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Song Suggestion; "If This Was A Movie" by Taylor Swift
At first, I thought the lyrics were "Come back, come back, come back to me Eli"
So I got super excited and was so happy.. But I then looked up the lyrics
to double-check it.. and I was wrong :( The lyrics are "Come back, come back,
come back to me, like-" BUT- I'm just going to pretend like she's saying
Eli. Haha (:
-Does anyone know a song that involves the name Eli? (: Hahha.
Chapter Fifty
"Part One: Come Back To Me, Eli"
I walked out of Degrassi. I hadn't talked to Clare all day, and I almost didn't want to. I think it was because I was scared that she was hiding some thing from me. What if Clare had gone behind my back and done some thing really bad? What if all that Clare and I have is a joke? I don't even want to think about it. All I know is; if Clare did some thing bad that involves KC- I'm going to break KC's face with my fist.
I suddenly felt a hand rest on my shoulder, and Clare appeared next to me.
"Hey." She greeted me with a smile. I didn't smile back; I barely even smirked.
"Hi." I murmured. I had no right to be mad, there was no proof that Clare had done anything wrong - Maybe KC was just messing with my head.. Maybe I was just overreacting..
"What's wrong?" Clare asked, worried.
"In Social Studies, we all had to get in to groups of four for a project." I began "I was paired with some girl, a guy and.. KC." I paused for a moment. "He said some thing that seemed kind of.. weird." I explained.
Clare looked shocked, she looked like she had just witnessed a murder. Her face turned pale and her cheeks began to become red. She hesitated to speak, as she avoided eye contact.. Maybe some thing really was wrong..
"What did he say, exactly?" She asked me, her voice was sort of shaky.
"He asked me how you and me were doing; I asked him why he wanted to know, and he said he was just trying to help." I answered. "What would he need to help us with?" Clare shrugged, as she seemed a lot better then before.
"Oh, I don't know. KC's crazy - Ignore him." She told me.
I'm not too sure that I should..
"Oh." I awkwardly and quietly replied.
I didn't believe her - I couldn't believe her. Clare has showed me in the past that KC means a lot to her.. Clare has made bad and hurtful decisions when it comes to KC. I feel like no matter what, she'll always have these sort of feelings for KC. I don't know what she did, but I know she did some thing. I'm not going to attempt to force her to tell me the truth.. I'd rather get it out of some one who wouldn't mind ruining Clare and my relationship...
KC.
The Next Day,
I hadn't talked to Clare all night last night. She had texted me twice and called me once- but I chose to not talk to her. I wasn't mad at her.. yet. I just needed time by myself- time to think about what could of happened. I know, attempting to guess what was going on was stupid - but it was all I could do.
I entered Degrassi and went to Adam's locker. I hardly ever talk to him anymore. I miss Adam - he was my best friend and pretty much my only friend. Adam was really easy to talk to. Once I reached Adam's locker, I immediately saw him unlocking it. I approached him.
"Long time - no talk." I stated, he smirked.
"I know, man. Where you been?" He asked. "Wait- lemme guess, with Clare?" Adam smiled, and I couldn't help but do the same.
"Good guess." I answered.
"Hasn't it been like five months?" He asked.
"Five and a half." I corrected him. He laughed, as I smiled.
"How is every thing?"
"It was going good.. until yesterday."
"Why? What happened yesterday?" Adam asked.
"I was put in to a Social Studies group with KC. KC asked me how Clare and I were doing.. I answered and then asked him why he wanted to know. He then told me that 'he was just trying to help'." I explained.
"Did you ask Clare?"
"Yeah, she got all nervous and scared. It was like she was hiding some thing."
"Well, I doubt her and KC even talk anymore."
"No - they do. Trust me, I know." I replied.
"Well.. Don't get all paranoid - KC's a dumb guy who wants to break you two up. He probably just said that to freak you out." Adam stated. Maybe Adam was right.. but he could also be wrong.
"And if he's not lying?"
"You have class with him, today, right?" Adam asked. I nodded "Ask him about it."
I walked in to my third period Social Studies class.. I dreaded but also wanted this class to come. I dreaded it because; seeing that scumbags face, didn't make me feel any better. But I also wanted the class because I wanted to get the truth out of KC.
As I approached my seat- my eyes took notice to KC sitting across the room- staring me down. His facial expression was a mixture of hatred and friendliness. I know- it was a weird combination. I rolled my eyes and looked down at my notebook. The bell rang seconds later..
"Get in to your groups and continue to work." Our teacher stated. Thank God, I need to talk to KC.
I got up and walked to the back of the class room with my group. We placed our poster board on the floor and we all sat around it.
"I'm Ellie." The girl stated. She had dark red hair, and pale skin. She was very pretty. She was wearing black skinny jeans and a gray v-neck. She seemed to be very quiet. I thought she seemed pretty cool.
"I'm Eli." I announced. "We have alike names." I stated. She smiled.
KC and the other guy then announced their names, but I didn't really pay attention. Since we were working in a group together; we might as well get to know each other. We talked for a minute or two but then got back to work. As Ellie and the boy debated on how to organize the poster - I turned my attention to KC.
"I have a question." I stated, catching KC's attention, as he lifted his head up and looked me in the eyes.
