Chapter fifty. Nothing is the same.

Harry pov

I hung up the phone in a rage. There is no talking to that guy. I sighed and walked back into the room. ''well seems like I can't do anything right, I'm out of here.'' I took my stuff and turned back around. ''don't do things you'll regret, like taking us for granted.'' Tom yelled behind me but I was already too far to reply. I took a taxi to the airport. I don't care for sitting another 10 hours on an airplane as long as I don't need to stay here. I picked up my phone before looking who it was. ''don't do this mate.'' I heard danny yelling. I sighed and hung up. He's not going to change my mind. They can always find a new drummer, its not that I am the best there is. Loads of people would want to be in mcfly.

I took my seat who was at the end of the plane. Before I shut my phone down I saw that I had 18 missed calls. All from danny and tom. Dougie didn't care. I knew I screwed up but to give up on me like that? He should know better. I looked out of the window as we took off and saw the park where Dougie always cooled down. I remembered all the times we had, not only me and Dougie but with tom and danny. Was I really going to give it up? Mcfly was my life, I didn't have more to offer than drumming. I am nothing more, at least not anymore. I guess I can take a shot as a gay model can't I? I shook all the thoughts out of my head. I plugged in my earplugs to watch the movie, hoping that I would change my mind. Of course the movie was just my luck. Just my luck, yeah you can say that. I changed the channel and closed my eyes.

Dougie pov.

We stopped in front of the hospital. ''you guys go out, I'm going to find a parking spot.'' They all nodded and got out of the car. I had to drive all the way up to parking D. When I finally came out of breath in the room every was looking oddly at me. ''what?'' I said taking a seat next to deli and junior. ''harry is back to America.'' Tom said whispering. It was like he didn't want me to get mad or something. ''so?'' I asked. I could see danny getting mad. ''don't do that Dougie. It's your fault you know, if you only acted normal, none of this would have happened.'' My beading was getting faster and faster. ''my fault? He is the one drinking out there, not me. he is the one breaking his promises not me.'' I looked down on junior. I didn't want him to see me like this. ''I guess you chose a side.'' I yelled to deli and Jazzie when they were just sitting there.

I rushed out the room, in one way or another I wanted someone to follow me. luck deli did together with junior. I wouldn't want to know what I would do if someone wasn't there to reason me. ''dougie wait up.'' She yelled while running to me with danny on her arm. I stopped. ''don't be ridiculous.'' she said on a clam tone. I let myself fall on the char behind me. ''think about him.'' She pointed to danny. ''I know how hard it is, believe me, but don't let harry win this. Fight for him. He is in pain and so are you. Go behind him, that is what you both want.'' I looked down and tensed up my jaw. ''he doesn't want that. He wants to get rid of me.'' I said with his words going on and on in my head. ''no he doesn't. You two are like kenan and kel. Things are not the same when you two are not together.'' I sighed. Mainly because I know its true. I took danny on my lab and hugged him. ''okay, do you really-'' ''yes.'' He interrupted me. I smiled. ''I'll follow him.'' I hugged danny again and put him on the ground to go to deli. ''okay. I love you. I'll call fletch.'' She kissed me. ''thank you.''

I smiled at her. ''I should say thank you this time. I mean I haven't really been there for you nor danny, but you were always there for me.'' she smiled and kissed me. ''it doesn't matter.'' I shook my head. ''yes it does. Come lets go for dinner.'' She smiled and grabbed danny what was going his grab-me-hands. ''okay, let me take my stuff first.'' She turned around to go back to the room. ''would you take my cell phone too? I'll wait for you in front of the hospital.'' I yelled behind her. She nodded to let me know she hear me. I turned around to go to the car and smiled. I don't know why, I just did.