A Letter from Hibari Kyouya:
Chrome…no…..Nagi
Nagi,
I'm not quite sure where you're reading this letter of mine, though I presume that wherever you are there must have a window in there. I want you to look outside the window, look at the sky, and look at the clouds. Day and night, summer and fall, the clouds are always present in the sky. If only I could be those kinds of clouds towards you; if only I could always be present for you, day and night, summer and fall. But you and I both know that the mist always walls my sight on you. Somehow whenever I see you with him, I feel so unworthy of deserving you, unworthy to love you.
Why? Why was he the one who saved you when you almost died? Why does he have to be the one to give you a new life? Why did he leave you and returned to you? Is he making me jealous? Jealous of the strong bond both of you have. Whenever you're near him, it's hard to bind myself to you.
Allow me to confess; I the cloud, who is aloof and can never be captivated by anyone, was captured by a woman worth more than my life. So beautiful and lovely you are that you were able to captivate the eyes of a skylark, a skylark who looks down on everyone and soars high above the sky, landed on the earth because of someone like you.
Nevertheless, the demon who cages you will surely not be your eternal master. I will free you from being his prisoner of love. Soon, you'll break free from the bars he built to wall and soar fly high above the sky with me.
However, perhaps something had already happened after the last minutes Nagi, I understand that your heart is confused. But though it's having a hard time to decide a permanent road, please keep in mind that no matter what happens….you will always be welcome to my heart. No matter, I won't have my hopes held up too high that you'll choose me. As a man, I should at least give the woman I love what she needs for the time being…time. I don't know how much time I can give, since I am not aware of it all the time. But like I always tell you, the earlier, the better. But like I said earlier, take your time.
Can't you see? Whenever I tried to express my feelings, up to now there's still "but| in my mind. Whenever I tried to show you how I feel, my thoughts have certain doubts. Yet my heart is still sure that you are the one for me while I am the one for you.
Let me be with you for the rest of my life, and I will cherish you like a priceless treasure. I will care for you as if your life is mine. Let me be the one for you, mine only and mine alone.
Allow me to replace him for you whenever he makes you cry, whenever your heart is shattered to brittle pieces, whenever no doors or windows have opened for you, whenever you need a shoulder to cry on, whenever you're lost and confused, whenever you need someone to love you and crease your locks, I will be here waiting for you. Just come to me, and I will draw a smile on your face.
I will stay with you forever, still alive or already dead, I will love you forever. No matter what choice you make, no matter what road you take. Let me hear your sleep, let me see you dream; let me feel you while you slumber. I want to see you happily calm like your name. Let me dream of you singing and dancing with a bliss of joy. Let me tie my arms around you, let me bind you close to my head, let me hold you to my chest. Never will I let you off of my sleeves, I will shield you, I won't let anyone harm you.
Allow me to give you what you desire. Allow me to show you the world.
You're the only person who can make me smile; you're the only inspiration that can pursue me to reach my feelings. You're the only angel that allows me to dream a sweet and lovely dream.
You and I….everyone else knows that I'm not very good at expressing myself to you, but the only thing I know is that I love you. You meant so much to me. You're everything to me; you are my world and I can't imagine myself living without you.
So please, at least I do want to see you happy with your life, so choose the better choice. I want you to be satisfied and comfortable with the decisions you make. Just know that whatever decision you take; I will always be here with you….Nagi.
I will love you forever,
-Hibari Kyouya
