I am alive!

I meant to update this before thanksgiving but uni has me super busy. Thankfully this week is finals week and i'll be able to write more!

Hope you all enjoy this chapter it's 15K! I didn't realize how long this was going to be until i was mid way haha

Anways enjoy teens being cute AF teens


Neither of the Ed's had contacted him nor Nazz during the rest of that day. This only worried Kevin and as he lay in his bed fully awake in the middle of the night he decided to go and check just to make sure everything was alright. His father was deeply sleeping and he knew his old man wouldn't hear him climb out of his window. He couldn't exactly leave through the front door because the door creaked and perhaps that would wake Tom Barr. What was he supposed to say?

Kevin rose, putting on jeans, a sweater and a hand me down jacket his father had gifted him in recent days. The nights had gotten very cold and rainy after October leaving the streets of peach creek eerily quiet. As he opened his bedroom window slowly he held his breath hoping he wouldn't slip then stepped out through his window and onto the roof of the lower floor . He looked over to the backyard having placed it there just before dinner in case he really decided to go out tonight. Edging closer to the edge of the roof he steadied himself with his heart in his throat. The jump down wasn't too bad but he still felt anxious about it, until he remembered Eddward holding his hand back at the waterfall before they had jumped together. He felt his chest tighten at the thought and Nazz's words came tumbling back into his mind.

With an inhale of breath he jumped off and rolled onto the grass. He gave a little chuckle knowing very well a year ago he wouldn't have done anything close to what he was doing now. Finally he stood fixing his glasses and pulled up the hood of the sweater. He grabbed his bicycle and opened the gate to his gate yard carefully and quietly locking it once again once he stepped out. As he came in front of the house he looked up to see if there was any signs his father had possibly heard and when the small house didn't light up he smiled mounting his bike and riding off onto the street.

The air was cold and he wished he would have been able to take his motorcycle instead. He frowned as the air felt like tiny needles stabbing his face. The town's streets were for the most part empty, only a handful of people roamed about. Kevin appreciated the quiet of the town, there was a certain hour during the night when it seemed like everything was turned off except for street lamps and somehow he took comfort in passing through these dimly lit streets. He did not, however, appreciate the cold air hitting his face. When he finally arrived at Eddward's home he couldn't feel most of his face.

He wiped his runny nose on the sleeve of his hoodie and dropped the bike on the yard. He pressed his hand to his face and breathed out warm air hoping to warm up his face. As Kevin wondered onto the houses steps he couldn't help but linger behind hesitantly unsure if it was alright to knock… it didn't seem like Eddward's parents were around the house instead it looked like it always did.

Yet, it didn't seem like Eddward was home either and that thought made him move. He stepped up to the door and knocked as he anxiously waited for some kind of response. For a long time, he didn't hear anything and he stepped closer pressed his ear to the door as he knocked once again louder this time. He knew where Eddward kept a spare key, but in case the teen's parents were home he didn't want to intrude. Minutes later, he finally heard lazy footsteps coming down the stairs and he quickly stepped back hoping it would be his familiar raven haired swimmer to answer the door.

Kevin let out a long exhale out as he saw a sleepy Eddward peek out. "Kevin?" Eddward rubbed his eyes before opening the door fully and now more awake stared at the red nosed ginger boy in front of him. "What are you doing here?" he looked around with a frown as if noticing what time it was "…it's so late"

The smaller boy relaxed with a smile on his face as he saw the complete mess of dark hair the other wore "I…I was worried about you." he confessed pressing his lips together looking down "You never answered when I called or messaged so… I panicked"

With a soft smile Eddward reached for Kevin and lead him inside closing the door behind them. The house was extremely dark when the taller teen closed the door but Kevin could still see Eddward rub at his face seemingly still disoriented. Kevin felt a bit guilty waking him up now "Sorry…I know it's really late. I should let you sleep, this can wait" he made to move towards the door but was stopped by a gentle hand on his chest.

"No…it's alright. I've been asleep for most of the day actually" he smiled down "Also, I apologize for not answering, my phone's been out of battery. I completely forgot to charge it before passing out"

Kevin moved closer to look up at the other's face "Are you ok?"

"..." Eddward stared down at the freckled teen's face contemplating for a moment in the quiet dark hallway of the entrance. "…I'm ok" he gave the smaller teen a somber smile.

Kevin frowned knowing something was wrong. Eddward wasn't one to be out of contact with him. "I thought something had happened because you, Ed, nor the J's were at school today. Sam was the only one who showed up"

"Did he say anything to you?" Kevin saw Eddward tense at Sam's name.

Kevin gave the other a stern look "Yeah, he did actually" he crossed his arms, his weight on one leg "He said the two of you made a deal. He said that you would be working with him until the end of this school year…What the fuck Eddward?"

The raven haired teen rubbed at his face once more with a sigh "Look, I can explain"

"Please do. Because it's baffling how you could agree to stay with him after what he did to Nazz" Kevin accused with hurt in his face "He's manipulating you again"

Eddward slumped against the wall crossing his arms "Look, after this school year is up it's all going to end. Sam is moving on to work with his older brother after high school and he knows the gang here won't be sustainable after he's gone. The gang is made up of mere kids, it's going to end as soon as Sam leaves them. Besides Sam has promised to not hurt you, Nazz or Ed as long as I stay. The J's won't come anywhere near you all."

"What about Jimmy! What about Johnny? What about all the other kids who want to take over the gang? It's not going to end Eddward, it's never going to end like this. What about you?" Kevin yelped out "Do you trust Sam to keep his promise? Because frankly, I think he's lying. Just how do you expect me to trust this son of a bitch that has hurt Nazz? The psychotic bastard that's been using you this entire time?"

"Even after he leaves… This won't end Eddward. There is still going to be someone leading, maybe the gang won't be a big as it is now, but it'll still be there" Kevin felt his shoulders slouch "You know as well as I do Jimmy is going to be the one to take over. He's going to go after you. After all of us. He has money to get the job done"

"Kevin" Eddward shoulder slumped "Jimmy doesn't have the power that Sam has. We'll be alright. Sam has connections and influences that Jimmy doesn't. The guy's parents don't know what he is up to; their just rich suckers that get him out of trouble. If we get Sam on our side, we'll be fine. Ed and I will be alright."

"That bastard doesn't deserve to be on our side! What happens if he backstabs you! Ed is right, we need to end it completely. Sam included" Kevin stated firmly with clenched fists. He couldn't forgive the asshole who dared to lay a hand on Nazz. He couldn't, wouldn't, depend on Sam"

"You do realize what that means right?" Eddward frowned down holding Kevin's stare with fixed blue eyes. "There is no way we can take down Sam. The moment we turn against him, he'll have our asses. He is the son of a crime lord Kevin! I can promise you the end of the gang after Sam leaves, but not before. We need him"

"…we…we can figure out s-somethingout!" Kevin began enraged that Sam could get away from his wrong doings "I-I-I can't accept that he can get away from this!"

"No, if you want to take Sam and the gang down… That includes me as well. I've done horrible things Kevin, things that are not excusable. The police won't overlook my history with the gang just because you ask them to" Eddward finally stepped forward "I'm not…I'm not against paying the consequences for my actions because…I deserve it. If you want this all to end…then I'll go. I'll go turn myself in and tell them everything after making sure Sam and Jimmy won't come after the three of you but it is a high risk."

"No! No no no that's not what I want Eddward!" Kevin frantically yelped out feeling desperate to rip away the idea from Eddward's head. The smaller boy stared at the other with a panicked expression for a long time before looking down feeling at a loss of breath and mind filled with frustrated screaming. This was definitely not how he had expected this night to go when he had decided to come by. The mere thought about seeing Eddward's life ruined because of him tore Kevin apart. He didn't know what he wanted any more he…he just wanted to run away and take Eddward with him far, far away from everything. He reached up to hide his frustration in his freckled hands. He didn't want Eddward to sacrifice himself for the well-being of everyone and he wanted Sam to suffer the consequences. Yet, Eddward was only giving him two options and as much anger as it brought him to have to leave Sam free he wanted Eddward to stay by his side.

Lowering his hands he placed his forehead on Eddward's chest as he silently cried from the mixed emotions. He was angry and disappointed that Eddward had made a deal with Sam, and he was fearful about what Sam had in store for Eddward now. Surely Sam must have something in mind if he wanted Eddward to stay. Kevin was a little relieved that Nazz and Ed weren't targets anymore but he didn't know how long that would last and he was petrified with what Eddward had suggested to do to resolve everything…

Never, would Kevin allow for such a thing to happen. The small freckled teen wrapped his arms around the other's waist and held tightly onto Eddward breathing slowly to calm himself down. He could feel the other's warmth as he pressed himself closer but a surge of panic crawled up his spine when he didn't feel Eddward hug him back. "Tell me what you want Kevin" Eddward's voice came out low and husky.