"Go ahead." KC responded. I let out a deep breath, as I attempted to think of a way to ask my question.. Do I just go right out and ask it? Or trick him in to telling me?
"Why did you say you could help Clare and me yesterday?" I asked. KC seemed very frozen - just like Clare was the day before. I hated this, I hated how they both knew some thing, but refused to tell me. Don't freeze up and lie - just tell me the damn truth.
"I just thought I could help." He answered, avoiding the real answer.
"How though?" I asked, annoyed. If you're hiding some thing, then you should probably learn how to lie better.
"Don't worry about it - it's no big deal." KC told me.
"It's obviously a big deal if you're avoiding telling me." I responded. KC let out a deep breath.
"Clare.." He paused "Is stuck in the past."
I rose my eyebrows and grew very confused.. Had Clare confessed feelings to KC? Was KC making this up as he went along? What the fuck was even going on.. I hesitated to reply, as I attempted to process what he had just said through my head.
"Stuck in the past?" I replied, and he nodded. "How so?"
"Clare and I have been.. talking recently." He explained. A rage began to rise in my mind, as I clenched my fist.
"And what does that mean?" I snapped; I couldn't control my anger.
"Two days ago.. Clare was over at your house, right?" He asked. I nodded, I was too angry to even speak. "Well.. She left your house.. to come over to mine."
"And why the fuck would she do that?" I snapped.
"She wanted to talk." He responded. Just tell me what the fuck happened already!
"So what happened?" I asked - needing to hear the truth. I expected the worst..
"We kissed." Right when I heard those words come out of his mouth, I punched him as hard as possible in the face. He flew back, and my teacher jumped up from her desk.
"Eli Goldsworthy!" She screamed at the top of her lungs; but I didn't care.
I sat there, staring at KC- who was holding his nose, which was gushing blood. Rage was still building up inside of me and all I wanted was to punch KC over one million times in the face.
"Get to the office, Now!" My teacher screamed, as she walked over to KC and checked to see if he was okay. "Eli! I said now!" She screamed.
I finally stood up from the ground and noticed how incredibly silent the room was, as every one in it stared me down - wondering what he had gotten me so angry.
As I walked to Mr. Simpson's office, I couldn't help but think and think. Why in hell would Clare betray me? Why in hell would Clare lie to me? Clare had fucked me over once again, and things were not going to be okay this time. I was going to make sure she knew that I was mad.. I was going to make sure that she realized how much of a bitch move that was of her. I'm your boyfriend, Clare.. well at least, I was..
I sat in the Principal's office for an entire hour. I sat in a chair, while I was continuously screamed at and lectured. My punishment? Two day suspension. Thanks Clare and KC.
I grabbed my things from my locker and left the school. I then went to the Edward's home and sat down on the front steps. I planned to wait for Clare to get home. I wanted to scream in her face and tell her how done we were. I wanted to let her know that she wasted my time. I wanted to make Clare feel guilty and I don't care how selfish or crazy that sounds.
What goes around, comes around - And I wanted Clare to feel the same way I did.
Suddenly, Clare came walking down the block. She turned her head and saw me and smiled. Her smile soon faded away, once she saw how angry I was. I stood up from the stairs and approached her. We stood there, face to face.
"Why are you here?" She asked. I'm surprised that people aren't talking about what happened at school.
"Oh, you didn't hear?" I yelled.
"About what?" She asked, confused.
"I'm suspended from school for two fucking days. Do you know why Clare?" I asked, in a very very angry tone. I don't think I've ever talked in this angry of a tone to Clare before.
"No, I do not." She responded. Of course you don't, Clare..
"I had to punch some douche bag in the face, so hard that his nose bled for a good hour." I told her.
"Oh my God; Eli, Why? Who?" She asked. I'm surprised she hasn't caught on yet..
"KC.. I had to punch him in the face, because he informed me that you two had kissed." I told her. "How fucking stupid are you, Clare? Did you honest to God believe that you were going to be able to make out with another boy with out me finding out?"
"Eli - you have the whole story wrong." Clare responded. "KC kissed me and I pushed him off."
"Lying isn't going to help, Clare! You ditched me - you left my house, so that you could go to KC's! You walked away from your boyfriend, so that you could go make out with your ex. Is that a joke?" I yelled. "Clare - I believed in every thing we had. I believed in every thing you said. All your words were lies! Every thing we ever had was a lie! You're in love with KC!"
"No Eli! I'm in love with you!" Clare defended herself, begging for me to believe her - Not a chance in Hell.
"Actions speak louder then words, Clare." I paused "And your actions have proved how you really feel about us."
"I'm more in love with you then anyone I've ever known."
"Do you still like KC?" I asked, She didn't answer. "Answer the question Clare!" I demanded.
"No.." She answered, but I knew she was lying.
"Keep lying Clare." I yelled, as I rolled my eyes and began to walk away.
Clare chased after me, and grabbed my arm - attempting to get me to stop walking and face her.
"Eli. If you really care about me - or about us, then you'll stay and talk to me." Clare stated.
"I've done all the talking I need to do." I then paused for a moment "And if you really cared about us.. Then you wouldn't have gone behind my back and cheated on me." After saying this, I walked away - this time, Clare didn't come after me.
