Ray's YouTube Career - Chapter 40


Hahaha 6 months? I just remembered those words from the doctor, there's no way it takes 6 months for just a broken hand to heal up. It'll be at most, 4 months, and at least, 2 depending how things go.

But anyway, Bee and Straub left this last week, i was actually kinda sad, there's nobody really at the apartment, I can always go visit the sidemen but sometimes you need new things...I miss Ashley...whoa what!? Nah mate, i didn't just say that.

Im losing my mind, and my PvP skills, It's so difficult to move my damn mouse around, I used to be able to 3v1 like it was nothing, now I can barely 2v1, it's ridiculous. I had to go inactive for a whole week to get something going. To at try and get myself back to being good, because as many predicted, I went from #1 to #11 in just a week. Only good thing i got was my fans wishing me a speedy recovery. I did however get some interesting games that a certain poofy ninja did upload.


"Diamond sword!" Annie cheered as All 4 of them had diamond swords

"Alright, aside from us, theres 1 more person, let's go wreck." Nora and Angie said at the same time

"Sounds good." Ashley mumbled. Noticing the name that almost made her break down mid recording, Rayis2slick


"4v1, didnt he like mess up his hand or something?" Angie asked

"Yea." Nora responded after both Annie and Ashley said nothing

"Here's our old pal..." Annie mumbled into her mic

"Let's wreck..."


"Oh wow, it's the crew of the bad pvper's, that should be their new name, if i were recording i could make it a thing, damn it." I chuckled and starting swinging my rod at them, Isaac gave me the link to his cool soundpack that make's it say 'rod' with his voice every time you swing the rod. I was recording my audio which was wow, audio but not the gameplay...sick -_-

"Come here, so i can rod rod rod you." I laughed, of course i was relaxed, it's Ashley, Annie, Nora and Angie, they are what we real PvPers call eZ.

They stuck together like scotch tape, instantly able to separate them. Annie and Angie charged at me first, I began the quick rampage, switching to my FnS, catching 1 of them on fire was all i needed, and it was all i did, catching Annie on fire, she ran to the water, while i easily strafed and rekt Angie with 5 block hits with the stone sword, Annie being able to do nothing since i kept Rodding her backwards into the water. And with Annie stuck in the water, you know what happened, to tease, i did 360 spins while sniping annie, ah yea, im a prick ;)

"Right there, in front of you i've been right there, waiting on you, to see the signs, and recognize, what the rest of your PvP life looks like, Me wrecking you...wrecking you." I chuckled after singing those cheesy lyrics.

"Ah yes, get rekt m8." I kept trolling by knocking Nora and Ashley back "See kids, all you need is a rod rod rod and you'll win everytime, especially when facing scrubs. And you're done." I laughed, sniping Nora as Ashley tried to charge at me, predictable, so i quickly changed back to the flint and steel and lit her on fire, Ashley made the same mistake Annie did and ran into the water, what a big n00b. Nora was an easy target at that point, rod, half charged bow shots, couple of block hits with my stone sword, rekt, gg10. And i say gg10 cause Ashley was in the water, she couldnt touch me, aside from when she did in the bed ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°). Oh noice, great banter m8!

"New Years resolution, wreck more noobs at PvP, hopefully, regain my place back to #1, Grape, Huahwi, CreeperFarts, PrivateFearless, Gravey4rd, all good PvPers but im better." I continued to laugh "I hope to permanently cement my spot in 1st place. so the road back to number 1 begins."


"Glad to see your doing better." Lexi was close up with Ashley.

"I. Um. T-thanks." Ashley smiled

"Anyways, gotta go, Gwen wants to meet me at the Cafe, bye!" Lexi made sure Tara wasnt looking, quickly kissing Ashley's forehead, then slowly got up and left

"Bye!" Tara waved

"Mhmm." Ashley nodded

"Ashley, you ok?" Tara asked

"Im fine, thanks for asking."

"Anytime sis." Tara giggled

"You think Lexi has a thing...for women?" Ashley giggled

"Maybe, she touched me the other day." Tara hovered her hand over her chest

"W-wow really? You think she loves you?" Ashley asks

"Maybe, shame were going back to england tomorrow." Tara rolled her eyes

"You'd give her a chance wouldn't you?" Ashley grins

"I wouldnt say no." Tara's face turns red

"So technically it's a yes." Ashley mumbled

"Ugh..." Tara rolled her eyes "Yea."

"Oh i'll text Lexi!" Ashley cheered

"Absolutely not!" Tara shook her head


Next Day

"So he's refused to do an SMP series..." Zach sighs

"Yea, and he really only records alone." Julio said

"Tell him he better change that or else he'll be kicked." Zach warns

"Got it." Devon nods


"Hey kid why haven't you paid rent yet!?" The damn manager spoke again

"Fuck off dude, I already paid." I groaned and continued to walk upstairs

"No you haven't. You have 1 week to pay up or else your out of here."

"Whatever." I frowned and sprinted upstairs, I started packing my stuff, i'm sure i can find another flat, im not paying this prick twice the amount of the rent. Man things havent been going my way recently, broken hand, bad pvp, getting kicked out, I wonder who else is suffering as bad...


Ashley's POV

Why would he just end it like that, we gave each other everything, we even gave out virginity's to each other. We were so happy, we were even talking about marriage at one point, even at our young age. I was sure he would be the one, but instead he shattered my heart to bits

I put up fake smiles when Tara is around, ignored all of Mitch's messages on skype, refused to record, and now here i am, crying in the corner, because i really do miss Ray, and i want to get over him because he hurt me a lot, but i also refuse to give up on him, he's just confused, he can't just ditch all his friends and go at it alone. right? R-RIGHT!?

"R-ray..." I kept my head down, thinking about him, holding me close and giving me some loving words, writing me love letters and giving me flowers "Ray...please come back to me...i miss you." Tears streamed down my face again. I rushed into the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror

"Look at you, you weren't good enough for him, he's probably sealing the deal with Bee while you're here crying and feeling sorry for myself. Your weak Ashley, pathetic, weak and disgusting, how can you ever look at Ray again huh?!" I shouted at myself, as my own words sunk into my head, and i listened to them closely, I was feeling so much pain, it needed to be released somehow...

Then i saw it...

The bathroom counter had multiple items, toothbrushes, shampoo, soap, razor blades...

A razor blade...

I knew what i had to do...

So i reached for the blade...

And put it against my forearm...

slice The blood slowly trailed from my forearm to the floor...