The smaller teen buried himself as much as he could onto the other until it hurt to press any closer, yet Eddward's arms remained at his side. The tone behind the questioned forced him to look up with glazed eyes and met those heart breaking ocean eyes "I…I don't want to see you get hurt by this…I don't trust him not to hurt you"

With a sad frown Eddward leaned down and finally…finally wrapped his arms around him holding him just as tightly that Kevin could feel an overwhelming sense of relief and security from it. He's frantic mind calmed down when Eddward lifted his head and pressed a lingering kiss to his forehead just as he had done to the swimmer before and whispered out "Then, please just trust me"

"I do…I do trust you" the freckled teen whimpered out grabbing tightly onto the other's shirt. "I'm just…" he pressed his forehead onto the other's shoulder "I'm just so tired of this Eddward, I'm…scared for you"

"I know" Eddward cooed running a hand through the other's short orange hair "I'm tired too, but this is almost over…7 more months ok?" he reached to delicately cup the freckled teen face with his slender hands and made Kevin look up at him "…" Eddward looked down sadly with observant eyes as he scanned the smaller teen face "I haven't seen you with a bruise since the summer…" he held the others face a little tighter "I plan on keeping it that way…I'll fix everything ok? I promise, just be patient with me"

Something in Kevin sank from those tender words. Eddward meant it…The smaller teen could tell because the other's words were in a way dominating but protecting. Those ocean eyes stared down at him in an overwhelming manner and if he stared back for too long he knew he would be lost. Ripping his eyes away he seemed to want to melt into the other and with a surrendering frown Kevin snaked his arms around the other's shoulders "If Sam tries anything against you, I'm going to fucking kill him" he muttered out.

This made Eddward laugh out and tightened his hold on Kevin. "You've become so brave pumpkin"

"Thanks to you" Kevin gave a smirk feeling a flush on his cheeks at the nickname and suddenly became hyper aware of their snug embrace but he pushed those awkward feelings away. They just cared for each other like he cared for Nazz. It was the same thing. "I just wish there was something I could do"

"Well for one thing, you could try and stay out of trouble" Eddward chuckled out breathlessly tightening his hold on Kevin and Kevin laughed out too.

The house was cold, it always was but somehow the small space that they occupied seemed to be warm and comforting. Kevin could almost fall asleep leaning against the others from the soothing breathing of the raven haired teen. It was astounding how perfectly he seemed to fit in Eddward's hold now that he had grown a bit taller. A small smile escaped him at the thought…so many things had changed in such a small amount of time. After long minutes of just holding onto each other in the quiet hallway, Kevin finally pulled back from the embrace. "I…I should go" he whispered out.

Eddward frowned a hand still lingering to hold the freckled teens waist "…Won't you stay?"

Looking up at those puppy eyes Kevin felt his chest tighten "W-we have class tomorrow…I left my stuff b-back home" he stuttered out feeling the warmth spread throughout his cheeks.

"I can drive you home in the morning before school starts" Eddward tilted his head to the side

"W-What about my d-dad?" Kevin looked down feeling embarrassed.

"He won't know you're gone if we get you home early enough" Eddward chuckled out at the teen's adorable hesitance.

Kevin looked up hoping Eddward couldn't see his reddened face in the darkness. He nodded with a simple "ok" and took hold of the athlete's hand.

With triumphant bright eyes Eddward smiled and lead Kevin up the stairs to his room. He gave the teen a pair of sweatpants and they laid down on the bed in silence. Then Kevin looked up to meet those beautiful blue orbs "Hey…just one more thing"

"What is it?" Eddward raised an eyebrow curiously

"Why were you sleeping all day? Did you not sleep at all the night before?" Kevin asked worried it could be the nightmares again.

Eddward smirked as he closed his eyes "Yeah, something like that…I've been getting sick for a while and I just didn't feel that great" he lied…well it wasn't entirely a lie but he didn't want to worry Kevin anymore and wanted the teen to be at ease. So, he reach forward and soothingly caressed the other's warm freckled cheeks. Eddward would tell him what had happened later the next day, but not now. Now he wanted them to be stress free and able to relish the other's company.

When Eddward had arrived home from the officer's station, he had had a moment of panic wondering if his parents would show up. A childish desire of seeing them again overwhelmed him but he knew better. The lack of sleep and oncoming headache lured him into his bed as he threw his dead phone on the bedside and closed his eyes repressing his want. He had woken up in the middle of the day and found the house still just as quiet and forced himself to fall back asleep fearful of what he would do if he was awake. Until he had heard Kevin's knock at the door hours later.

Eddward ran a finger right under the teen's left ear where he had come to notice Kevin squirm a bit every time. With a soft smile he watched Kevin's face redden as his eyes shut tightly from the touch. "…Now you really look like a pumpkin, pumpkin" he teased.

Kevin reach to grab the other's hand to stop his touch and opened his eyes with a pout "Fuck you" he mumbled out feeling embarrassed.

The raven haired teen laughed at this looking over at Kevin with a big smile and tender eyes and Kevin couldn't help but remember Nazz's words again…"With fondness, my Kevin"

The freckled teen breathed in holding tightly to the other's hand and closing his eyes pushing down those thoughts…it was stupid to think of such stupid things. "But what if it's already right in front of you?"

Nothing was in front of him

…right?

He opened his eyes to find Eddward had now closed his eyes and had leaned in a bit closer as well, yet the smile remained and hand continued to cup his cheek despite Kevin's hold on it. He felt tears build up again at the corners of his eyes but he repressed them desperate to not stir the other. Why was it so easy for him to cry in front of Eddward? Why did he even want to cry right now? Nazz had just put in unnecessary thoughts into his mind and it was messing him up. There was no time for stupid things like that, not that he even desired it…nothing was in front of him. He closed his eyes dropping his hold on Eddward's hand feeling ashamed to have even thought about…it. Nazz's intuition was wrong. There wasn't anything of the sort building between him and...There possibly couldn't be…it's was impossible, he knew it was.

He decided to focus on the warm hand on his cheek to lull him to sleep trying his hardest to let his mind go blank.

"I see the way you look at him, Kevin"

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Was it really that impossible?

The next morning was quiet yet rushed as they had woken up a bit later than they were planning to. They had run around the house hoping Kevin's father hadn't woken up yet and Eddward still in his sweats and a sweatshirt now drove to the east side of town to drop Kevin off. The freckled teen had left his bike at Eddward's place and would go back later that day to pick it up. The sun was only just rising up as they drove through the quiet town. Eddward parked his car round the corner of the cul-de-sac and walked over with Kevin.

The smaller teen had explained that he needed help climbing onto the rooftop to get to his open window since the front door creaked. They quietly walked around to the side of the house where Kevin's bedroom window thankfully remained open and everything seemed to be quiet meaning his father hadn't woken up yet. He looked around the cul-de-sac hoping there were no witnesses. Eddward had wrapped his arms the teen's legs lifting him up easily and thankfully Kevin was able to grab ahold of the roof to lift himself up. Once he successfully climbed onto the roof he peeked back down smiling at Eddward and mouthed a thank you before waving and crawling back through his window.

He watched Eddward walk away and out of sight with a soft smile on his face. As he closed the window he heard the door open behind him. "Kevin?…You're already dressed?" His father questioned him with raised eyebrows.

Kevin felt his heart skip in panic "Y-yeah, I uh…I couldn't really sleep last night so…I just decided to get up already" he shrugged.

His father walked over to the window and peeked outside "…Seems pretty cold today, might want to wear a scarf too kiddo"

"Will do dad" Kevin turned to grab his backpack and place his notebook inside.

"Ok then" Kevin's father reached to ruffle his son's hair "You might also want to comb this mess of hair" he chuckled walking out of the room.

Kevin reached up to hide his face in his hands as his dad closed the door. Did he know? He really hoped he hadn't figured it out…what was he going to say? With a sigh he finished getting ready before heading downstairs.

His father had offered to drive him to school and as they drove through the quiet town Kevin couldn't help but stare out the window. He could feel his father wanting to say something and he supposed it was because he knew he had snuck out. This was a trap of course. There was no better place to interrogate him than in the car where he couldn't run away.

They reached the school and as Kevin was about to open the door his father spoke up "Kid"

Kevin turned around holding his breath "Yeah?"

"You're not so great at being secretive about sneaking out" he chuckle out. Kevin frowned with a soft groan. Yup…he was caught. "Where did you go?"

"I…I um…" he pressed his lips together still unsure of how to answer the question. He really didn't want his dad to think Eddward was bad influence or anything.

