isn't it working?" Chris asked his voice quivering while Paige looked frustrated.
"Wyatt, sweetie, come on look at me, stay with mom." Piper said cradling Wyatt in her lap, while Paige shook her head.
"Its not working." Paige said to her nephew, who kept his eyes firmly on the wound.
"Why not?" Phoebe asked her voice lightly cracking as Chris and Piper looked at the half white lighter with tear streaked face.
"He's resisting my healing." Paige replied as she tried to heal him again. "I cant heal him. He's not letting me."
"No, no…" Chris muttered under his breath. Its all his fault.
"Its no use." Paige said to her sisters, yet not removing her glowing palms away from the cuts. "Come on Wyatt, stop resisting my healing." She muttered to the unconscious witch.
"Its all my fault." Chris whispered as Piper looked at Chris, who backed into nearby wall. "Its all my fault."
"Sweetie, its not fault. Its no one's fault." Piper replied back, trying to assure her second son from breaking down, while her eldest lay dying on her lap. Chris gazed into his mother's brown watery eyes. How can he bring himself to tell her, that it was indeed because of him Wyatt was at this stage, how can he tell her that it wasn't really Rachel, who abandoned Wyatt at the alter or how can he tell her out of all this, that he loved Wyatt more than a brother.
Just then as the sisters watched, the gold glow that was bathing Wyatt's wrist stopped, as Paige looked stunned.
She tried again, the gold glow appeared yet nothing happened. Piper also felt something, the soft breathing from her eldest son has stopped. Paige looked at her sister, tears glazing her eyes as Piper shook her head.
"no…no, no, no. Wyatt. Wyatt!" Piper screamed cradling the lifeless body. "No, no, no, no, no, come on sweetie, wake up." Piper cried as Chris looked speechless, he felt the air around him disappear and his eyes rolled back, that his body collapsed to the ground in shock.
Paige, Phoebe and Piper were too stunned, they barely noticed Chris collapsing behind them. The Charmed ones crying filled the house as those who have entered, heard the sister' sobs.
Chris on the other hand, deep in his subconscious mind he stirred, his sense awakened yet they were smothered by blanket of darkness. Right then a bright light illuminating the darkness, sending the velvet black blanket to the bay. In the mist of light, Chris saw Wyatt's spirit.
"Wy…." Chris' called out, his voice unstable and quivering, while feeling his tears run down his eyes. Wyatt's angelic spirit smiled at him.
"Why would you do this to me Wy…." Chris cried.
"I'm so sorry Chris, I know my actions are coward like." Wyatt's sad voice said. "yet I cant bare to think my life without Rachel…You once said it yourself, you only find your soul mate once and I guess she was mine."
"No, I don't believe that." Chris cried like a child. "How could you do this to us Wy…did you not know we were there for you?"
"I know Chris…but sometimes doesn't matter how much you think you can get through your life, when pain in your heart becomes unbearable, then you have no choice, I wanna be at peace Chris…I cant bare my life without her. Please don't try to save me."
"You cant ask me that Wy….I will go to the edge of the world to save you, no one can stop me and…, and I promises you this, you will be happy one way or another."
Wyatt spoke he looked directly at Chris. "But would you be? Would you be happy for me Chris?"
"Huh?" Chris looked confused as he saw Wyatt's angelic spirit cry. The tears glistened in the illuminating light that his spirit form gave off. "I love you Wy, I want you to be happy."
"I'm so sorry Chris. I love you too much to lose you as my brother. Tell others I'm sorry, tell them I didn't mean to hurt any of them by my actions. " Just then his father's voice echoed through the darkness. Instructing him to wake up. "Tell mom and dad, I'll miss them." Wyatt said as he slowly zoomed away from Chris.
"No…no, please don't go Wy, don't leave me…Please, I need you." Chris cried trying to grab Wyatt, who seem to zoom out of his reach. "Don't leave me, please….I beg you."
"Chris, wake up!" Leo' voice echoed in the darkness. "Come on buddy, please."
"I'll always be with you." Wyatt's voice said as he blinked out in the darkness as darkness consumed him once again, before his father's face loomed over him.
Leo and others who walked in saw, Wyatt's pale face and the sobbing charmed ones, immediately Leo knew that Wyatt did something stupid. He asked Paige to heal him but her sister-in-law merely sobbed for an answer, realizing she cant heal the dead. At once so many emotions attacked him, making Leo cry for the first time in many years of his happy life with Piper. Just then he heard his youngest' sobbing voice, calling out for Wyatt in the mist of all the Halliwells.
Looking around, he found Chris on the ground collapsed. He quickly rushed to his son to see Chris was speaking, yet he was unconscious and he can see the tears that constantly poured from his eyes. It sounded like he was speaking to Wyatt.
"Please Wy, don't go…" Chris cried as Leo rushed to wake him up.
When Chris came around, he saw everyone, including his sister, who was sobbing hard on Wyatt's body, yelling at him.
Enter Song: Your Winter -Sister Hazel (Listen if Possible)
The grey ceiling on the earth
Well it's lasted for a while
Take my thoughts for what they're worth….
"I hate you, I hate you for doing this." Melinda yelled at her oldest brother. "How can you go and abandon us like this….you Coward, I hate you." Melinda sobbed, in her mother's shoulder. Chris quickly scrambled from his father to Wyatt's limp body.
