this is a take off of the divergent trilogy by Veronica Roth I don't own anything

The serum files chapter 53

(Christina's prospective)

"so you uh, have a boyfriend" my dad say causally.

"yeah, his- his name is Will and he's good to me, I love him" I say.

"is he responsible for what's happened to you?" my father asks.

"yeah, but we don't see it that way. We screwed up got carless and well there's nothing we can do about it now, besides take reasonability for our child, and we're happy"

This is only the third time in my life that I've met my father in person, and I don't even remember the first time. It's still so awkward and you can sense the tension in the air. I feel that I can trust him, but it'd be stupid of me to put full trust in a man I met in a coffee shop. I'll have to get to know him first. I'm twenty- four weeks pregnant I don't think I should risk anything.

"so do you know what you're having?" he asks.

"no, we want to wait" I reply sighing. I don't mean to seem so uninterested and annoyed but I feel awful.

"and the baby is healthy?" my father questions.

"yeah, the doctor says so at least" I reply.

There is so much awkward tension and it's just adding to the pounding headache I've had for the last two hours. I'm about to excuse myself to the washroom just to get a break from condensed feeling when A woman with olive tone skin and dark hair walks up to us and hugs my father.

"hey Honey how you doing" the woman asks my dad.

I just stare at them.

The woman looks up and her eyes widen "oh my god, you must be Christina!" she hurries over and hugs me "your father has told me all about you"

"that's strange because I've heard nothing about you" I say awkwardly.

She pulls away and I have to fight a sigh of relief.

"I'm Samoan, your new step mother" she says with an annoyingly perky smile.

I put on my best fake smile.

The baby kicks, not the soft cute little nudges like usual, this time it's hard jab, as if saying 'what the hell?'. I know how he feels…


The rest of time I spend with them is fairly boring. They started talking about their wedding, I just sat there and tried to keep the baby's feet out of my ribs, he likes to do that.

"Step mother huh?" Will laughs.

I slap his chest playfully "it's not funny"

"what's so bad about her?" Will asks.

"she infuriatingly perky, she treats me like I'm her daughter, and she says she's a mid-wife and wants to deliver our baby. I don't know about you but I find that a little creepy" I say.

"yeah that's a little creep" Will agrees.

I snuggle up to him and sigh.

He kisses my head "let's just stay here and not do anything"

"that sounds nice" I sigh "but I can't, I have to go to one of those testing things with Tris in an hour"

"Tris is sick, she hasn't been at school all week" Will states.

"I think she'll be better by now" I say.

"okay, well I'm not letting you go until you have to leave" Will says as he holds me tight.

I smile, I love it when he gets playful like this..


I knock on Tris's apartment door, Caleb opens it a few seconds later. I walk in and take my coat off. there is a small lump underneath some blankets on the couch judging by the little pale hand the and blond hair that stick out, it's Tris.

I walk over and sit beside the lump "Tris? Are you okay?"

She doesn't answer.

I notice a small garbage bin beside the couch and the room smells of vomit and cleaner.

"you're still sick?" I question.

The lump nods.

"have you seen the doctor?" I ask.

"a week ago" Caleb replies almost irritably.

"what' s going on?" I ask "you can tell me, I'm your best friend"

She emerges from the blanket but it doesn't to talk to me, she leans her head over the small bin and a few seconds later she gets sick. the vomit is watery and mostly clear with a yellowish hue. I know what that is like when your body even rejects water. But that was because of my morning sickness… what if? But she can't be…

"Tris?" I start "you're- are- you're pregnant… aren't you"

Tris gives me a dirty look like she's upset with me for thinking that. But then her eyes go soft and I can see the tears well up.

I wrap my arms around her in an attempt to comfort her, she did the same for me when I was in this situation months ago.

"it's okay" I tell her "everything will be fine. It won't be easy but you'll get through it I promise I'll help you"

"You don't understand" Tris sniffs.

"I think I do, I mean look at me" I say.

"no, Chris. I'm not afraid of having a baby at eighteen… I'm afraid of not having one" she says as she pulls away from me.

I just look at her. as far as I know there is a very small group of people who know about Tris's 'infertility problems'. She doesn't even talk to Four about this openly. She really needs someone right now, And I know I'm someone.

I glare at Caleb "room. Leave it. Now"

His eyebrows knit together and he opens his mouth to say something.

"You don't want to start a fight with me, no matter how pregnant I am I can still kick your ass" I warn.

He leaves the room very quickly.

Tris half laughs half cries. I give her a minuet and soon the laughing fades completely and the crying calms a little.

"I don't know what's wrong with me" she sniffs "I just want to cry because I'm miserable. And laugh like an idiot because I don't know what else to do and scream because I don't know how else to get the emotion out" Tris cries.

"there's nothing wrong with that" I say, I've been in state she is now and it's not pretty "and there's nothing wrong with actually doing it"

"what?" Tris sniffs.

"Laugh, cry, scream, just do it if it helps" I tell her.

She just sits there and cries for a while and I let her.

I'm about to call and cancel the testing when Four walks in the front door. He sees Tris and runs to her kneeling in front of her and stroking her leg and caresses her cheek.

"What's wrong?" he asks her.

Tris shakes her head.

He turns to me "What happened why is she crying like this"

"hormones, stress, she's just overwhelmed" I say, it's not the full truth, but it's not a lie either. if Tris wants him to know the full truth she'll tell him.

Four sits on the couch and holds Tris until she stops crying. Witch takes a while but I have a feeling she only stops completely because she literally cried herself to sleep. Safely tucked under Four's arm she doesn't look peaceful, she twitches and whimpers every few seconds.

"you can go home now if you want, I've got her" Four whispers.

I nod "if she needs someone to talk to she can call no matter what time it is"

He nods then tentatively brushes blond hairs out of her face.

I get up and walk to the door as he carries Tris to their bedroom. I would offer to stay but I get the sense that he wants me to go, and Will is expecting me to come home. Tris has someone to take care of her, she'll be fine. She can handle pregnancy and motherhood, I know that. But I really don't know how she'll handled a miscarriage. This baby has to make it…


HAPPY NEW YEARS! so I know most of you probably have way better things to do on new years eve at 12:00 but in the spirit of the occasion i'm posting on the strike of 12. (yes I know it might not take affect for 30 minuets but I clicked the post button on the strike of twelve)

I've tried everything for some reason people still can't vote on the baby name poll. so i'm doing it through reviews instead. just send a review of witch name you like. please vote soon because I just organized all my ideas and there won't be as many chapters till Christina has her baby as I once thought, there will still be a lot but just not as many.

REMEMBER THIS IS FOR CHRISTINA AND WILL'S BABY.

GIRLS

Sadie

Charlotte

Miranda

BOYS

Elliot

Noah

Eden