"And don't say you went to see Nazz, because I know you were there earlier that day" Kevin's father looked at him with a smirk. "I'm not mad kid, I know you didn't do anything bad. I just want to know what or who was so important you had to sneak out in the middle of the night?" he reached out to lightly grab Kevin's nose and shake it like he used to do when Kevin was in elementary.

"Daaaaad" Kevin whined out pulling back. He frowned looking down as his hold on his backpack tightened. "I…" he pressed his lips together "I went over to Eddward's" he confessed.

"What for?"

Damn it…Kevin couldn't meet his dad's stare. He knew his father just wanted the truth, but obviously he couldn't exactly do that. "He hasn't been f-feeling all that well recently and I just wanted to check up on him"

"That couldn't have waited until morning?"

"…no…" Kevin mumbled out.

"Aren't his parents' home to look after him?" Tom quietly continued to ask with his hand holding onto the steering wheel of the truck,

"…They've been away on a business trip"

"Again?" Kevin could feel the disapproving frown on his father's face.

"He didn't show up yesterday and it's unlike him so…" Kevin shrugged.

"Fine, we'll talk about this later you should get to class" Tom shook his head with a frusterated frown "What kinds of parents leave their kid alone so often" he muttered out angrily.

"Ok" Kevin opened the door and stepped out. You have no idea dad…

"One more thing" Kevin's dad peek out "When he's feeling better, invite him over for dinner will ya?"

"Will do dad…" he gave his old man a small smile before closing the door and letting out a sigh as he turned to walk up the stairs.

Kevin did feel a bit lonesome without Nazz around and Ed still wasn't answering him. He would mention it to Eddward when he saw him during their first class together. However, to his disappointment as he entered first period he found Eddward wasn't in class once again. With confusion he took a seat looking out to see if he saw Eddward's black car and just as he sighed and heard the bell ring he received a message from the swimmer. [Won't be in class for a couple of days. I'll explain later]

What? Kevin grabbed his backpack and rushed out of the classroom ignoring the teacher's bark. What was going on? Eddward had said he would be here so why wasn't he here. The freckled teen rushed through the school and as he did he spotted the J's in the east hallway with nasty scowls on their faces. Kevin had a horrible feeling in the pit of his stomach as he passed them hoping they wouldn't chase after. As he approached the entrance he spotted him with the familiar black stripped beanie once more. "Eddward!"

The raven haired teen turned around his hands in his pockets with raised eyebrows. "You're supposed to be in class"

"So are you" Kevin breathed out coming to a stop in front of him "What's going on?"

Eddward looked around before spotting something behind them. He gave a menacing scowl as he straightened taller in a defensive stance. Then he motioned with his head for Kevin to follow before walking out of the school.

With a confused expression Kevin looked behind as he exited as well noticing Jimmy watching them with a glare. Something seemed to swell inside him knowing Jimmy had just spotted them together and he turned back nervously but remembered about Eddward's deal with Sam. They couldn't do anything to them. Sam would have their heads because he valued Eddward too much. "Eddward?" he called out softly gripping the strap to his bag tightly to his chest feeling just a bit more pleased at this turn of events.

The taller teen looked back for a second reaching for Kevin's hood and pulled it up over the ginger's hat seeing it was softly sprinkling. "Come on" he whispered out walking towards the side of the school where there was a small section of forestry.

Kevin looked up to the school building remembering it had been the side where Eddward had carried him up to watch the sunset so long ago. There was a fence around the school so students wouldn't go wondering into the forest but there was a locked gate many students easily picked opened or would climb over. Eddward had pulled out a key and opened the lock making Kevin question where and how he had gotten the key from but of course it must have been due to Sam's influence.

Finally Eddward came to a stop just a bit into the trees where they were out of sight yet the building was still in view. He leaned up against a tree and breathed out watching the condensation drift. "I was going to tell you later today…" he sighed placing his hands in the pockets of his leather jacket.

"What is it?" Kevin frowned looking up hoping to meet the other's eyes.

He groaned out a bit "Look don't freak out on me, but…" he finally looked up to meet concerned olive green eyes "The police showed up at my place Sunday night-"

"What!" Kevin yelped out "Oh my god I knew it!"

"Kevin" Eddward reached to grab the smaller teen by the shoulders "Its fine, its resolved ok. I just went in to talk to the principal and he's suspending me for the week. That's it"

"That's it my ass, that's why Sam made a deal with you right? You called him to help you out" Kevin frowned pointing at the beanie.

"I had to…besides it was Eddy's fault" Eddward sighed out shoving his hands into his jacket's pocket once more.

"…well, are you ok? What happened?" Kevin leaned in closer a freckled hand tugging at the dark red hoodie Eddward wore under the jacket.

"I'm fine Kevin" Eddward smiled softly "I just spent the night at the station until Sam came in the morning"

"That's why you didn't sleep at all huh?" the freckled teen gave him a sad frown until he remembered Sam mentioning Eddward's parents were in town. "…did your parents show up?" he cautiously asked. Eddward stared down with raised eyebrows in surprise "S-Sam mentioned them…" he quickly added.

"Oh…um y-yeah…well, father was the one who spoke with the sheriff but I didn't…see him" the raven haired teen mumbled out looked down at the freckled hand holding onto him.

"…" Kevin frowned then remembered what his father had asked him and wondered if it was alright to invite him over. "um…about this morning" he nervously chuckled out. The raven haired teen stayed silent waiting for the red faced ginger to explain. "My d-dad totally knew I snuck out last night" He gave the other a wary smile.

Eddward frowned "I'm sorry I didn't meant for you to get in trouble"

"No, I'm not in trouble. It's ok…um" Kevin pulled his hand back crossing his arms in nervousness. "He's also wanted to uh…have you over for dinner sometime. My m-mom actually wants to meet you too. She wants to thank you for helping me out this summer…you know?" Kevin shrunk into his hoodie unable to look up knowing his face was completely red. "I mean um you don't have to come if you don't want to—"

Eddward let out a soft chuckle making Kevin finally look up "It's…it's alright…It would be rude of me to turn down the offer every time…"

The freckled teen could tell the other was nervous at the idea but he felt relieved to know he would come "Is Friday good?"

Once Eddward nodded Kevin smiled up and they lingered a while longer in that spot waiting for the bell to ring indicating the end of the first class. Kevin had mentioned that he wasn't able to get ahold of Ed since the day before which concerned Eddward. The raven haired teen then promised to go over to Ed's home to figure out what was happening. As they heard the bell ring, Eddward walked Kevin back to the entrance of the school and waved goodbye. The swimmer waited until the other had entered the school before turning around and making his way to his car ignoring the soft whispering and gasps of students who were shocked to see their short interaction. Idiots…

Eddward had pulled up to Ed's small home find the brunette's bike thrown on the front yard. There were no signs of anyone being home really and that concerned him, so he rushed out of his car and to the front door. With some anxious couple of knocks he stood hoping to hear movement inside but he heard nothing.

He knocked once more crossing his arms wondering where the tall brunette could be if not home. Yet, he finally heard his friend's voice call out from within "Coming!"

Ed peeked through the side of the window and jumped at seeing Eddward standing there. Quickly he opened the door revealing a messy haired Ed wearing an oversized sweater and pajama pants. "Double D! You're ok" he breathed out in relief.

Eddward frowned watching as his friend displayed an exhausted expression. Ed's eyes were slightly puffy with huge eye bags under them as if he hadn't slept in days. "Ed…are you alright?" he asked quietly.

"um…y-yeah?" Eddward always knew Ed was a terrible liar and when he heard the boy's response he's frown deepened.

"You have skipped two days of school now, and you haven't been answering your phone. What's wrong?" Eddward spoke sympathetically knowing something was definitely wrong to get Ed this upset.

With a tired sigh the tall brunette stepped aside letting the other in before responding. "Sorry…um" he began closing the door and making his way into the living room and grabbing a blanket from the couch as he wrapped it around himself. "Something came up for me too"

Eddward could see and hear the vulnerability behind those brown eyes and stale voice. "Did something with Sarah's condition?" he quietly asked taking a seat next to the taller teen who was slouched on the couch avoiding eye contact. "Ed…you can talk to me"

The boy had seemed to sink further into the couch and pulled the blanket closer to his body. Finally after a long pause of silence Ed looked up tears filling his eyes and a weak smile on his face "…she…she finally opened her eyes" he let out a breathy chuckle "finally…" he repeated once more seemingly in disbelief himself.

"That's great news Ed" Eddward leaned forward placing a hand on his shoulder however he failed to see the problem.

Ed continued on as the blanket fell slightly from his form "W-when she woke up…she didn't recognize me and then she went all hysterical" he held his breath for a moment remembering the night "She was screaming and crying so much it hurt to watch and I wasn't unable to help her in any way" he pressed his lips into deep frown "I wish I could do something for her"

The raven haired teen's shoulders dropped with understanding and reached over to supportively place a hand on his friends shoulder once more "As horrible as it is now, this is progress Ed. She'll recover her memory in due time. Her behavior is a response to the terrible tragedy that occurred. All you can do to help her at this moment is grant her your patience. She needs you now more than ever."

