AN-Hey guys , after reading some of your reviews I feel a little bad. This is my first stab at writing a fic, and while I know it's not up to standards, I'm doing my best to improve my writing skills with each chapter and story that I continue to write. I really do appreciate the constructive criticism, it helps me get better and focus on the things that I need to improve. I really am sorry if the story is dragging, but I hope you stick with the story. There are 19 more chapters after this one. I have decided to give all of you one more update today since you have been good supporters. I know that you all crave for some naley interaction so hopefully this chapter will appease all of you for the time being. Sorry for the long AN's ,LOL
Chapter 55
Sexually Charged And Trapped
It had been a week since the awkward encounter with Rachel, Haley was just over the whole damn situation. Of course she still loved Nathan and it saddened her how things had turned out, but life moved on and she had to move on with it. She was currently in her bedroom getting ready to go into the office to work and possibly see Nathan, that was the hardest thing about going into James's Industries because she knew that their paths would evidently cross.
Her life was so different at this moment then she ever expected, just months ago she was thinking of surrendering all ties to the company over to her husband so she could pursue teaching ,but now she was thinking of ways to avoid seeing him at work on a daily basis. It's like the end of her marriage damaged all of her dreams of everything in her life, including teaching.
"Hey, where are you going looking all librarian?", Brooke laughed walking into Haley's room.
"The office", Haley answered as she continued to get ready.
"The office?, Brooke asked. Where Nathan is?"
"I can't avoid it forever Tigger. We are bound to see each other, she said. Nathan will probably always be in my life in some capacity, I might as well get used to it."
"Have I told you lately how much I admire you, Brooke said smiling at her friend. You are the strongest person know, Hales . I don't know if I could handle seeing my ex everyday."
"Yeah, she agreed. I'm not as strong as I look, she laughed. I'm a nervous wreck. I mean what do I say to him if I see him, when I see him . Hi, or how's Rachel and the baby. I mean what?", she questioned Brooke.
Brooke sat there thinking about the awkward position Haley was in, she had no clue what Haley should say to Nathan.
"Brooke?", Haley waved her hand in her face.
"Yeah", she answered.
"What do I say?"
"I don't know, Brooke admitted, but whatever you do, don't ask about "Hussy HomeWrecker", she said. She does not deserve you concern , sweetie. She ruined your marriage, you really have to stop being so damn sweet and understanding."
"I can't help it. She's carrying Nathan's child , I love him. It' not the baby's fault I'm in this situation."
"Maybe not, but it's damn sure it's parents fault", Brooke snapped.
Haley continued to listen to Brooke rant, barely focused on what she was saying. Brooke had become even more bitter towards Nathan then she was in the recent weeks. She knew Brooke was just looking out for her , but sometimes she tended to make Haley feel worse when she started badmouthing Nathan.
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Haley was currently riding in the elevator having a panic attack from the stress of the situation. Just seconds from now her and Nathan would be a few feet away from each other , feeling the elevator stop five floors from where she was going, she was thankful for the having a little more time before she reached her floor. Haley smiled kindly at the older woman who entered then focused her attention on her appearance, just as the elevator doors were closing someone quickly put their arm through to reopen them up. Haley was in complete shock to see Nathan getting on the elevator with a stack of papers his arms. She could not believe this, did god really hate her this much. She kept her head down finding her shoes very interesting, but she could feel Nathan's eyes burning into her. Feeling the elevator stop she lifted her head to see the woman exit, leaving her and Nathan alone, she wanted to die. Why, why, why?, she thought.
"I'm sorry, he said suddenly breaking the silence. I never would have brought Rachel to Brooke's if I had known you were there. It's just she was with me when Luke called and I came straight over, he explained. I would never do that to you, you know that right?"
Haley just nodded her head as she had not yet opened her mouth to speak.
"How have you been?", he asked Haley who remained quiet nervously biting her lip.
"I'm ok", she whispered.
"I miss you so much", he said.
"Don't do this Nathan, please."
"Do what?, tell you the truth."
"I can't handle you saying that", she admitted.
Nathan quickly walked to the elevator's number pad pulling the button to stop the elevator.
"Nathan, what the hell are you doing?", she asked confused.
"Forcing you to talk to me", he said walking closely to her pinning her body against the elevator wall.
