EPOV
As the elevator lifted us back up to the apartment Emmett checked his watch and started to swear. "We're fucking late by half 'n hour, E." I nodded. I knew we were late but I couldn't make Carlisle talk any faster or make his decisions any quicker than he did. "I bet the girls are going to be fucking pissed."
I nodded and smirked. If the girls were pissed, we could handle that. Hell, with Rose, we were used to that. The elevator dinged and we walked quickly to the apartment. I unlocked the door and walked in to find Rose and Bella on the couch hugging. My ears perked up as soon as I heard Bella sniffle and realized she was crying. Immediately my internal alarm started to go off and Emmett pulled his gun out.
"Bella? Rose? What's going on? What's wrong?" I walked quickly to the girls as I asked them what the problem was.
Rose looked up at me with fierce eyes. "You guys were fucking late and Bella started to panic. She thought something happened to you and blamed herself."
Bella was still hiding her face as Rose explained what the drama was all about. I reached out and started to rub Bella's arm to let her know I was finally home. As she lifted her head I could see that her eyes were red and puffy. Fuck she was beautiful even when she was lookin' like a drama queen.
"Bella, beautiful, I'm here, everything's okay. Come here, baby." I reached out to hug her and took her in my arms. Rose stood up and quickly walked to Emmett and hugged him fiercely.
I barely heard her when she started to talk because her face was buried in my chest, but Bella started to unload about why she was crying without me even asking. "Edward, I was so worried that something happened with Carlisle. That he hurt you because they came after me or that he found out who I was or that…that…" she started to bawl harder. I hugged her tighter and turned to look at Emmett and Rose. They were still hugging but looking at Bella with worried faces.
Rose elbowed Emmett and then looked back at us. Emmett cleared his throat and mumbled something about them being back later that evening with food but that they were leaving to go to Rose's house for a while.
Bella nodded and I waved them off without saying much. I wanted to do nothing more than comfort Bella and make sure she was well aware that everything would be okay now that Carlisle had sent down his approval of Bella.
As soon as I heard the door lock behind us I sat Bella down on my lap and started to brush her hair out of her face. She was still sniffling but had calmed considerably since I'd come in the apartment.
"Bella, I'm okay, I'm here baby. I'm sorry I was late- Carlisle had some important shit to settle with us." She nodded. I sighed.
"What did he say?" she was practically whispering her question.
I smiled immediately because I had good news to tell her. I leaned in to kiss her catching her off guard making me smile even more.
"Carlisle gave us his blessing, baby. Do you know what that means?" I waited to see if she truly understood what it meant to get his blessing- how many levels that cleared from our stressed out fucking lives.
"Does that mean we can be together?" Bella's eyes were huge and hopeful as she asked. "And be public about it?"
I couldn't help but laugh at her adorable hopefulness.
"Bella, it means you can walk down the street and feel safe. It means we can be together forever baby."
We both smiled. "Forever?" Bella asked as her cheeks flushed.
"So I wanted to ask you about that…" I suddenly got nervous about our conversation, but it needed to be said. "This is the first time I've ever been in love. And even if we didn't have his blessing, I want to spend the rest of my life with you."
"You do?" Bella practically stuttered her question out.
I nodded and smiled.
"Bella, I know it's too soon to ask you to marry me…I'm not trying to be a creep like that after knowing you a couple of months…and I don't have a ring or any shit like that, but know that I want to spend every moment of the rest of my life with you. So…yeah….will you be my girl?"
This time Bella nodded and smiled. She reached her arms out and kissed me fiercely as she wrapped her legs and arms around me pushing me back into the couch.
BPOV
I had been so worried about Edward when he left that I broke down in front of Rose like a wimp. Edward and Emmett had been gone longer than he had promised and then I started to panic…I was a mess.
I was convinced that we were going to get a call telling us that there had been another "accident" and that Edward wouldn't walk through that door.
But he did.
And when he told me he wanted to stay with me, and more-so, he wanted me to be his girl, I couldn't help but tackle him.
I wrapped myself around him and started kissing him out of sheer excitement. As we kissed I felt his hands wrap around my thighs and then my butt. He pulled me into him and hugged me tighter.
"Edward, I…love…you." I peppered his neck and shoulders with kisses as I whispered to him. He groaned back as I continued to kiss him. I could feel my body warm under his touch as his hands moved from my backside to my hips and then up to my chest.
"Fuck, Bella, I want to take you in the bedroom." As I felt his stubble covered chin rub against my collar bone my brain stopped producing strings of words and I just moaned my answer and nodded my head against his.