Ed made eye contact and for the first time that morning since Eddward had arrived the brunette seemed to feel more relaxed. "Thank Double D" Ed spoke out softly with a small honest smile.

Nazz had returned to school mid-week, though truthfully she had tried to fake sickness to try and continue to skip school for a couple more days. For the first time in a long time she truly felt terrified of going to school, because it meant she would have to face her attackers. She would have to see them and pretend like they hadn't kidnapped her, like they hadn't planned on doing something horrific. There wasn't anything she could do, but push forward.

Thankfully, Ed and Kevin were with her for most of the day and even Eddward offered to drive her in the morning to school and allow her to linger inside the car when she saw Jimmy at the front of the entrance. She appreciated that Eddward helped her and even though their drives were mostly silent there was a sense of comfort in the company she hadn't felt before. Ever so slowly she was beginning to see what her dear Kevin saw and she smiled at the thought. She appreciated that the boys would try their best in helping her avoid bumping into the J's. However, on the occasion that she did she would stare down at the ground and hold her breath blocking out their voices.

She hated it…she hated feeling weak…feeling so petrified.

She slowly roamed through the hallway as her injured foot still hurt a bit making her way to the restroom. Crossing her arms she pulled her oversized sweater closer to her form feeling cold from the ventilation that the school just wouldn't seem to fix. With a frown she thought perhaps she shouldn't have left her coat in her locker.

Reaching the rest room she stood in front of the mirror for a minute looking herself over. Her blonde hair was a mess so she tried to tame it down with some water and ran her fingers through her hair combing the locks. She had never been one to appreciate long hair but as she looked over her hair that now passed her shoulders she couldn't help but smile. With a sigh she pulled back her hair into a low ponytail and finished up.

Returning back to class proved to be a challenge as she reached stairs. Nazz gave a small whine knowing it would definitely hurt more than it did walking up. She definitely hadn't planned about going down the stairs.

"Need help love?"

Nazz's eyes opened wide as she gasped out loudly turning around to see Sam leaning against the railing with his chin propped against a hand. Without thinking, she took a step back forgetting the stairs making her trip but she saw Sam rush over to grab a hold of her before she went rolling down.

"Woah there" Sam chuckled out "Clumsy one aren't you"

"L-let me go" Nazz pushed away feeling a sense of panic consume her.

"If I do that then you'll roll down the stairs, and you would have a nastier injury to worry about" The teen smiled down at the trembling girl in his arms.

"I don't need your help" she barked out angrily

"Oh?" With a raised eyebrow Sam let go of Nazz for a second who immediately reached for him to hold onto. "You were saying?"

"Fuck you" Nazz muttered out with clenched teeth.

"Perhaps another time love" The blonde winked before straightening and picking up a red faced Nazz up princess style.

"I can walk down on my own damn it" The blonde girl protested as Sam ever so slowly made his way down the steps.

"Oh, I know you can and if you were anybody else then I would have let you but…" He paused raising an eyebrow as he made eye contact with Nazz's panicked ones. "I think you've suffered enough"

Nazz sighed out annoyed at the other's attention which only served to remind her of what he had told her back at the house party. "Why are you doing this?" she asked quietly.

Sam chuckled "Your foot is still bothering you obviously"

"No, that's not what I mean" The girl frowned giving the other a glare "You let me and the others go Halloween night and now this? What's your deal?" As soon as the teen took the last step of stairs Nazz squirmed away from his hold.

With a smirk Sam stepped closer towards Nazz and tilted his head down "I thought I made myself clear that night"

"I don't believe you" She continued to step away "I know there's something you want, and I want to know what that is?"

"I want you love" Sam stated coming to a stop and shoving his hands into his jacket.

Nazz held her breath in surprise. She just couldn't believe the lies this guy was saying "You actually think I would consider? I despise you! Just makes you think I would want to be with someone as atrocious as you?" she shook her head in disbelief.

"Oh, I'm very well aware of that sweetheart" He reached out to grab her by the waist and pull her close "You just need to get to know me and mark my words Nazz Van Bartonshmeer, in due time you'll change your mind"

"Never" She barked out feeling brave once more and tried pushing away once more but Sam's hold was tight.

With a smirk Sam spoke out in a low husky voice "Alright love, it's a bet. How about I take you out Friday evening?"

The blonde girl made a disgusted face "How about you don't"

That made Sam laugh and then reach to cup the girl's head so she wouldn't move and kissed her cheek making Nazz yelp out. "I'll pick you up at 7:30"

"No absolutely not! I won't go anywhere with you" Nazz yelled out as she squirmed her way out of Sam's grasp.

Sam chuckled backing away "Yes you will" he sang out placing his hands in his jacket once more.

"No, I won't" She placed her hands on her hips angrily

"I'll drag you out if I have to" The tall blonde turned around and waved a hand in the air "I'll see you around love" he called out.

Nazz stood in the hallway absolutely stunted by the turn of events. "Sam!" she yelled out frantically "…mother fucker"

"Perhaps this Italian carved chair may be within your interest sir" Eddward led one of their regular costumer through the store approaching a chair that had been carved to be of an exotic bird. The older man nodded stepping closer to inspect the chair with care and hummed in approval. Eddward watched the man thinking hard about if the chair was worth it but at the same time his attention was pulled by something else.

The week had gone by rather quickly and the only thing he truly had in mind was Kevin's dinner invitation. He had interacted with Tom Barr on a handful of occasions, so he wasn't so nervous about talking with the man. Of course, he did still feel undeserving of being welcomed so warmly by Kevin's father. If Tom knew what Eddward had done…he wouldn't ever be forgiven. Yet, it was meeting Kevin's mother that truly had him on edge. The athlete felt a careful hand on his back catching his attention.

Ms. Adams offered him a tender smile as she looked up at him as if knowing there was something Eddward was hiding. "Would you be a dear and fetch the metal box from the back? I'll finish this" she whispered the last part with a playful sparkle in her eyes.

Eddward nodded knowing the woman was great at selling and would in no time get the man to buy the most expensive antique in the store if she so wished. "Excuse me" he politely spoke noticing the man giving no care to him and wondered into the back.

As he stepped through the hanging fabric he let out a small sigh with a frown. His glance wondered to the clock on the wall which read 5:05 pm. Eddward had given a brief explanation to Ms. Adams about his suspension and had asked to come in earlier in the day for the week. She had given him a frown but did not ask about the detail of why he had gotten suspended. The woman had only offered a warning "You must learn your actions always have some sort of consequence my dear Eddward"

Finally Eddward ripped his eyes from the clock and went to find the metal box the woman had asked for. He found the small box was at the top of the shelves and turned to grab a small stood hidden in the corner. As he reached up for the box Ms. Adams stepped through the fabric. "Already?" he asked baffled about how fast the woman worked her magic.

This made the woman laugh as she placed her hands on her hips "You underestimate my skills"

"Not at all, I'm just astonished at how quickly you sold that chair" Eddward chuckled out softly bringing the box down with him as he stepped of the stool. "It hasn't even been 5 minutes"

"Well, he'll be back tomorrow to pick it up, for now we got ourselves a big sale" Ms. Adams grabbed a small paper they would place on items that had been sold yet left to be picked up another time and filled it out.

The raven haired teen placed the box on the counter "Here's the box you asked"

"Thank you" Ms. Adams smiled reaching for the box. Before Eddward could step back out to the front of the store the woman spoke out quietly "Eddward"

Eddward stopped in his tracks raising an eyebrow in question as he remained silent waiting for the woman to continue. She tilted her head to the side as her eyes watched him with curiosity "I'm not one to stick my nose where I shouldn't but…" she paused smiling up "…I care about you a lot and I can tell when something is bothering you dear. Mind telling me what that is?"

This made Eddward panic and tense a moment as he tried to figure out what to say. "It's…um it's truly nothing Ann"

His response made Ms. Adams giggle "Sweetheart, it can't be just nothing if it's been bothering you for days. I haven't seen you this anxious since the summer when you had to meet Kevin's father."

At that Eddward glance lowered down and this little action did not go unnoticed by Ms. Adams who relaxed upon figuring it out. "Ah, is it about his parents?" the woman had been told the Barr drama long ago by Kevin one day when he had visited. The woman had helped the freckled teen sort out some complicated feelings when Liz had started to visit weekends.

Knowing there was no lying to Ms. Adams, Eddward slouched his shoulders and looked toward the side not wanting to meet the woman's amused eyes. "My, why hasn't your mother given you a pep talk yet" she laughed out.

