Enjoy! Chapter 51 :)
Tris POV
I wake up to an empty bed. I look around and think about what the day it is today. It's Wednesday, I think. Yeah it is. Well if it's Wednesday, Tobias should be here too; now where is he? I stand up and look around our room. He isn't here, so I put on some sweatpants and a bra and t-shirt. I walk downstairs, to find Tobias, Sky, and Nick watching Frozen by the song that is playing now. I walk over to them and they seem me.
"Mommy!" Nick says smiling at me. I walk over to the TV and stand and watch Frozen too. Tobias looks at me, I can feel his stair.
"What?" I ask - not too harsh, just a questioned 'what' - when I turn to look at him.
"You going to come and sit down?" He asks and I shake my head. I was planning on doing something, but I can't remember what. Oh, right, food. I walk over to the kitchen and get out some bread and a frying pan. I fry some eggs and put it the eggs on top of the bread and the bread on top of the plate. I then walk back into the living room sitting next to Nick and eat my breakfast.
"Why are you sitting over there?" He asks looking over at me and I turn to look at him.
"Shhh, daddy. "Sky says looking at him and I smile.
"Tris?" He asks, totally ignoring Sky.
"Since you are sitting next to Sky, I thought I would sit next to Nick." I ask looking at him.
"You could have sat here." He says mentioning for me to sit on his lap, but I don't want to do that, so I just shake my head.
"I think I am good where I am sitting now." I tell and look back to the TV.
Half way through the movie, someone knocks on the door. I stand up and open the door to find Zeke smiling at me, and I return the smile.
"What's up?" I ask as I open the door for him to come inside.
"Four didn't tell you?" He asks and I shake my head. "I am here to come and pick up the kids." He tells me and I look at him and he looks at me.
"Don't be upset with him, okay?" He asks.
"Hmm." I say and walk back into the living room.
"Who was that?" Tobias asks as he sees me come back in.
"Uncle Zekey!" Sky shouts as she jumps off the couch and runs towards Zeke. Zeke lifts her up and hugs her.
"Are you going to spend today with me?" He asks her and she nods. "Go and put on your shows, okay?" He asks her as she puts her down on the floor.
"I want them home before dinner." I tell him and he nods.
"You guys eating here or the cafeteria?" Zeke asks looking at us. I turn to look at Tobias and he looks at me.
"We will eat here, but for breakfast tomorrow, we can eat in the cafeteria." Tobias answers, and I guess I don't mind.
"Okay, Nick you coming?" Zeke asks and Nick nods. He stands up and walks over to the door to put on his shoes.
We say goodbye to them and they leave. When they leave, I go back to the TV and switch through the channels to see if there is something interesting on TV now. I come to one channel that catches my attention. I look at the name of the TV series and see that it's Teen Wolf. I decide to watch the episode, so I leave it there. Tobias comes and sit down next to me and I know he is looking at me. I turn to look at him and the first thing that catches my attention is those beautiful deep blue eyes of his.
"What's up?" I ask him and he just keeps looking at me.
"I have to pack." He says and I nod.
"Well go and pack then." I tell him and he looks at him.
"Tris, come on then." He says standing up and giving me his hands to help me get up.
"No, you go and pack, I want to watch this." I say, because I really don't want to help him.
"Tris please. "He says. I turn to look at him and he looks at me.
"No Tobias, I don't want to help you pack. I want to sit down here and watch this. Now if you have to pack then go and pack, and then tell me when you are done." I say standing up to walk over to the kitchen to grab a glass of water. He comes to the kitchen and closes the kitchen door so I can't walk back out again. He looks at me and I look at him.
"Tris what's going on? Why are you acting this way?" He asks looking at me and walking closer to me.
"Tobias what do you think?" I ask him.
"Well, then answer this question Tris, why are you happy one time and the other time you are angry at me?" He asks and I don't know how to answer that question because I don't know the answer myself.
"It's my last day and we have no kids here now. I want you to help me pack so I am done quicker and then we can eat some lunch and then we can just spend time together. Tris, I don't want to leave knowing you are upset at me." He says standing so close that I can feel his breath against me.
"Tobias, I am going to be upset when you leave and there is no way you can make me feel different." I tell him.
"Fine then, by upset when I leave tomorrow, but for now, for today, be happy, because I want to spend this day with you and the happy you." He says and well I want to be happy, but it's kind of hard knowing that tomorrow he will be gone.
"I will try, but I can't promise anything." I tell him and he brushes his lips against mine. He then grabs my hips and pushes me closer to him. My hands go around his neck and I push his lips against mine harder. His hands finds their way to the hem of my t-shirt and his hands goes under my t-shirt, pressing me closer to him, which makes me feel him getting harder. A slight moan leaves my mouth when I feel him and I can feel his smile against my lips as he kisses me again. Just when he was about to take my t-shirt of, someone knocks on the door and he groans. He lets go of me and I go and open the door. I walk over to the door and open it to find Caleb standing there.
