Cam opened the door to Beca's house and saw the girl screaming, hands fisted in her hair, tears streaming hotly down her face. Dropped the bag she was carrying, she ran over to the girl and pulled her back into her, pulling Beca's arms down to her sides, Beca's back to her front.
"Beca, babe calm down." Cam said into her ear, trying to sooth her. "Tell me something good, start." It was an order and Beca knew it. It started a few years back, right after Cam found Beca half dead on the ground of the bathroom. The next day Cam forced her to come up with five good things that had happened that day. At first Beca could barely find two things good for every day and Cam would have to help her, soon, when the Beca she knew and loved had returned, she would keep going on about the good things that had happened.
"I'm alive."
"Good, two." Cam said kissing the top of Beca's head, Beca was still struggling against her but it was less.
"I didn't cut."
"Again, good. Breathe babe, I've got you." Cam took deep breathes to get Beca to copy her. "Three."
"You're here." Beca yelled her fight returning.
"Stop fighting me." Cam ordered nearly shouting into Beca's ear. "Four."
"I can't think of anymore." Cam gently pulled Beca to the floor, she sighed resting her head on Beca's shoulder.
"Four I love you."
"Five, you'll always be there." Beca said and Cam nodded.
"Always Becs." She kissed the top of Beca's head again. "No matter what," Cam put her hand over Beca's heart. "As long as I'm here I'll always be with you."
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Beca curled up behind Chloe in bed, she pulled her wife to her, inhaling the intoxicating aroma that was Chloe. She kissed Chloe's bare shoulder, they were struggling since losing Owen.
"One, I finished a mix." Beca whispered against Chloe's ear. She knew her wife wasn't asleep yet, that the woman was just staring at a point on the wall invisible to the rest of the world. The redhead was scared of breaking, and the DJ was afraid of losing her wife to dark depression.
"Two, I'm here in your arms." Chloe said back, sighing. She knew the game, though she knew she shouldn't call it a game, it was something that had saved Beca from the bad days. It was something strong to stay connected to. Sure Chloe wasn't too happy that Beca still held a deep connection to Cam from it, but on the other hand she shouldn't be jealous of a dead woman.
"Three I am married to you, and get to come home to you every night, and see your face. Even if you are upset and pained just seeing your beautiful face every day makes me so happy. I can't wait to wake up every morning and see you, and it's the last thing I want to see when I fall asleep at night." Beca said and Chloe rolled over to look at her wife.
"That was more than a single thing." Chloe said as Beca kissed her.
"I can lump them all together, because they go hand in hand." Beca smirked and Chloe laughed.
"Four, you make me the happiest person alive."
"Five, we will always have each other and we will become stronger from this." Beca said kissing Chloe again, she wrapped her hand around Chloe's neck, holding her against her lips. "There will never be anyone that will compare to you Chloe Beale-Mitchell, you will forever be it for me."
"I love you too Beca." Chloe said linking their hands. "I'm glad Cam was there for you…six."
"Seven, I'm glad you are here for me now. You are the one I'm supposed to be with."
"Eight." Chloe whispered and Beca grinned nodding, kissing Chloe once more.
"You know, not to sound like a really big music dork but," Beca rolled over grabbing her ipod she flipped the speakers by her bed on and turned Skyfall by Adele on.
"Yeah babe, you do sound like a big music dork."
"But just listen to the lyrics. As the sky fall when it crumbles, we will stand tall, to face it all together." Beca said and Chloe smirked, she straddled Beca's hips pushing her into the bed, leaning over her wife she kissed her softly, slowly.
"We will always face it all together."
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a/n: I swear one of these days I'll get on a fluff kick, maybe after exams lol when life looks so much better!