With a small sad smile Eddward breathed out "She's…She's a rather busy woman"

"Too busy for her own son?" Ms. Adams frowned disapproving of what he had said. "A good mother always has time for their children"

Catching this Eddward looked up meeting her eyes "She's good" he lied. The simple two words he had spoken seemed to choke his lungs in a painful grip. Well…at least the memory of her before she left was good.

"hm" the woman hummed out motioning for him to take a seat on the small stool as she sat on a wooden chair. Eddward did as he was told and sat down feeling nervous now from the incoming talk with Ms. Adams. He knew if she pried far enough she would be able to read through his lies and have him confessing everything to her in no time. He wondered what she would think of him then. He had grown up distrusting adults but the woman had snuck up on him and before he knew it he was caring for her. Losing her from his life would be absolutely heartbreaking. "I don't know what it's been for you growing up, but…" she paused reaching a hand out to hold one of Eddward's "Despite your mother's busy schedule, I am certain she loves you unconditionally" she gave him a warm smile that made Eddward's heart ache. "You are a good person Eddward" she squeezed his hand.

He resisted the tears threatening to build. The woman had no idea how hurtful her words were because he knew for a fact his mother did not love him and that he wasn't a good person either. He was loathed by the woman who had birthed him. "…I know she does" he spoke out quietly looking down at their hands masking his emotions behind a smile.

"Now, what about Kevin's parents' has you troubled?" she let go of his hand and gave him a pat to his knees leaning back onto the chair.

He resisted a groan as he raised a hand to rub at his face feeling overwhelmingly embarrassed. "They uh… they invited me to dinner tonight" he pressed his lips feeling a flush of warmth consume his cheeks and ears.

With a small chuckled the woman leaned forward once more "Does this mean you've been nervous all week about tonight?" she waited quietly with an amused smile on her lips for Eddward to finally nod in confirmation still not meeting her eyes. "Oh my sweet boy, there's nothing to be nervous about hun. Why are you nervous?" she tilted her head hoping to catch the other's eye.

Eddward shrugged now playing with his fingers which made the woman look at him with endearment. "Goodness, you boys are going to be the end of me" she breathed out with a small laugh. This made the athlete finally look up to Ms. Adams in confusion. She shook her head and took hold of his hand "Should I do another palm reading then?" she turned his hand and dragged her thumb across his palm as if wiping away the walls of his hesitance to find the answer to her question. "Let me see" she tilted her head once more and hummed "Tell me, are you afraid of them?"

"…" Eddward stayed silent unsure of how to answer her question. He wasn't necessarily afraid like when he was going to meet Tom for the first time but rather afraid of Kevin's mother. He was afraid Kevin's mother would ask too many questions he didn't know how to answer, he was afraid of her finding out of what he did to their son. Eddward was afraid of the guilty feeling he knew he would experience having to pretend like everything was perfect. The idea that he had to meet their expectations and face their judgment was terrifying. He didn't want to meet her afraid she would remind him of his own absent mother. He was fond of the idea of a mother, especially one who had left her child behind "Perhaps…"

"Do you remember what I told you when you were going to meet Mr. Barr" Ms. Adams waited patiently.

"You told me to face my fears" he responded in a low voice

"Indeed I did. Now, I presume that your fear of them has something more attached that you're not telling me." She raised an eyebrow and continued to speak "Yet, you care for Kevin enough to face those fears and may I remind you that you survived the first time. I'm certain you'll survive once more. They seem like good people so you don't have anything to be nervous about it's not like you've done anything to harm Kevin" she laughed out.

The woman's words burned him like fire. He felt as if a knife just kept stabbing him from each little chuckle she had let out after that sentence. There was a truth Ms. Adams wasn't aware of and it hurt him to know she idealized him. He wasn't worthy…it wasn't right.

"On the contrary, you have helped him. I'm sure they are pleased to know their son has a friend like you, Eddward" She smiled up at him "I find you to be a charming young man despite your independent and quiet nature, and I know they will too. If they invited you it's because they want to get to know you, not to intimidate you my boy"

Eddward didn't know how the woman did it, but every time they had small talks like these she always seemed to ease his worries. He was afraid of adults…afraid of mothers but sometime throughout the year from when he met Ms. Adams he desperately wished he had been blessed to have her as a mother. She was truly a beautiful woman. "Thank you Ann…"

"De nada mi niño" Ms. Adams stood up and leaned forward pressing a feather light kiss on Eddward's forehead. "Sé valiente" she whispered out softly caressing his cheek.

It was then that Eddward stared at the woman's tender eyes in astonishment. She knew so much more about him than she had lead on. Her loving kiss had touched him deeply that he couldn't hold back the glaze over his eyes.

The freckled teen sat impatiently on his bed feeling a bundle of nerves unravel as the hour approached closer to 7. It was Friday evening and he was expecting a certain raven haired athlete to show up at his door any second now. Kevin was sure the other must be ten times more nervous but he hoped interacting with two adults wouldn't be too much for him. It wasn't like this was Eddward's first time coming over; in fact the teen had indeed been over a handful of time even when his father was home. Their interaction was also quite endearing for him to witness because his dad would always want to try to get Eddward to speak more but the poor swimmer was skillful in giving short responses. Tom liked Eddward, that was clear as day and Kevin was thankful.

It was then his thoughts were interrupted by a familiar soft rumbling of an engine outside. The freckled teen stood up and peeked out his window to see that indeed, Eddward's car was parked outside. He sat down at the edge of his window feeling new bubbly nerves unfold as he stared down at the dark figure behind the tinted glass.

After what seemed like 5 minutes he stood up making his way out of his room before he abruptly stopped in his tracks and turned to look at his small mirror on the desk. He was wearing a dark red flannel with a black shirt underneath. Well, it was a step up from his usual oversized sweaters he thought to himself as he combed his hair a bit taking a step forward. Once more he stopped himself holding his breath as he caught on to what he was doing and ruffled his hair to its normal messy state. Finally, he let out a sigh and rushed downstairs.

His mother was setting up the table when he wondered into the room waiting for the other to knock. She looked up as she heard him enter a bright smile enveloping her face with a soft laugh "You look just like your father when he was in high school"

"Dashingly handsome?" the man hoarse voice called from the kitchen

Liz laughed out with a shake of hand giving Kevin a wink. "You do look rather handsome honey" she cooed at her son.

With a blush Kevin chuckled nervous bringing a hand to the back of neck "Thanks mom" he turned his attention to the front door where he heard knocking. "I'll get it" he announced finding the warmth of his cheek only increasing with every step he took.

He opened the door to find the raven haired teen look down at him with a sort of shock in his expression. "Hey" he whispered out with a smile taking in Eddward's outfit. The athlete still wore his black striped beanie, but had a dark red sweater on with a white dress shirt underneath and a pair of dark jeans. Truthfully, the teen looked absolutely striking.

"Hey yourself" Eddward smiled revealing that gap between his teeth that somehow made Kevin's heart skip a beat every time.

With a breathy laugh the freckled teen stepped back as he opened the door fully to let the other come in. "Dad and mom are excited about tonight" he said closing the door.

"I wish I could say the same" Eddward whispered out very quietly making Kevin laugh.

"You'll be fine. I'm right here" Kevin smiled reaching out to give the other's hand a small squeeze of encouragement.

"Eddward!" Tom happily called out as he walked out of the kitchen.

"Evening sir" Eddward turned his attention over to Kevin's father as he felt Kevin let go of his hand.

With a laugh the man reached out placing a hand on the teen's shoulder "I've told you to call me Tom" the man chuckled out.

"…Tom" Eddward let out a small smirk. It was then that he caught sight of a small woman slowly walk into the hall. He didn't need introduction because he knew this woman was definitely Kevin's mother. They shared a striking resemblance. Although she had rose gold hair, her facial features were very similar. The curve of the woman's jaw and the delicate nose, and the heavy amount of freckles were exactly the same as the small teen beside him. The one thing that he instantly noticed however were the woman's observant bright green eyes.

"Eddward? I'm Kevin's mother… Lizzy, but you can call me Liz" she offered a hand, her head tilting to the side as if heavily observing the boy.

"…Pleasure to meet you ma'am" Eddward gave a small nod taking the woman's small freckled hand and shaking it.

Liz crossed her arms and silently looked onto Eddward with a shake of her head as if in amazement. The Barr men looked at the woman in silence wondering what had her in awe and Eddward tried his best not to squirm in her stare "I'm sorry" she laughed out after a moment "You just um…you remind me of a friend from high school." She turned to Tom then "Doesn't he look a lot like Isabella?"

