Entry 49

I have started working out. It is the only way that I am able to sleep at night. It took me a while to figure that out. When I start to get bored I go through an exercise routine that I learned in school. It includes push-ups as well as running. I don't have much room to run so I have started running on the spot. Another technique that we learned. It's funny, I never really liked gym. Not it is one of the few things that is keeping me sane. The other is the stories. There are thousands of them on the computer. I have found quite a few that I enjoy and read them after I have finished my school work. I have even begun to develop a routine of sorts. In the morning I get up and do 5 of each exercise. Then I make myself a banana milkshake health drink. I can't fault Su on the number of ways that you can prepare this mush. I sit down and read through a days worth of work. I correct the stuff that I had done the day before for homework. Then I do the days homework. I didn't even stop for the weekend. It's keeping me from boredom. After that is done I read a book though and make myself supper. I do 5 more of each exercise and then I go to bed. The exercises tire me out enough that I can fall asleep reasonably fast. I am lonely though… I wish you were here Keitaro. I would even welcome Tama-chan. All I have is a computer. I don't even know how to do much other than what Su showed me. Mainly do lessons and look at books. Oh Keitaro… School is so hard. I had almost forgotten how hard it was before I met you. You made it so easy. Still I am muddling along. Maybe if I work hard and don't take any vacations I can complete high school while I am in here. Not like I have much choice. It would be silly for a women to be going to school. And it is keeping my mind off the loneliness. Oh Keitaro… I am so depressed. I hadn't even thought about much of this until I took out my diary. I'll… I don't think that I will write in here again for a while. Maybe on the one month anniversary of entering this place. Still, No matter how bad it gets I will be here for you Keitaro. I think that I might be the only one who is able to help you. Maybe when I get out of here we will be able to find happiness together.

Good night Keitaro. I will save you