Chapter 54
I lifted my fully packed bag off the bed and sat down on the edge
"you ok Babe?" Dean asked, he walked upto me and lifted my head, bending down to kiss me
"mmm...fine" I smiled
I lifted my arm and cupped the back of his neck, then gently laid down on the bed, pulling him with me, our lips connecting and never loosing that contact
"i know we have to go meet the other two, I just wanted to kiss you again" I said, when our lips separated
He smiled down at me and pushed my hair off my face, then kissed my cheek
"not complaining" he smiled
"actually was just thinking do you think they would mind if we were alittle bit late" he smiled
Dean rolled off, and laid down beside me, and I snuggled into his chest, hearing his heart beat, I smiled and breathed him in, feeling his warmth embrace me, surrounding me as we just laid down together in each others arms.
After a while I playfully tapped Deans chest
"guess we should head down now" I said
I sat up and looked at him, he smiled up at me and reached his hand out and stroked my cheek
"yeah, you're right" He sat up and kissed me and then grabbed my bag off the floor, then grabbed his, then the key. He opened the door and smiled.
I jumped off the bed and walked up to him, I pushed him against the door and kissed him, taking the key from his hand while we kissed. As we separated I walked through the door and closed it behind him.
His hand reached for mine and we walked towards the car, hand in hand. As we reached the bottom step of the metal staircase I looked over to the car and saw Sam and Carmen. Bags on the floor and both of them leaning against the car, on their sides, facing each other, Sams hand cupped Carmens cheek and she smiled, stroking his hand with hers
Dean and I walked to the trunk of the Impala and opened it
"Oh Crap, you made me jump" Carmen said, looking at us both
I laughed at her slightly
"i'm gonna go drop off our key, want me to take yours?" I asked
Sam looked at Carmen and she nodded
"no it's ok, I'll come with" Sam replied
I smiled at him and kissed Dean's cheek
"be back soon" He said
"will be" I replied
Sam and I walked side by side
"so... had anymore nightmares?" Sam asked, looking down at me
"not since the one in the car the other day" I said, looking up at him
"why?" I asked
"well... its just you said you were in the alley your mum was killed in...right?" He asked
I nod, the images flashing through my head
"well, we're heading back to that area" Sam said
I stopped and looked up at him, panic rising inside me
"i...I...I didn't even...oh no... I " I started to speak, but the words just kept getting caught up
"it's ok, actually, I spoke to Cas, he was just in our room, he thinks your dreams might help, thinks we should actually go to the alley, make the nightmare happen, but use it to our advantage. You know, me and Carmen hide and be prepared to help, make sure the outcome isn't the same, but make sure we get Astroth" he said
he smiles at me and strokes my arm, then looks towards the car behind me
"come on" he said
we started to walk towards the check in again
"we can get prepared, we have an advantage, they don't know that we know" Sam said
"But Sam, it's just a nightmare" I tell him
"actually, Cas thinks it might be some kind of vision" Sam said
"look, I don't mean to scare you, but I thought you should know, even if we don't tell Dean, I thought you should know, we can make sure we change the outcome of your vision, make sure we win, that dean doesn't..."
I lift my hand to stop him, cut him off from saying die.
We reach the door and Sam opens it for me and we walk in
"look, if my dream is a vision, then fine, yeah I agree we need to prepare, but at the same time haven't I got Dean into the trouble, by going to the place where it happens, don't you think we should avoid the place" I whisper
Sam shakes his head
"you would only change the place, the situation will still happen" Sam tells me
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I sat in the front seat quietly, as Dean started the engine and began to drive out of the parking lot
I Saw Dean stare at me from the corner of my eye, he smiled, then looked worried, he quickly glanced back at the road, then back at me, reaching for my hand
"you ok babe?" He asked
I looked at him, then looked at Sam, he gave me a look as to say 'you can't say anything' I looked back at Dean and squeezed his hand, he glanced back at the road
"sorry" I mumbled, I lent towards him and kissed his cheek and looked at me again, a slight expression of worry on his face
"what for?" he asked
I breathed in deeply
"i'm not keeping secrets from him Sammy" I said
Dean looked at me and slowed the car down, then pulled over to the side of the road. He turned the engine of, turned the music off and rotated in his seat to face me
"What's wrong?" He asked, looking worried and slightly serious
I reached for his cheek and stroked it
"you know those nightmares i've been having?" I asked
Dean nodded, now looking more worried,
"Beth!" Sam began
I turned to him and shook my head
"Sammy, i'm not lying to him, I love him. Would you be able to keep this from Carmen?" I asked
Sam looked at Carmen, then looked down at his lap and shook his head
I looked back at Dean
"Sammy's been talking to Castiel, who thinks maybe it's been a vision, more than a dream" I said
Dean looked at Sam to confirm it, Sam simply nodded
"which means of course, that by going home, i'm only placing you in danger, but at the same time, Sam says, that if we don't the nightmare will still continue, only the where it happens will change" I said, trying to hold back tears
I looked at Carmen and she smiled, nodding,
"come on Stretch, why don't we stretch our legs a little" she said, opening the door and stepping out of the car, pulling Sam with her.
They shut the door and I looked back at Dean
"Dean.." I began, but he stopped me, Placing a finger over my mouth, then leaning in and kissing me
"he's right, all we can do is prepare, make sure the outcome is different, be prepared to fight back" Dean said softly
I looked up into his beautiful eyes and tears gently trickled out of mine
"i don't want to lose you Dean" I said softly
He gently wiped away the tears from my cheeks and kissed me again
"then lets get prepared and make sure you don't" he replied
I smiled up at him and wrapped my arms around his shoulders. Holding him tightly, he wrapped his around my waist
"Beth baby, there's nothing to worry about, I promise you, now that we know we have an advantage, we will make sure we will change the way you see it" he said softly
he kissed my cheek , then pulled back
"i'm not planning on going anywhere" he said smiling
I smiled and pushed my fingers through his hair
"Glad to hear that" I replied
we stared into each others eyes, only to be disrupted by Sam and Carmen getting back in the car
"look Beth, i'm sorry I told you to keep it from Dean, your right, we shouldn't keep anything from each other, and now we know we have the advantage, we prepare to attack back...together" Sam said
I turned and knelt on the seat and reached for Sam, kissing his cheek
"then lets get a move on and make preparations" Carmen chimed in
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