Tilly stood there in disbelief. She couldn't believe what she just heard. Tilly starred at Jen looking at up & down she was completely hurt by what she said. Even though she didn't hear all the conversation.
"Tilly?" Jen nervously spoke.
"What's going on?" Tilly asked putting her hand of her hip.
Jen felt awkward she didn't want Tilly to know that Sian disproved of their relationship. She knew that Tilly would take it to heart.
Everything had being going so great she didn't want anything to ruin it but was having trouble keeping everything all together. Sian also felt tense. She had been telling her best friend that her & Tilly were no good together, its not like she didn't like Tilly because she did but she also loved her best mate and did think they made a big mistake.
"Well, someone better start explaining…..Jen?" said an impatient Tilly.
"Nothing, going on" Jen shrugging it off. Tilly was not convinced.
Yeah it really looks like nothing." Tilly said in tone.
There was awkward silence between the three girls. Tilly waiting for an explanation from then until. Sian finally spoke.
"Fine, I'm sorry Tilly I think that you are lovely girl but I think it's wrong in what you too are doing. How can you be in a relationship with everything that has happened?
"She was your teacher for Christ sake and you were her student. Jen may be clear of the charges but she always going to have that hanging over her head. She will never be able to qualify for a teacher." Sian trying to explain herself.
"What's it got to do with you? This is between Jen & I. I'm fed up with people giving out their opinions on the matter. Jen is clear of the charges. And for your information don't you think that I know the circumstances how we got together was wrong. If you are going to judge us then you your not really a true friend of Jen's." said Tilly.
Sian was taken aback by what Tilly had said. I'm just looking out for Jen. I'm just worried that she lost so much her career. What is she going to do next?
You're so young Tilly this probably your first experience of love, what happens if it doesn't work out?"
"it won't happen" Tilly spat out.
Jen had gone quiet her head was spinning the alcohol was taking affect. She started to think about what Sian was saying maybe she was right Tilly was too young, not that bothered her it was more that fact this was Tilly's first love.
What happens when she goes to Uni, and meets new people and becomes bored of her? All these thoughts were running through her head.
"Jen?" said Tilly. Trying to get Jens attention. Walking up to Jen.
"Please tell me that you don't believe what Sian is saying? You know how much you mean to me"
Jen was lost in her thoughts. Tilly felt very emotional. As she jen was not ansering her.
Jen! Look at me" cupping her face. Which made Jen look at her.
You know that I love you. You know this is going to work. We need each other. Just think about how the last few weeks how happy you & I have been?"
Please don't give up on us"
What if Sian is right? You're going to Uni soon, you're going to meet new people, what happens if we fizzle out?
We won't." searching Jen's eyes for some kind of response.
There was a long silence. Everything in Jen's eyes had happened so fast. Her best friend was against her relationship, which was making Jen question her & Tilly even though she loved her. She was just questioning everything.
"I can't do this" Tilly letting go Jen's face.
