Chapter Fifty Three – Chapter Fifty Three

Sunday 8th November 2009
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My bedroom – 8.30 am

I yawned silently turning onto my back. Slowly my eyes started to open up and they swirled around my room and over to my open window. I quickly sat up feeling my eyes water up. "Jesse," I whispered feeling my body tighten in his dark presence.

"Hey! Sorry, didn't mean to knock this over," He said locking the window shut.

"I…Jesse didn't. I wasn't sleeping," I rubbed my eyes, holding back the tears fiercely inside me. I didn't want to cry and even more I didn't want him to see me cry like a little baby. Of course he would have asked why I'm crying and then I wouldn't have an answer for his question.

I simply couldn't tell him I was crying because I missed him, missed him so much that it made my heart ache. It's his fault for making me wait for him all night long.

"Go back to sleep," He said in a low whisper as he took a seat on the edge of my bed. He started to take of his shoes and I watched him. Then when he was finished, he put them neatly aside, he looked at my expectant face. "I said go back to sleep Samantha,"

"If Jesse promises to stay," I said.

He looked over at me and nodded his head slowly. "I promise you," He said sincerely so I listened to him and lay back down, staring at him, watching his every movement, so that if he was to leave I could grab onto him. "Little girl you got school tomorrow, shouldn't you have drunk your milk and gone to sleep already," He took of his jacket then pulled his shirt off over his head.

"I was waiting for Jesse," I said in a low tone.

"Yeah? And what if I didn't come?" He asked pulling the duvet up a little. He got in beside me and I pulled my body onto him, hugging him tightly. "What would have Ms. Creep, the braided girl have done then?"

"No. Jesse promised he could come. I believe in Jesse," I rested my head onto his chest, keeping a tight grip onto him, never wanting to let go off his warm body, his sinful body that I love very much. "I would have waited all night for Jesse if I had to."

He tilted my head up slightly and then leaned down to kiss my forehead. I felt his lips press against my skin sending ripples down my back. "I always keep my promises," His finger trailed from my eyes down to my lips, it played with my lips for a bit then he brought my lips to his.

Even if it was only a peck, it was still enough for me. And that's all I wanted, wanted to make me feel better. Make me feel tired; make me feel hopeless in love. Make me feel like nobody else mattered, or even existed for the matter.

"I thought Jesse was in trouble. When Jesse called me earlier I heard unpleasant voices, not nice people. Is Jesse okay?" I asked looking into his eyes, feeling my eyes water up again.

"Don't worry about it you fool. It was something to do with Sophia; it's settled now so you little creep sleep. Coz' if we both sleep in chem., who will do the notes for me huh? It's an order, close your eyes," He ran a hand down my face, closing my eyes.

But I could still see him; even with my eyes closed I could still see his beautiful prince-like face and it made me smile, especially when he wrapped his arms securely around me, bringing me closer towards him.

"Because of Jesse I'm not getting any sleep," I kissed the skin on his chest.

"And because of you I'm not getting any peace," He sighed. "I mean…Nothing. Come on, sleep. I'm here now aren't I? Or you want me to call in your daddy?"

I closed my eyes and drifted off for a while, only to wake up again looking for Jesse. But he was still there, still next to me, only his smile had turned into a frown and his eyes cut through me. "I'm not awake, I'm sleeping," I shut my eyes tightly then chuckled a little before drifting off again and again only to wake up again.

"You're really annoying," He puffed out his cheeks, agitated by me keep waking up.

"But Jesse is also awake," I said rubbing my sore eyes. "Why is Jesse still awake?"

"That's coz' you snore," He said flicking my nose.

"I do not." I pressed my lips together.

"Isn't it obvious? I'm waiting for you to sleep first," He mumbled, I blinked only for him to start laughing. "I'm kidding. Don't get too happy okay,"

I sighed looking into his eyes. It's his fault that I couldn't sleep at all, I was afraid he'll leave me by myself and under no circumstances did I want that. "I...I can't sleep, will Jesse help me?" I asked him biting my bottom lip.

"Okay, let's do this, if I tell you a secret, you will fall asleep? What say?" He said holding one of my hands. "Like I kept my promise, you have to keep your promise to sleep alright?"

"Ok," I nodded, a little excited I was.

"I kinda secretly like you. But don't tell yourself that," He kissed my cheek and I held my breath. For a second there I felt like I was gone or something like that until he snapped his fingers before my eyes to bring me back to reality. "Now time for you to sleep, I'll be here, all night so don't worry. I'm not gonna go anywhere, so you just sleep."

He turned me over so I couldn't face him; he wrapped an arm around me pulling me back slightly. His lips pressed against the back of my neck as I closed my tired eyes. He was so close behind me that I could hear him breathe. I could even hear his every heart beat as I drifted off so sleep.

"These days, months, and year are gonna pass, but make one thing sure, you only live for me. Promise me to only live for me," I heard him say into my ear while I was half-asleep.

Then I woke up, in the morning, to the light of the bright sun peeping into my bedroom. I sat up to him sitting at the edge of my bed tying his shoe laces. I blinked at him remembering what he had said to me but then shook my head, "I must have been dreaming," I scratched the back of my head yawning.

