"Hmm. Well keep the anger and cutting out of your system. Now.." Ever so gently he wrapped his arm around Bella's waist and lead her into the bedroom where he sat her down on the bed, "You rest up and you.." His eyes flicked over to Nellie who had followed them in, "You need to sleep and recover."

Nodding again, Bellatrix took her hand off her forehead as she sat down on the bed, looking down at her sweaty, pale body. After a while her eyes cast up to see Nellie and the Doctor. Nellie looked so cold, so hurt, and so torn. She slumped herself down into the covers and turned away from Nellie, still not wanting to see her, afraid she'd cause the poor woman more pain.

"Right. Rest, the both of you." With a nod and a kind smile the doctor left without another word.

Nellie stayed silent even when the doctor had gone. She didnt know what to say or do but she knew Bellatrix hadnt cut herself; the witch wasnt like that. The old pie makers face showed deep pain and yet it showed worried love for Bellatrix. "Ya didn' cut yaself. I know ya didn'."

"No, I didn't." Bellatrix whispered as she sat up in the bed and looked to Nellie. "You did... Well I mean, not literally, but I had a dream where you stabbed me in the heart, and as you can see..." she trailed off, looking down to her chest at the stitched up wound.

"Oh.." Nellie's eyes too wondered over Bella's cut that lay upon her pale, snowy chest. "Well, m'sorry.." After a few more minutes Nellie sat herself on the bed and gently touched Bellatrix's leg. The contact made her smile as she looked down to Bellatrix's toes. "Do ya wanna 'ear my plan?"

Nodding gently, Bellatrix accepted Nellie's apology. "Sure, love. What's your plan?" she asked, her eyes moving away from her cut and to Nellie. Soon her arms were wrapped around the waist of her lover, pulling them both down gently to lie on the bed.

Nellie was so close to crying in Bellatrix's arms once more but she bit her tongue and held back. "Well.." her hand lay gently onto Bellatrix's stomach before she followed the pattern on the material with her fingertips, "I was thinkin' tha' if ya could changed ya..into a blokes par' then ya could, well, change yaself into a bloke?"

Bellatrix's eyes furrowed lightly. "Suppose I could do that." she nodded, though she didn't much like the idea one bit. "I don't know if I could live being a bloke. I... I wouldn't be sexy, I wouldn't have breasts or anything." Bella frowned lightly at the thought.

"No. I didn' mean ferever. I mean' tha' if we go ou'side. I-I mean we need a back up story fer Evelyn and well when we are ou' ya can kiss me and hold me all ya want." Nellie shut her eyes tightly as she waited for an answer.

Suddenly Bellatrix grew fond of the idea. All she ever wanted to do was kiss Nellie in public, display their affection in front of the whole world without a care. "I see. I wouldn't mind it then, actually. Might be fun." Bella shrugged, gently patting Nellie's shoulder.

"Ya don' 'ave to if ya don' want to, love." Nellie's fingers moved and gently wrapped around Bellatrix's lush waist. Her lips quickly pressed against Bellatrix's cheek before she sat up and looked down into her witches eyes with a gentle smile. Her large brown eyes shone kindly in the dark.

"I do want to. I'll do it for me, and I'll do it for you." Bellatrix smiled softly as she looked up to Nellie before her eyes were cast down, giving her a sad look. "Nellie," she whispered, her fingers now fidgeting with the material on her robe. "please, tell me you love me. I... I've been needing to hear it for quite some time now..."

Nellie too looked down as she started to pull at the bedding. "Ya lied to me. Ya slipped of to 'ave sex with ya own sis'er in a place tha' was mean' to ours. I was up 'ere, screamin' my 'eart ou' wi'h needles in me..My own son 'ad to 'old me down. Once again ya werent 'ere." After a while her teared, misty eyes flicked to Bellatrix. "An' ye' I s'ill love ya. Bu', listen to me, ya ever do anything like tha' again..If ya ever 'urt me..Then I won' fergive ya again."

Bellatrix nodded as a soft whimper escaped her lips. She moved her head so her face was inches from Nellie's. "Now look at me." Bella gently lifted up Nellie's chin. "Take a good look at me." By now, a tear had fallen from the broken witch's eye, creeping down her cheek. "I'm sorry, Nellie. I wouldn't blame you if you didn't forgive me tonight. You have every right to throw me out and forget me. I've been terrible, I know. But if you feel this," Bella slipped her hand down and gently picked up Nellie's hand in her own, placing their hands upon Bella's fast beating heart. "It beats for you still."

