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"Run... Run as fast as you can. For time is gold, and in every second, there can be anything happening. You will never know when it will change, so, before it gets worse, you have to do anything and give it all your best." Of course, that was what I thought to myself. Now that I have cleared out my feelings, there's no need for me to worry.
Even for the biggest mistake that I will do.
I remember what my mom told me, "In anything you do, follow your heart. It's only a guarantee that you'll gonna be happy."
And that's what I'm doing now.
I ran along the hallway, hoping I could see Natsume. I already made up my mind. I'm going to tell him what I felt. And this time, I don't worry anymore. It's because I knew he felt the same way too.
And I don't doubt his feelings.
As soon as turn left, I saw him, standing in front of the door, watching the scenery outside. I'm a little far from him so I guess he can't see me. As I was about to call his name, someone came out of the door.
It was Haruna.
I hid along the wall, hoping they won't see me. I didn't plan on hearing them out, but somehow, I was curious of what they will be talking about. So I did this.
"Na-chan! I can't believe you!" Haruna said angrily, gritting her teeth. Her face was red, proof that she suffered from an exposing situation.
"I wonder what happened?" I thought.
"Believe what?" Natsume said, calmly.
"You actually liked Sakura! I hate you!" She shouted. Good thing there's no one along the hallway, except me.
"Liked? You've got a mistake there." He said.
And that made my heart froze. I thought everything's gonna be alright. But I was wrong, I suppose? I thought everything's real.
"But maybe he got reasons..." I tried to be understanding as possible. I wanna hear those words he just said in personal. I don't want to make decisions that are not a hundred percent sure.
"Really Na-chan?" I heard Haruna asked.
"Yes." Natsume nodded.
"If that's so.. Kiss me. Tell me you love me." Haruna said.
And my world began shaking.
"No! Please... No!" I wished. I was hoping he won't do it. Or else, my heart would break into pieces.
Then Natsume pulled Haruna, and he kissed her. On the lips.
And that's when my world went blank.
I ran away, with tears falling on my eyes.
"If that's so.. Kiss me. Tell me you love me." Haruna said.
"What a nuisance.." I thought. I hate this girl. Demanding, as they would say.
I wanted everything to be clear, that's why I called her. I wanted to clear things out. I wanted to tell her the one I love is Mikan.
And no one else would matter aside from her.
But this Haruna, she's being the annoyance. I couldn't finish my business with her because she keeps on demanding. And today, I'm going to end everything.
Kiss her? Damn no. If I would, it's going to be the last. And it would never happen again. So I decided, I'll give her this chance to kiss me. And it will also be my chance to tell her I would end everything. The ties between us.
So I pulled her and I kissed her in the lips. With such a cold feeling. And I feel disgusted.
And I heard someone's footsteps. Like running away. And when I turned my head, I saw Mikan.
"Mikan!" I shouted. But she didn't even bother to turn her head.
"Did she saw?!" I was worried.
I was about to catch up with her but Haruna grabbed my hand.
"Natsume! What are you doing! You've just kissed me!" She said angrily.
"Yeah I did. And that will be the last."
"What?!" She started getting paranoid.
"I don't love you. Just don't bother me again."
"You can't leave me like this!"
"I can."
"Then why did you kiss me?!"
"To tell you it won't happen ever again. I know I'm a jerk for kissing you. But did you feel anything while I was kissing you?" I asked her.
"N-none.." she admitted, looking at the ground.
"See? There's no love between between us. And the one I love is Mikan."
She cried. I don't know why but I don't pity her.
"Look, you're my fiancee, I know. But starting today, you're not. I'll break ties and bonds between us. I'll explain this to the higher ups. And if you do something drastic, I'll never forgive you."
"But you told me you don't like her.." She said as tears fell out from her eyes.
"I don't."
"Then why?"
"Cause I LOVE her." I said, as I took her hands off mine and I ran away.
I know it's harsh I told Haruna about those things, but who cares?
I was running, and somehow, I have a hard time breathing. I couldn't find Mikan anywhere. I continue to ran. And ran. And ran.
I was losing hope when I remember her favorite place.
Yes, the Sakura trees. And that's where I will go.
And this time, I'll definitely wouldn't let her go.
Ever.
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