I've been acting like a child
In your opinion, and what is that?
It's just a different point of view…
"Wyatt, Wyatt, come on wake up. I know you can hear me, Please wake up." Chris said his vision blurring, as Leo placed a comforting hand on his shoulder only to shrug it away.
What else, what else can't I do?
I said I'm sorry, yeah I'm sorry.
I said I'm sorry ,but what for?
"Its all my fault." Chris sobbed as he buried his face in the hand and sobbed hard. He can hear his inner voice accusing him of killing Wyatt. If it wasn't for him. Wyatt would still be here….with a shake of his head, Chris tried to pull himself together.
If I hurt you then I hate myself
I don't want to hate myself, don't want to hurt you
Why do you choose your pain?
If you only know how much I love you, love you
"No! this cant be happening, come on Wy, please wake up." Chris cried shaking Wyatt's body in fear and anger. "Aunt Paige, just heal him again, he should wake up…come on please….Why? Why did you do this Wy? How can you do this to us, how can you abandon us, ABANDON ME?" Chris yelled.
I won't be your winter
I won't be anyone's excuse to cry
We can be forgiven
I will be here
"Please Wy, come on wake up, don't do this to me, I-I….How can he do this to me?" Chris cried looking at his mother. "How can he leave me here all alone….h-how can he think that I could live without him…come on Wy, please…. please, please, I beg you, wake up…no, no…" Chris said as he backed away from Wyatt shaking his head furiously.
The old picture on the shelf
Well it's been there for a while
A frozen image of ourselves
We are acting like a child
Innocent and in a trance
A dance that lasted for a while…
"No! You broke your promise, you, y-you said you would never leave me.….you lied. You lied to me….how could you, I hate you, I HATE YOU, I HATE YOU SO BADLY, YOU HEAR ME?" Chris screamed in frustration and anger as looked at Wyatt before dropping down to his knees, sobbing as he repeatedly punched Wyatt's chest. "WAKE UP, GOD DAMN IT, WAKE UP…PLEASE,…please come back, pleaseeee I need you…."
You read my eyes just like your diary,
oh remember, please remember
Well, I'm not a beggar, but what's more…
If I hurt you, then I hate myself,
And I don't wanna hate myself, don't wanna hurt you
Why do you choose that pain?
If you only knew how much I love you
"What's going on here?" Coop asked as he walked in to the room filled with his family crying before registering Wyatt's pale body. Chris looked up at him, as he registered the coop the cupid, remembering the stories his dad told him about using the ring to save the charmed ones. Before anyone can react Chris pulled himself away from the bed and called for his ring, which the cupid felt disappear in swirling orbs.
I won't be your winter
I won't be anyone's excuse to cry
We can be forgiven
I will be here
"Chris…" Leo started but that's the last thing Chris saw before his surrounding disappear. The Halliwells saw Chris disappear in swirling orbs rather than pink glow.
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Chris' orbs appeared at the back room of P3, where real Rachel was bound and tied in her wedding dress. Walking over to her, he removed her blindfold.
"Chris! Chris, what's going on here?" Rachel asked panicking as she looked around. "Where are we?" she asked the witch who looked at her with blurred vision.
Why would Wyatt kill himself for her…for this bitch, who would never do the same for him. Chris wondered if she even loved Wyatt the way he loved her….the type of love he yearned for from Wyatt. But he will make her pay, make her pay for what she has done to Wyatt, or what she led Wyatt to do - to take his own life away like a coward, she turned him into a coward.
"You killed my brother." Chris hissed as Rachel looked stunned.
"What?"
"I'm going to make you pay, make you suffer for what you did to us." Chris seethed. "For taking Wyatt away from us…you turned him into a COWARD!." he yelled causing the blonde to flinch before looking up at him.
Rachel saw the bloodshot eyes, both radiating anger and sadness, making her heart leap a bit.
"Chris, what you talking about? What happened to Wyatt?"
"Why do you care?"
"Chris, I know you and I don't see eye to eye on most things," Rachel said her voice trembling. "But please I love your brother so much and I would never hurt him, now please tell me what happened to him. I beg you."
"He killed himself because of you. He loved you so much he took his life away." Chris hissed, feeling his heart bubble inside his chest in anger. "And its because of YOU." he screamed as Rachel was thrown back into the air by his out of control powers.
Rachel landed roughly on the ground after colliding into the back wall, as the ropes that bound her, snaked away from her, releasing her from her binds. She got up, lightly stumbling, her forehead bleeding from the landing, yet she didn't care, she looked at Chris.
"You're lying." Rachel hissed yet her voice trembling, tears blurring her vision, mostly from the pain of collision and the pain of being told that Wyatt was dead. Chris clenched his jaw together.
"You think I would lie about my brother being dead?" He gritted through his teeth, anger seeping through every words he hissed, as the chair exploded behind Rachel but the blonde mortal didn't flinch.
"I don't believe you." Rachel said looking directly into the emerald eyes with her watery blue ones. Chris walking briskly towards her, he grabbed her arms and disappeared in gust of swarming orbs that didn't resemble anywhere near the gentle chimes of the white lighter. It looks more like a enraged tornado.
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