"We said everything we needed to say, it's done", she said trying not to shiver from his heated breath tickling her face.
"We haven't. Do you miss me?", he asked looking into her eyes.
"Nathan", she breathlessly whispered as her eyes closed trying to hide the desire he was invoking in her.
"Do you Haley?"
"No", she forced, but it came out sounding far to weakly, she knew Nathan would never buy it.
"I think you're lying, he said as their faces were mere inches apart. Your body is saying something completely different. I miss you and I know you miss me. I miss your smile, that cute little way you bite your lip when you are nervous, the way you smell, he said burying his nose into her hair, the way you taste, the way you feel when our bodies are one, I need you", he said kissing her mouth heatedly.
Haley was quickly losing control as she felt Nathan's velvety tongue massaging hers, lighting a fire in her that she didn't know had existed.
"Nathan", she pleaded as she tried pulling away.
"Say it , say you miss me. Tell me your heart aches for me , as mine does for you ", he demanded as their lips teasingly grazed against each other.
"God help me, she moaned , yes, I miss you Nathan, she heavily panted. Please we can't do this, it's not right."
"It's right ,baby", he said gently sucking on her collar bone, it's so damn right.
Giving into all of her desire and want for him, she wrapped her arms tightly around his neck as Nathan lifted her off the ground. Haley naturally wrapped her legs around his waist opening them wider giving him easy access to her moist heated center. Nathan pushed her knee length skirt up in one swift motion as he hooked his fingers into the sides of her underwear ripping them away with purpose and force. He could feel the heat radiating from her as she quickly undid his belt pushing his pants down with her foot, needing to feel him inside of her.
"I love you, so much", he said in a breathless tone.
"I love you", she whimpered through her lust filled haze.
Hearing her admit her love to him was enough to send Nathan over the edge. Looking into her half lidded eyes he wanted to make sure she was absolutely sure before doing this, it would be no turning back for either of them. Haley nodded her head in confirmation letting Nathan know she was sure, she wanted this, needed this, to be with him.
Bringing his lips to hers in another heated kiss, he thrust into her in one swift motion hearing her gasp out in pleasure and satisfaction as she firmly gripped his shoulders. The pure pleasure coursing through their bodies was enough to have them both in a satisfied fog for weeks to come. Nathan continued to thrust in and out of her at frantic steady pace as he watched the euphoric look on her face as she succumbed to everything her heart desired. He could see she was nearing the release her body so desperately needed, bringing his hand to her chest he began kneading her bra clad breast sending her flying over the edge. Feeling Nathan buried deep inside of her was pure ecstasy, satisfaction, she felt home. They were made for each other , Haley knew no other man could ever satisfy her or make her feel this way. She threw her head back in pure pleasure as she felt Nathan body began to convulse along with her releasing himself fully inside of her as she heard her name spilling from his lips. Both breathing heavily , Nathan pushed her stray hair out of her sweat covered face as he once again slowly kissed her bringing them both down from the high they just experienced. They stayed connected in every way possible as they both caught their breath, Haley could feel their calm steady paced breaths and heartbeats in sync as they reveled in their sexual afterglow. Nathan gently let Haley's body slide the down wall as he tried to gather any strength left within him to say upright, making love to Haley was always fantastic in his mind but this quick frantic unexpected encounter had him craving much more. Haley began quickly straighten her clothes as the tears begin streaming down her flushed face at a unstoppable pace.
"What's the matter, baby?", he asked when he noticed she was upset.
"This was so wrong, she cried. What we did was wrong. What was I thinking?", she said more to herself then Nathan.
"Hales, he tried touching her but she backed away. This was right, he said trying to get her to look him in the eye. It was right, baby."
"No, I made things worse. You are about to be a father soon, you can't be so careless with your decisions in life anymore."
"We can make this work, stop the annulment ,please", he begged.
Haley just sobbed harder ,hearing Nathan's pleads were making it impossible for her to say no to him ,but she knew there was no way she could say yes. Walking to the button, she quickly pushed the start button feeling the elevator jolt as it started to move again.
"Hales", he sighed.
"Please don't make this harder on me, she pleaded with tears in her eyes. Let me go, just think of this as goodbye", she said kissing him on the cheek just as the elevator doors opened allowing her to make her escape.
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