Tom then looked back at Eddward with the same observant eyes "Uh, yeah he kind of does now that you mention it"

"What's your last name honey?" she asked quietly

"Liz, she could have married ya know" Tom laughed out

"Vincent ma'am" Eddward answered her with a breath held tightly in his chest. Kevin had stepped closer to the raven haired teen which help him stay calm.

"Oh, your father's Dr. Vincent? I thought your parents were out of town?" Kevin's father asked with a bright smile "Huh, I didn't know he had a son, I just went to pay him a visit last week. Back aches"

"You old man" Kevin laughed out placing a supportive hand on Eddward's back in a way his parent's wouldn't see knowing this conversation must be making the teen panic.

"Hey" The Barr man warned playfully

Lizzy laughed listening to the two bicker "Boys boys you're both pretty" she laughed even more at Tom's and Kevin's reaction. "Ok but really, I'm sorry for being so nosy but I'm very curious to know if your mother is perhaps… Isabella Garcia?" she asked with a soft smile.

It was then that Kevin felt Eddward tense and he gave him a small squeeze with his hand hoping to ease him. Thankfully Eddward seemed to compose himself as he slightly leaned back on his hand. "Yes…that is her maiden name"

With a bright smile that resembled Kevin's the woman raised her hands to her lips "I knew it!" she laughed out "Oh my goodness, you are Isabella's son" she jumped with excitement "She was my best friend in high school" the woman explained stepping closer reaching her hands out hoping to embrace Eddward then stopped noticing his stiffness "M-may I?" she asked with tear filled eyes.

Eddward was in shock at the revelation but once again Kevin's hand pressed against his back helped him hold onto something to keep him grounded. He didn't trust his voice so he softly nodded in confirmation. With a tender smile Liz stepped up on the tips of her toes and wrapped her small arms around the taller teen pulling him close. "You look so much like her"

Kevin smiled letting go of the teens back and quietly watched the scene. He knew Eddward looked a lot like his mother. The portrait the swimmer kept in the living room was enough to confirm it. Kevin was certain the only features the teen had received from his father would have been the tan skin and wavy hair, but apart from it Eddward had the woman's delicate features and dark black hair. He just wished things would have turned out different.

After a long moment of Lizzy embracing Eddward in a tight hug she finally pulled back with a bubbly laugh. "I'm so sorry"

"It's…quite alright" Eddward mumbled out awkwardly giving the woman a small smile Kevin knew was forced.

At his smile, Liz's smile seemed to get brighter "Look Tom, he even has her gap. How cute" she squeaked in joy.

With embarrassment Eddward pressed his lips together looking down find a giggling Kevin looking up at him encouragingly. This time he couldn't help but smile down at the freckled teen.

"Well who would have known huh" Tom gave Eddward a pat on the back

Liz gave a back handed slap at Tom's arm "How could you not known this entire time!"

"Woman! It's been years!" Tom defended himself "I never knew she had moved back"

"No excuses! This is small enough town for everyone to know who comes and goes for crying out loud" Liz placed her hands at her hips. "Oh! I need to see her again, I've missed her so much"

"There's no winning with you females" Kevin's father groaned out

"S-She's not in town at the moment" Eddward jumped in quickly

"She's not?" the small woman looked up sadly as her shoulder dropped slightly.

"No uh…she's been out of the country for a while now working on a medical program to help the children in India" Eddward stated remembering his mother speaking to him about it years back before she had left. His mother had wanted to go, but she hadn't saying she wanted Eddward to have a normal childhood. How her ideals had changed so quickly.

"Interesting, she was always so kind that Isabella" Liz laughed out. "Alright, enough talk for now, our dinner is going to get cold" she giggled out reaching a hand to grab at Eddward's arm and pulled him into the dining area followed by the Barr men.

Kevin gave Eddward a small look as if to ask if he was alright and he returned the gesture with a smile to reassure the smaller teen. Liz and Tom had made their way into the kitchen serving plates of chicken and broccoli Alfredo that Kevin had come to be his favorite dish his mother would cook for them. With a playful yet encouraging motion, Kevin had wrapped a foot around the others foot receiving a grateful nudge from the other as Eddward let his foot relax against the others. For the rest of that time the conversation switched between asking Eddward questions about school related things and Liz and Tom sharing stories about their high school experience making the raven haired teen feel to some extend thankful they hadn't continued to ask about his parents. Some way along their conversation Liz and Tom argued about her cooking skills which made Kevin want to jump in and tell them the great cooking skill Eddward had up his sleeve. At this the raven haired teen had blushed profoundly and Liz had excitedly asked him for something to try the next time.

"Eddward, would you please help me clean up?" Liz kindly asked standing up and beginning to grab the dirty dishes. Kevin then retrieved his foot and watched the other nod as he stood up as well.

Making his way into the kitchen he noticed the woman turn to him with a soft smile. She took the placed and placed them into the sink to rinse them. "Place them in the dish washer" she directed handing the rinsed dish to the teen.

As she finished up and gave the last of the cups to Eddward she leaned her hip to the counter and crossed her arms watching the boy close the machine. "…Thank you" she spoke out softly.

"It was no trouble at all" Eddward stood quietly

"I mean, about Kevin." Liz gave a breathy laugh correcting herself. She glanced at the living room where the Barr's had moved to. Tom was making faces at Kevin who was laughing at the man's childish behavior. "Tom tells me our son seemed to be having a rough first two years in high school. He told me Kevin was so quiet and closed off back then often times locking himself in his room for long periods of time." she frowned as she ripped her eyes away "It pains me to know that I wasn't there for him when he needed me. I've been such a coward"

Eddward frowned not knowing how to answer the woman's comment. It pained him to know these small details of Kevin because it had been his fault. What was he supposed to tell her I'm sorry, it's all my fault…?

"However, Tom also told me how much happier Kevin seemed when after becoming your friend. He tells me Kevin is more animated and strong." She laughed looking to meet the teen's steady eyes "So, Thank you for being his friend" She reached to place a hand of Eddward's arm "I can't express the amount of gratitude I feel. You helped him through a hard time this summer, and I'm so sorry to have caused the burden but he's my son and I love him so very much."

Eddward seemed to slightly melt at the woman's genuine words. "Kevin has helped me far more. I'm obliged to have him as a friend"

With tear filled eyes she smiled "Isabella has made a magnificent young man out of you" she gave him a pat "I shouldn't be surprised the two of you found each other really. Izzy and I were very close back then and I'm so happy to hear the two of you getting along so well"

Eddward had so many questions he wanted to ask the woman, but refrained himself back. Instead he just stayed quiet looking onto Kevin who had thrown a small pillow at Tom. "You know, the next time I visit how about you have dinner with us again. I'll bring this old photo album of mine. I have so many pictures of your mother when she was your age"

At this the athlete's heart skipped a beat as he turned to looked down at the woman. Oh, his childish desire desperately wanted to see those photographs. He wanted to see his own mother… "Perhaps" he quietly mumbled out. With a giggle Liz nodded lifting off the counter and leading the way into the living room.

Kevin noticed the boy finally relaxed after his short conversation with his mother and it made him curious about the details of it. Eddward sat on the recliner chair as Kevin took the edge of it leaving the couch for Kevin's parents. After another hour of conversation Eddward looked to check the time finding it to be almost 10 and tried to politely excuse himself.

"Why not spend the night over? It's the weekend and you both could stay up watching a movie or something in Kevin's room?" Liz suggested tapping Tom on the leg to support her.

"The nights young Eddward! We don't mind your company at all. Besides, Lizzy obviously hasn't had enough of you. Just shoot your father a message to let him know I'm sure he won't mind" Tom leaned back.

At their suggestion Eddward looked up at Kevin but the freckled teen only looked down with excited eyes. With a sigh the swimmer smiled "…I suppose I could spend the night"

With that Lizzy excitly clapped her hands and they continued talking (mostly Liz and Tom) another hour until Kevin finally stood up and dragged Eddward upstairs to his room. When Eddward heard Kevin close the door he let out a sigh to which Kevin laughed at "Sorry, my parents are really talkative huh?"

"I'm feeling rather drained but… it wasn't so bad" Eddward reached to take off his beanie and run a hand through his hair.

"Really?" Kevin raised an eyebrow inquisitively as he walked over to his closet to pull out a pair of sweats that were his father's and didn't fit him at all but knew they would for the athlete.

"Really" the raven haired teen affirmed sitting down on Kevin bed and taking in his surrounds noticing the room wasn't as messy it had been other times.

With a smile Kevin handed Eddward the sweats and sweatshirt "I'm glad... I um, I know it was kind of weird for you when my mom was asking about your mom. Hell, it's so weird how they were best friends" the freckled teen laughed quietly turning to grab a change of clothes as well.

"It certainly is…" Eddward stared at the teen's petite form as he had taken off the flannel before looking away and changing as well.

