Hey baby cakes… lets get this show on the road..
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*Jacob*
When her fist hit my face, not surprisingly, it hurt.
Like hell.
However, the pain is not what left the feeling in my stomach; it was the fact that the punch her so much.
She could never punch me that hard before.
I know that should be my last thought but… I couldn't help it.
Why the hell does this have to happen to me?
Despite my fears, prior and present, I couldn't help but smell her scent; potent and… delicious.
She smelt like herself but… slightly sweeter.
She smelt like strawberries before, now its like strawberry ice cream with chocolate syrup.
Delicious.
I felt compelled to get closer to her even though I could see in her eyes that she was very upset.
"What the hell Jacob?! I woke up looking for you! Longing for you! And you were running all throughout America like a… like an…ASS!"
I felt bad, don't get my wrong but I was also very very… turned on.
I walked closer to her and pulled her trembling form into me.
I could smell the hot tears run down her face and that's when my libido decided to calm and allow me to comfort my soul mate.
That's when It hit me.
We were, are, soul mates; period.
We were not put together because of what she was but because of who she was; who she is.
I kissed her cheek and tilted her head so I could see her face.
She looked at me with those big brown eyes and I fell in love all over again.
Damn that sounded terrible… even in my head.
I kissed her forehead before speaking, "I was scared. Uncertainty can do that to you. But… to be honest… vampire, half vampire, three-fourths I really don't give a damn anymore. You will always be my imprint. I will always love you."
The tears continued on but I could tell that the meaning of them had changed; the smile on her face was proof of that.
She stood on her tip toes and kissed me full on the mouth and I gave her no resistance.
The kiss was gentle and sweet, like the ones we would give late in the night.
The kisses became deeper as our tongues felt each other.
As much as I wanted to allow my new stronger senses to claim take over I wouldn't allow it.
I wanted this to be slow and loving and I wanted her to know just how sure of our love I was now.
I gripped her hand and allowed all of those thoughts to spill into her mind.
I could see her eyes fill with tears once more so I gently kissed her eyelids before picking her up into my arms and pecking her lips.
We did that for some time before I couldn't take anymore and desperately wanted the tent in my pants to be handled.
I laid her gently on the dirt surface and immediately went to unbuttoning her jeans. Once her pants were off I immediately went to work. I began to rub her sweet nub through her lace underwear, wanting to get her wet and ready.
I could smell the scent rolling off of her and not just the smell of her juices but the complete lust that was not only smelled but seen in her eyes.
She moaned my name over and over and I became even more aroused.
I wanted to bury myself inside of her, it had been so long, but at the same I wanted to taste.
I went for the taste first, finally sliding her black lace panties down. I held them in my hands, feeling the wetness on the middle and without much thought I licked it.
I moaned in satisfaction, the taste of her juices mixed with the texture of the lace didn't help me at all with my erection, only making it harder; to the point of pain really.
She was staring at me, pupils dilated and breaths coming out in pants.
"That… was so damn sexy" she moaned and I couldn't help but growl.
She had never spoken like that before and it just did bad things to my whole gentle and slow ideas for this moment.
I was ready to ravish.
I began kissing the lace material harshly and then something that had never happened, well not in this form, happened.
My teeth elongated.
The next time I went in to lick at her sweetness my teeth ripped at the lace and it fell off.
I couldn't hold back anymore; I wanted to taste her but more than that I wanted to feel her body, her heat moving around me in the dance of love.
Wow, I sound like Edward.
Wow, that just turned me off...only slightly.
I kissed my way up her body putting emphasis on the dip of her hip bones, her nipples and the softest spot on her neck.
When I finally reached her face I kissed her nose and then went around sucking lightly on her ear eliciting a hearty moan from her.
I could hear it, I could hear the movement of her tonsils and I could feel the vibration.
It was such a turn on.
"Renesmee, love… I- I need to feel you" I whispered softly in her ear.
She didn't answer me in words but she moaned loudly and before I could try to decipher that her hands were on my face.