"Buenos Noches. Did you say something?" Jesse asked looking back at me.

Noticing my mouth was wide open I immediately put a hand over it. Amused, he stood up and stretched his arms. He looked so good so be true, really how can anybody look as amazing and beautiful as him? That too 7.30 in the morning. He really is just a dream.

He leaned down to me, his lips approached mine. "No!" I gasped turning my head. "I haven't brushed my teeth yet. My breath is stale,"

And of course that got him bursting into laughter. "Really, you creep," He held my face in his hands. "I don't mind at all," He tried kissing me again but I was reluctant, causing him to push me down onto my bed, he sat on my stomach holding my hands above my head. "It's the best time to kiss,"

My eyes widened as his lips touched mine, our kiss so deep and warm. A kiss for breakfast it was, satisfying my stomach. And so I decided kissing him in the morning is in fact the best time to kiss, there's no torture, no agony involved. Still when he moved back I had to ask.

"Why is it the best time to kiss?" I asked as he lifted himself off me.

"Uh – Hmm because you're here and I'm here?" He said with a little shrug making me frown. He chuckled fixing the collar of his jacket. "You know it's the best time for something else too. Wanna know?"

I blushed turning my face away from him and down at my pillow where his head was laid upon. The smile from my lips escaped and I felt sad. I slowly looked over at him, the most charming of lovers, my eyes soft with sorrow, I know that's not a way to good-bye but I really felt sad about him leaving.

He stood up, walked over to my wardrobe, looked at himself in the mirror, fixed his clothes then turned towards me adjusting his watch on his wrist. "I should go now. If you want I can take you to the cinema later on,"

"A date!" I jumped up onto my knees, on my bed.

He chuckled at my excitement then nodded his head.

"What about Rebecca?" I blurted out. "Sophia! Sorry I was meant to say Sophia,"

Embarrassed I looked over at the window, wanting to jump out of it to escape from Jesse's stare. I chewed the tip of my thumb vigorously looking over at him. He didn't look surprised or even upset. He didn't look bothered at all.

"I don't spend every waking moment of my life with Sophia. And Rebecca - There's nothing about Rebecca," He shrugged back his shoulders leaning back against my wardrobe. "Don't compare yourself you her, there's much difference that I don't think I need to explain,"

Wait a minute … Was Jesse Di Silva actually giving me an explanation? Omg! He had bothered to answer my question even if I didn't have anything to do with it, to do with Rebecca. I felt important, felt proud and forgot for a while there about Rebecca's tears and her broken heart, which Jesse shattered.

"I get off work at about 5?" He asked

"I…I can't," I sighed shaking my head slowly thinking about Daddy. I have to spend my day consoling him, he's such a child, and it can take ages to cheer him up. But I don't mind, no matter how long it takes, I will have to patch things up with my sweet daddy. I upset him, so I will make him happy too. "I missed my date with Jesse,"

I lowered my eyes and sulked snapping my fingers.

"This isn't a titanic scene, why are you getting emotional over a flipping date?" He laughed from a far.

"What is titanic?" I asked him.

He stopped laughing, stared at me for a second then he came over to me, and sat down in front of me tilting my head up towards him. "Without your glasses," He whispered resting his forehead onto mine. "Ms. Creep you look amazing. Really beautiful. You're embodied with innocence."

My eyes widened, I felt weak to him. My heart started to race as I fought against the strong urge to kiss him. "I didn't want to tell you, but it's the truth," He cupped my face into his hands. I closed my eyes, feeling his soft breath hit the skin on my face. "Never mind today – you're not going to die anytime soon – god wouldn't wanna freak himself out by calling you up,"

"What do you mean?" I pouted pulling back away from him.

"Face it, I'm a good liar," He said proudly, and then chuckled. "You're a creep that would even scare god!"

"I hate Jesse! Jesse is mean," I rolled off my bed and stood by the window. I crossed my arms across my chest, looking anywhere but not at him. "Jesse can leave now, I have to revise,"

He laughed coming over to me. He opened up the window, looked out then back at my crossed face. "You wanna know something?" He asked

I pouted.

He leaned forward, kissed my cheeks brining his lips to my ear. He nibbled at my ear arousing me. I placed my hands on his chest, pushing him back a little. "When you make that creepy, crossed face. You look sexy!"

I blushed covering my face with hands. I leaned back against the wall, smiling into my hands. When I removed my hands from my face he was gone. I hurried and looked out of the window.

He was laughing, waving his arms at me, as he jogged back towards his Ferrari. I couldn't help but laugh at him. He looked so adorable, laughing cheekily as he got into his car, I watched him drive away.

"Jesse will never know. Love is a funny thing, no matter how many time I've said I've hated Jesse, my heart always says I love him," I shook my head softly.

I guess I should stop writing now and get downstairs for breakfast. I just don't know how I will talk to my daddy, but no matter what I just have to talk to him. I've even missed out on my first date with Jesse. So I got to put all my efforts into my daddy.

Just wish I could somehow tell him. That even though I've met my prince charming, my daddy is still my king!

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