"Do you have work tomorrow?" Kevin asked changing the subject

The raven haired teen nodded "In the afternoon"

"Awesome" Was all the freckled teen said as he quietly listened to his parents softly speaking downstairs. It really made him happy to know they had taken such a liking to the athlete.

Although, it had been appealing to watch a movie the boys did feel very tired and as soon as they lied down they both felt rather sleepy. Kevin turned to Eddward on his side and reached to place his freckled hand on top of the others hand "Thanks for coming" he mumbled out sleepily.

Eddward let out a soft chuckle moving his hand to lazily hold Kevin's "Thank you for having me" he quietly replied leaning close for their foreheads to almost touch.

Nazz sat at her desk completely engulfed in writing an essay she had to turn in next week. Normally she had Kevin over to work with her as they would normally get these assignments done together, however she was aware that at the moment the ginger boy was preoccupied with another task. The thought of Eddward Vincent having dinner at Kevin's home was amusing to her and she hoped the athlete would have a difficult time knowing how socially awkward the teen was.

With a sign she ripped her mind from the thoughts to save the file and finally send it to print. Nazz stood making her way downstairs where their printer was located when he heard a soft rumbling outside. She had thought it would have been her father finally coming home just in time for dinner but as she pushed back the window curtain she met eyes with none other than Sam.

Immediately she closed the curtain feeling her heart come to a complete stop before panic began to surge in. Oh god was this bastard serious? She couldn't believe it. What was she to do? She took a couple of deep breathes as she heard the printer come to a stop. Making sure her mother was preoccupied in the kitchen she quietly stepped out to confront the teen.

There he was. Nazz scowled at the look of absolutely amusement the other's expression radiant as he leaned against the house waiting for her. "What are you doing here?" she hissed out.

"Date remember?" Sam smirked with arms crossed

"No, no date. I never agreed to this. Get out of here! I'm not going anywhere with you" Nazz tried shoving the guy but Sam pressed back with his full weight.

"Oh yes you are or I'm going to invite myself inside to meet the Mrs." Sam chuckled out as Nazz stared at him in absolute horror.

With mouth agape Nazz stood completely annoyed and torn. She really didn't want Sam inside her home and most defiantly nowhere near her family. She knew there was no winning with this egoistical asshole "F-fine! Just-this-once" she gave the blonde a harsh shove before stepping back and with a sigh she opened the door "wait here"

"Put on a pretty short dress for me love" Sam called out with a laugh.

"I hate you" she mumbled out closing the door behind her. She stood with her heart in her throat in absolutely shock of what was happening. She hadn't thought the guy actually meant it for real! Nazz assumed Sam had teen teasing, had been playing around like he always did. So, what was he doing here? What should she do! She didn't want to disturb the boys knowing they all had their own things going on at the moment.

First of all she had to come up with an excuse to leave the house since her mother was getting started with dinner. She awkwardly walked in biting her lips when she noticed her mother waiting for her by the counter with an eyebrow raised and a smirk. "Who's the boy?" she asked.

Shit. Nazz tried so very hard not to role her eyes "…He's nobody really"

"Uh huh" her mother's smirk grew wider and gave her a look "Nazz Van Bartonshmeer how dare you go out on a date wearing that!" the woman yelped out moving forward to push the girl out of the kitchen and up the stairs. "Wear something decent! This is your first real date!"

"This isn't a date mom!" Nazz cried out sluggishly making her way up the stairs "I can't believe this!" she hissed out closing her bedroom door. "God…if only she knew"

Nazz stormed through her front door dressed and completely annoyed watching her mother speaking with a very flirty Sam. When the blonde saw her he gave a sharp whistle of awe to which she desperately wanted to respond with the middle finger if her mom wasn't right there. Instead she rolled her eyes and crossed her arms waiting for her mother to finish gushing over the teen.

"You look absolutely ravishing" Sam leaned in placing a hand on the girl's lower back to guide her to his motorcycle once her mother had stepped back inside.

Nazz had thrown on a black fitting sweater with a burgundy corduroy skirt and black tights and boots all covered by her camel coat. "Fuck you" she grumbled annoyed beyond belief. She had made sure to send Ed a text just in case she was walking into yet another trap that could patiently get her killed. Why Nazz! Why do you get yourself into these situations! Her brain screamed.

Sam helped her mount the motorcycle handing her a helmet after and suddenly she felt completely terrified of having to ride with this psychopath. She was used to riding around with Kevin, but Kevin was safe. With Sam…well she was about to find out.

As Sam started the engine he turned his head slightly "Might want to hold on love"

Nazz closed her eyes at the agony of having to be so close to the other. She loosely wrapped her arms around Sam's waist but with a chuckle Sam grabbed her hands and yanked her forward. "Don't be shy sweetheart. I don't want you falling off"

"Where are you taking me?" she nervously asked feeling an overwhelming anxiety being forced to be pressed so close to Sam.

"That's for me to know and you to find out" Sam called out with a smile as he finally drove off.

Immediately she could tell that the blonde was most definitely a skilled driver and would be a great competition for Kevin if they ever raced. Not that she encouraged the idea because she would always get a heart attack watching Kevin race down empty streets. The guy was fast, but had obviously purposefully slowed down.

"I'm amazed you're not spooked love" Sam called out with a smile "I was hoping to have you crying out as you held onto me"

"In your dreams Jackass" Nazz responded pushing away slightly so she wasn't pressed up so close.

"Well then, you won't mind if I go a bit faster?"

"Just don't get us killed" Nazz rolled her eyes unimpressed at the teen's cocky attitude as he sped up. As if she was going to be that stereotypical girly girl. She wasn't afraid.

After a couple of minutes Sam had taken a long route into the town's center that was slowly being filled with the night life. Nazz breathed out thankful he had taken her somewhere populated. They came to a stop at a nearby parking lot where she quickly climbed off the motorcycle and took off the helmet looking around for anything suspicious.

Sam made an aim to hold her hand but she quickly rejected him and crossed her arms instead looking away as if she hadn't noticed it. With a chuckle the tall blonde instead wrapped an arm around her shoulder to which she leaned away.

The teen led her through town some thanksgiving decoration was up throughout the town but mostly early Christmas lights had been placed already throughout the trees. Nazz noticed some girls giving her nasty looks to which she turned away and ignored them. She felt Sam give her shoulder a gentle squeeze as if to reassure her.

It was at a local semi-expensive restaurant that Sam finally led her through. The peach grill, in all honestly it was one of her favorite places and it was where her family would go to eat on her birthday but of course she wasn't going to say anything. They had an outdoor area that was covered in greenery and in fairy lights and on the inside a crowded bar.

Of course, the jerk had decided to pick a spot outside with all the plants and seasonal flowers and freaking lights. To top it all off the absolute jackass had the audacity to pull her chair out as she took a seat and gave her a wicked smirk as he took a seat as well. "How romantic of you" she mumbled trying so hard not to seem in awe at the scenery in front of her.

"I try" Sam smiled now looking down at his menu.

There were only two other…couples in the outdoor area all laughing and taking pictures. Here she was silently freaking out as she felt vibrations from her phone and she silently pulled it out to check. Ed…and he was freaking the fuck out.

She tried to be reassuring as she told him exactly where she was and had begged him not to disturb Kevin and Eddward's own dinner. She knew the second they found out they would rush off to grab her. However, she wasn't as afraid knowing the deal Sam and Eddward had made. She knew Sam valued Eddward and because of that she prayed he wouldn't do anything horrific.

Once their meals had arrived, Sam had tried to start a small conversation mostly about Nazz. He had asked her simple questions like what were her main interests, hobbies, and favorite color. They weren't harmful questions so she answered him honestly looking uninterested the entire time. "Red Orange" she quietly responded distracted by the small amount of food left in her plate meaning the date would almost be at its end, she silently cheered at the thought.

"Ah, it would definitely be a great complimentary color with your blue eyes" Sam raised his glass of water to drink amusingly staring at the girl pick at her food. "Tell me, what do you hope to make of yourself after you graduate Highschool?"

Nazz looked up with a raised eyebrow. This was the first more serious question he had asked "I don't really know…"

"I don't believe you" Sam smirked "A girl as smart as you already has her whole life planned out. So, let me guess"

"Alright, guess" Nazz leaned back

"Based on your interest in reading and writing, you want to major in literature perhaps minor in art history. I definitely see you interested in the fine arts. Your goal is to write a novel, what genre well that I'm not so sure. Then marry a doctor and have three lovely minions running around your house…how close was I?" Sam took another drink.

Nazz had her lips parted in awe…how was she so readable… "c-completely off" she placed down her fork taking a drink of her tea.

"Done?" he questioned. The girl nodded not making eye contact "Great, I have something for you" he reached over to move her plate and that's when Nazz noticed one of the waiters coming with another plate.