Nellie's eyes pooled with tears as she look up to Bellatrix. She would of never thought, not in a million years, that she would've been given so much love and yet so much pain. Her hand could feel Bellatrix's beat underneath before her fingertips trailed over Bellatrix's wound. She had caused that, caused pain. "I fergive you, you fergive me?"

"Always will forgive you, love. Though I shouldn't need to forgive you, I mean, you're far too innocent and loving to hurt me, I know it." Bellatrix leant in to press a soft kiss to Nellie's cheek, before lips pressed into her lover's ear. "Bellatrix Lestrange will always love Nellie Lovett; her Nellie Lovett. Alright?"

It was then a small tear trailed down Nellie's cheek. Her bottom lip trembled as she slowly nodded. "Yes..And Nellie..She'll.." A sob slipped from Nellie's mouth before she burst out crying and tightly wrapped her arms around Bellatrix's neck without putting pressure onto the witches cut. "I love ya Bella. I really love ya.."

Bellatrix held Nellie tightly in her arms and hushed her little lover. "I wish to make you Nellie Lestrange. Eleanor Lestrange. You don't know how much I want to make you my wife." A small smile crept over Bella's face as she said her words. She meant them with every ounce of her being.

Nellie couldnt help but laugh, her cheeks wet with tears before she pulled back and wiped her eyes. "Nellie Lestrange..I-I like it." She also wished that she could marry Bellatrix. No matter what had happened her heart was too powerful and it took over the bad thoughts in Nellie's mind.

"Maybe.." Bellatrix thought carefully as she held Nellie tighter to her own body. "We could put that bloke idea to good use. I turn into a bloke, we get married, at home I'm myself, but when we go out, I'm a bloke. And no one will ever know except our little family."

Once again Nellie burst into tears. Tears of happiness. Soon enough her lips were against Bellatrix's as she stroked back some of her witches hair. This was what she had wanted, for a long time. "Then..I do.."

Bellatrix too began crying due to happiness. She kissed Nellie hard as she could, but the kiss had true meaning. "Suppose I should propose to you properly though, yes?" Bella asked between kisses which grew softer and softer.

After a while Nellie's kisses moved from Bellatrix's lips to her chin before she pulled back and wiped away her witches tears though she still cried herself. "Ya make it all be'er, all the time. Ya come back and 'ave my 'eart racin' once again."

A small smile showed on Bellatrix's face as she moved her head down to press a soft kiss to Nellie's chest, at the fast beating heart. She then trailed kisses up the front of Nellie's throat, up her chin, over to one of her cheeks where she kissed away the many tears that were falling.

Nellie's moved her face forward so now her forehead and nose were touching Bellatrix's. "Don' hur' me again. Please? Nex' time I won' be able to pull through it."

Her hand moved to cup Bellatrix's cheek whilst her fingertips caught up a few loose strands of the witches hair.

"I promise you, Nellie. Never again will I hurt you. Never again will I stab you in the heart and the back. I can honestly promise you this." Bellatrix softly pressed a kiss to Nellie's lips before she nuzzled against her. "We'll get married, and we'll have the life you always wanted. No more hurt. From me, at least."

"Yeah.." Nellie's lips pressed agianst Bellatrix's cheek. How happy they would be. Evelyn would be in a proper family and Nellie could have Bellatrix, in man form, to kiss and hold her out in public. "Now, ya ge' some res'..No watchin' over me. Jus' sleep."

With a nod, Bellatrix cuddled up with Nellie under the covers. "You sleep too. Or at least try to. Promise?" Bella softly pressed a kiss to Nellie's cheek as they laid comfortably in the bed. This moment was something Bellatrix never thought would happen; lying with Nellie, her heart fluttering, recovering from all the stress.

"I will la'er..Jus', no' now." Though Nellie was happy and her heart was beating once again like it had when Bellatrix came into her shop all those months ago it still hurt. Her baby, their baby, was dead and gone and no matter what Nellie would hurt forever.