Edward reached down and grabbed me by the thighs holding me to his hips as he stood up from the couch. I grasped his neck tighter as he started to walk us towards the bedroom.
"Don't worry baby, I won't let you fall."
I giggled as he continued to kiss me and bump into things on our way towards the bedroom. Edward pushed us through the door and kicked it shut with his foot. The entire trip he kept kissing me and groaning as we made out.
When he bumped against the bed he sat down and held me on top of him holding me tightly against his now very apparent erection. He groaned again as I shifted against him to straddle his hips.
Edward started to take my shirt off as I fumbled with his buttons. Once he had my shirt off he pulled my bra off and started pawing at my chest. I couldn't help but throw my head back when he started licking and nibbling my nipples.
"Bella, you're fucking amazing." Edward continued to kiss and nibble my skin as I unbuttoned his pants and he moved his hands to unbutton and push mine down.
I one quick move he rolled me over, stood up and started to pull my pants off leaving me in my panties. Edward pushed his pants and boxers off exposing him completely at the edge of the bed. He leaned over me again and started to slowly pull my panties off as he kissed each inch of my skin as they traveled towards my ankles.
As he kissed back up he slowly pulled my knees apart and kissed the inside of my thighs up to my belly button. I whimpered. I knew in that moment I wanted all of him.
"Edward, I want to feel you…all of you." I panted as the words came out making me sound unsure but I was positive that this was what I wanted.
"I'll go slow and if I hurt you, tell me, okay?" Edward was dead serious as he spoke. I nodded that I understood him.
He unwrapped and rolled on a condom before kissing me again and moving his hips closer to me.
EPOV
I wasn't sure she understood that what we were about to do could potentially hurt her and kill the mood. But as soon as she nodded I jumped back into kissing her.
I lined myself up with her and started to push myself in. Fuck she was tight. Bella wrapped her legs around my hips pulling me into her. When I felt her stiffen as I pushed myself in to the hilt, I froze my hips. I tried to kiss her neck and chin to make sure she knew I would wait till she was ready.
Bella nodded her head and reached behind me to pull me closer again.
"Bella, I want to make you feel amazing, but I need to know you're okay right now, that you're not in any pain."
Looking her in the eye I knew she was overwhelmed but she didn't look hurt. She nodded and flashed those beautiful brown eyes at me before kissing me again. I started pumping in and out of her feeling her tighten around me as I pushed back in with each thrust.
Bella started to whimper louder and pant. She was clawing at my shoulders and arms holding on as I pumped in and out of her.
BPOV
Edward felt amazing. He pushed and pulled out of me each time leaving me with a feeling of pure bliss. I could feel my entire body matching up and squeezing him as he entered me. I couldn't help but try and hold myself as close to his body as possible.
I felt his hands move from my hips down to my ass as he leaned forward and pushed into me harder and started pumping faster. He buried his face in my shoulder and I felt him kissing me as he started to breathe harder.
"Bella, I'm gonna come." I felt him reach down between us and start to rub my clit as he'd done with his tongue before and I couldn't help but moan loudly.
"Me…..too." I managed to squeak out.
Edward started pumping harder and I started squeezing him more. The feeling of him pushing in and out of me was overwhelming. I tensed up feeling my whole body coming to an edge before being pushed over with one last thrust.
We both moaned as we came in each other's arms.
EPOV
As I spilled into her I felt my entire body relax and release all the tension I'd been carrying around since I'd found her in that back alley.
This woman was incredible. She was beautiful. She was kind. She was brave and fierce. I loved her. And in that moment I knew I was going to spend the rest of my life with her.
The End.
A/N: SORRY! SORRY! SORRY! SORRY! SORRY! SORRY! SORRY! SORRY! SORRY! SORRY! SORRY! SORRY! SORRY! SORRY! SORRY! SORRY! SORRY! SORRY! SORRY! SORRY! SORRY! SORRY! SORRY! SORRY! SORRY!
For taking so damn long to write this last chapter!!! Life has pretty much kicked my ass these last couple of months (weeks?) I haven't been keeping track. I know you probably didn't want it to end there but I felt the story was over. Many of you thought that Carlisle was being shady- he wasn't. It was my intention for him to come around before the end of the story anyway.
When I started this story I mentioned that I'd written another story before but it wasn't fan fiction. I've decided to adapt it and will begin writing it/posting it later this month.
Thank you to everyone that's read this, reviewed it and emailed me asking questions about it. I know I started writing this story because it was in my head, but I finished it because I really loved hearing from reviewers/readers about their likes and dislikes. You've made writing this fun and exciting!!!
Please keep in touch and email me with any fic rec's you've got…I'm highly addicted to a few of them already. Take care!!
-R
