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Pregnant
The word screamed out at her, blocking out everything else for that split second. Of course I am, she thought sarcastically. Still staring at the word Ronnie took a deep breath. It could be Jacks. It could . It could be Robs. She'd never get rid of Rob if it was his baby, would she? They'd have a connection forever. Ronnie dropped the stick from her hand when she heard the door slam. Picking it up, she threw it in the bin. She tried to fix herself up quickly.
"Ronnie?" Jack called entering the bedroom "Ron? What was all that about?" he asked as she came out of the bathroom to meet him. "You been crying?!" Jack asked walking closer to where Ronnie now stood with her arms folded, protecting her from the truth that surrounded her.
"RONNIE?" Jack rose his voice in order to gain Ronnie's attention.
"What?" she shrugged and began walking to the other side of the bedroom.
"Whats wrong?"
"Nothing!!" she sighed "Nothing is Wrong!" slowly she sat on the egde
of the bed and waited for him to ask again. He sat on the other side
of the bed, They both stared in opposite direction.
"You can keep doing this if you want. Hurting yourself, hurting me.."
"Hurt?" Ronnie replied calmly even as a tear fell down her cheek and
her heart broke in two "You have no idea of what hurting is, No clue just how much you've hurt me! Selina? Tanya? Roxy? Dad?"
"What? Ronnie that has nothing to do with any of this!" Jack got up
from where he was sitting. Running his hands through his hair he sighed
"It still hurts!" she whispered.
Jack turned to face her but she was still sat facing the wall. He hated how all this had come on so fast. He knew Ronnie needed help after everything that had happened and now he blamed himself for not making sure she got it. Everything was falling to pieces, this morning he had the perfect family and now the woman he loved was bringing up mistakes of the past, mistakes that were dead and buried, things he had done a long time ago, things he regretted every single day.
"And what, you don't think you hurt me?" he shouted unable to bite his tongue anymore "Running away. Not telling anyone where you were going? Do you know how much it hurt waking up that morning to find you gone! Without so much as a goodbye you walked out of my life Ronnie, YOU walked away! As if that wasn't enough, you had OUR son without telling me, got married to a piece of scum and expect me to be here to pick up the pieces!"
Ronnie sat listening; she closed her eyes as tears slid slowly down her face. She let him go on and on without saying a word. He eventually gave up shouting and took a deep breath before lowering his voice to just above a whisper.
"You know what Ron, If this is what you want, then fine, if you want to give up on us, on our family then fineā¦.maybe I should give up too!" He turned and walked out the door slowly, hoping she'd say something but she didn't. He slammed the door and walked into the dark drizzly square.
Still sat on the side of the bed Ronnie opened her red brimmed eyes. She stood up taking a few breaths to keep control she turned around seeing Jacks coat lying on the bed next to James's tore her apart, realisation hit her. What was she doing? This wasn't how she wanted it. Without giving a second thought Ronnie was outside looking around the dimly lit square. She began walking shivering slightly as the cold air wrapped around her. She didn't even notice the icy rain that hit her face.
Going as far as the Arches she was about to turn back when she spotted him.
Jack sat on a swing his blue shirt soaked into him. Silently Ronnie turned in his direction. She came up behind him studying the back of his head intently, she stood there in total silence for a few minutes, unsure of what she sould do. Finally she moved to his left, sitting on the swing next to him she turned to him. He was already looking at her. Her glistening blue eyes met with his. She surveyed the confusion and questions that swam around his dark eyes.
"Jack?" she whispered "I'm sorry!"
She waited for an answer, but he remained silent. They both looked straight ahead. Waiting for the other to speak. Even as the rain fell heavier they didn't budge.
Ronnie closed her eyes for a second, she knew she had ruined it. She had ruined them again. She was startled by a gentle grip on her elbow. She opened her eyes to see Jack standing there.
"Lets go home!" He whispered.