"Caleb?" I ask looking at him.
"Hey, so I didn't know you let Evelyn come back." He says walking in.
"What?" I ask looking at him and he looks at me.
"Oh you didn't know, well I saw her when I was walking over to your house." He says smiling. He takes of his shoes and walks into the living room. I walk in after him and he turns to look at me.
"I missed you, you know." He says and goes in for a hug. I hug him to and tell him that I missed him as well. We pull apart when we hear someone coming out from the kitchen and Caleb turns to see Tobias standing there.
"Hey bro." Caleb says walking over to him and giving him a man hug.
"Hey." Tobias says.
"So how is life going?" Caleb asks looking at us.
"Life is going good." I say before Tobias can answer and he looks at me.
"I am going upstairs to get ready." Tobias says and walking over to me. "Don't use too long time talking to him, okay? I want to see you too, and continue what we started." He says with a smile and I roll my eyes at him. He kisses me and walks towards the stairs.
"Hey, Tobias?" Caleb shouts up to him.
"Yeah?" Tobias says and looks back down at us.
"I hope you are taking care of this girl." He says and I look up to see Tobias expression to find him looking down at the steps and nodding slightly. Tobias keeps walking up the stairs, and Caleb turns to me.
"What is that about?" He asks me and I look at the floor. "Tris?"
"Fine, Tobias is leaving..." I say and look back up at Caleb.
"What?" He asks.
"Well, Max have been talking about a mission to lead a group out of the city and explore the world outside the fence, and well Tobias is leading the group." I say and he looks at me.
"Are you okay? Him leaving a second time must be hard for you." He says looking at me. "When is he leaving?"
"Tomorrow, that is why the kids aren't here, because Tobias sent them of with Zeke so we could spend some time before he leaves, together." I say.
"Well, I guess I will come and say bye tomorrow, but since it's the last day you two have together, I guess I will leave now." He says and I look at him.
"Okay..." I say, not sure what he wants me to say.
"I am going to say bye to him now." Caleb says and starts walking upstairs. I follow him and we make it upstairs. He walks into our room, where Tobias has put different bags down around the floor. We come in and he looks at us.
"What's going on?" He asks as we come.
"You are leaving her?" Caleb asks and Tobias nod.
"Well, what ever, I will come and say bye tomorrow, don't want to leave Tris here alone after you left, so I am going now. Bye." Caleb says and I have a feeling he is trying to make Tobias feel bad, but I am not going to say anything. I walk up to hug him and tell him bye. They wave to each other, and I walk Caleb downstairs. When he leaves, I walk back upstairs, to find Tobias sitting on the bed looking at the bags on the floor. I walk over to him and sit next to him. He turns to look at me and I can see tears in his eyes. I take my hand up to his cheek and he looks at me. I lean my forehead in, so it's against him and look into his eyes. It's then I realize that everyone is worrying if I am fine or not, but no one really seems to ask if Tobias is okay. I have been so selfish these couple of days that I have forgotten to think about what he feels. I guess everyone presumes that he is doing fine, but of courses he isn't, and I guess Caleb saying what he said, kind of pushed over the line.
"Tris, I can't do this!" He says and I know I need to be strong for him.
"Yes you can! Tomorrow you are going to say goodbye to us and you are going to lead a group out of this city and then you will come back after a year and we will see you again." I tell him, trying everything to not make my voice crack, because I can feel the tears coming, but I am not going to cry.
"What if something happens and I don't make it?" He asks and I can't even think that way.
"Tobias Prior you stop right there! You can not think that way! I love you and you will do anything for me! Nothing will happen to you, because in a year or so, you will be coming back to this compound strong and healthy." I say and look at him. "So if we want to do some other things, then just pack all day, we might want to get started now." I tell him. I kiss him and stand up. I turn to look at him and he is watching me.
"I love you!" He says standing up.
"Well I am going to ask you something and I want you to be completely honest, okay?" I ask him and he nods.
"How are you?" I ask him. He looks at me for a while and the answers.
"I don't know." He answers, I let him continue thought. "I don' know how I feel. It's killing me to leave, but I am kind of excited to see what's outside the fence too, but I don't want to leave! I wish I could bring you and the kids, because I don't want to leave any of you." He says smiling at me and I smile at him.
"I wish so too, but I can't wait to hear about your trip when you come back!" I tell him and kiss him. "Now, lets get started!" I say smiling and he smiles.
To be continued...
A/N - So since I want to go to bed early, I am stopping the chapter there, and will hopefully post tomorrow. We have 5 days weekend, which I am really looking forward too, so no school on Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday, and Tuesday, yeah! Anyway, hopefully I can post longer chapter then, if I don't get too much homework, but hopefully not! Anyway, I hope pansycakes likes this chapter and please review or PM me! :)
