2014! Woot! :D Happy new year, everyone!

What with it being the new year, I went through the recesses of journals in my room and folders on my computer and found some freewrites I wrote a while ago, that I figured I'd post so that I can write new ones XP If that makes any sense - which I'm not sure it does, lol.

Anyways, that's the reason for the bombardment ;3

This piece is Loki's POV first-person (which is how you can tell I wrote it a while ago - I avoid writing in first-person now), directed at Thor. I was playing with cadence and rhythm, rather than, you know, descriptions XD


I know why you look at me like I'm insane and I know

why you don't understand;

I know why you can't stand the sight of me

not being there, and I know the way you think,

and I know about how you believe

that I should not have let go, and I know

so much more then you will ever understand.

I know what keeps you up at night crying in your bed,

I know all the feelings that go on in your head, I can see it

on your face and I know why I was always feeling out of place,

and I know why I had to fade away and grow evil in the dark;

I know why I'm hated and I know why I'm feared, I know that I

am the one haunting your nightmares, I know

that nobody understands and nobody cares.

I know that you never really missed me when I was gone,

and I know that I don't know why I still love you despite it all.