HISTORY
Alex can't take her life in Waverly Place anymore. One day when she is looking into her family history she finds a shocking surprise that she thinks will get her away from the life she loathes. Will Alex finally find where she truly belongs?
Disclaimer: Stephanie Meyer and Disney Channel own the right to all these character. I am only borrowing them.
Alex's POV
Eventually I decided to distract myself by doing some homework… shocking, but I couldn't think of anything else. All I found was my vocabulary assignment in there so I took it out and started working on it. Once Emmett saw that I was busy with that, he excused himself to go get me something to eat. A few minutes later I heard a knock at the door and looked up to see Chase standing at the door smiling at me. I waved him in and he sat down at the edge of my bed.
Alex: Hey, uh…
Chase: Hi Alex, you okay? [Looks concerned]
Alex: I'm fine, just my head hurts a little. Oh, and thanks for calling Carlisle and Emmett.
Chase: No problem, I was really worried when I saw you fall over, I thought it was because of my gorgeous looks [Smirks] but you weren't even looking at me.
Alex: [Playfully punches him] Shut-up!
Chase: [Sighs] You wanna talk about it?
Alex: Trust me; you don't want me to bore you with my love life story.
Chase: [Looks determined] Alex, do you remember on Monday what you told me?
Alex: What? [Confused]
Chase: You told me that I was your new official best friend.
Alex: Yeah, so?
Chase: So? So I am here for you no matter what, no matter how stupid, how boring, or how horrible a story is, I am here to listen and help.
Alex: [Smiles] Thanks. [Sighs] It's just boy troubles. I… I was going to tell Jacob that I love him, but then Mason showed up and it's just a mess…
Chase: Why does it matter that Mason showed up, you still love him, don't you?
Alex: Yeah, but I can't tell him that now that Mason is here…
Chase: And why is that?
Alex: Because…
I stared at Chase for the longest time, he was right of course, why couldn't I tell Jacob? Jacob told me himself it didn't matter that I'm still not over Mason, so why would it matter now? I may not be over Mason, but that doesn't mean I don't love Jacob.
Alex: [Smiles] Thanks, you're right!
Chase: [Smiles] I usually am.
Alex: But what do I tell him?
Chase: Exactly how you feel. Even if you know some of the things you say will hurt.
Alex: Okay, I'll take your advice, you're right!
Chase: Cool, so I'm going to get home, Mike's mom must be getting worried. [Gets up]
Alex: [Jumps off bed] Thanks Chase, you're the best!
I ran over to Chase and hugged him real quick, then pecked him on the cheek. He stared at me a while a little dazed but snapped out of it when I started waving my hand in front of his face. He smiled at me then walked out of the room, stumbling once on the way out. I smiled, feeling very lucky to have such a good and wise friend.
Jacob's POV
Sam: Let's not jump to conclusions, we don't know that.
Jacob: Yeah we do, the bloodsuckers only let me be around Alex until they could find Mason, and Alex only wanted to be with me until she could get Mason back. To think I wanted to help them find Mason.
Sam: You can't be sure; you don't know what's going on.
Jacob: Stop! I've seen enough of this! First I lost Bella and now I lose my imprint! I don't care, I've had enough! Too many women have left me, my mother, Bella, and now Alex?
Sam: This is different from your mom; this is the one you belong with and love.
Jacob: Loved, I won't let myself care for another woman again.
Sam: Don't say that, you will need to eventually marry and pass on the wolf line.
Jacob: I don't care for that! I'm leaving. [Turns away]
Sam: [Grabs my arm and turns me to face him] No, you're not! Listen to me, you will wait for Alex to be ready to talk to you, then you will sit down and have a rational conversation with her when you are able to control your emotions.
Jacob: This only matters to you because you believe that imprints make the best children! WHO CARES? You may ruin your life because of an imprint, but I won't!
Sam: [Growls] What's that supposed to mean?
Jacob: You and I both know what that's supposed to mean, it means that you gave up Leah because of a stupid imprint; I would NEVER do something like that!
Sam: If you don't remember, you did, with Bella! One second she was all you were thinking about and the next it was all about Alex. And when Alex rejected you, you ran away, and when she wants you back you go crawling back to her! You've already done a lot!
Jacob: At least I am not the one who day after day stands proudly hand in hand with my imprint in front of my ex like NOTHING happened!
Sam: JACOB!
The next second I knew that Sam was going to snap, as he was about to pounce on me I saw Jared, Paul, and Embry jump in front of him and grab him before he could do anything. I shook my head in disgust and walked away from there, I heard Embry call after me but I ignored him, having no interest with what any of them had to say. I changed to my wolf form, and ran as fast as I could to the one place I loved and hated right now… the place that was mine and Alex's.