"I will la'er..Jus', no' now." Though Nellie was happy and her heart was beating once again like it had when Bellatrix came into her shop all those months ago it still hurt. Her baby, their baby, was dead and gone and no matter what Nellie would hurt forever. .

"If you won't sleep, than I won't sleep either." Bellatrix frowned gently and stroked Nellie's hair. As her arm moved, her whole body suddenly ached. "If something's wrong, Nellie.. We can just talk it out you know." she whispered in hopes to comfort Nellie; it was obvious to her that something was eating away at the poor woman's heart.

"Talk won' bring my babe back." Nellie shut her eyes tightly as she buried her head deep within Bellatrix's neck that her wet cheeks pressed against. Bellatrix may have felt pain for their lost baby but to Nellie it was like someone had killed a part of her; a part she'd never get back.

"O-oh..." Bellatrix stuttered out, her body now suddenly aching even more. For the time being, she had completely forgotten what happened. Their child was gone. A child who could have been in their arms in nine months was gone. The thoughts were enough to cause a soft whimper to drip from Bella's lips, her head gently nuzzling against the side of Nellie's head.

"Doctor told me tha' I-I migh' no' be able to 'ave anymore." The words stabbed at Nellie's heart as she told her future wife what had happened. "An' if I do wanna 'ave more then mis - losing 'em..That'll increase."

As much as it pained Bellatrix to say it, she had too. "Then I won't let you get pregnant. I'm not having you go through another heart break of losing a child." Of course now, this would mean no more children for them. Thanks to Vermilion, that ass, Bellatrix would never have a baby inside her, and now this.

Nellie's head shook automatically. "N-no. I wan' ano'ther babe!" She wouldn't, couldn't, come to the terms that mayne having more children would hurt her, and Bellatrix. "I said I was fine. M-maybe he was jus' sayin' tha' so-so he doesn' 'ave to come and see me anymore. M'sure I'll be fine."

"No!" Bellatrix quickly argued. "What happens when you go to give birth, and your heart gives out? I'm scared of losing you, and who knows if you'll lose another baby. And if you do, you won't be able to take it, Nellie. I won't let you get pregnant again and tha'ts that. I'm sorry." Bella cried, knowing she must seem like a bitch, but it would do both of them good.

Bellatrix was right, in some ways, but it was as she was making out that Nellie was weak. "I-I wan' a babe, Bella." After a while she sat back up and hugged a pillow to her chest. Yes, she had a beautiful daughter who no doubt would turn out to be an amazing woman, but Nellie wanted more. "Jus' one more. Please? I wanna 'ave a big family an' I'd be 'appy."

"Nellie, no." Bellatrix shook her head lightly, looking up at Nellie. "You're going to lose it if you get pregnant, and I won't let you go through that. I know how much you want another baby, and I want one too. But I'm sorry, we're going to have to face the fact that your body can't take having a baby. I mean, haven't we learned that when Evelyn came early and you could barely push her out as it was? And then you lost our second child. Your body is telling you something, Nellie." Of course she was ranting on, but all of it was true.

Nellie had lost. Of course Bellatrix spoke the truth but the pie maker wouldnt give up without a fight. Nellie would do this all against just to have another baby in her arms. True, Evelyn came early but that was Bellatrix's fault. The witch put too much stress on Nellie which went straight to the baby. Nellie needed to come up with something. Fast. "So.." Her fingers pulled on the pillow, "Ya can fuck ya sis'er bu' I canno' 'ave a baby?"

"Fuck." Bellatrix muttered as she threw herself from the bed and slammed into the wall. "You really didn't need to bring that up, Nellie. For one thing, me fucking my sister has nothing to do with your inability to have children. And another thing, I don't need that fucked up excuse for a sister lingering inside my head." Bellatrix slumped onto the floor, her body still pressed to the wall.

"I don' 'ave an inability! Ya the one who won' give me a child!" Nellie herself was up from the bed with hisses and grunts of discomfort. She wanted nothing more then to give Bellatrix another child, another little girl or even a boy. "M'gunna check on Evenlyn. No doub' she wants feedin'." The little pie makers tired legs carried her to her daughters room. Toby was asleep in the chair, a sleeping baby girl in his arms. "Aw. Come in Princess." Bending down Nellie scooped up her little daughter and gently kissed her head. How she wanted another.