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~Chapter Fifty-Four~

~Kendall's POV~

When I woke up the next morning Jade wasn't in bed. Her side of the bed didn't even look like it had been slept in at all. I sighed and fell back in the bed.

It took me awhile to get the courage together to get out of bed so I could face the music. I really didn't think I had pissed her off the much, but you can never really tell with Jade.

Once I reached the bottom of the stairs I could see the top of Jade's head over the arm of the couch, but once I got closer I realized she was sleeping on top Logan. God damn, not this again.

"So this is why you didn't come to bed last night."

Jade sat up so fast she fell off the couch onto the floor.

"Shit Kendall." Jade stood up and crossed her arms over her chest. "Did you really have to do that?"

"Do what?"

"Scare the shit out of me?"

I just shrugged.

"Love, green really isn't your color." She pushed past me and walked into the kitchen.

"I know you're a wake Logan." I sighed and rolled my eyes.

He sat up and looked at me.

"We fell asleep talking, that's all."

"This isn't the first time, or even the second." I glared at him. "What a great way to show that I can trust her around other guys."

"Jade's right green really isn't your color." He stood up and shook his head.

"What is that supposed to mean?"

"It means you are acting like a jealous asshole." He shook his head. "You know nothing happened, so I have no idea why you are so pissed at us."

"You slept with my wife."

"And sleep is all we did. It's no big deal."

"If it's no big deal, how about we go see how Alli feels about you sleeping with Jade."

Logan just waved his hand towards the kitchen. I glared at him and then turned on my heels towards the kitchen.

Jade was leaning against the counter, drinking her coffee when we walked in. Seeing her so clam stopped me in my tracks.

"Logan, go check on Gracie please, I need to have a word with my husband."

"Sure thing Momma Bear."

Logan turned and walked out of the kitchen without another word. Jade grabbed another mug off the counter and walked towards me.

"Here we will go talk in my office."

I took the cup from her and watched her retreat down the hallway to her office. Shaking my head I followed behind her.

When I got to her office, I shut the door behind me. She was sitting at her desk, so I sat on the couch.

"So this is how it's gonna be then?"

I looked up at her confused.

"What do you mean?"

"Are we going to hash this out every time I fall asleep on Logan?"

"Stop sleeping on Logan, problem solved."

"Not really, because we both know that's not the real problem." She shook her head. "What do I have to do to prove to you that no one is a threat to you and our relationship?"

"I don't know." I shrugged.

"What makes you think I'm gonna step out on you Kendall? What did I do you make you not trust me?"

"I feel somewhat jipped I guess." I ran a shaky hand through my hair. "You formed such an easy and comfortable relationship with everyone but me."

She stood up and walked over to me. She took my mug out if my hand and set it on her desk. She slipped into my lap and wrapped her arms around my neck. I automatically settled my hands on her hips.

"Kendall, if I was not comfortable with you, I would have never let you past my walls."

"You're comfortable with me now, but when we first meet, you did everything you could to put that wall up." I looked her in the eye. "But with everyone else, you were so at ease with them. Like with Allen, just after knowing him for a few hours, you're best friends. Why them and not me?"

"Because from the moment I meet you I knew if I let you in, that you would have power over me." I reached up and cupped her face. "What it really boils down to is you scared the shit out of me."

"What did I do?"

"You made me feel things; things I really didn't want to feel."

"Like?"

"Like a freaking schoolgirl, who was experiencing her first crush on the cutest boy in school." She turned her head and kissed my palm. "I would squeal like a little girl every time you smiled my way. I never showed it on the outside, but I would turn into a schoolgirl every damn time I saw you."

"Is that why you acted like you hated me?"

"Pretty much, I felt that I needed to push you away to protect my heart from you."

"Oh." I dropped my hand from her face.

"Kendall, you must know I've never been this open with anyone before. I've never taken so many risks as I have with you." She kissed my nose. "I walked away last night because I didn't want to fight with you. I knew if I would have stayed it would have turned into a fight and I don't want to fight with you anymore. I'm trying so hard to be the woman you think I am."

"Jade, I love you for who you are. I would never want you to change that. I like the little fights. I know it shouldn't, but seeing you so riled up turns me on."

"You know what they about playing with fire, it will burn you." She smiled at me. "But anyways, the little fights turn into big fights and before you know it, the relationship is over. I don't want that. I love you to much to walk away now. Plus really do we need to fight to have an excuse to have sex?"

"No, I guess not." I chuckled and pulled her closer to me. "I'm sorry I acted like a jealous asshole."

"I never called you that."

"No you didn't, but Logan did. And he was right, I was being a jealous asshole."

"I'm glad you realized that." She smiled at me. "I love you so much."

"I love you too." I grinned up at her. "So is it time to make up now?" I wiggled my eyebrows at her.

"Maybe when I get home tonight, but right now I need to go get ready for work." She slipped off my lap. "Plus Gracie is most likely up and you need to apologize to Logan."

"Do I have too?"

"Yes you do, if you want sex tonight."

"You wouldn't hold out on my like that would you?"

"Damn straight I would."

She blew me a kiss as she walked out of her office. I groaned and leaned my head back against the couch. It was going to be a long day.


~Jade's POV~

I was not having a good day. Kelsey was being extra bitchy to me for no reason. And the fight with Kendall thus morning didn't help at all.

Even though we had made up, I was still a little peeved at the whole thing.

"Jade, let's take a lunch break." Allen stood up from the desk.

