I walked to the car with her. I put my bag inside the car. Vickie always puts my bag back into my room if I run home. Just so I don't have a lot on me. I then put my cellphone in my pocket and made sure I had my stake on me. I then headed the route I take from the school to home.
When I finally got home my mind and temper was better. I always love running. But I must blame Comrade for that. He always made me run for trainings. It was the first thing we did. Then it never left me. I went into the house. I was waiting to see if he was going to attack me. Then I saw Paul out of the corner of my eye. He thought I didn't see him. Then he made his move. But I got the upper hand on him.
"Nice try my little ninja. Maybe next time." I told him.
"I thought I had you this time." He told me.
I laughed a bit and then walked away. I have been doing that sneak attack with Paul since I got here. I told him it helps keeps us on our toes for anything. Also, it kind of reminds me when I use to do it with Dimitri.
"I'm home." I said going into the kitchen.
"Was your run good?" Olena asked me.
"It was good. I really needed it." I told her.
I know she knows what happened at school. Vickie probably told her. I don't blame her. But she knows if I run home it's because I need to clear my mind. I then saw Blake in his high chair.
"Hello handsome. How was your day? Have you been good for mommy today?" I asked him as I tickled him for a bit.
All he did was laugh and giggle. He doesn't know how to talk yet. But he tries to and it's super cute.
"Dinner will be ready in a few. So, you might want to go clean up before." Olena told me.
"Yes mama." I said.
I headed upstairs to my room. While I headed to my room I checked on everyone else while I was at it.
When I got into my room I saw Dimitri relaxing there. I picked up one of my pillows I had laying around. I then throw it at him. I hit him right in the head. He quickly looked up at me.
"Hello there, sleepy head." I said. Heading to the bathroom to change.
"So, how was your run? Do you feel better?" He asked me.
"I feel much better. I told you that I will after a run. It always helps." I told him.
I then went to lay next to him on the bed. He turned to his side to look at me. I know he is trying to figure me out. I'm not really the same Rose from St Vladimir. I have changed a lot. But that old Rose is still there. She just grows into what I'm today.
"What?" I asked him.
"You know I have been worried about you since you left. But looks like I have nothing to worry about really. You have grow a lot and figure how to handle of this on your own." He told me.
"I didn't do it on my own. I had your family, Mark, Oksana, and my guy friends. So, I got throw this with them by my side. You shouldn't have worried about me. You needed to worry about Lisa. I was fine." I told him.
"I couldn't help myself Roza. I will always worry about you. That will never change. I could never be prouder of you." He told me.
"I know. I always hoped that Alberta and you would be proud of me one day after I left." I told him truthfully.
"We have been always proud of you. When you left we know you had to deal with it your own way. That one day will see you again as the guardian you needed to be." He told me.
"Dimitri, you know I never wanted to leave you. But I had to. Mason was a huge part of my life. It killed me inside when I lost him. I then thought if that was you. I would feel the same way. I needed to figure out how to handle this pain alone. It wasn't there. But I wanted you to know I have never stopped loving you." I told him.
"Roza, I know you had to do that because you never know how to deal with that type of pain. I don't blame you. Don't worry I can tell you have never stopped loving me. You have never left my heart either. You took it with you when you left." He told me.
I couldn't help but smile about it. So, now what? I know no one here cares if Dimitri and I are together. It is kind of a regular thing here. But back there. They might not be okay with it. So, what do we do now?