The waiter placed the plate in front of her and she internally gasped as they had brought out the restaurant's famous desert. Grilled peach splits…her freaking favorite! Nazz pressed her lips tightly as she looked up to meet the other's excited eyes. "Why all this?" she asked hesitantly.

"I've already told you perhaps a million times by now love" Sam leaned his cheek against one of his hand while he handed her a spoon "Dig in they're all yours"

"I…" She began slowly taking the spoon from the other's hand. Then she picked up one of the peaches and placed it on the other's plate. "…I can't eat them both…" she mumbled out with a red face. Yet another wicked smile and Sam picked up a spoon of his own. Nazz was thankful those dark eyes where not watching her as they had been before.

She received another message from Ed as she and Sam were walking out of the restaurant. She felt a feeling of disappointment as she truly loved the outdoor area, it had been gorgeous. However, now it had gotten darker and the night life was in full motion. Nazz quickly messaged another reassuring text to Ed hoping Sam hadn't noticed. However, as the blonde teen wrapped a hand around her waist she looked down to see the most recent text. [Why does he have his arm around you?]

Nazz quietly shrieked looking around the area and spotted Ed behind them on the other side of the street giving them a look. "Everything alright love?"

Sam looked at her and noticed she had been looking behind them and made to follow her gaze but in a panic she grabbed the teen's face and forced him to look at her "Let's walk around the park" she suggested.

"I didn't think my charm was going to win you over so easily love" Sam said smoothly leaning in her hold and making to give her a kiss.

"DON'T misunderstand!" Nazz pulled away just in time. She grabbed Sam's arm and dragged him through the busy street. She quickly looked back across the street and made a face that said What the heck are you doing here?!

Ed slowly followed them with hands shoved in his pockets and rolled his eyes saying What do you think I'm doing here.

Her facial features softened and she raised her eyebrows with a frown saying Be careful

Ed responded with a reassuring smile and a raised eyebrow looking over to Sam.

It was then Nazz noticed a red headed teen about the same height following alongside Ed and she gave him a raised eyebrow to which the brunette glanced back and shrugged looking back at her.

She couldn't help but let out a giggled that got Sam's attention. He gave her a questioning look and she turned red looking away "It's nothing"

Sam seemed contented with having Nazz hold onto his arm so they made their way through the crowd and into the park that was filled with simple activities for people to do. It was around this time she remembered that the town would set up activities as part of the thanksgiving celebration. There was a stand where people could write what they were thankful for and the messages would be placed on a wall in town. There were a couple of teens blasting music as they danced in the grass.

Sam stopped walking let her quietly observe the nightly activity. She knew it was the weekend before thanksgiving and knowing they would soon go on that 4 day break excited her. "Come" Sam finally put his arm around her shoulder once more leading her to the stand and gave her a pen to write. "What are you thankful for Nazz?" he asked her with a curious look.

Nazz looked down and actually thought about the question. As she noticed Sam writing she looked back to see Ed talking with the red headed kid and she smiled turning back and writing down her answer. "My friends" she quietly spoke out. She leaned in closer taking a small peek at Sam's answer but the teen chuckled and gave the guy his note before Nazz could actually read it. "What did you write?"

"Guess" Sam teased motioning her to follow him as he started walking away.

"I don't know…Your rich ass?" She suggested following behind with her hands in her pockets. The night had gotten rather cold and she wished to be brought back home as soon as possible.

"Wrong" Sam let you a breathy laugh watching the condensation of his breath float away.

"Then tell me" the girl looked up and noticed Sam looking up at the sky with a soft smile on his face.

"My mother" he spoke softly with a sense of vulnerability that caught Nazz off guard.

"…Look at you…you have a heart" Nazz ripped her eyes away scared to look at the unguarded expression of the other.

"Of course I do love, I'm still human" Sam laughed now making his way through the park's garden that was mostly deserted. He took a seat on a bench and looked up at the girl standing in front of him. "Did you think me a monster?"

Nazz frowned "yes"

With amused eyes he questioned her again "Did you think Eddward a monster?"

Nazz frown twitched but with a breath she answered "…yes"

"What do you think of him now?" Sam leaned forward meeting the girl's eyes.

Nazz shrugged "He's…not so bad" she crossed her arms looking away.

"Perhaps then, I might not be so bad as well" Sam smiled tugging at her coat.

"I doubt it" Nazz ignored the tugging

"Try me love" Sam to say it as a dare and Nazz was careful not to give in to his game.

With a sigh she sat down on the bench as well "Look let's get one thing straight. I'm too smart to be seduced by you. I don't know what it is you want from me but it's not happening"

With a heartfelt laugh Sam leaned back placing an arm around the girl "If you're so smart then you know exactly what I want from you sweetheart"

Nazz looked back at him in utter confusion "You can't be serious"

"Oh I'm positively serious love" Sam leaned in closer "Come on, get to know me"

"What is there to know about you?" Nazz yelped out "All I know is that you lead a gang and do absolutely horrific things as a pass time! You've blackmailed Eddward into this atrocious lifestyle, and you think because of some dreamy date I'm going to look past all that and swoon over you? Well you are so wrong" she huffed out crossing her arms and turning her head away.

"There's a reason for everything Nazz. Sure I'm not the most kindhearted person out there but…I do all off this for a reason." Sam tried to get the girl to look at him.

"What possible reason could there be?" Nazz turned to give the other a firm stare.

"Believe it or not…Eddward and I are very much alike. The only difference is how we handle our misery. We are both…unstable human beings and in all honestly I am grateful to see he has found a…healthy outlet" Sam paused to think as he looked down between the space that separated him and the girl "But I am stuck in this prison love. A prison I can't break through because I have set my eye on the golden prize. This prize was worth my freedom and morality." Sam leaned away watching the girl process his words.

"…What exactly is that prize?" Nazz mumbled out almost afraid to ask

"My father's approval" Sam casually said with a smirk

"So…you're telling me you're doing all of this for your father?" Nazz looked baffled

"Well…my mother as well" he shrugged looking around the garden "But that's a whole different story I'm not going to get to tonight" he winked.

"I don't understand" Nazz leaned forward "Why the gang? Why the parties? Why hurt anyone?"

Sam laughed out "Honey, my Father's…" Sam leaned so close their noses almost touch "…The Wolf" he whispered out with a mischievous smile.

Nazz's eyes immediately widened and she stood up in horror "You're f-father's the-"

Sam quickly stood up and wrapped a hand around her mouth "Shh…wouldn't be wise of you to speak his title out loud. You never knew who is listening"

"You're father's a mafia boss!" Nazz whispered out horrified after Sam had let her free. She let out a laugh "…and not just a mafia boss, oh no, he's one of the most wanted criminals in the country!" she silently freaked out pacing. "Oh my god I'm going to die"

Sam let another bark of laughter watching the girl panic "Calm down, you're not going to die love" Sam stood taking the girl by the shoulders to stop her pacing "Father's is in another state, it's just my mother and me living here. No one knows"

"…"Nazz looked up at Sam with wide eyes "I can't believe you! oh my god! What am I doing here?"

Sam smiled with a sigh "Alright that's enough for one night, I think it's time to get you back home" he scooped her hand and held on tightly as the girl struggled but after many failed attempts to get free she gave up.

She had spotted Ed within the crowd and gave him a look as if to say it was alright now and he nodded back in understanding. Then gave her a surprised look as he motion to her and Sam's held hands to which she blushed and turned away.

The ride back to her home was quiet and by the time she arrived she felt very mentally exhausted. Sam walked her to her front door and she made to escape before he spoke but he trapped her between the door and his body. She squeaked looking back with a frown.

"Oh thank you Sam, tonight was so lovely, I think I've might have fallen for you even just a little bit" Sam sarcastically spoke out with a high pitch voice then looked down with an intense stare.

"Ha ha ha" Nazz rolled her eyes "I'm not going to thank you for something you forced me to do"

The tall blonde smirked "Well, you certainly weren't complaining during our date"

Nazz flushed a deep shade of red "Oh s-shut it Sam!"

"You are absolutely adorable love" Sam grabbed the girl's chin to tilt her head so he could plant a sweet kiss to her cheek. "Sweet dreams. Hopefully I'll be in them tonight" he chuckled as he walked away leaving a petrified Nazz standing at her door way.

She rushed inside ignoring her mother's excited callings. As soon as he entered her room she locked herself inside and threw herself onto the bed hugging the pillow close to her body. Tell me this is all just a nightmare!

What have you gotten yourself into Nazz…


Once again please excuse any errors as it's 2am and I really need to study for an exam tomorrow :P Seriously though the most i've slept in like 3 weeks is like 4 hours lolol i'm pretty sure i'm rotting from the inside haha

"De nada mi niño" "Sé valiente" : You're welcome my boy & Be brave

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