Alex's POV
No one would let me leave my room all day Saturday, they thought I needed to rest. Today was Sunday and I was able to convince everyone to go out hunting and leave only Emmett, Max, and me at home. I decided that I was going to town to get some things then I would go to La Push to see Jacob. After much insisting by both Max and Emmett that they would go with me, I was finally able to convince them to let me go alone. While I was on the road, I kind of felt guilty that I lied to them, I wasn't really going to town, I was going to the lake that's exit was between Forks High School and our house, the one that Jacob and I made our spot. When I reached the parking lot, I parked my car and started walking towards the lake. I looked like it was going to rain soon as I started to feel rain drops coming on me; I decided to continue on to the lake anyway. When I almost reached the grassy area I was sitting at when I came here before, I found that it was already occupied. There sat the guy I was restless to see since yesterday, wearing nothing but a pair of beige cargo shorts. The guy I knew I had hurt again unknowingly. He seemed distracted, and I was really tempted to scare him, but I knew that he probably wasn't in the mood, so I sat down beside him and put my head on his shoulder. As soon as my head hit his shoulders, he moved himself away roughly and I fell to the grass. I looked up at him in shock, to see his hands balled up in tight fists at his sides and his eyes bloodshot and angry. I got up, my face switching from shock to concern.
Alex: Jacob?
Jacob: What do you want?
Alex: To talk.
Jacob: I know what you want to talk about, so discussion over.
Alex: No, discussion not over. Jacob?
Jacob: Leave me alone.
Alex: Not until you tell me what's wrong.
Jacob: [Looks at me angrily] What?
Alex: I know your upset I didn't talk to you yesterday, but you don't know what I was going through. Friday was a special day…
Jacob: [Interrupts me] I know, it was the day you were reunited with your love Mason.
Alex: [Looks shocked] What? No… that's not it Jacob. You…
Jacob: Don't worry about me, remember Ann had an interest for me, maybe I still got a chance.
I stared at him in shock, completely unsure how to respond. Nothing could hurt me more than him bringing up Ann, and he knew two reasons why. I felt my eyes start to tear up; I held back the tears and was relieved to see the rain start to come down hard. As the rain started to soak my face, I let the tears go. Jacob still didn't look up at me, he only ran his fingers through his hair as the rain started to soak him too.
Alex: Jacob, how can you even say that?
Jacob: [Rolls eyes] Alex, please stop with the pity talk, I heard and now you can go!
Alex: JACOB BLACK! What the hell has gotten into you? You don't even know why that day was special. That was… it doesn't even matter, you're not the guy I thought you were, I'm happy I didn't get the chance to tell you that I love you that day!
I turned around and started to walk away, the tears running down my cheeks almost as fast as the rain did. I didn't care that I was wet, I didn't care that I lied to my brothers to come here, nothing mattered. All I wanted was to get away from here, anything was better than knowing that the Jacob I loved was never real. I was halfway to the parking lot when I felt an arm pull on my wrist. I turned around to yell at Jacob but was speechless when I saw Jacob's sad eyes. He fell on his knees then wrapped his arms around my waste, burying his face in my stomach. I stared at him in a shock for a while and then finally put my hands on his head. Seeing him like this broke me, I forgot all my anger and only thought of his pain. After a while, I helped him up and wrapped my arms around his neck, we both cried together and I wasn't sure if it was from the joy of my professing his love to him or something else, but I couldn't stop. When he finally let go of me he stared right into my eyes, like he was reading my soul.
Jacob: I love you Alex Russo.
Alex: I love you too Jacob Black.
With that he pulled my face to his and crushed his lips to mine. With his finger wound in my hair, he and I became one. The sparks from us touching went louder than ever, but this time it was amazing, no pain from the sparks at all. It was like everything was perfect and that there was a happily ever after in there somewhere. He lifted me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist as we continued to make-out in the rain for what felt like an eternity. When his lips left mine, he smiled at me happily as I gave him a disappointed look and he laughed as happily as I had ever seen him before. He spun me around, holding me tight, and then fell over on the floor with me still in his arms. He stared at me happily, pushing some wets strands out of my face and I stared back at him just as happy.
Jacob: Say it again.
Alex: [Chuckles] I love you Jacob Black.
Jacob: Again!
Alex: I LOVE YOU JACOB BLACK!
Jacob pecked me on the lips lightly, then started kissing me down my neck slowly. I giggled and pushed him away slightly but kept my arms wrapped around his neck.
Alex: Jacob, I really wanted to tell you that day that I love you. That is why I didn't want to see you all week, because I wanted it to be a surprise and I wasn't sure if I could hold it in until that day.
Jacob: Today is the happiest day of my life; I promise I will be yours forever.
Alex: [Looks worried] Jacob… we need to talk about what happened before…
Jacob: [Looks worried] I'm sorry, I wasn't thinking… I thought…
Alex: You thought?
Jacob: [Sighs] I thought that you didn't want me anymore now that Mason is here.
Alex: [Looks away] Jacob…
Jacob: I was right, wasn't I?
Alex: [Looks shocked] NO! It's just… I'm still not over him.
Jacob: Oh… [Looks away] I understand.
Alex: You do?
Jacob: Yes I do… but… I think… [Looks worried]
Alex: What Jacob, what is it?
Jacob: Alex, you need time to figure this all out. And as much as I hate the idea, I think that it's best to give you some space.
Alex: I don't understand what you're saying. [Looks confused]
Jacob: [Looks sad] Alex, I think we should take a break.
Another chapter that didn't end so good for Jacob and Alex :/
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