I turned and looked at him.

"Okay, I know of this place that's not far from here."

"Sounds good to me." He smiled and pulled on his jacket.

As we walked the short distance to the little café, I noticed that we were being followed by a group to teenage girls. I had a feeling that my very bad day was about to get even worse.

"You do know we're being followed right?"

"Yup, but there's nothing we can do, but ignore them." I shook my head. "It was bound to happen sooner or later."

"It's not because you're their manager, is it?"

"Hell no, it most likely has to do with the fact that I married Kendall."

"You forgot to tell me that."

"Opps." I laughed. "We got married at the end of the tour."

"Oh,"

"We weren't hiding it; we just didn't announce it to the world." I shrugged and opened the door to the café. "I'm shocked it took this long to get out."

"Anyone else taken, that I should know about?"

"Everyone but Carlos."

"Well then." He laughed as we walked up to the counter.

After we ordered we found a table in the back and sat down. We didn't say much as we sat there and ate. I was just too peeved about the whole damn day.

I really just wanted to go back to bed and restart the whole damn day. I was so over all of this, and I was so ready to get away to Napa next week.

"Jade?" Allen snapped his fingers in my face.

"Huh?"

"You're phone's going off."

"Thanks." I pulled out my phone and saw that I had a text message.

I opened it and saw the picture my sister had sent me. It did not look good for me. Someone had gotten a picture of me and Allen and it looked like we were doing something that we shouldn't be doing. I had this sinking feeling Kendall was going to fly off the handle about the whole thing.

"We have to leave now." I shoved my phone back in my purse.

"Everything okay?"

"No, not at all."

He didn't ask any more questions, he just picked up his trash and mine and took care of it so we could leave. I stood up and pulled on my jacket and grabbed my purse.

On the way back to the office, I knew the group of girls was following us and there wasn't a damn thing I could do about it. I also felt my phone go off a few more times, but I just ignored it until we were safely back in my office.

God I just prayed there was a chance we could come back from this. Cause who knows what will happen to the band if Kendall and I break up.

Thank God Kelsey was gone to lunch when we got back. I was just so done dealing with her.

"What's going on?"

I just pulled my phone out and opened the picture to show him.

"Well shit."

"Yeah." I sat at my desk and looked through my text messages.

Most of them were from Cassie. She was really worried about me. There was one from Logan, telling me Kendall had left his phone at home. Thank God.

I sent Logan a text saying not to say anything to Kendall, until I could talk to him and then I called Cassie.

"Oh my God Jade, what the hell is going on?"

"The picture is not what it looks like, Allen and I were just having lunch." I ran my fingers through my hair. "It's just Kendall's fans trying to be little shits."

"What are you going to do?"

"What can I do? The cat it out of the fucking bag. Kendall is going to shit a brick." I took a deep breath and let it out. "It will crush him if he thinks I cheated on him, after I told him that no one would ever come between us."

"God Jade, I'm so sorry."

"I can't lose him Cass, it will kill me."

"He wouldn't be so stupid."

"God you should have seen him this morning, when he found me sleeping on Logan again." I wiped my eyes. "What am I going to do?"

"There's no way he won't believe you."

"If you said that two weeks ago, I would have believed you, but after this morning, I don't know."

"I'm sorry Jade, I wish there was something I could do."

"Don't worry about me, I'll be fine. I always am."

"Damnit, don't do this Jade."

"Do what?"

"Put on your strong front, making everyone believe that you're okay, when you're really dying on the inside. I can't see you like this again."

I didn't say anything as someone started to knock on the door.

"Look I have to go back to work, but I'll call you later okay?"

"Okay, I love you Kid."

"I love you too, Sissy."

I smiled to myself as I set my phone down. I looked at Allen and nodded. He opened the door to reveal Logan and Kendall. Kendall looked pissed. It broke my heart seeing him like that.

"Logan can you take Allen anywhere but here?"

"You sure Jade?" Logan looked really concerned.

"Please."

"Okay."

They both shot me a look as Kendall shut the door behind them. I just sat at my desk, waiting for it to happen.

Kendall sat in the chair in front of my desk, not saying anything. We just sat there staring at each other. My heart breaking a little more every second that passed.

There was so much I wanted to say, but I couldn't say anything.

"Are you going to say anything?"

"What do you want me to say?"

"You promised me that I had nothing to worry about."

"And you don't."

"Well as they say, pictures say a million words."

I just shrugged.

I knew he was trying to get a rise out of me, but it wasn't working. I was tired to defending myself to him. I was over the whole damn thing to tell you the truth. If he couldn't trust me like I trusted him, then fine. I was done.

"You have nothing to say?"

"Nothing you'd believe anyways."

"That's bull shit."

"I told you this morning, I'm not going to fight with you Kendall. You're gonna believe what you want to believe. Nothing I say or do will change that."

"What the hell happened to you?"

"Nothing has happened to me."

"The Jade I married would have fought."

"Then I guess I'm not who you thought I was."

"I guess not." He stood up. "Just tell me one thing."

I just nodded.

"Did you ever love me?"

"With everything I am. I will love you until the day I die."

"I wish I could believe you." He took off his ring and set it on the desk in front me. "Goodbye."

I didn't say anything as I let him walk out of the office. As soon as the door shut, I let the tears fall freely down my face. I picked up Kendall's wedding band and slipped it on my thumb.

God that hurt more than I ever thought it would.


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