The emotions that shot through my body left me shaking in lust and I had no doubt that she was just as ready as I.
I kissed her long and hard sucking harshly on her tongue before pulling back and peppering kisses around her mouth.
I continued to kiss her face lovingly while also pulling off my muddied jeans.
When they were finally off I was in even more of a rush to bury myself inside of the love of my life.
I could tell that I was lined up with her opening by the heat that I was feeling. '
I didn't hesitate to dip myself into her and as soon as I was inside we both groaned in pleasure.
I began to slowly move inside of her and I can truly say that all thoughts about the past, the present or even the future left my mind.
Only thing that mattered was the love of my Renesmee and all that she meant to me.
My hips moved faster and faster and I could hear her moaning my name and the constant streams of "yes" leaving her lips.
I leaned down and whispered in her ear.
"Mine. You're mine. You will always be mine. Forever. No one else can have you" was the mantra I continued to repeat.
I meant it to.
I moved inside of her feeling every inch of her and feeling her up and it all felt so…primal.
What felt like moments had actually been hours. Every time one of us would orgasm we would take a breath and then immediately go back to our love making and I don't know if we were on the third of fourth round all I know was that I loved it.
However, there was this image in my head that kept coming up and had been ever since I first came inside of Renesmee.
I kept seeing these green eyes.
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*Renesmee*
I was satiated. We had made love so many times I was, amazingly, tired. I felt pleasantly sore and even though it was over and I could no longer ignore the reality of our situation, I was happy to have had that moment.
We had found our clothes lying on the ground and they all looked terrible but we didn't care enough to try to wipe them off.
We walked back to the house in a comfortable silence; no words needed to be said.
When we got back to the house, the first thing I saw was Jasper.
He looked so tired and exhausted, which is odd for a vampire, but I ran to him and jumped to him. I felt like I hadn't seen him in days, which is actually true I guess.
"Jazz! You look terrible!" I said to him with a smile.
He grinned back at me, "Yeah, well I'm far too old to be dealing with these vamps."
"How many are there?" I asked, concerned with my uncles well being.
"A lot. Some are new blood, some might as well be. Some… I don't know what they are."
He looked just as he sounded; tired.
I decided to focus my good thoughts of when me and Jasper used to play together as well as all my happy feelings outward.
I could tell he felt it when he began to smile.
"Thank You Ness. You are feeling very… happy and…?"
I smiled brightly, "Yeah I am happy and that other emotion, I'm pretty sure it's apprehension."
He just nodded, knowing exactly what I was apprehensive about.
"Do you know where Carlisle is?" Jacob spoke up behind me.
I knew for sure that he was apprehensive because I he was obviously just trying to move on. He knew where Carlisle was.
"Yeah. He should be upstairs."
"Thanks Jazz" I said before giving him another hug and walking away.
I grabbed Jacob's hand and we began to go towards the steps.
I should have walked slow because, in reality, I was scared as hell.
I didn't know what upstairs would bring me, hell I didn't even know what I was. I am pretty sure Jacob felt the same way about me and about himself.
I hadn't said anything but during sex I had noticed the multiple times his eyes became gold.
However, I didn't walk slow. I sprinted up the stairs with Jacob's hand held tightly in my own.
I was ready and even if I wasn't I would be okay.
I just know I would be okay.
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I have just finished most of my finals! I have an A in English so far and I think I will do great in my History and College class and Pscyhology… hopefully psychology. I also want to do very well in computer. BUT WHATEVER I SHOULD HAVE TIME FOR YOU ALL.
I love you guys so much and because of that this is seven pages long! Also I am going to tell you all something… that girl that Jacob met, 724, she is important. Also, her eyes are now green and she has blonde/brown hair. She is 10 and still tan.
No questions are stupid. So guest, I am still doing part 2, its just getting long. Its about to be over though.
I will be out of school on the 13th or something. The issue is I don't have a laptop anymore but hopefully I will be able to go over my grandmother's house.
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